Marinette's Pov
A/N: Abandon hope all ye who enter here, in other words IMA MAKE YOUR FEELS SUFFER :D
She hid in the back of a wall trying her best so Chat can't see her. She saw him fall on his knees tears raking over his eyes yelling.
"LADYBUG" he yelled full of agony. She felt like crying, but one thing is for sure Chat can absolutely NOT find out where she is.
"COME BACK, DON'T LEAVE ME AGAIN, COME BACK" This time she couldn't hold it in she started crying her best friend, her long-time partner crying because of the selfish decision she decided to make.
'Why did I turn into Ladybug, if I hadn't none of this would've happened' once he left Ladybug left as well.
"Hey Tikki"
"Yes, Marinette" Tikki replied, she noticed determined voice so she stopped nibbling on her cookie.
"How do think the weather is out"
"What do you mean?"
"I want to feel the adrenaline" When Marinette said that Tikki understood.
"It's risky Marinette what if people record or take pictures and post it on the internet?" Her kwami said worriedly
"They won't find out I know they won't"
"What of an-expected tom-cat shows"
"Alya said, that he hasn't been making much appearances lately"
"But what if he DOES show up?"
"I don't know Tikki something tells me he won't"
"Marinette.."
"Tikki PLEASEEEE"
Tikki giggled
"Just say the words"
"TIKKI, SPOTS ON!"
"Marinette why did you do that" Tikki said disappointingly
"I didn't want him to get to attached to me"
"He is your partner talk to him"
"I can't Tikki"
"Marinette, the first few months when you left all you could think about was Chat and now you can't?"
"NO TIKKI, I CAN'T" Marinette started bursting into tears, she could see Chat on his knees screaming for her to come back, to not leave him
'Again, I left again.'
"I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE"
"Marinette what do you mean?"
"I want to tell him" Marinette replied finally calming down
"You can't"
"Why? You never had anyone you loved you will never know how I feel" Tikki gasped her eyes full of pain and sorrow.
"Don't assume things that you don't know about Marinette"
"What?" Tikki didn't reply. She simply flew next to the shoe box she always hides to when she's upset. Marinette didn't mean to hurt Tikki's feelings, but she was confused why was life confusing? All she wanted was to be the best bridesmaid for Alya and now she's caught up in all of this.
"MARINETTE" Alya yelled at the bluenette
"Sorry Alya I was thinking of something else"
"Is it more important than my wedding?"
"WHAT! NO! Alya nothing is more important than your wedding!"
"THEN SNAP OUT OF IT"
"Yeah, sorry"
"Hey, have you washed your hair?"
"No.. why? Thats when both girls hear a knock.
"Answer that and all your questions will be answered" Alya winked
"Alright then" Marinette replied as she walked over to open the door. There he was. The Adrien Agreste oh and Nino.
"Hey Mari" says Nino with a wide smile.
"Hey Nino" Marinette replies like her usual bubbly self
"Adrien, don't be rude! Say hello to Mari" Nini scolded Adrien
"hey Marinette" Adrien said walking inside. Marinette looked at him worriedly
"Whats wrong with him?"
"I don't know he's been out of it ever since last night, he called me and all I could understand were his tears"
"HE WAS CRYING!" she exclaimed not caring that everyone was now looking at her. How dare someone make her high school crush cry (A/N: Only if Marinette knew, only if she knew xD)
"Yeah poor guy"
"Are you guys going to stand there and talk about my pathetic love life or going to come inside and plan a wedding"
"Yeah we're going don't worry"
The whole time they were talking about the wedding Adrien seemed to be so out of it he didn't talk, he would usually tell his opinion about everything, but now, he was different he looked like he was hurting deeply.
"I'm gonna leave" Adrien said while grabbing his coat and heading towards the door
"Agreste what the hell?"
"Yeah Adrien whats wrong?"
"Just leave me alone"
"DON'T YOU DA-"
"Alya leave him alone he needs to be alone you obviously noticed how hurt he looks"
"What the heck Nino he's your best friend! aren't you the least bit of concerned?!"
"Of course I am, but he needs to be alone"
"Well then I'll leave too, goodnight" Marinette said while getting her purse
"No, no, no" Alya said shaking her head
"Why?"
"I need to show this video"
"Of what"
"Come and I'll show you"
"Alright" She said while walking towards to her best friend
There it was the video of her leaving Chat. Well, Ladybug leaving Chat. She saw how hurt he looked, all she saw from the roof was him kneeling down. She wanted to cry, she felt horrible. She doesn't want him to get attached to her, she'll hurt even more when she leaves.
"So you were there too, huh?"
"Sadly, I don't know why Ladybug is acting like this like why? She saw her partner after almost a decade and all she says is don't get close to me?! It's obvious he loves her and she never pays any atten- Mari are you okay?" (A/N: I got inspiration for Alya's dialogue by the reviews xD) she said turning to face her best friend who was crying her eyes out.
"NO! I'M NOT ALYA!" she cried running out of the building while crying. Sprinting towards her car.
'Why did I do that? I'm such an idiot, why did I leave Chat all what Alya said was true I haven't seen him for almost a decade and all I left him was an I'm sorry note and I keep telling everyone that I left because of design school I would've gone to the U.S anyway I am so sorry Chat, I am so sorry mon minou'
"Tikki I'm home"
"Welcome home Mari" Tikki said smiling
"I'm glad I'm home all I need to do is just thi-" she got cut off by a knock on her window.
"Chat?!" she exclaimed while unlocking her window and let the Black cat go in.
"Why hello, Purr-incess" he said laughing
'he smells like alcohol'
"Chat have you been drinking?"
"So what if I was" he said looking straight at her face grinning.
"Alcohol isn't good for cats like you Chat"
"Well this cat has no weakness's, well only one"
"Wow The Chat Noir hero of Paris has a weakness I'm shocked"
"Well I think everyone knew"
"Oh? Am I the only who doesn't know?"
"Wow you need some catching up to do Princess"
"And what is this weakness"
"My Lady" he said painfully. His eyes looked like he was hurt they were filled with pain and sorrow.
"Why do you still love her Chat?"
"I once promised my lady a long time ago that I would always love her and I know how much my lady hates liars so I told her I would always love her"
"Well anything else"
"Many shall I tell you"
"Well I can't see why not"
"My lady has always been there for me, when I was down especially, well Princess to tell you the truth The Chat Noir isn't as perfect as you think my father finally got up from a coma and he's still being distant with me like he always has since I was just a child and I never had a mother, my mother dissapeared when I was younger."
"Oh Chat"
"Hush young child Chat Noir is still talking"
"Okay then continue"
"Okay as I was saying, I often felt helpless because of it because no one knew how it felt, I'm always acting like a dork because I am free to be who I am, I have always learned to do as people tell me to do, when I was in high school I had to be a good boy so my father could not be bothered by it and continue with work. When I was lonely. Even at my worst rates where I thought I was just some pathetic loser, My Lady's smile was all I needed to be cured, she helped me through my worst times even if she didn't know. I feel so stupid thinking that Ladybug the most beautiful, most kind and most intelligent woman in this entire planet could ever love someone like me just a mangy alley ca t of course she could do way better than me, nut one thing is for sure I love her no matter what she says I don't want to be in love with her but a part of me still loves her no matter what she does or says I still love her I keep thinking about her every night and day, dreaming of our future together thinking of her soothing voice comforting me through everything her beautiful bluebell eyes locked onto mine but one of the best nights of my whole entire life happened and the next night I was planning to confess my feelings for her telling her everything since our teenage years to 9 years ago but what she does is just abandon me not thinking about my feelings what so ever no explanation just a note that says I'm sorry wouldn't you get mad if someone just left without warning well not me I still had hope that she'll come back then days, weeks, months then before you know it years have passed and idiotic me is still in love with her" he started crying here "I wish that we never even defeated Hawk Moth I wish that he was still sending akumas so that my lady would've never left her city with akumas flying around and citizens in danger" she could tell that he was sober right now "I want her to run into my arms and tell her that I love her and I always will no matter what but she doesn't even want to get near me she even told me to get away from her when I was walking towards her and without a goodbye she left me, again, but this time it's different I will find her again whether she likes it or not.
"What if she had an explanation"
"Well if she did why didn't she come back when I was yelling our her name?"
"Maybe she was scared"
"Was she scared that maybe I would be mad at her, that's idiotic she should know by now that I love her and would never judge her no matter what she does."
"Let me tell you something, I know who her civilian self is" right when she said that his ears perked her way.
"You do!" Who is it please tell me princess I need to know who she is to tell her that I love her"
"Well I can't tell you that but she wanted me to tell you to meet her at the Eiffel Tower where you guys met up for-"
"Patrol I know!" he exclaimed excitedly
"Is my hair okay? Wait, do my ears look fine not too listeny?"
Marinette laughed
"I don't think that's a word Chat"
"Well then I made it a word, tell your friends Princess"
"I'll sure do"
"Do you have an extra toothbrush?"
"Yes, why?"
"Well I don't want my breath to stink of alcohol"
"My bathroom's over there" Marinette giggled, "And don't get scared by the water"
"I'll try not to Purr-incess" Marinette responded with a laugh.
'I missed those awful cat puns'
She thought thinking back at her childhood. One thing is for sure what he said shocked her, she didn't think that he would feel like that.
"Alright I'm off Princess"
"See you Chat" she said while she watched him go out her window. Immediately when he left she quickly transformed and zipped towards the Eiffel tower
"Hey Chat" Ladybug said smiling
"My lady" he said astonished
"It's been a while hasn't it"
"Y-Yeah it has"
"So how things been going" she asked clearly aware how painful things have been going for him.
"Pretty bad, since you weren't here"
"Oh, well I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you Chat" tears started filling up his eyes.
"Is that all you say, I'm sorry that's all you tell me?"
"Well Chat I don-"
"YOU LEFT ME FOR NINE YEARS LADYBUG" she was shocked by his tone, Chat Noir never yelled at her so this was new.
"I WAS HURTING MY LADY WAS NOT BY MY SIDE IN MY DARKEST MOMENTS, WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU WEREN'T HERE YOU SELFISHLY LEFT ME WITHOUT A NOTICE"
Ladybug started crying when Chat saw the first tear drop running down her cheek he knew he had hurt her.
"I'm sorry My Lady I didn't mean to frighten you but I need you to answer something for me"
"It's fine Chat what is it"
"Why did you leave me?"
"I went abroad to study design"
"My Lady we have been partners for so long I can tell when you lie, again, Why did you leave?"
"I-I"
A/N: HAHA I LEFT U WITH A CLIFFHANGER XD I told you guys to abandon hope but I guess you didn't listen well some of you all who did good job I want to give a special thanks to a guest who left a review I don't know their name but they were such a big help with this chapter also GleamQueen and as well as Naomi's Dragon without their help this chapter would've been very late so thank mew fur all the help, hopefully I made your feels suffer xD
Release your inner feline
~Meow
-Avellinx