Chapter 19
"I don't understand." Rin said.
"You will." Sesshomaru said before lightly kissing her lips again. He carefully stood with her and gently placed her on her feet.
Rin immediately shrugged her kimono back on.
Sesshomaru tsked at her. "I didn't say you could cover up."
Rin froze but held the kimono tightly to her chest.
Sesshomaru smiled. "You said you wanted to be with me Rin. You said you wanted to please me." Sesshomaru slowly backed away until he was hidden in the shadows of the cave again and she could only make out his brilliant golden eyes again. "I want you to remove the kimono."
Rin worried her lip with her teeth, unnerved by his distance from her and only seeing his eyes. They gleamed at her from the darkness in anticipation and something else she would later recognize as lust. Rin hesitated a moment longer when his voice echoed in the cavern. "I want to see your naked skin Rin. Don't deny me that pleasure."
Rin slowly released the death grip she had on her clothing and slowly allowed it to fall, it snagged on her hips briefly and she wiggled a bit so it could pool at her feet. She used her hair to cover her breasts and lowered her hands to keep her long hair covering the thatch at the top of her thighs. There was silence in the cave as she stood there in her naked glory and Rin ducked her head self-consciously. The cool night air brushed her sensitized flesh and made her shiver slightly from the chill. She was about to snatch up her kimono when Sesshomaru's low voice filled with awe slid over her. "You're perfect."
Rin blushed becomingly at his praise. Embarrassment kept her eyes on the floor but Sesshomaru's continuous murmurs of approval and the feeling of his eyes raking over her in appreciation left a warm glow behind. She had never felt this beautiful before and she liked that he could see her this way. That he was the only one to have ever seen her this way.
Rin felt his hands on her belly and her eyes snapped up to his where he still stood in the shadows a distance away. But she still felt the touch of his hands on her stomach and span her waist before moving up to her ribs and touching her breasts. Rin gasped in surprise and looked down but there was nothing touching her body. Sesshomaru still stood where he had been but she could feel his touch. His invisible hands moved her hair out of the way and when she tried to move it back his hands restrained her. Then she felt the moistness from his open mouth as he trailed kisses from her neck, down the center of her body and his teeth gently nipping the tops of her thighs.
Rin moaned and suddenly she was released and she couldn't feel him anymore. Rin took a shaky step towards the shadows, wanting him to continue when his voice halted her. "Turn around and step into the pool Rin. You need to cool off a bit." He said with a laugh.
Rin couldn't help the frustrated glare she sent him which only caused his laugh to bounce off the cavern walls. She turned and all but stomped into the pool. She could feel Sesshomaru's amusement behind her but all that was forgotten when she stepped into the surprisingly warm depths of the pool and felt the water brush against her skin. Her highly sensitized flesh could feel every drop as it teased her body and ran in rivulets down her chest. To try and stop the feeling, Rin ducked low into the pool until her chin touched the surface. The more she moved the more waves and ripples would caress her body until she thought she would scream from the overload of sensations.
Rin heard the rustle of clothing and looked up to see Sesshomaru step from the shadows completely nude. Her eyes traveled swiftly over his body and noted the matching purple stripes that slashed his hips and forearms that were on his cheekbones. His body was well defined and lithe, the body of a fighter. His muscles moved suggestively as he stepped forward confidently and joined her in the pool. He swam gracefully toward her and stopped before her. They gazed at each other for a moment before Sesshomaru leaned forward and kissed her gently. When he moved forward and tried to bring her body up against his Rin froze at the first touch of his naked flesh against her own. As soon as she felt his hardened flesh against her stomach Rin hissed as if she had been burned and pushed the palm of her hands against his chest.
Sesshomaru wouldn't let her get too far away and kept his arms loosely around her. "What's wrong?" He asked with concern.
Rin gulped and tried to calm her herself. This was what she wanted wasn't it?
Sesshomaru allowed his hands to slither down to her waist until they gripped the flare of her hips. "Your heart is racing." He said, hearing the thunderous patter.
"I'm just…a little nervous." Rin offered lamely.
Sesshomaru's eyebrow shot up. "You're afraid." He corrected.
Rin licked her lower lip and Sesshomaru's eyes followed their trail hungrily. "It's natural to fear the unknown Rin. I know this will be your first time. I'll be gentle with you." He promised.
Rin hesitated then bit her lip, indecision clouding her eyes.
Sesshomaru flexed his fingers on her hips, struggling to give her the time she evidently needed without losing his mind in the process. "Talk to me. It's not just that is it?"
Rin moved her hands to his shoulders and gripped them tightly. "What if you don't like it?" Rin asked her biggest fear. "What if you change your mind after this and decide you don't want me anymore?"
Sesshomarus eyes widened with shock. "Not want you?"
"What if I'm terrible at this?" Rin said anxiously.
Sesshomaru couldn't help himself. She looked so forlorn and dejected…he burst into laughter.
Rin reeled back as if he had slapped her but Sesshomaru couldn't stop laughing. He released her so he could hold his sides as sheer joy and incredulity soared through him. Not want her? Was she insane?
Rin treaded water and openly glared at Sesshomaru. "You don't have to make fun of me." Rin was very upset and pushed down whatever happiness she felt seeing him laugh so freely…even if it was at her expense.
When his laughter finally turned into brief spurts of gaiety he grinned at her and pulled her struggling body flush against his.
Rin gasped at the heat emanating from his body and involuntary shivers skated down her spine at the feel of his naked chest against hers.
"I wasn't laughing at you." Sesshomaru said while biting back laughter.
When Rin raised her eyebrow in a very good imitation of his own expression Sesshomaru smiled. "I wasn't laughing at you." He reiterated.
"You were certainly not laughing with me." Rin grumbled.
"I laughed at the sheer ridiculousness of your statement. You can put those fears to rest immediately Rin. There's nothing you can do that would provoke me into no longer wanting you."
"How do you know?" Rin asked, still annoyed with him but she needed to know how he was so sure.
Sesshomaru moved his hand on her back in a soothing gesture. "Because just being near you is better than every other previous sexual experience I've had." He said sincerely.
Rin felt a warm glow rise in her at his words. "I've never-"
"I know." Sesshomaru interrupted her.
"What if I'm terrible at this?"
Sesshomaru's grin turned predatory as his eyes raked over her and one hand cupped her bobbing breast in the water. "I'm more than willing to practice with you until you're an expert." He said wolfishly.
Rin gasped and arched her back involuntarily, pressing her breasts more firmly into his hand.
Sesshomaru leaned forward and captured her mouth under his. His kiss was deep but gentle. He encouraged her response patiently and continued to knead her breast. Rin responded to his touches but in the back of her mind, the worry of disappointing him wouldn't allow her to fully enjoy his caresses.
Sesshomaru felt the tenseness in her body and pushed her slightly away with a sigh. "If you don't relax Rin, neither of us is going to enjoy this."
"I'm trying." Rin said, her worry still niggling in her mind. Kagome had explained to her the intricacies of sex but Rin had seen the evidence of his desire and was having a hard time imagining them fitting together. Her thoughts caused a fierce blush to consume her.
"You're overthinking this Rin." Sesshomaru said.
"I'm trying not to." Rin said.
"I can help you get your mind off of this." Sesshomaru offered helpfully.
"How?" If Rin had seen the mischievous light brighten Sesshomaru's eyes she would have been prepared for when he suddenly and unexpectedly placed his hands on her head and dunked her beneath the water.
Rin came up sputtering and Sessomaru laughed before he dove beneath the water seemingly in the direction of the deeper end of the pool. Rin quickly swam after him determined to return the dunking when she felt hands on her ankles pulling her under again. Rin managed to kick away and resurfaced coughing and glaring at Sesshomaru as he surfaced right beside her.
With his wet hair plastered to his face and his boyish laughter filling the cavern Rin couldn't help but return his smile. It warmed her heart to know she had done that for him. She splashed him back with her open palm hitting the water and Sesshomaru quickly retaliated. Before they knew it they were in an all-out splash war while laughing and trying to dodge the other. Rin proved to excel at this and managed to put Sesshomaru on the defensive fairly quickly. Sesshomaru dove forward in front of her so she wouldn't have too much room to splash and felt her naked breasts brush against his chest.
As sudden as their playfulness had beset them they now stared deeply into one another's eyes. Rin swallowed audibly, nervously knowing there'd be no turning back for them after this. Sesshomaru wrapped his arms around Rin tightly and buried his face in her neck. Rin gasped when she felt his tongue bathe her neck before nipping lightly.
Rin held his shoulders tightly, her fingernails biting into Sesshomaru's skin as she felt his hands reach down and pulled her closer to his body by her rear. She could feel the heavy thick weight of him between her legs. Rin groaned when Sesshomaru's hands trailed from her rear to the back of her thighs before hoisting them around his waist. She felt the tip of him bump that hard bundle of nerves at the apex of her thighs and felt electricity shoot from there to the top of her head. Her toes curled as he moved her lightly against him, forcing her to ride the length of him and continuously glide over that ball of nerves. Rin squirmed in his arms, unconsciously grinding herself a little harder against him, seeking the right amount of pressure to send her flying as he had done for her before.
Water splashed around them but as much as Rin moved her lower body against him, she couldn't quite get the release she so desperately wanted. She bit her lip and threw her head back, grinding herself even harder against him when she felt his lips wrap around her wet nipple and suck hard. Almost painfully. Rin nearly felt her eyes roll to the back of her head as pleasure raced through her, then she felt his fingers thrust inside her and her world broke apart.
Rin shrieked and knew she would've fallen and probably drowned if not for Sesshomaru's arms holding her up. He brushed strands of wet hair from her face and kissed her gently. Rin lazily opened her mouth to him, inviting his tongue to play against hers. She was completely pliant in his arms but with his tongue dueling hers the languidness was being replaced by a slow burn heating her body. Her legs were still wrapped around his hips and she couldn't help but tighten her thighs, enjoying the feel of him sliding between her legs as he moved them to a deeper end of the water where ledges and outcroppings were spread from the bottom of the pool to the surface edge.
Without warning Sesshomaru sat Rin on one of those rock shelves. The water lapped at just below her knees as her legs and feet were still submerged while the rest of her sat on the cropping. The rock wall behind her had water running in rivulets down into the water, making it as well as the shelf smooth to the touch.
Sesshomaru was able to stand on a ledge that was submerged and stay at eye level with her. He kissed her until her toes curled then stepped back from the ledge he stood on and allowed himself to sink into the water again.
Rin bemusedly watched as Sesshomaru placed his hands on her knees and spread her legs, maneuvering his shoulders between them, not quite sure what he was up to. When he leaned forward and ran his tongue along her slit Rin jumped and immediately gripped Sesshomaru's hair in her hands and pulled him away. Though Rin tried to close her legs he wouldn't move back enough to permit it.
Sesshomaru stared at her exposed core with deep yearning and Rin couldn't help the chagrin that lanced through her. He tried again to lean forward but Rin's grip on his hair was unyielding as she held him away. His eyes traveled up her body until he focused on her. Rin was about to rebuke him for attempting to do something so wicked when the heated look in his eyes nearly scorched her. "I was only permitted a taste before. Don't deny me now."
Rin shuddered against that look but shook her head negatively. "You can't."
"You taste as sweet as milk and honey." Sesshomaru said more to himself than to her as his focus went back to its goal.
Rin felt his words wash over her and the ache between her legs intensified, but she shook her head again, steadfastly refusing to do something so wanton.
Sesshomaru suddenly pulled her thighs forward, her knees over his shoulders and her rear was halfway into the water and half on the ledge. Before she could recover from the sudden movement she felt his tongue between her legs again and she cried out from delicious bursts of pleasure that shot through her body everywhere he licked.
For a heartbeat her grip on his hair tightened to pull him away again, extremely self-conscious, when she felt him reach her Achilles heel, that knot of nerves again and suck hard.
Rin screamed from the orgasm that burst through her and shuddered violently against his skillful tongue. Her hands gripped his hair in tiny fists and she pulled him back towards her when he would've moved away. She felt his muffled laughter against her before he continued his assault on her. The sensations soon became overwhelming again as he licked, nipped and sucked. Her heartbeat thundered in her ears at a rapid pace as she tried to push him away from her again. "T-too much. Please, please!" She pleaded.
Sesshomaru's response was to push two fingers within her and pump them in time with the play of his mouth. A barrage of stars flared behind Rin's eyes as she cried out his name and violently shook as another orgasm ripped through her. This time he wouldn't stop, only increasing his pace and she cried out again as her body was bombarded by mini explosions of lust and pleasure. Rin was panting, trying to regain her breath when he finally released her and sat her back onto the ledge with her back straight against the smooth rock.
Sesshomaru stood back up on one of the lower ledges underneath the water with her legs resting on either side of his hips. He stood close enough to feel her wet, pebbled nipples poke his pecs and feel her breath stutter against his chest. Water dripped off his nude body and Rin suddenly had the incredible urge to lick the water tracing the purple stripes that slashed his hips and forearms.
The spike of lust in Sesshomaru's eyes when she looked at him told her he knew exactly what she had been thinking. He slowly raised her arms above her head and pinned her there against the wall with one hand locked around her wrists while holding her gaze.
Rin couldn't help testing Sesshomaru's hold at her wrists and was shocked into stillness by the low growl that rumbled through his chest in warning to her. He restrained her easily in his powerful grip and though she was a bit intimidated by his casual strength, he was beyond gentle with her. Rin's breathing quickened at the dominance he displayed, his hold implacable as he tenderly allowed the back of his knuckles to trace from Rin's raised elbow, past the outer curve of her breast to the dip of her waist…then slowly back up. All while staring deep into her eyes. The heated hunger in his eyes for her made her tremble in his arms and despite his continued restraint of her, Rin didn't feel trapped, she felt cherished.
Sesshomaru ducked his head and gave her a scorching deep kiss that curled her toes again. He continued to caress her, feeling the gooseflesh pebble along her skin in his fingertips wake. He gently cupped her breast in his hand and tested its weight.
Sesshomaru captured Rin's deep seated groan of rapture into his mouth, her eyes shut tightly as she basked in the sensations enveloping her innocent body. Well, not so innocent anymore. Sesshomaru couldn't prevent his wicked grin as he recalled his head buried between her thighs, her cries of ecstasy filling the cavern. To his surprise, Rin licked his smile, a small feisty flick of the tongue he couldn't resist trapping between his lips. He nudged her, encouraging her to explore his mouth and almost felt his eyes roll to the back of his head when her tongue plundered his mouth with rapt attention. There was no finesse to her actions, only pure, reckless passion. What she lacked in experience she more than made up for with enthusiasm and Sesshomaru nearly howled in delight.
Sesshomaru hadn't planned on introducing her to the more intimate forms of love play but her innocent passion had pushed him over the edge. He had wanted her taste on his tongue again. The shock in her young eyes with the first swipe of his tongue, instead of forestalling him had only made him want to shock her more. His centuries of rigid discipline and control stood him well while he held her exquisite body at his mercy. Sesshomaru wanted her so damn badly he feared she would make him lose his sanity with his fierce need to claim her. He wanted to devour her. Force her to crave his touch as badly as he needed hers. Despite his near desperation for her, he refused to put his own needs before her own. This night belonged solely to Rin. He would worship her body as she deserved and hopefully make her yearn for his embrace in return. The thought of her begging for his caresses, to give her the release only he could offer her nearly brought him to his knees. The sensation was not one he appreciated but one he would accept as long as he could keep her coming back for more. Rin was his and he intended to claim her in every way possible until she couldn't breathe without him.
The heels of Rin's feet curled around Sesshomaru's backside and he nearly laughed when she pulled him closer, demanding more from him then he thought she realized. The bulbous head of his rigid member bumped against her bud of nerves and she squealed into his mouth and began to gyrate her hips, riding him and forcing the head of his member to bump her again and again.
Sesshomaru gasped himself at her eagerness and tried to calm her before she drove them both over the edge. When the tip of him slid inside her, Sesshomaru hissed and gripped her hip as he withdrew immediately, needing a moment to control himself before he completely lost himself within her.
Rin whimpered, her eyes glazed with lust as she attempted to pull him back.
Sesshomaru used his strength to hold her hips still with one hand while the other held her arms above her head. He nipped her lower lip in punishment. "Be still."
Rin ignored his command and nipped him back with a stinging bite.
A growl rumbled from Sesshomaru's chest. Rin felt the rumble of his chest against her own and her nipples ached to be touched again. She used her legs to pull Sesshomaru close to her again, grinding against him again and he helplessly let the scalding heat of her core brush his tip again before he shuddered and nearly lost control. He reined himself in ruthlessly before he openly glowered at her. "If you don't keep still I'm going to forget you're a virgin and fuck you hard." He said menacingly.
Rin froze at his crude language. She really shouldn't have been surprised, he was a demon after all. But what shocked her even more was how it made the delicate folds between her thighs clench in anticipation.
Sesshomaru took her stillness for compliance and reached down between them to circle the bud of her desire with his fingertip.
Rin gasped at his touch and tried to squirm backwards. She was still extremely sensitive there and wasn't sure she liked what he was doing. It was too intense.
Sesshomaru plunged two of his fingers within her and curled them gently as he thrust in and out. Rin cried out when he moved his thumb to her sensitive bud and circled it slowly in time with his thrusts before he moved his thumb counterclockwise. Rin struggled against his at her wrists, desperate to stop him or to pull him closer.
Sesshomaru leaned forward and whispered in her ear. "Ride my hand Rin."
Rin blushed at his words and shook her head in denial.
Sesshomaru licked lightly around her ear before giving her a tender bite. "Don't fight it. You've never looked more beautiful than you do now. Your skin glistening with water, your eyes dazed and full of so much passion and innocence. Your body naked and your desire mine to command. Don't be ashamed of your need. Don't deny me your hunger. It is but a small reflection of my own. Just feel the pleasure I can give you again and again…" Sesshomaru trailed off as his words had a heavy impact on Rin. Her body wasn't hers anymore, it moved to his bidding with a will of its own. Sesshomaru watched her closely as she moaned and cried out his name as she climbed higher and higher until she climaxed once again against him.
As soon as the shudders of ecstasy engulfed her Sesshomaru removed his hand and guided himself into her, unable to deny himself a moment longer. He glided in easily and Rin only gasped with a pinch of discomfort when he slipped past her barrier, her many releases having fully prepared her for his invasion.
Sesshomaru groaned at the tight fit and it nearly killed him to give her a moment to get used to the feel of him filling her. He waited impatiently until he felt her hips tilt and pull him in further. He kissed her and moved his hand to her lower back to anchor her against him. He withdrew and plunged himself back into her slowly. Rin threw her head back and he buried is face into her neck. "Rin." He groaned her name into her neck and Rin shook when he bit her. Unable to help herself Rin tried to increase his speed, desperate for more.
Sesshomaru fought against her and kept the pace slow and steady, dragging out their pleasure. The smooth, cold stone against her back and buttocks and the flaming heat between their bodies was such a contrast Rin clenched her fists and bit her lip in near delirium.
Rin felt Sesshomaru quickly kiss her lips and sweep his tongue into her mouth. Rin suckled and rubbed her tongue against his until she felt him involuntarily increase his pace. Tremors shot through her entire body and Rin moved with him. She struggled against his firm grip on her wrists again but the warning growl that left his throat froze her in her tracks. Rin opened her eyes and was caught by his focused stare. His eyes were no longer their amber gold but were a deep burgundy red. Rin's eyes widened, knowing his eyes only changed color that way when he was on the verge of losing control and unleashing his demon he usually held a tight reign over. For a moment, paralyzing fear overtook her. She had only seen him lose control twice in her life and both times had resulted in screams and death.
Sensing her withdrawal Sesshomaru's ears flattened against his head and Rin felt her heart nearly stop at his aggressiveness. Though her body still reveled under his hands and she kept telling herself he would never hurt her, she couldn't help the building fear inside her. He wasn't hurting her but his aggression, the intense pleasure and the riot of feelings bombarding her were confusing.
Rin's body shied away from his infinitesimally and Sesshomaru bared his teeth in warning and slapped his hand in a stinging blow against her backside. Rin gasped in shock at the spike of heat that shot down from his blow and straight to her core. Rin's inner muscles clamped down on him suddenly and the burgundy red in his eyes turned to burning flames as he shortened his strokes and thrust harder within her. Rin felt each stroke slam within her and she squirmed again in his grip, her thighs tightening reflexively.
Sesshomaru moved one hand to clench against her buttock and with his incredible strength, he lifted her at an angle with her hands still pressed tightly against the rock above her as her back was arched. His strokes penetrated her deeper than before and his lips immediately clamped down on one of her nipples now on display to him.
Rin screamed her release as stars blinded her vision catching her completely off guard. Sesshomaru didn't stop. He gave her no time for recovery. He pulled her away from the rock wall and Rin instinctively wrapped her legs around his waist as he continued to pump within her. Her arms wrapped around his neck and her naked breasts were pressed tightly to his chest. Sesshomaru licked a path from her neck to her shoulder when Rin suddenly felt his teeth instinctively clamp down on her shoulder. Rin threw her head back and cried out his name as she reached another peak of ecstasy. Sesshomaru thrust hard within her two more times before he moaned deeply and spilled himself within her.
They both rested against each other for a moment breathing raggedly while Sesshomaru held her tenderly against his chest treading chest deep in the pool. They both winced at the loss of their connection when he withdrew but Sesshomaru leaned forward and kissed her with such gentleness after their stormy encounter that it brought tears to Rin's eyes.
Sesshomaru leaned away and Rin was surprised at the brief flash of vulnerability she caught flicker in his eyes that were now back to his normal gleaming gold.
"I didn't hurt you did I?" Sesshomaru asked quietly with concern in his eyes.
Surprised at his question Rin shook her head negatively as she unwrapped her legs from his waist self-consciously but he pulled her back into his arms when she would've moved away. "I frightened you." Sesshomaru stated.
Rin rested her hands against Sesshomaru's chest. "You…we were…intense." Rin whispered.
Sesshomaru hesitated before finally saying. "I apologize for frightening you. I should've been more in control, especially considering your inexperience. I lost my head." He said self-deprecatingly and with a look of bewilderment.
Rin grinned impishly, loving that she could do that to him. Still pressed closely against him Rin marveled at the feel of his lithe muscles under her fingertips and couldn't help lightly pressing down into his flesh shyly.
She smiled with satisfaction when Sesshomaru's breathing became slightly harsher but felt the blush creeping up her face when she glanced up at him and he grinned at her knowingly. "How do you feel?"
Rin tried to appear worldly as amusement lit her face. "It was okay." She said with what she hoped passed for boredom.
Sesshomaru raised an eyebrow at her. "Okay?" He asked incredulously.
Rin fought back a smile. "It was probably hard for you to keep up with me, considering your age." She said mischievously.
"Evidently." He agreed mockingly.
Rin shook her head with feigned resignation. "I see I have no choice but to let you practice with me more so you don't embarrass yourself in the future."
"I wouldn't want to put you out." Sesshomaru said, enjoying her light teasing.
"It would be no trouble at all." Rin offered helpfully as she could feel her blush deepening.
Sesshomaru laughed and hugged her tightly.
Rin stilled for a moment, taken aback by his sudden hug but smiling to herself with joy. She was finally able to hold him, to touch him like she had always dreamed. "Mine." She whispered softly against his shoulder.
Rin felt Sesshomaru stiffen against her and for a moment she feared she had gone too far with her possessive declaration. She felt Sesshomaru wrap her long hair around his fist before he tugged it, forcing her head back. His lips immediately swooped down and his fiery kiss consumed her. She felt his other hand under her thigh, pulling her leg back around his waist and she quickly followed suit with the other. She gasped against his mouth when he plunged himself back within her and she flinched a bit, still sore from earlier. Suddenly she felt a rush of warmth flow into her and sooth her soreness around him until her muscles relaxed. Rin looked at Sesshomaru, knowing it must have been he who eased her body so she could accept him with no further discomfort. Feeling him fill her again, Rin couldn't help moving against him, pushing him further within her. His hands supported her back as she moved up and down against him, biting her lip from the pleasure flowing through her.
Sesshomaru groaned watching Rin with her eyes shut moving quickly against him, her wet hair clinging to them, her skin dripping with water. He helplessly moved to meet her, his thrusts shallow and deep as he clenched his teeth when he felt her inner muscles clamp down on him. He leaned forward and licked the mark he had left on her shoulder earlier from his possession. He had no idea why he felt the intense need to bite down on her shoulder and mark her. He had never done that before, was surprised by the age old instinct that ruled him at that moment.
It was strange. Sesshomaru knew all forms of making love, there was little he was not knowledgeable in. Normally he viewed sex as just another bodily function he needed to indulge in every few years or so. It was nice, but he would almost get bored during. Sesshomaru was quick to make sure his partner reached their peak so he could quickly finish with the task and move on to other endeavors.
But with Rin it was different. He couldn't stop touching her. He studied every expression that crossed her face and every movement of her delicious body against his. Her mouth was paradise and her tight sheath drove him crazy. He had never felt a pleasure so powerful as just the feel of her in his arms let alone the thrill of losing himself in her depths. He couldn't get enough of her. He wanted her mindless and begging him, beseeching him to give her the only pleasure she had ever known. Knowing he was her first lover filled him with a sense of ownership and he'd be damned if he allowed any other male the feel of his precious Rin in their arms. The image of her next mystery lover made him angry and he growled low in his throat knowing whoever dared to even attempt to touch her would die a slow and painful death. Rin was his woman now, she belonged to him. To hear her whisper "mine" against his shoulder made him wish she could mark him as well. But knowing she felt possessive of him would have to be enough. For now.
Sesshomaru felt Rin stiffen as her inner muscles rippled around him as she found her peak again. Sesshomaru's head fell back to his shoulders as he nearly howled into the cave as he came as well. He rested his forehead against hers and they both panted, recovering their breath.
Rin closed the gap between them and kissed him sweetly on the lips. "I love you." She said with conviction.
Sesshomaru smoothed his hand over her wet hair and smiled as he carefully withdrew and carried her back to shore. He lay her down on the same bed of moss he had earlier and she lazily tucked herself into his side as he joined her. He allowed his fingers to trace her arms as he felt her breathing slow, indicating sleep. His body still begged him for more of her sweetness but she was exhausted.
Sesshomaru felt something in his chest expand as Rin trustingly kissed his chest in her sleep before snuggling closer to his warmth. Curiously Sesshomaru used his powers to examine their connection. The tiny threads that had tied their souls together shined brilliantly and pulsed with strength. He smiled to himself. Any remnants of Kagome's interference had been shattered. If he focused he could actually feel Rin's contentment and joy within himself as if they were his own. He was shocked when he discovered the depth of her love for him. His happiness was hers. Her selflessness concerning him made him tighten his arms around her protectively. He could break this young woman. Easily.
Sesshomaru rubbed his chin atop her head and promised himself he would protect her with his dying breath. He would guarantee her safety and happiness by whatever means necessary. He would keep her by his side for eternity if need be.
Sesshomaru shook his head ruefully. Who was he kidding? He was going to keep her by his side because he didn't think he could breathe without her anymore. He prayed she was strong enough to sustain the consequences of loving a demon.