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You agreed to go with Han because it was time you moved to another planet. This way you didn't have to arrange transport. You didn't say much to Han. You were hoping he would just forget about asking you about Kylo.
Once you were out of the planets orbit, Han spoke up.
" So Kid, want to tell me what was going on with you and my son?"
" I don't want to but I know I can't avoid it. Just promise you won't judge me. Ok?"
" I won't. You are like a daughter to me. I could never judge you. I mean my own son is a Knight of Ren. I doubt that you top that?"
"Well, you know how I was on a mission for the Resistance? My path wasn't supposed to cross with Kylo but it did. We worked together and somehow became friends. I tried to distance myself. I even asked the Resistance to let me leave the mission but they wouldn't let me. I don't even know how it happened but we fell in love. I had never felt anything like it before but I knew I shouldn't act upon those feelings but we did. I tried to stop it but we always found our way back to each other. I wanted to leave because I knew if Kylo found out the truth about me being a spy and a Jedi. It would ruin him and he would be completely gone to the darkness. One day, Snoke found out about Kylo's feeling towards me and basically told me he would kill me if I got in the way of Kylo's training. So Kylo let me leave. I was hoping we would never see each other again because I didn't want him to find out the truth. When I was captured at Maz's castle, Kylo interrogated me. Thats when he found out I was a spy and he looked past it. He wanted me to stay with him but I couldn't do it. I don't agree with the darkside. He found out I was a Jedi when I saved you. He couldn't look past that. He thinks everything was a lie. I'm sure Snoke is filling his head with nonsense too. He thinks I don't love him and it was all an act. He wants me dead. So yeah, I may not be a Knight of Ren but I am in love with someone who is."
You didn't even noticed that you were crying throughout the entire explanation. You were too afraid to look at Han.
"Well that was unexpected Kid. So you love my son?"
"Yes with all my heart."
"Well damn, my son is lucky to have a catch like you but of course, he is a moron and can't see that. I am excited to know that he still had light in him to be able to fall in love. I would love to have you has my actual daughter." Han comes over and gives you a big hug.
"Well, don't get too excited. That will never happen. He is lost to us."
" You never know, Kid."
' Thank you for understanding but can you please keep this between us? I really don't want Leia to find out. She has never really liked me."
"Oh nonsense, thats only because you are associated with me, Kid. Your secret's safe with me. "
" So what has been going on?"
"Well, it took a month at the Resistance base to heal and ever since then I have been looking for you. Rey and Chewy went to find Luke and no one has heard anything from them. More Knights of Ren have been showing up. We are losing the war now because of it. We really need you Kid. It could help us balance out the war until Rey and Luke are back. I know you are scared but there hasn't been too many sighting of Kylo since you left. It only been other Knights of Ren. So what do you say Kid?"
" I guess it is time to stop hiding. I'll go back but my powers are still a little rusty."
" I am sure you'll do great, Kid. By the way, I like what you did with your hair. The red looks good on you ."
" Thanks, I am running out of colors to dye my hair." you laugh.