I Miss You, Dan

by drwhofan03

Phil is left broken after Dan's suicide, so resorts to writing him periodic letters to try and patch up his broken soul. He starts to self-harm, though, and begins having suicidal thoughts. Will he break through?

2. One Week

Dear Dan,

its been a week since you commited suicide. I've been looking for a way to stop the pain, but its hard. I've been sleeping in your room for the past 6 days, but I still havent managed to go in the bathroom since I found you in there. I haven't even thought about cleaning up the blood. I should do that.

I cut myself yesterday, and felt ashamed. I immediately thought of you...

I'm sitting here at my laptop writing this and looking at the photo of us I keep in my drawer. I bought it into your room.

Dan, please, come back.. I'ts hard. mum says my mentality has completely changed. She thinks I need to see a therapist. But It's okay. I know you'll come back one day. One day we shall meet again, my friend.

I dreamt of you last night. We cuddled, kissed, and I felt you next to me. I had the best sleep last night. I can't let go of you. Not now, not ever. I love you, danosaur... I love you.

-Phil.