The pain of love

by bleedingtulipoflove

She will NOT change who I am, what I do, how I behave. I AM THE TAIYOUKI OF THE WEST! I AM THE GREAT DOG-GENERAL'S ELDEST AND HEIR! I AM THE LORD OF THE WESTERN LANDS, SESSHOMARU TAISHOU! Oh, why can't I get him out of my head? I am KAGOME HIGURASHI!

6. i need to get ahold of myself

Chapter 6

Sesshomaru's point of view

I am finally holding her. I know now that my beast, my inner-self is a side that I need to listen to more often. She felt so right in my arms. But... She despises this Sesshomaru. That very thought makes me stiffen up and regretfully put here down. I will not allow myself to be hurt by this... This angel. I turn and walk away but I catch the feeling of sadness in her aura if only it was me she yearns for.

IT WILL NOT HAPPEN! I WILL NOT LET MYSELF BE TORN INSIDE OUT BY HER.

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Kagome's point of view

Please don't put me down hold me a little longer. But my wish was not to be fulfilled. He stiffens and puts me down. I felt my heart break once more. The one that I choose as always doesn't want me. "Lord Sesshomaru, are you injured?" I asked. He shakes his head no. And relief fills me. He is not hurt. He turns and leaves and I hold back tears and my pain. But I too turned an walked away. I yearn for your love.

I TRUELY HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY WITH WHO EVER YOU CHOOSE SESSHOMARU.