Seduction, Power, Love and Betrayal

Jessamina Whitmore also known as just Jessa is a powerful succubus that has been around for a very long time. She was born in 1409 making her over 600 years old but her appearance is 20 years old. Jessa is an immortal. Her personality is obviously very sexy, very manipulative and dark but she's also sarcastic and funny. I sort of see Jessa looking like Jessica Lowndes which is why I used her in the cover. Jessa is sort of pale but bronze at the same time. She's 5'2 in height and she has curves in all the right places. Her natural eye color is green but when she feeds her eyes turn bright blue. Her natural hair is dark brown sort of blackish.

Succubi (plural name for succubus are a powerful supernatural species who feeds from the chi and sexual energy of humans or other supernaturals of either sex. Succubi feeds and heal themselves by drawing chi through the mouths of their lovers, friends, volunteers, or victims; and from the energy created from engaging in sexual activity. A succubus can kill someone by draining their victim of his or her chi, although supernatural can tolerate having their chi taken more than humans can, they are not immune from being injured or killed because of it. When a succubus is injured or wounded, feeding from chi allows then to heal at an accelerated rate if sufficient energy is taken. When they have fed, a succubus is stronger and faster than humans and many supernatural, and has a greater resistance to harm. Succubus is the name for female succubi and incubus for male succubi.

Hey guys I thought I was going to take longer re-writing the past 3 chapters but it was a lot faster. I didn't change that much just got rid of a few scenes that I no longer really wanted in this story and changed the part about there only being female succubus and no male cause that didn't really make much sense. Again I am so sorry I have made you guys wait so long for new chapters but I promise I'm back and I hope to be able to upload new chapters at least once a month.

I absolutely loved Lexi on the show and I was so sad and angry that they killed her off and then we didn't get too many flashbacks or scenes from her so this chapter is going to involve Lexi a lot. Now I hope you enjoy this chapter.

Chapter 4

(Jessa POV)

I wake up kind of early this morning to the sound of my phone ringing. Ugh! I hate mornings! Especially after last night's drinking! "WHAT?!" I answer the phone without even looking at the caller id.

"Did I wake you?" I hear the voice say sounding quite amused and I can tell they are smirking.

"yes Kol you did wake me up" I say starting to calm down from my early morning anger. "well I'm sorry darling"

"no you're not" I say as a matter of fact as I start stretching my arms and legs fully awake now.

"you're right I'm not" Kol says "how are you Jess? Enjoying yourself with your new house guests?"

"sort of… I mean yes but I know it's not going to last once they find out I'm not actually going to help them save Elena by stopping the sacrifice from happening." I say getting up and walking over to my walk in closet to pick my outfit.

"yeah well… we know Nik has been trying to break his curse for a thousand years and finally it will happen. You're not having second thoughts about betraying the lot of them are you now?"

"no of course not. I may be Damon's friend to some extent but I will never choose anyone over you three."

"good" he says "what are you doing right now" he asks as I'm starting to change. "uhm… changing" I answer.

"are you wearing something sexy?" Kol asks chuckling some. "wouldn't you like to know" I say teasingly.

"oh trust me I would" he says making me giggle a little. Suddenly I hear someone knocking on my room door. "hold on" I tell Kol. I walk over to my door and open it to reveal Stefan.

"good morning" he says "good morning Stefan" I say in return.

"we were about to have breakfast when we heard you were awake and wanted to see if you were going to join us?"

"sure I'll be right down" I say making him nod and walk down the stairs. "I should go" I say to Kol over the phone making him groan. "fine. I'll talk to you later love" he says and I answer "ok love you"

"love you darling" he says and we hang up.

I walk down the stair and into the dining room. Almost everyone is sitting down already except for Tyler. We all say good morning and we start to eat, we've taken a few bites when Tyler comes down and sit down really fast "sorry I'm late" he says. We all continue eating in pretty much silence until Stefan asks "who were you on the phone when I knocked on your door?"

I look up to him and notice that everyone has stopped talking and are now looking at us and look just as intrigued in finding out. "uhm… his name's Kol… I've known him for a long time" I say not really giving much away and you can tell that they want more but realize that I'm not going to say more so they let it go.

"so… yesterday you told us how you and Damon met, but how did you meet Stefan?" Caroline asks.

"we met 2 years after she and Damon met and even though Damon talked about Jessa he didn't introduce us" Stefan said. "no we met when Stefan was still getting used to his animal diet after Lexi got him off his ripper ways the first time" I say.

"you knew Lexi?" Elena asks and Stefan gets this sad look in his face that confuses me a little.

"yeah we had known each other a few years before I met either Stefan or Damon" I say.

"so how did you and Stefan meet?" Tyler asks getting a little impatient making smile a bit.

(Flashback)

The year was 1882 in Boston. I was shopping for dresses and jewelry when outside of a store I bumped into someone I hadn't seen in years, Lexi. "Jessa?" Lexi asked as she saw me and quickly pulled me into a hug. "Lexi! It is so good to see you again!" I say really excited as I hug her back. After a while we pull apart smiling and I saw someone else standing next to her looking pretty confused.

"who's this?" I ask her "oh right sorry, this is Stefan Salvatore. Stefan this Jessamina Whitmore, a really good friend of mine." She says and I immediately know that he is Damon's brother.

"it is so nice to finally meet you Stefan, your brother talked about you" I say. "ah, so you are Jessa! Yeah Damon also talked about you. I can't believe he never introduced us" he says as he kisses my hand like a true gentleman.

"yes well I guess it was fate for us to be introduced by Lexi instead" I say smiling at both of them. After that we decide to spend the rest of the day together talking about each other's life experiences and just having fun.

(Flashback)

"wait so Lexi introduced the two of you?" Elena asks making me nod "yes. Yes she did" Stefan says still with this sad look in his face.

"Stefan what is it? Why do you look so sad?" I ask him concerned and they all kind of freeze and look at each other really nervous especially Damon.

"Lexi… uhm… she's… uhm… Lexi is dead" Stefan says whispering the last part making me barely hear him but I do hear him and I get this knot in my stomach hoping that I heard wrong. "what?!" I ask barely audible.

"I mean I heard you but please tell me that you're lying or that I heard you wrong!" I say starting to tear up a little. Stefan shakes his head saying "no she's really dead" after hearing that my eyes start to water up and a few tears drop. "how?" I ask. Stefan tenses up and I barely notice him looking at Damon for a brief second with anger. That's when it clicks in my head.

"you killed her!" I yell at Damon standing up from my chair and move towards him really fast and pinning him to the wall holding him by the neck pretty tight. He doesn't struggle against my grip and he looks remorseful. Stefan stands up and I notice that pretty much everyone has stood up too and everyone looks tense.

"I know you want to kill him right now make him pay. Trust me I wanted the same thing. But I couldn't kill him because he's my brother and I know you don't want to really kill him either" Stefan says trying to get me to see reason. My grip on Damon starts to loosen a little mostly due to my body slightly shaking from my crying.

"I know you loved her but she wouldn't want this. You know that" Stefan says coming closer. "I loved her too you know… maybe not in the same way you did but I did love her" he says and I finally break down falling to my knees making Stefan get to me and pull me into a hug letting me cry.

"Jessa… I'm sorry I forgot" Damon says looking at me guilty. "I completely forgot" he says.

(Third POV)

Everyone else is just looking at the whole scene looking surprised and slightly confused. From the moment they had met Jessa she came off as this extremely confident, powerful woman and they had never seen her be vulnerable, they didn't even know she could be vulnerable. They were just starting to let the pieces sink into their minds that Jessa and Lexi knew each other, that Lexi introduced Stefan and Jessa and now that apparently that Jessa loved Lexi in a different way than Stefan did.

"you loved her, as in loved loved her?" Bonnie asked but it wasn't really a question. Jessa just nodded as she started to calm down and her crying started to subside. Everyone was shocked by her confirmation and they all felt sorry for her. Then Jessa suddenly stood up. "I need some air" she said as she quickly left the room and went out to the backyard, to her garden. Everyone stayed knowing that she needed to be alone right now.

(Jessa POV)

After finding out the shocking news that Lexi was dead I was heartbroken because not only had I known Lexi for over 200 years she had also been my best friend and occasionally more than that. I walk around my garden and then take a seat on one of the benches there.

(Flashback)

The year is 1799 in London, England. It is about to be the New Year and new century and I'm at a ball celebration. I'm wearing this beautiful purple and grey ball gown and my hair up into a half up half down hairstyle beautifully made. I was having fun dancing, talking and drinking when I saw her walk in. She was wearing a beautiful dark green ball gown that made her hazel eyes look green. She catches me looking at her and she gives me a smile which I return and then I get another glass to drink.

"hello, my name is Alexia Branson" she says as she walks up to me. "nice to meet you. I am Jessamina Whitmore." I say.

After introducing each other we hang out all night just talking and getting to know each other. We find out that we are both supernatural, her a vampire and me a succubus. I find out that she's been a vampire for a little over a century. We instantly connect and we already know we will always be great friends.

(Flashback)

I smile remembering the first time we met. I had originally thought that, that new year was going to be terrible because both Elijah and Nik had been too busy doing other stuff and we weren't going to be able to spend it together, and Kol was daggered in a coffin after going off the deep end and getting Nik really mad that he ended up getting a dagger through his heart. He had been daggered for a few years and he was finally undaggered in the late 1800s after being daggered for almost a century. I had been furious at Nik for daggering Kol and at Elijah for helping, until I finally forgave them once they removed the dagger. So that's why I thought that the New Year was going to suck but Lexi fixed that.

(Flashback)

Lexi and I had met a few months ago and we were already the best of friends when one day everything changed. We were still in London and we were currently hanging out in the library, looking at the collections of books, paintings and journals.

"the world has changed so much over the last few centuries. Do you ever wonder what the future will look like?" she asked me as she kept looking at a journal from someone who lived in the 1500s.

"absolutely. But I can never imagine what will happen exactly or just how much it will change"

"for most people they can think and imagine the future all they want but they will never get to see it. Us being immortal, we will get to see it and live it. It is so exciting!" she says putting the journal down and standing up next to me. "yes it will be exciting" I say smiling at her enthusiasm.

"what do you hope for the future?" she asks looking at the painting I'm looking at. "I hope that… in the future we no longer have to wear such uncomfortable dresses with corsets" I say chuckling to which she laughs. We continue to laugh for a little while before she looks to me.

"no but in all seriousness. What do you hope for the future?"

"honestly… I'm not entirely sure" I say looking at her. "for one I hope we will always be friends no matter what, that we'll experience the world and the future together as the world keeps modernizing and that we'll both never die" I say and she takes a step closer to me and takes hold of my hand.

"I hope for the same" she says as she leans closer to me. I'm a little surprised to see her act like this towards me or anyone woman for that matter because I did not know she was also into women but I decide to go with it and I lean closer to her too until our lips touch. The kiss is sweet, soft and gentle. After a while we pull apart for air and look at each other's eyes. I then pull her in for another kiss, this one is more passionate and more hungry. We continue kissing and making out until we both loose ourselves in the passion and go to the point of no return.

(Flashback)

That was the first time Lexi and I ever slept together but it was not the last. For the next 200 years we were on-again-off-again lovers. But that didn't mean that we were no longer best friends we were just best friends with a little something on the side, friends with benefits if you will. I was hesitant at first to tell Lexi about my past and my future with the originals but after knowing each other for almost a year I finally told her. She was surprised at first and slightly hurt about finding out that I knew my soul mates but she was happy for me for finding true love that would last for all eternity. She was essentially more worried and scared about how the originals would react to her relationship with me but I assured her that they wouldn't care as we were at that time taking a bit of a break due to my anger of them daggering Kol, and that even if I was not angry at them after the four of us being together for so many years and due to me being a succubus we had very open relationships as to not get bored or whatever. They lived their lives and were able to be involved intimately or not with anyone they pleased and same for me, but when it came down to choosing and or loving someone above all it would always be each other. No matter what Elijah, Nik and Kol would ultimately always choose me and me them.

And that's why I kind of feel really bad and guilty right now because I start to remember the last time I saw Lexi and what the last things that we said to each other were. Not knowing that those would be the last and I would never get to see or even speak to her again.

(Flashback)

The year is 1998 in France. Lexi and I are currently in the backyard enjoying the cloudy but warm day while having brunch.

"so they are still looking for the doppelganger? Right?" she asks me to which I just nod. "and you don't feel remotely bad about ruining that girls' life?" she asks looking at me seriously.

"not really. Nik has been trying to break his curse for a thousand years. As soon as the doppelganger appears he can finally break it" I say taking a sip from my drink. "yes I understand that part… but this girl will be innocent she will not be Katherine who I know you want dead. This girl will be sacrificed just because her blood is the key not because she has done anything wrong. How can you be okay with that?"

"I'm not entirely okay with it. But she is the key like you said and in a way she was created for this purpose. She is literally born to die."

"how can you say that! She is not born to die! It can be stopped!" Lexi said getting really angry. "you just don't want to!" she says getting up.

"you're right I don't want to stop this sacrifice from happening. Trust me I understand that she will be innocent in the fact that she may not be Katherine but to me she's just a means to an end." I say getting up too and walking up to her. "you always knew that. I never lied to you about what would happen when the time for the sacrifice came. You always knew that, so why are you making such a big deal about this now?"

"because I thought… I hoped that you would eventually change your mind."

"well I'm sorry Lexi but I won't. The curse will be broken one day and I will never stop it from happening."

"you don't notice but they turn you into a monster. The more you hang around them the more they corrupt you, the more they turn you into someone who doesn't care about anyone but yourself and your needs!" she says looking at me angrily but sad at the same time.

"that's not true I do care! And I don't mean just about them I also care for you and other people! And they are not corrupting me, I'm a succubus! We are known for being dark creatures. It's who we are. It's who I am."

"but it doesn't have to be! You don't have to be this way, you can change and be good!"

"I've never wanted to be good and you know that. I'm not some charity case you can take on and fix me because I am not broken. I am perfectly fine being the way I am now." I say as I take her hand in mine and hold her. "why are you suddenly not okay with the way things are?"

"because I can no longer just stand around and do nothing. I can no longer be okay with you being so cold and heartless to matters that don't include your precious Elijah, Klaus and Kol!" she says and it makes me drop her hand as if it burned me.

"how dare you?! First of all I am NOT heartless! And second of all you knew that with them being my soul mates I would always choose them above all! You were always okay with that until now suddenly you no longer are. Let me be very clear about something Lexi, I will never change and be some weak and docile succubus who does everything by the book and will be good and kind and sweet, because that's not me and it never will be! So stop trying to change me! If you're not okay with it then you should leave!" I say in a fit of rage and when I see the look on her face I immediately want to take it all back but I know that it's too late.

"fine. I'll leave." She says as she starts to walk away when she stops. "I hope everything works out for you Jessa, and just know that I will always love you and be here for you if you ever need me." She says and then she leaves as I call after her but she's gone.

(Flashback)

More tears fall out of my eyes as I remember. I didn't mean what I said! I was just angry but I didn't mean any of it. And now I can never tell her that. She's dead and the last words I told her were to leave! I didn't even get to say goodbye! I didn't tell her how much I still loved her. This was never supposed to happen! She was never supposed to die, we were supposed to remain friends forever! And now she's just gone.

After crying for what felt like hours I finally calm down enough to go up to my room and just lie in my bed and think. Elijah said that maybe the blood of the doppelganger is required to make hybrids so if that's the case maybe we can find a way for the sacrifice to happen and then bring Elena back to life. That way Nik can create hybrids and I allow Elena to live and Lexi would not have died for nothing. IF Elena's blood is the key to create more hybrids I will make sure that Elena will live a long and happy life, just like Lexi would have wanted.

Hey guys I know this chapter is so long! I kind of wanted to make up for making you guys wait for so long for a new chapter and once I started writing I just didn't know where to stop it. I hope you guys are ok with the part about Jessa and Lexi having been together. I got the idea of making Lexi bisexual from this other Fan Fiction story in which a Salvatore sister has a past with Lexi but I'm sorry to say I forgot the title of that story and I can't find it anywhere but if I ever do I will let you guys know. Also I changed the timeline of Kol being daggered because I didn't want him to be undaggered so late like he was on the show. I still made it that he was daggered for a century like they said in the show just different timeline. And talking about Kol you guys finally got a glimpse into Kol's relationship with Jessa, so I hope you guys like that. Like I said before right now the originals are like getting all the things ready for the sacrifice and since the sacrifice has to be done during a full moon for this story I'm making it so that a full moon just passed so they have to wait almost a month for the sacrifice to happen. So until then they are staying away from the Mystic Falls gang so they won't appear in person until then.

Ok thank you all for reading and please don't forget to review, like and favorite so I know how much you like it and please review cause I love to read your comments. And I will try my hardest to update at LEAST once a month. Thanks :)