A/N: So, this is based off of Owl City's 'Up All Night'. There will be angst. Oadam.
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He sat on his bed in his seaside apartment thinking about how he fell in love with her. A ghost. About her, and the times they spent together. How much he loved her. He remembered that night on the Californian beach, the last time he saw her. It ended in tears when she told him that she was never real. He started to cry.
He remembered how she helped him discover the truth about the mogadorians, and how when he was with her it was like a dream or magic. He wanted to move on from her but he just couldn't. The past was stopping him from moving on. He had been suffering from insomnia recently, staying up all night thinking of her.
It was tearing him apart. He tried to sleep and forget about her, but it was too hard. He wished that he had someone he could talk to about this, but no one understood his feelings. He remembered his times with her all too well (A/N see what i did there?). He felt like he could sense her presence next to him, but she was gone forever.
He felt like he only was ever himself around her. She was the one that made him realise what he was capable of. The mogadorians had been holding back his potential. She had given him hope. Now she was gone. He still couldn't sleep. He had never wanted to say goodbye to her, but he had to. That was a bitter truth. That was life. And he had to accept it. But he couldn't.
She had helped him to see that what he had once believed in was wrong. She helped him to see that the Loric were the right side. Just not always in the most peaceful ways. She made him feel like there was magic in the air. Now, whenever he felt a breeze blow through the air and he smelt sea air, he thought that he heard her voice whispering in his ear, "I love you". But it was not real. It never was.
A/N: This hurt my feels! I've always associated this song with them. I don't know why! Please leave suggestions for ships (and a song to go with it) in the review section. Just a warning: I don't write well for ships I don't like. There is a full list of what I ship on my profile.