Fourteenth week of pregnancy.
,,But you have to understand Jo, that I-''
,,-That you're not interested in me anymore, right ?!'' she harshly closed doors of their hall, since they arrived from doctor's control after fourteen weeks of pregnancy.
,,NO ! I didn't said that-''
,,-Stop yelling at me Robert !'' she passed him by, aiming to stairs.
,,I'm not yelling at you, you are yelling…'' he accused, realizing, that wasn't the wiser one… ,,,Sorry, love I just-I mean…I don't want to-''
,,-You don't want me anymore, just because I'm becoming one big ball, is that ? Why didn't you tell me, you want me just for sex !''
,,Now you don't know, what are you sayin' !'' he watched her going upstairs hurriedly, and he followed her.
,,Well and now I'm the one who doesn't know, huh ? You know, what would be better ?! To leave me alone !'' she slammed the door of their bedroom.
This was the first time…first time after so long, when she wanted to pack her things and leave. But was she sure of it….?
You left Larry many times…twice a year..it was like a ritual…but you haven't got this urge since you're with Robby…
-But he doesn't love me, he asked me to marry him so hurriedly, and I should have known it's not the real love…
Are you really sure of what you're going to do , Jo ?!
Robert opened the door of their bedroom, because he didn't want to give up, finding Joanne , dully looking into wardrobe, one her hand on her belly, the other one supporting her forehead.
,,What are you searching there ?'' Robert asked after while, very slowly.
,,Suitcase….'' She whispered almost breathlessly.
,,No-no-no-'' Robby quickly stepped to her, turning her to him, taking gently her chin, to raise her sight to his blue eyes. ,, You can't leave, I won't let you go,'' his thumb trailing along her lower lip.
,,Do not let me go, Bobby,'' she shook with her head and hugged him, tears that were formed in her eyes, rolled down as she squeezed them tightly, when he hugged her back.
,, I will never, let you go away,'' he kissed her hair as she sobbed into his chest.
,,You promise ?'' she sniffed, still hugging him.
,,Yes I promise,'' he closed the wardrobe with one hand, hugging her tighter, but carefully on her abdomen. ,,And I do love you, I do…of course I do love you, Joanne, I just want to listen to your doctor, he knows what he's saying…'' Robby cupped her cheeks and kissed all over her forehead.
With closed eyes she swallowed the rest of her tears, nodding.
,,We are getting married this Monday, I would never let you go…and I love you, but I just don't want you to miscarry…you know you are in Risky Pregnancy, since I wasn't so careful that night on my birthday party, and you were bleeding a bit, understand me, that I want only the best for you and our baby…we have to be patient until the end of fifth month…then it will be better, I promise.''
,,You're so caring, darling…I love you…I really need you since you walked in my life,'' she nodded, whimpering, a slight moan escaped her when he kissed her again.
,,I need you too Joanne, that's the reason, why we are getting married…let's just, enjoy it, even without sex, for few weeks, hmm ?'' Robby smiled, stroking her cheek.
,,Yes. You know, Larry never stopped me before I walked away…he always found me after day or so in one of the hotels I used to be in...but never stopped me, like you,'' she nuzzled her nose to his chest. ,,I love you…''
,,I would never let you go away,'' he hugged her again.
,,Thank you…''
,,For what ?''
,,For meaning that,'' she kissed him, her voice still low.
,,Okay, let's be positive now…would you show me photo of our baby ?'' Robby smiled when she sparkled once again.
,,Of course,'' she giggled reaching for her purse on their bed, sitting down with him , Fluffy lazily stepping to them, since she was watching all that scenery, all the time, as she was lying on their pillows.
,,It's big as pear, right now,'' Robby uttered.
,,Yeah…you know, we should start thinking of name !'' Joanne realized.
,,And when we will know the gender ? I forgot…'' he stroked her abdomen through her lose shirt.
,,From fifteenth week, if it's visible on photo,'' she nodded, looking at the ultrasound of their baby.
,,Good, than what about Daniel or Andrew ?''
,,Are you certain of a boy ?!'' she smirked now, pushing at his shoulder laughingly.
,,No, but I want a boy,'' he kissed her in response.
,,Than we should talk about priorities…and that means I want a girl !'' Joanne laughed, kissing him back.
