A.N.: I couldn't help myself, but write this :3 ZiZi hugs and ZiZi kisses xoxo

You are so beautiful to me

You are so beautiful to me

Can't you see

You're everything I hoped for

You're everything I need

You are so beautiful to me

-Joe Cocker – You Are So Beautiful

January 1st – Monday – 31. Week of pregnancy – Morning…

After celebration in their house, with only two of them, they fell asleep quite soon after midnight, because of exhaustion after whole day.

Robby puffed, his lids moving from disappearing dream. Then he saw a bright light of the new day, and suddenly could perfectly hear Joanne breath and Fluffy's purring in her lair.

His eyes searched for his beloved, and he found her smile first. With still closed eyes, slight but visible smile, her body resting, her breathing eased in her sleep.

Oh how he loved mornings like this. To see her happy when she was dreaming. Robert was usually wondering of what is she dreaming, if she is. He always loved to stroke her belly, or just caress her arm or her gently heaving bosom. Not some sexually, but pleasantly, to feel her. To feel, she was really there. An approve , that all of that, what happened past several months, wasn't dream. Caressing her to let her feel his care and love, and to let her know he was there for her too. And for their Danny.

Yes usually he was gawking at her with that endearing grin, and with sparkle in his look. Yes he wanted her so much and so often, but she wanted him too. Since they were together from their first night in his apartment, when he forced her to admit her feelings, something between them happened, and it wasn't just sex…

It was something much more stronger. Much more stronger desire for both of them. Desire of love to each other, which they cannot get from anybody else, unless they talked to each other. Unless they found out and let everything go with the flow, to guide them exactly where they were now.

Lying in bed, in their house, husband and wife, and with another little bundle of happiness and love on the way.

Ohh….she's so beautiful…..why I was so stupid and didn't tell her sooner….Larry is fine-but idiot. She deserved much better than him…Well I don't know, if she won it when she chose me…but she chose me-and we are together….whou man ! We're together for nearly 10 months….well it's not much in compare with others, but just as Joanne says 'we're not like everybody else…who are else ?'….I love her so much…..

His arm was petting lightly her belly, then her both arms, eyeing her during his philosophic moment in his mind. Then caressing the swell of her both breasts, and her shoulders.

She was so hot. Not mean hot, like sexy…yes she was too…but her skin was burning under his touch. Thinking for a moment if she's got fever, but she realized it might be normal as doctor said, due to her hormones.

But that burning was surprisingly pleasant for him. Hesitating for an agonizing moment, his body scooted closer to her, and he leaned his head slowly down to her shoulder, inching closer until his soft, warm lips touched her burning skin.

Such a joy blazed trough him during that long and tender contact. Five minutes ago he didn't want to wake her, but now he wanted to, just for her to feel his kisses, to feel their fleeting contact, to see how she blazed him.

But not to wake her….hurriedly, greedily, or…or so sexually….but only sensually…

He pressed another light kiss on her collarbone and she breathed easily. His next kiss landed on her pulse point, followed with another breath. His hands were trailing on her bump, caressing. Another kiss, this time on swell of her breast, her lids moved.

Maybe he intervened into her dream…

But he didn't said any word to her, neither made any noise, just taking breath after each kiss.

Kissing between her breasts a small trail straightly up her torso, and to the crook of her neck.

And then she breathed, her smile getting wider, and her eyes hardly tried to open, but daylight was too bright for her at the moment.

But it was enough for Robert, knowing that she feels his kisses, and caresses. But then he wanted to see her sparkling chocolate brown eyes. Those perfect brown orbs, every time he looked in them he felt safe, even if she by her own was scared at the moment.

If anybody made those eyes crying, no matter if for or without reason, if anybody hurt his beloved, little fragile Kitty, he could kill and he was certain of it.

One more kiss on her cheek this time, and he waited for her lids fluttering to open.

And then…there she was…in her full beauty.

Her smooth skin, her curly hair, her Italian nose, her plump pink lips, and her sparkling chocolate eyes. She lifted her palm to his cheek, smiling at him, her fingers cupped him and brought him down to her lips now.

And Robert gladly descended down on her, his lips meeting hers in loving kiss. It lasted so long, like an eternity, but even slightest backing away could feel like several eternities, so Robert's kiss lasted as long as I was pleasant for both…and Joanne doesn't seem to break it.

Reversely, she deepened their loving kiss into passionate one, satisfying both of them.

When he finally broke the kiss to let her take a breath, he was staring down at her, smiling happily.

,,Such a beautiful morning,'' she sighed, her slender fingers still stroking his cheek lightly.

,,Yes, a very beautiful morning Joanne,'' he leaned for a kiss once more, his palm trailing still across her bump.

,,Mmm-what have I done, I'm receiving so much attention ?'' she giggled, looking into his crystal blue eyes, that were like an ocean for her, and she gladly time after time let herself drown in it.

,,Can't I make for my beautiful wife a beautiful morning, just. Like. That. ?'' Robert smiled leaning down and kissing with his last words, slowly her heaving chest.

,,Hmmm-both for the New Year, and for the whole year, do you know this quote ?'' she purred, kissing his blond hair.

,,Much better than…'' he kissed above her heart, and then one more kiss on the middle of her belly. Getting an idea, and as he was in great mood, he start humming…

,, Such joy and happiness you bring

Such joy and happiness you bring

Like a dream

A guiding light that shines in the night

Heavens gift to me

You are so beautiful to me….'' He looked in her eyes again, which were filled with tears.

A sudden fear took over him, he didn't even know from what.

,,Have I said something bad ? What's wrong ? Tell me…'' he wiped them away when they slid down her cheeks.

But then a smile spread on her face, and with a forced voice she said ,,I'm not certain if I am a gift…''

,,Joanne, you're the most beautiful gift I could ever get. Carrying our baby, caring for me, loving me-''

,,-Robert…you know I love you,'' she smiled more.

,,I know-and I love you back.''

,,You think I'm beautiful, even when I AM a big ball ?'' she laughed, but still it was a question.

,,I do…my big beautiful ball,'' he repaid her with his laugher, kissing her forehead.

Sighing, she petted his head, when he let it rest on her left breast.

,,Were you dreaming ?''

,,What ?''

,,I asked if you were dreaming ? Always when I look at you, you start smiling from the sleep, like you knew I'm looking at you…'' his fingers drawing patterns on her bump.

,,Yes, I was actually dreaming…''

,,Of what ?'' he insisted, waiting for her answer, turning to see her eyes.

,,Of our first night, in your apartment…when everything changed…things turned in last several months in all the best ways,'' she kissed his forehead.

,,Right,'' he smiled, resting against her soft bosom.

She sighed again.

,,Something's wrong ?''

,,As soon as Danny seems to come, as much it scares me-''

,,-What ? Labor ?''

,,Labor…sanity during first few months as everybody says how it's terrible…..to be careful enough…to be good mother…to raise a child ! To love him enough….''

,,Labor won't last forever, with sanity I'll help you, and I'm sure, you'll be the most careful and good and loving mother that could be. We will raise him together, you're not alone,'' Robert soothed her smiling.

,,And then there is that small dreadful hidden fear of…''

,,Of what, tell me. Tell me and I'll help you with everything,'' Robert waved with his brows.

,,Will we have enough time to be with each other ?'' she bit her lip worriedly, he recognized.

,,We are all the time with each other, love-''

,,-No. I mean…to be with each other…'' she looked under the sheets, shortly, then silencing herself.

Robert smiled, climbing up on her and kissing her passionately once more.

,,We'll always have time to be together,'' he nuzzled his nose against hers, listening to her relieving moan when he kissed her tip.