So heyyyyy guys? Wow I said I would update in june and it's now… September….
Whoops?
Anyway sorry to say but this isn't an update. I looked back on this story and I realized several things.
It's horrible. They're characterized terribly, too many typical MisakiXUsui moments, and I feel like I typed it without any second thoughts, like I just slapped a few things together and pushed it into a machine. Ew.
It's now totally AU. Before it was a bit, but now like 9 months later, Usui's in England, his parents were revealed and just… grrr I mean there are people fine with AU, and personally I'm okay with small bits, but now it's just totally behind, and it IRRITATES me. I think it's a small pet peeve of mine.
I am an idiot. A true, true idiot.
Yeah about that last one… I'm so sorry! I went and said I would never abandon a story and here I am… abandoning… a story...
Okay here are my reasons. First and foremost, I'm extremely dissatisfied with it. It's been several months and now that I look back on my work, the first reaction I had was:
"Ughhhhh… I wrote that?"
Yeah. Not good. Second of all I kind of feel like I don't know what to do with it anymore. I have absolutely NO idea what the dance is supposed to go like and I, to be honest, just lost interest. I mean I still LOVE Kaichou wa maid-sama!, but I completely lost interest in my story itself.
Anyway I'll stop rambling and just say, I might rewrite this somewhere in the future, but at this time I just want to start anew. I was thinking about just posting a few one-shots, then trying a multi-chaptered story, because I think I just jumped into fanfic writing without being prepared. Now I think I've improved so I'm ready to try again!
So once again I'm sorry that I lied and abandoned the story even though I promised not to(I'm so STUPID! *mentally beats myself up*) and expect some more works from me in the future, and thank you in advance! ^^
Until then, thank you for your support for me, even though I was and still am just an extremely amateur writer. Your positive comments and praises for little old me is what's helping me strive to do better!
Bye! :)