A.N.: Alright I think you all know what's coming by the name of this chapter so it will worth it, it's long, I put everything in it, and I hope you will enjoy it, sending all love to you from me Joanne, Bobby and Danny ;-) ZiZi hugs and ZiZi kisses xoxo
Someone to crowd you with love,
Someone to force you to care,
Someone to make you come through,
Who'll always be there,
As frightened as you
Of being alive…
Being alive…
…Little Danny…
Thirty-fourth week of pregnancy.
Joanne was preparing lunch for herself, as Robert wasn't about to arrive until evening, and since last evening they spent together watching on movie 'Look Who's Talking' she didn't tell Robert, but as much as she loved that movie…she was more and more nervous.
Because she was fed up with Christmas carols, she gladly played CD Robert gave her, humming fluently with stereo at tunes of Walking On Sunshine, Joanne was finally a bit relaxing in last past days.
She was getting more and more tired, also rigid and time after time she also during week felt slight contractions, which her doctor called ''Messengers''. She knew, her body was preparing for labor, and it was always good, because they were slight, and lasting just few seconds, two or three days per week.
But now it was different.
Joanne reached for her glass, on the kitchen counter, brining her water to her lips, but suddenly a strong painful strike pierced her lower back, spreading around her bump and landing inside her belly.
Forced to scream from pain, she wasn't controlling her hand for a moment and glass fell fastly to the floor, breaking into lot of small sharp pieces of glass, water splashed across her counters and her feet.
Yes, she broke glass many times…at home or in the club. It was enough when somebody upset her, or said her something offending, and whole furniture was flying across the room.
But not now…now she broke glass because of pain…
With a loud whimper from shock, she clutched her palm to her back as the other held her bump.
No…no-no-no Danny, not yet…we're about two or three weeks till due date, not now….and not now when daddy's not here !
Desperately thinking after pain subsided. She slowly took a deep long breath.
Waiting for a moment, if it was or wasn't labor pain.
,,Good, good baby boy,'' she sighed stroking her belly, as she calmed down herself.
If this was one of Messengers…than it was the strongest one yet…
Slowly walking out of shower, drying herself and wrapping her body into terry bathrobe, she heard keys rustling in doors. She released her hair from bun she had on her head, since she didn't want to wash her hair yet.
,,Robby ?''
,,Hi love, how are you ?''
,,Good, you have dinner in the kitchen !'' she noted, before she quickly grabbed her abdomen again, feeling the exact pain for the fourth time today. She held the basin with her other hand, hissing in pain and breathing as they practiced on yoga and in hospital on course.
As pain recede again, slowly, but surely, she took a deep breath and stepped out of bathroom, and slowly walked downstairs.
,,You were listening to my CD ?'' Robert smiled at her, greeting her, when he took of his suit, and kicked off his shoes to feel free at home.
,,I've had enough of Christmas carols, so I played few songs,'' she smiled at him, when he walked to her and helped her down from stairs. ,,Bobby, I'm not a child, I can walk downstairs by myself,'' smirking at him, but still she took his hand.
,,I know, but I want to help you anytime. How was your day ?'' kissing her forehead asking.
,,Emm-good-good, it was fine…good-''
,,-You say 'good' one more time and I'll doubt it….'' He gave her suspicious look, when she tried to not tell him about her pains.
,,I was fine Robert,'' she nodded giggling and pressing a kiss on his cheek. ,,You need to eat something, your dinner is in the kitchen…I need to...lie down for a minute or so, or to sit…'' she forced normal smile as tingling in the middle of her spine was announcing upcoming pain.
,,Alright, I'll come to you in the living room,'' he kissed her on her temple, she haven't even noticed, only paying attention to what he just said and to pain as she suspected.
Gritting her teeth, and inhaling sharply to force her voice out inconspicuously ,,no stay in the dining room, you know I hate vacuuming the floor…'' she tried to make some reasonable accuse for him to stay where he was, to not watch her stronger pains, when he was standing already in the kitchen.
It has to be false labor….it has to ! Yes, thirty fourth week of pregnancy is just slight immaturity of baby, but still…
,,As you wish, love,'' Robert's voice calming her down as pain slowly disappeared again, and she could slowly walk into living room and sit down on the sofa.
Rather lying herself, and closing her eyes, her drowsiness took over and as she heard coming from stereo 'Let My Love Open The Door'...smiling she fell asleep.
,,Joanne ?'' she heard Robby's voice, smiling, forcing her eyes open, adjusting on the darkness of the room.
,,I took a nap ?'' she mumbled, looking around her to find Robby's eyes.
,,Yeah, it's already half past eleven-''
,,-It's what ?''
,,Shh-shh-no worry, come. We'll help you to bed,'' he smiled, leaning down and kissing lovingly her forehead, helping her sit up.
,,No I-''
,,-Bed is softer.''
,,Yes, but I-''
,,-You were planning to do something else ?''
,,Actually I wanted to clean Fluffy's toilet, and-''
,,Done,'' he nodded, helping her up on her feet, as she was surely waking entirely up.
,,And to wash the dishes-''
,,Mhmm-done,'' Robby chuckled, petting her arm, and slowly walking with her to stairs.
,,And-and to-''
,,-To iron my shirt for tomorrow ?''
,,Right…'' she looked at him surprised.
,,Yes, everything is done. Come on you're working too much, and you should only rest and sleep now, come, we're going to bed,'' Robert slightly laughed, circling her waist with his arm and walking upstairs.
,,Don't tell me, you were working hard in work and then you came home and...were working hard again ?'' she protested.
,,I wasn't…this wasn't any hard work for me, and you need rest, I would do anything to make you relax now, I could see you frowned in your sleep…I wanted to see you happy, so I let you sleep.''
They entered their bedroom, and Robert slowly sat her down on bed, looking at her shocked expression.
Taking her nightgown and fluffy socks, and kneeling in front of her.
Without any words he raised her foot, putting on her fluffy sock. She was watching him dreamily.
,,What ? Are you looking at my charisma ?'' he chuckled, putting on her other sock.
,,Maybe, kiddo…maybe !''
,,I just don't want you to be cold at night-''
,,-You're so caring…so you will dress me ?'' she tugged at the sashes on her terry bathrobe, revealing her naked abdomen, trailing her fingers up on her skin, across the stretch marks, and up to her naked breasts.
,,Yes, give me your bathrobe,'' he stood up, smiling, but meaning it seriously.
She gave him her bathrobe, waiting for him to lean down and kiss her neck or at least her breasts or do something, say anything.
No.
He took her nightgown ordering softly ,,raise your hands…''
Her lips slightly parting.
,,But Bobby, I thought…you might-'' she reached for his hands, dropping her nightie, and guiding them to her abdomen.
,,Not tonight Joanne,'' he smiled leaning down.
At least a…kiss-
He kissed her hair, grabbing her nightgown from the floor.
But she didn't want to give up, capturing his hips in her grip, and leaning teasingly to his lap, kissing all over.
,,Joanne…I said not tonight,'' his eyes closed and his voice thick.
,,What's wrong Bobby ? Little Robby seems to be active…'' she smiled, but he took her hands and helped her into her nightgown instead.
She swallowed.
Finished…I'm not attractive anymore for him. He just wanted that sexy, sassy, pliant Joanne, to let her marry him and to become pregnant, to give him a son, subsuming her with 'love' and 'sweet talks' just to…
,,Robert why didn't you tell me right away ?'' she cried, when he climbed on his side of the bed, after he helped her shifted her body better on bed, her back pressing against the headboard.
,,Tell you…what ?'' he was confusedly looking at her, as he was turned to her, watching her.
,,That I do not attract you anymore !'' she whimpered, wanting to turn on the other side, but it was fucking hard in her position, and by her own.
,,You what ? When did you get such thought ?'' he gasped, looking at her with shock.
,,Oh don't play a theatre with me in here…you know what I'm talking about…you don't want me and I can see it ! Last past days, you're so caring, but when we get to make something you always change the topic or you say 'not tonight'…''
,,That's not true-''
,,-Don't you dare to increase your voice at me Robert ! What the hell is wrong with you…or with me that you don't want me ? Ohhhh-I know-Is that Sadie ?! Right !''
,,JOANNE ?! No !'' he defended himself, but she bravely continued.
,,Then tell me what's wrong ?! Is it my pregnancy ? Is it, that I'm big and fat and getting old ?''
,,Stop telling nonsense !'' he reached to pet her arm.
,,I'm telling nonsense ?! Then you're saying I'm stupid ?'' she wrenched from his reach.
,,No, stop this please, I love you-''
,,-Then what's wrong ?'' she cried harder now.
,,Nothing !'' he scooted closet to her.
,,Don't touch me….if you don't want me, then I don't want you too…''
,,I didn't want to offend you ! I love you Joanne I just-''
,,-Don't want me…'' she said lowly, turning her head away.
Hormones…
,,Yes I want you-'' he breathed, his voice thick again with desire.
,,-Liar !'' she just scolded back.
This is gonna be hard…
,,I'm not lying to you, I would never and you know it !''
Yes she knew it…but she was upset now…and she wanted to repay to him, by staying cold.
,,Don't touch me…maybe tomorrow if I change my mind. Tonight stay on your side…'' not looking at him, she put her both hands on her belly.
His eyes flew over her body, descending on her abdomen.
,,Alright-'' he admitted it ? Or what- ,,-Can I just say goodnight to our little bunch of love ?''
,,Of course…'' she waved with one her hand, still not looking at him, letting him to scoot to her belly.
,,Hi Danny, it's daddy…I wanted to say good night-'' he kissed her trough her nightie ,,-and be sure daddy loves you…daddy loves mommy too…and she loves you too…'' and he start melting her, but she hardly tried to stay cold. ,,She's just last days a bit moody . Daddy loves mommy so much…he wants her so much…'' he kissed her through her nightgown again, drawing silent whimper out of her. ,,He wants her so much, he's so horny, and so hard for her, that he could scrape the barracks with him…''
Joanne couldn't stand it and giggled, her eyes pinned at their bedroom doors.
She caught up…
,,He could even masturbate from sleep…'' he kissed all over her abdomen.
Another slight giggle from her.
,,He could-''
,,Okay, I think that's enough for good night, Robby-'' she said briefly, shaking it off herself, and trying to shoo him to his side.
She's calling me Robby again…fight averted…
But he ignored her palm, that was trying to push him away. Instead he kissed up the back of her hand, and up her wrist and to her forearm.
,,Robby I think I said it clearly, I-''
,,-Shhh,'' he rolled himself to straddle her, continuing in spreading kisses up her arm and to her shoulder.
,,N-hhh-'' a breath escaping her, her eyes fluttering when he get to her spot on her neck. ,,Jesus, is there something that can stop you ?'' she smirked, not able to push him and inch away as she was also much horny, she wanted to feel him, but still was enough upset.
,,Only if you say you love me…''
,,And do you ?'' she repaid, her eyes closing deliriously as he sucked on her spot, moaning deep in her throat.
,,Oh yes…yes of course I do…I do love myself, but what about you ? Do you love me ?'' he chuckled, making her laugh completely now.
She realized she married seriously the right man. Sexual vibrant, loving and caring, and even when she sometimes came back to brief bitterness, he could turn her back into normal, by making her laugh.
,,Robby-God stop-'' she giggled when he tickled down her sides and to her outer thighs, lightly with his fingertips, still kissing her neck.
,,Or what ?'' he taunted.
,,Okay, I love you…and I know you want me, but you started !''
,,I started ? I just wanted to let you rest, when your labor is nearing…''
Well that didn't helped me very much right now…
,,But-''
,,Butt ? What about your butt ?'' he chuckled, petting up and down her hips.
,,Robert stop it finally,'' Joanne laughed hardly.
,,C'mon I'm just making ass from you !'' he kept on joking.
,,You asshole would you st-''
,,See…you're the one still talking about ass,'' he bit playfully into her neck.
,,Ahh-Robby,'' she moaned at that moment, pressing him against her skin.
,,And now you don't want me to stop, right ?'' he chuckled, teasing with his tongue up her skin to her earlobe.
,,No, keep going, please….I want you…I want you so much. I want to enjoy you, until I can, before six weeks after pregnancy force us to-not be together,'' she panted, as his warm lips, start nibbling at her earlobe, making her whimper at the end of her sentence.
,,Alright, I'm all yours tonight…'' he finally nodded to her delight, making her gasp when he bit at her spot once again.
,,Love-'' she moaned, when his kisses dipper lower on her nightie to her bump, and then slowly, fluently to her thighs.
Robert now slowly shifted himself between her legs, gently spreading them, and kissing up her inner thighs.
He kissed upright, and higher, and higher…his warm lips, reaching her splayed cunny, pressing one big kiss on her.
,,Ohhhhh-'' she breathed loudly, her eyes closed, and her head tossing back.
He kissed down on her several times, before he start slowly rubbing her wet slit with his fingertips, making Joanne bravely whimper.
,,Rob-Robby….ohhh-love….oh-yes !'' she was whimpering louder and louder, her eyes closed, and pleasure was slowly gathering in her core.
A then it happened again. Sudden tingling in her lower back, becoming sharper, stronger, and then pain flowing around her belly.
,,Ahhh !'' he thrusted at that moment two fingers inside her wet heat.
He recognized her moan different than usually…
,,Something happened ? Have I pushed too hard ?''
,,Nnnn-keep going, please,'' she nodded as if everything was fine.
She won't let false labor ruin her night with Bobby, since he agreed with making love finally.
Pain subsided and she felt ease, and relief, burring her lower back into soft mattress beneath her. She smiled at confused Robert.
,,I found a some shard in the kitchen…really nothing happened today ?''
Shit, I have forgotten some piece on the floor…
,,Well I just broke one glass, nothing really important…please baby,'' she moaned when he was moving his fingers inside her very slowly, and very carefully.
,,You broke glass ? Somebody upset you ?'' he smirked slightly, kissing over her bump.
,,No-not at all…'' she held her breath when another strike hit her back and landed inside her bump.
,,Are you alright ?'' he was worriedly confused and was about to withdraw his fingers from her, but she pressed his hand between her thighs desperately with her normal loud whimper.
Mewling in protest ,,No-no-don't worry, I am-it is-mhmmm,'' nodding despite the pain.
,,Are you sure ?''
,,YES !'' she lolled her head back, when his fingers stroked forward faster.
,,Alright,'' he smiled, going down on her, and start licking her clit over and over. Flicking his tip over her swollen bud, before he closed his lips around it and sucked teasingly, causing loud, true moans from her as she was relieved once again, slowly diving herself in growing arousal, and her close climax.
,,Ahhh-yes, oh-fuck…just there Bobby…Ahmmm-'' she bit her lip, mewling and writhing with her toes around him. His grip on her thigh was getting tighter as she wanted to close them.
His fingers perfectly thrusting in and out of her again, and again, and again…she could feel herself on the brink but then-!
,,Ohh-Ro-Ro-ROB-BY !'' she quickly grabbed his hair tugging him up, because this strike was the strongest one yet and she felt it landing this time in her lower stomach.
Looking into her eyes, his fingers still inside her, immediately getting more wet as she leaked out in large…
,,You came sooner this time,'' he smiled, withdrawing carefully his fingers and leaning for a kiss, but she wildly shook with her head.
,,N-mm…''
,,It wasn't-''
,,N-mm…''
,,Then it was-''
,,-My water,'' she whimpered nodding her eyes squeezed.
,,Oh my God ! Jo !'' he nearly yelled excitedly, kissing her hurriedly, and like a flash hit him, he stood up. ,,Where is your hospital bag ?''
,,My ward-wardrobe…'' she swallowed, trying to breathe, because now that pain was strong and lasted longer than few seconds.
,,Come up, I'll help you to dress up and you will go slowly to the car, okay ?''
,,Mmm-mmhmm-'' nodding and whimpering at once, she now willingly took his hands and his help to sit up. He start dressing her up, kissing all over her bump.
,,I love you, I love you both,'' he was mumbling to her belly.
,,It's lovely to hear it, but it's unfortunately not helping…'' she uttered, gritting her teeth when another strike hit her back.
,,Our Danny is coming !'' he was smiling at her bump like he didn't even listened to her.
Her eyes rolled up to their ceiling.
After he dressed her to her loosen skirt and her blouse, he helped her to stand up, and reminded.
,,Remember to breathe hunny, as we practiced…''
Joanne nodded turning to doors and start with her mantra ,,Hoo-hoo –hee-hee –hoo-hoo-''
Walking downstairs, meanwhile Robert harshly dressed himself and took her hospital bag, catching her downstairs and immediately supporting her body with his arm, wrapped below her armpit, his palm landing on her back.
,,I love you…you'll make it my beautiful !'' he soothed, making her smile at least, even when she was in pain every four minutes. Or so…she rather wasn't counting…yet.
She sat on the back seat, to have better position and comfort with her abdomen, Robert put her bag into trunk and in few moments they were on their way. Robby quickly contacted Joanne's mother about labor, and then calling into hospital.
,,You're doing great, keep breathing, you're perfect,'' Robert soothed after end of his calls.
,,I don't think I am ready for it…'' she shook with her head, holding her belly, and leaning against the seat.
,,How do you mean it ? Of course you are ready for it, you're more ready than you know !''
,,No seriously…I'm not ready for it…I need those two or three weeks to prepare…to calm down or-or-''
,,-Shhh- breathe, of course you're ready. We have a great doctor, and great preparation for it, we were looking forward to him and now all will be well, Jo-''
,,Yeees looking forward to him agreed, but not to this fucking-painful process !'' she yelped as pain washed over her belly.
,,You're strong to make it as we prepared-''
,,-Huuhhh-can't you just speed up ? If I'm certain of one thing right now, that I don't want to deliver in car, but in hospital with my doctor-thank you ! I don't need now 'Driver Miss Daisy' I need 'Fast And Furious' ….'' She puffed harshly, clutching her palm to her belly.
,,As you wish…'' Robert nodded, not able to refuse her, when she was in this state he never experienced from her.
He speeded up, that after few corners Joanne grabbed the seat to steady herself.
,,Alright-back to 'Miss Daisy' ….Robert I didn't know you can drive car such…fast !''
,,Just breathe and let driving at me alright ! How long you were having contractions ?''
,,Actually since this afternoon…that's why you found that broken glass…that was the fi-Ahh-rst-'' she screamed.
God this one was strong.
Few minutes and Robert was helping her out of the car, and as she saw hospital a wave of relief spread across her features for a blissful moment, before another strike could hit her again.
,,Good evening…rather night-I called you several minutes ago…''
,,Right, Mrs. Adler ?''
,,YES !'' she growled trough her teeth as her lower back was in pain.
,,I can see-'' clever girl ! ,,- doctor Bernski is here in fifteen minutes-''
,,-Fift-ahhh-fifteen minutes ?!''
,,Maybe twenty. Be calm mommy, nurses will take care of you until then. How frequent are your contractions ?'' the main nurse asked politely as she was used to this behavior.
,,Every seven minutes or so…'' Robert answered instead of Joanne.
,,Then I'm sure you won't give birth sooner than few hours,'' she smiled, offering them quickly a wheel chair, and Joanne sat down on her with Robby's help.
,,A-are you sur-sure ?'' she panted, squeezing armrests of the wheel chair.
,,Yes I'm sure-''
,,-So I shall wait like this for hours ? In this p-Aaaah-in ?!''
,,You need to be ready-''
,,Believe-once I'm in the hospital I Am. Ready. '' Joanne growled at nurse in pain.
Robert amazed, seven minutes ago she wasn't ready and wanted to wait for two weeks and suddenly she was ready to give birth even on that damn wheel chair.
,,Alright, Mrs. Adler, we'll take you to your room…'' nurse nodded, still politely, so optimistically like nothing could ruin her day.
,,I can tell you, our son can chose always the best moment…'' Joanne was breathing as she practiced, sitting on her bed, after almost an hour, when doors opened and she finally saw her doctor.
,,How is it going Joanne, I heard your contractions are still the same, five to seven minutes, right ?''
,,Doctor he wants out…'' she whimpered, her forehead already sweaty and Robert stood beside holding her hand as she squeezed him with every following contraction.
,,Alright, let's check then, how much you're open…'' doctor walked around her bed, and lifting the sheets, and Joanne buried her body back into mattress of hospital bed.
Robert a bit shocked, but he was slowly getting used to it, when he visited Joanne's doctor with her already several times during pregnancy, and somebody else than him was meddling between Joanne's thighs.
,,Joanne, you're doing well, you're already outstretched about six centimeters, now it will go faster-''
,,-Faster, how much ?'' she swallowed, smiling.
,,Two or three hours-''
,,WHAT ?'' Joanne squeaked as pain ripped through her again.
,,When you felt the first contraction ?''
,,Hhheehmm….hoo…about noon…I think it was already past twelve that time…'' she nodded, breathing harshly.
,,So you're in labor already for twelve hours, and you're doing great, but we need your vagina to be outstretched for more than twelve centimeters, and now we've got ?''
,,Six…'' Robert noted to remind he was in the room too.
,,Right, but don't be afraid, as I said, from now on it will be faster,'' doctor nodded smiling. ,,Now please turn to your side, that is the best position to not interrupt anything what's happening inside…now excuse me please I have one more delivery in here, which started a long ago and she is already in second stage of labor…'' and he left.
,,SHIIIIT !'' Joanne bit her lip, chewing it from upcoming contraction. ,,I should have finish that book about pregnancy...I could manage it in one week, and prepare myself !''
,,Turn to your side, I'll help you,'' Robert gave her his hand, and she willingly moved to her side.
,,Six and I need twelve ? That's one more !'' she whimpered.
,,You're a strong girl, you can do it…we were preparing a lot for it...I'm here with you, and for you…okay, just breathe and squeeze my hand,'' Robert was still smiling at her, holding her wet palm from sweat.
,,You're still so smiling, so positive…thank you for being here-''
,,-I thank you for giving me son, for giving us our Danny, our little Daniel,'' Robert brought her palm to his lips, kissing it.
,,Don't be so excited, he's not here yet !''
Hour and a half later.
,,How is going our brave primipara ?'' doctor walked into room and saw Joanne walking from side to side of her room with Robert.
,,Good, when I'm on my feet it's better, and nurse said it's alright so-''
,,Yes it is. For the fact this is your first child, you're doing great ! So let's check how much you're outstretched now,'' he helped with Robert to sit Joanne on the bed again.
She slightly gasped as he had changed sanitary gloves, and his fingers were cold.
,,Eleven and a half centimeters, alright, we are ready for second stage of labor,'' doctor said with excitement.
,,And that's what ?'' Robert asked dully and Joanne already haven't got strength to tell him.
,,That means, when Joanne reach twelve centimeters, her contractions will be more frequent, stronger and lasting longer-''
,,-Hhhhuhhh,'' Joanne desperately moaned in agony as she heard what will follow.
,,Nothing to fret, even when your delivery is premature, it doesn't mean your boy is unhealthy. Three weeks are not much as if it was six or more…Alright Joanne, you're ready to go into delivery room now-''
,,-Yet ?!'' suddenly she felt not-ready again.
,,Don't worry, you've got a strong husband, he will support you on your way…'' doctor nodded at nurses and they transferred Joanne and Robert into delivery room.
,,The other mom is having two healthy girls, she is already resting,'' doctor entered the room, and walking to Joanne, who was sitting in birth chair, her feet in stirrups, and her head lolled back with her loud scream of pain. ,,….And I can see, you're ready to give a birth too now…let's check alright,'' doctor quickly nodded.
,,Ye-yeahhh-yes,'' Joanne nodded as Robert hold her hand and kissed her wet forehead.
She could barely feel his kisses after every strong contraction, but she knew he was kissing her, but what she needed the most was to hear his voice, that was assuring her she wasn't alone there, and his hand she could clutch to herself, to feel him beside her.
,,Alright mommy, your baby's head is slightly visible, don't you feel some need to vomit…I mean like your stomach, making a flip ?''
,,Yes-'' Robert nodded not daring to look down, because two minutes ago he saw there blood.
,,I'm quite sure Bobby, he was asking me…'' Joanne growled, looking back at doctor. Yes she loved Robert, but right now he wasn't much helping her, and she wasn't in mood for answers like this one. So she'd rather liked him to be quiet, or to support her with some better phrases.
,,Before several minutes-agggg-hooo-ago, ahh-and just slight need, but it's okay, nurse hoo-told me it's,'' Joanne tried to talk through her ebbing pain.
,,Yes, right, it's mark that your baby is ready to go out…so you know what will follow now ?''
,,Yeeeees-'' her head fell backwards from exhaustion. She was NOW exhausted for Christ's sake, so what about half hour later ! ,,Would you give me some drugs ?!''
,,Epidural, right, then we'll check your blood clotting first-'' doctor nodded at nurse and she gave him some syringe.
,,A-and are you sure love, we were talking about this and you didn't want drugged bab-''
,,Robert, hhh-hold me and shut up please…if I could change my place with you I'd do it right. Now. And then I would like to see you- hhhhh-if you would want drugs or. Not. !'' she growled, glaring up at him dangerously.
,,O-of course…'' Robert silenced when he saw doctor looking at him, gesturing to not upset her more than she was.
,,Alright, before we give you epidural, next contraction comes in one minute, Joanne I need you to push when it comes, are you ready for it ?''
,,No-but I have to !'' she nodded determined.
,,Great !'' doctor relieved with cheery smile.
A sharp pain rolling down her spine and ripping into her lower stomach right away after that promised minute. Joanne screamed, her eyes squeezed tightly, her breath almost held, as doctor ordered her to push and she pushed.
,,Hoo-hoo –hee-hee –hoo-hoo –hee-hee, shit !'' falling against the chair, she didn't seen him, but she heard him. And doctor almost shouted.
,,Head is on the way, almost OUT ! With the next contraction you'll push just the same as now, alright and we got his head out,'' doctor smiled at her.
,,FUCK-YES !'' she breathed out of her, catching all her strength. ,,And will you give me now that epilepdid-what ?''
,,Epidural, yes,'' doctor talked to nurse and she took another needle and gave Joanne not too big dose of calming drugs.
,,Love you're doing fantastic, I love you-''
,,I love you too Robby…'' she smiled at him deliriously , exhaustedly. ,,When it will work on me ?'' Joanne whimpered desperately.
,,In few minutes, we can meanwhile get ready to another contraction. Breathe, it's here in one and a half minute…just as same as now Joanne-''
,,Okay you can do it,'' Robert encouraged, clutching her hand as her back start arching and another scream fought its was trough her lips.
,,Push !'' doctor ordered.
,,I aaaaaam !'' she squeezed her eyes tightly, a small tears rolling down her cheeks, mingling with her sweat, as her brown curls were already wet.
,,Alright…not enough, with next contraction….but it's on great way,'' doctor smiled.
,,You need to push harder next time,'' Robert smiled, and she knew he meant it all in good, but she couldn't help herself, she was fed up with pain, with doctor looking instantly inside her, with her sweaty body she could not wash and with her sweetheart, who was still. Stick. Inside. Her.
,,Wanna push instead of me ?!'' she smirked looking at him ironically.
,,No I-''
,,Then SHUT UP ! This is all your fault…''
,,My fault ? I thought you wanted baby-''
,,-Robert !'' she growled. ,,I said that, to make your mouth closed against your good meant comments, that are making me only angry, and absolutely are not working…'' she barked, her upper body falling to the chair.
Robert wanted to say something, but doctor stopped him again…rather than say something bad, he waited for better occasion, and just held her hand tightly.
When another contraction was coming, and she pushed, baby's head was completely out.
,,Daddy want to look ?'' doctor smiled.
,,I-I'm not sure…'' Robby swallowed, looking down at Joanne.
,,Go ahead…I will take a breath…'' Joanne panted, easing her grip on his white hand, which was still strong.
Robert walked around to see bloody head. It was the strangest thing he ever saw, head protruding from Joanne's vagina, but it was withal the sweetest thing he could saw, because he was the first who saw their child…it was moving and he walked back to Joanne offering her his hand and his smile.
Leaning down, he spoke ,,I will always be here for you. I love you !'' whispering to her forehead, she smiled. Her eyes closing and she whispered back almost breathlessly.
,,I love you too, thank you for being here, and being his dad. I didn't meant what I said-''
,,-I know…come, you can do it, squeeze and push,'' Robert clutched her palm when another contraction came and she arched, pushing.
,,Joanne great, push-push-push-we have shoulder out…well done ! Last push and you can rest…'' doctor cheered.
,,Did you hear that ?'' Joanne smiled happily.
,,Yes, last push, love you can make it, with me…''
,,With you,'' she nodded. She needed him so much with her.
Her last scream pierced the delivery room and her last notes mingled with higher scream of little baby.
Joanne panted harshly, covering her mouth ,,Oh My God !''
,,Love you made it, our Danny is here !'' Robert kissed her on her lips.
Doctor smiled at Robert ,,Do you want to cut the umbilical cord ?''
Hesitating for short moment, Robert took scissors which doctor gave him and cut where he showed him.
Nurses took care of baby, washed him from 'inside out', dried him, give him bangle with his name 'Daniel Adler' and wrapped him in blue terry towel, bringing him screaming to his parents.
,,Oh-My-God !'' Joanne cried when they gave her her son into her hands. She carefully held him, eyeing him. ,,You're beautiful !'' she kissed his small, wrinkled forehead, happy tears filling her eyes.
,,Welcome to family, Danny,'' Robert leaned down, kissing his forehead too, and then leaning to Joanne and kissing her lovingly as she eased her breathing.
,,5 lbs and 1 ounce, what a boy !'' Doctor congratulated.
,,I love you Joanne, you've done great job…'' Robby sighed as they were in their room in hospital again, lying both in one bed, squeezing happily together, and looking at their sleeping baby in crib right next to them. Joanne's bump visibly smaller, but still was there, clutching through their clothes to Robert's stomach. Her face nuzzling to his chest, they were breathing easily, watching happily over their baby boy.
,,Well it wasn't only my job…you were during all process from...making him-until delivering him with me, and I thank you for being with me,'' she cuddled to him, after first breastfeeding and several learning of maternal instinct, she was completely exhausted. Glad, their Daniel was already sleeping for few hours.
,,Come sleep, you deserve it,'' Robby nodded, and she scooted closer to his embrace. Both falling asleep together.
Sleeping for some hours, they both woke up on slight mewling in the crib.
Joanne swiftly reacted as her real maternal instinct kicked on, jumping of the bed, she let Robby lie steadily, and she quickly walked to crib.
,,Shh-shh-shhh-mommy is hewe…mommy is hewe for you dawling, what is it, hmm, tell me,'' she lisped, checking with her hand how heavy was his diaper, if it was wet or not. ,,Hungew then ?'' lisping again, nuzzling her nose to his little one.
,,Joanne ?'' she heard Robert, speaking from his half sleep.
,,Don't worry Bobby, I have him,'' she whispered and let him sleep.
But he wasn't sleeping, he was just lying, watching her and Daniel.
She tugged apart her bathrobe, withdrawing her left breast and scooted him closer, as his little lips felt her nipple , he closed them around it and suckled hungrily.
,,Twat's a hungwy boy….'' She smiled, lightly stroking his forehead with her fingertips. He was as beautiful as his father.
When he mewled against her breast, she smiled, cooing ,,….been a busy day, with some heavy sees…'' looking at his small nose and round face.
,,But you're done your best, sleepy man
Let your troubles lay
Let your breathin' ease…'' after few moments he was done, leaving her breast, mumbling with his tongue between his lips. She gently raised him to her shoulder, circling his back with her palm, to let him burp.
,,…While I rub your chest
Sleepy man…
You're all done with the run of the race
For today …'' and she smiled as he burped, slowly taking him down again into her arms.
,,You got plenty of runnin' to face
Come tomorrow…'' Robert watching them all the time, as she was singing him sweet lullaby.
,,I'm right here
Always near
Always love you my dear
Sleepy man…
I'm right here
Always near
And I love you….my dear sleepy man…'' she cooed as Danny slowly fell asleep again in her arms.
A.N.: And now we can move to our next fic continuing whole this story :-) but let me rest until weekend :D I'm not as much exhausted as Joanne, but I am believe me ! :D How you liked it ? I'm so so curious, I tried to do my best and to make it nice and natural. Let me know, I love you, thanks for being patient and for keeping reading, thank you all for support and I will continue if YOU WANT...now it's all on YOU :333 ZiZi hugs and ZiZi kisses xoxo