I'm so sorry for being gone for so long, I was so busy with college and it was driving me crazy. But now i'm back and i'll update my other fanfic too.
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Chapter 2:
Stay away from things that aren't yours
He looks down at Zoro, his tanned skin shinning in the dark. He's got his legs opened for him, he's right there, ready for him, he would never say this aloud but he looks gorgeous.
"Stop wasting time and fuck me properly"
His dick is throbbing and his mind is going numb. Right now, there's nothing he'd like to do more than to thrust into Zoro, make him moan and shiver under him. But for some reason….
"I… can't"
"What? Why the hell not?"
"I just… if I do this, I'll feel like a piece of shit for the rest of my life. I'm sorry Zoro, I don't want to betray Violet and of course… I don't want to take advantage of you"
"Advantage of…? You gotta be kidding me" Zoro muttered and looked away "Get off"
"Huh?"
"Get the fuck off, you're heavy"
"Crap, right" He totally forgot the position they were in. He moved away and watched Zoro slowly get up.
"You are such a killjoy…"
"I'm sorry"
"Whatever, I'm going to borrow the guest's bathroom"
"Y-yeah…"
Zoro left the room still naked, as soon as he lost sight of him Sanji almost ran to the bathroom in his bedroom. He knows Zoro is going to jerk and honestly, his dick could explode right now so he needs some relief too. The thought of doing it at same time as Zoro makes him a little more excited than usual.
Zoro feels irritated; it was a weird feeling to jerk off to.
It was always the same with Sanji, he's still just a friend, he still looks at him with those eyes. They are not the same eyes he looks at all those girls with. But why? Why won't he look at him like that?
The asshole didn't even notice that he liked him all through High School. Not that he cared at the time, he was fine with being his friend, and that was mostly because he used to have no interest in sex or any physical contact for that matter. However, things changed. And now that he wanted those things, he can't go back to being just a friend. He thought Sanji was looking at him with different eyes tonight, but maybe he just got ahead of himself.
He never planned to see Sanji again. He was one of the main reasons he stayed to finish High School, but of course no one knew that. He used to hate the feeling of guilt for liking his friend, but the guilt he felt when his family died and he was not present for his selfish reasons was even worse. Every time he remembered his days in High School he would just feel guilty, so he was determined to forget all about it, even if it meant never seeing anyone ever again.
But now… what is he supposed to do? He isn't feeling guilty at all. What's wrong with him? The only thing he can think about is getting rid of Sanji's girlfriend so he can have him. Why is it that after just seeing Sanji for a few hours after all this time, his determination starts to waver? Damn him.
So, he likes his friend. Even though he tried to deny it, he won't anymore. He'll admit it, he likes Sanji, he likes him… so why doesn't he like him back?
Did he change too much? Maybe Sanji likes the Zoro he used to be... How should he act to make him look his way?
Fuck, he feels pathetic.
A little time passed, Sanji washed his hands and pulled up his boxers. Something is off. He relieved himself, but he is not satisfied.
"Get a grip, Sanji" He tells himself in front of the mirror.
He goes back to his bedroom, not sure how to act now. He looks around; Zoro wouldn't have left, right?
His eyes open wide when he sees Zoro on his bed, this time he has pants on and he is lying with his back to him. He slowly walks up to the bed, not knowing what to say, he sits down, his back to Zoro. He's relieved somehow, he didn't leave.
"I'm not sleeping on the sofa… my ass hurts" Zoro muttered.
"Okay… I'll-"
"It's a big bed, there's room for the both of us… I won't jump you"
He looks at his back for a while. He doesn't think about it too much, he just gets under the covers, maybe he got a little bit closer that necessary, but he's got a nice view of Zoro's nape.
"You should get under the covers, it's cold" He whispers to his neck, sending shivers down Zoro's spine.
Zoro sits up and looks down at him, he doesn't get if he's mad or not, but he does what he is told and he gets under the covers, this time, facing him. They stay silent for a while, just staring at each other, nor really knowing what to say.
"Okay, this is awkward. I should just go to the-"
"It's fine, Zoro. I'm sorry about before"
"You… don't have to apologize, idiot cook. It was my bad, you must feel disgusted"
"Eh?" Zoro is not looking at him in the eyes and his expression seems conflicted, he's looking like he did in High School when he asked for help in math.
"You are straight to begin with; I guess I pushed it too far"
"Zoro, can you look at me?" It takes some time, but finally their eyes meet "I guess the alcohol got to our heads" He smiled "I didn't feel disgusted and I don't regret it, it's weird, but it was nice… it's just… I guess it's just bad timing"
That's it, that's Sanji. He's always been like that, such a good guy. Not towards guys, of course, he never gave a shit about guys. But girls. He was always saying the right words, pleasing them, always looking and acting his best, even if deep down he doesn't mean it. It would always piss him off, he was jealous of all those girls, their petite silhouettes and long hair that had all of Sanjis attention.
If feels so weird to hear this words directed at him. In the past, he would've just kick him, but now he's making sure he doesn't feel hurt? What is this?
Screw it. He never wants to be jealous of a girl again, he's going to make Sanji like him as the man that he is.
"Say Sanji…"
"Yeah?"
"Is it okay if I visit you from time to time?"
"Of course it is, you idiot. I can cook for you and we can drink again"
"Good… so you still consider me a friend"
"Yeah"
"Okay… I guess being friends it's okay for now. I just want to make one thing clear"
"What is it?"
"I still want to have sex with you" He blurts out and turns around.
Sanji stays quiet for a while. Wait, so this whole thing wasn't the alcohol making him think he actually wanted Sanji, the guy he used to hate, screw him?
"This is gonna sound crazy, but… do you by any chance… like me?"
"I do"
"Wha- for real? since when?"
"For a while now, I guess… I had forgotten all about it, but I just had to see your ugly face again" It's dark, but he's sure he can see Zoro's ears turning red.
"A while? You mean when we were in high school?" Zoro nodded "But we used to fight all the time, I thought you hated my guts sometimes"
"I didn't, it was fun fighting with you"
"How was it fun? We got detention like a hundred times because of that" Zoro snorted "Ok… I guess it was a bit fun. But, why didn't you say anything?"
"For real? You were drooling all over every girl, I bet you would've kick me if I suddenly said that I liked you. Besides… I was fine the way we were"
"Oh?"
"But not anymore. Goodnight, Sanji"
Now Sanji is blushing. Zoro Roronoa likes him? Why didn't he ever notice? Well, it's not like Zoro would have been too obvious about it, right? This is so weird, so freaking weird, he should be a bit grossed out, I mean, he likes girls. But this is Zoro. The unbreakable Zoro confessed that he likes him, he feels like he accomplished something. Man, he feels like a piece of shit now. He never noticed… maybe if he would have… things would be different now.
With that thought in his head, he soon falls asleep.
Loving her seems tiring, so please just love me know.
Sanji slowly opens his eyes, he doesn't know what time it is, but there's this ringing sound coming from somewhere and it's annoying as hell. He stretches his arm, looking for his cellphone on the nightstand. He opens one eye to look at the screen. No one's calling. He does have some missed calls and it's 1 PM.
So where is that ringing sound coming from?
He opens both eyes and lets the view settle in. Zoro is sleeping peacefully next to him, his chest is pressing against Zoros back, he's practically hugging the guy. He slowly backs away. Crap, damn him and his sleeping habits.
It takes him a while to realize it's not his cellphone but the doorbell that is ringing. Who could it be at this hour?
Wait…. 1 PM?
He checks his phone again, there's 5 missed calls from Violet. They made plans for lunch today, how could he forget?
"Crap" He gets up and puts on whatever he sees first "Zoro" He tries "Zoro, wake up"
"Nng, shut up" He mutters, covering himself with the sheets and smirking under them.
There's no use.
Sanji leaves the room, already thinking of what to say. His heart skips a beat when he sees a fair amount of beer bottles scattered around the living room, the ashtray on the table next to an empty whisky bottle and some leftovers. Violet would freak out if she sees all of this.
He takes a deep breath, remembers the drama lessons in High School and opens the door, covering with his body the mess inside of the apartment. The first thing he sees is her pretty face.
"Hi, babe" Violet smiles, or at least she tries to. He can tell she is mad "I was calling you, your phone was off, you know I don't like that. Anyway, our plans to—wait, why aren't you dressed? What are you even wearing?"
"Baby, I'm so sorry" He coughs "I forgot to turn on my phone, it's just that I woke up with this cold… my throat hurts and I've been running a fever"
"Oh…" Her expression softens "For real? Should we go to the hospital?"
"No, no… I'll be fine if I just sleep it off"
"So we have to cancel our plans…"
"Y-Yeah"
"Okay, it's fine. Should I go buy some medicine for you? Have you eaten anything?"
"Yeah, and I already took something for the fever"
"Do you want to cuddle? I bet that'll make you feel better"
"That sounds nice, but I don't want you to catch my cold babe, I would feel awful if you get sick because of me"
"You're right… okay. I'll go shopping with my friends then"
"Yeah, you go have fun"
"Get some rest and get better"
"Thank you, love" He smiles.
"Byebye, honey bear, I'll call you later" She blows a kiss and walks away.
"Bye, sweetheart"
He shuts the door and let's his body relax.
He is the worst, how could he forget their plans? Also, that's the first time he's ever lied to her, he can't believe she actually believed him. But she would've freaked out with the mess inside of the apartment, he had no other choice.
He makes his way back to the bedroom, Zoro is sitting on the bed.
"Honey bear?" He lifts one eyebrow. The asshole is making fun of him.
"Shut it"
"I'm sorry, it's funny"
"And you were awake, you faker"
"No way, I just woke up, I swear" He puts on a fake smile.
"Right"
"I should go…"
"Are you kidding me? You are helping me clean up, you lazy ass" Zoro made an annoyed face "We also need to eat something. Man, my head is killing me"
"Crap, okay. I clean, you make food" He gets up "I'm starving"
"Deal"
They clean, they eat, and after that, Zoro says thanks and leaves. He gets this feeling, when he closes the door, that Zoro will run away again.
That's not the case.
Days go by and they fall into a strange routine. Zoro would come every Friday night to eat and have some drinks, and he would stay the night.
He often tells him to visit the restaurant, but he always refuses. He also doesn't want to meet anyone else from high school, he says he's not ready, but that he will be soon.
Sometimes Zoro would ask to meet on a week day, making him cancel some dates with Violet, but if was fine, he's sure Violet doesn't mind that much.
It was a Thursday night, he was walking down the street, holding hands with Violet. They just left this art exhibition from a friend, which was pretty boring actually, and now they are heading to his house to eat dinner. They walk down a street with a lot of bars on it; people are lively for a Thursday night. He watches how guys are flirting with girls, people going in and out of the bars.
That's when he sees it.
There's no other guy with that kind of hair color.
Zoro steps out of a bar with some tall dude covered in tattoos. He's laughing. He has this expression he's never seen before. How irritating.
They look like they could be friends, they are not being very intimate. Well, at least he thinks that until the tall guy whispers something in Zoro's ear and looks in the direction of the hotel down the street. Zoro smiles a follows behind him.
"Sanji? What's wrong? You suddenly stopped walking" She looks in the direction Sanji is looking "Someone you know?"
"Shit. Yes, he is a very idiot friend of mine, could you wait here just a minute?"
"Yeah, no problem"
He knows what Zoro is going to do if he doesn't stop him now. Why is he so annoyed? Well, wasn't Zoro supposed to like him?
"Zoro" He said while approaching him from behind. He didn't seem to hear "Hey!" He grabbed his arm, making him turn around.
"What the- Sanji?" He seems surprised "Hey, what are you doing here?" He smiles and looks behind Sanji, seeing Violet waiting for him "Oh, I see. On a date"
"Yeah, and you?" He looks at the tall guy behind Zoro, who seems a bit irritated by the interruption.
"Secret" He smiles "Well, Sanji, don't leave your date waiting" He turns around "Let's go, Law"
"Wait" He grabs his arm again and looks at the so-called Law "Sorry, this guy had plans with me, he's such an idiot, he apparently forgot" He puts on a fake smile "If you'll excuse us. Let's go, Zoro" He drags him by the arm.
"You heard him, Law" He laughs, does he think this is funny? "Send my best regards to Rosinante" He waves.
"Will do" He smirks "Don't' forget to call"
"Yeah, see you around"
Man, how irritating. Even the way they say goodbye it's irritating.
"Sanji, my arm hurts"
"Oh, right" He stops on his tracks and let's go.
"What was that about? I don't have any plans with you"
"Well, you do now. Dinner at my place"
"Hmmm….Sounds good to me. Does it sound good to her?"
Fuck. He was so determined to get Zoro away from that dude that he totally forgot. He has been meaning to teel Violet about Zoro, about what happened, but he doesn't seem to know how. Or maybe he's just scared.
Zoro smiled and got ahead of him, reaching Violet's side before him.
"Hello, Violet. It's nice to meet you, I'm Zoro. Sanji's friend"
"Oh, hello" She smiled "This is the first time I hear of you, how long have you been friends?"
"A while, we're pretty close…"
He is so screwed.
To be continued...