Dan,
It's been two weeks since you left us. My arms are covered in cuts now. I'm sorry. I'm trying to make you proud, but its so difficult. Cutting is the only way to take control of at least some of my pain, even if it's not a lot.
I've been prescribed anti-depressants by my doctor now.
Please come back, Dan... A lion needs his bear...
I've decided that I need to get out more. I've started using , just to meet new people. I met this girl, she's becoming my friend. I suppose she's more of a counsellor than a friend. I don't think I'll be able to date anyone ever again.
I'm sorry if I'm not making you proud, Dan.
I love you.
-Phil