Monday
Dear mom,
Today was interesting i met a boy named Natsu and a flying cat named Happy. It seems like he really cares about me… I know this might sound stupid, but i'm afraid of someone caring for me again. I know the servants care about me but it's only because they have to care for me. This is the first time since you've been gone that someone has cared about me like family and i'm scared to have another family that will abandon me like dad. I'm staying strong and staying with father because though he seems to despise me i will always love him like a daughter should. I miss you mama, but i know you are still looking upon me and papa.
I love you mama,
Your daughter Lucy
Tuesday
Dear mom,
My day was fine today Jason kicked me on my ass today and that I was unfocused, i couldn't blame him for getting annoyed ever since yesterday that boy has been in my mind and i couldn't get him out for some reason. I call Loke out to ask him about him but all he did was whine and say that how could i trade my prince for a dragon and that's all i got. I was modeling for sorcerer weekly today i had on this beautiful yellow and pink mayon dress, I wish i could model swimsuit or shorts or something different but of course father would kill me if i ever wore inappropriate clothing. I still really miss you mama. Father has found a new way to abuse me, he stabs me with a magical knife that doesn't leave scars the pain of being stabbed is there but physically nothing shows. I don't know how much longer i can stay with him. I know i have to but it's getting hard. Anyway i should get some rest. Goodnight
I love you mama,
Your daughter Lucy
Wednesday
Dear mom,
Today was great! I haven't smile for real ever since you left and I felt it again today I felt a spark of happiness when I met with Master Makarov and his grandson Laxus. I asked Loke to accompany me in the meeting with them and Master Makarov was shocked to see Loke with me he assumed that we were wedded but we went over how we met and how he is finally able to go back home to the Celestial world. Laxus is interesting I see it in his eyes the same pain i see every time i look in the mirror and when they were to departure Master stayed back and said thanks to me i asked why and he just look at his grandson and i don't quite understand what he meant but the happiness in his eyes could light up this whole world so i didn't question it. I think you would have loved Fairy Tail and its members they are amazing so far from what few members i have met. I wish i was able to be with them. No use dulling over the impossible. It's time for my rest before father yells at me to sleep. Goodnight mom.
I love you mama,
Your daughter Lucy.
P.S.
I've been having some strange dreams of a little girl named Cana and a man named Gildarts i don't why but i call him "daddy" It's crazy right my father is right in front of me so why should i have a dream that I am the one abandoning a non-existent family?
Thursday
Dear mom,
Tomorrow I get to see the wonderful guild coming i'm excited to see them i've only met 3 or 4 including Loke. Happy and Natsu are a team with a big heart and they are the one who gave me hope to maybe have someone truly care for me as family, and though that thought scares me i can't wait to see them! Laxus is so intriguing and i can't wait to see him again he's so funny and sweet, i can tell he doesn't smile a lot but when we met it was there a ghost smile one that could be blinding if ever shown but i think it's a shame to hide his smile from the world. I am still trying to figure out why Master Makarov thanked me… anyway father didn't abuse me today he will after the event though i know, he doesn't want me to be bruised in front of people and since my abdomen and legs are still blue and purple he got bored since he can't see the progress the pain is making on my body. I miss you, i don't know why he is the way he is but if you loved him once upon a time there has to be good in him… right?
I love you mama,
Your daughter Lucy
P.S.
He is still in my dreams and she is too i remember some dreams where we are all at the park having a picnic , me, you, Gildarts, and Cana. It feels like a real family, happy and full of unconditional love. I know its only fake and wishful thinking but i sometimes wish this Gildarts man was real and my actual father. I miss you more than you could ever know mama.
A/N: Sorry about this long over due chapter but I am swamped with trying to make up my class credits!
I promise I'll try to update every Wednesday and Saturday from now on. (Yes that means tomorrow i will update a chapter about Friday events (after school of course))
Thank you for reading! Please tell me how i can approve my stories! ... And i'm thinking of adding a pairing to this story (Lucy and ?) Leave the name in the comments of who Lucy should be with and if you think this should just be a family story and that a relationship would ruin the story let me know!