There was a sea of white surrounding you. You were on auto pilot, trying to kill and not be killed. Sure you had the force but the amount of storm troopers were overwhelming.

You struck down another trooper when you felt the presence of the force. It was strong. You could feel the presence of three force users.

Oh shit, this isn't going to be good.

You look around and see Kylos command shuttle land.

This really isn't good. Kylo is here. I'm as good as dead. Fuck

You could feel a panic attack coming on. You needed to find Han.

A stormtrooper charges at you and you kill him. You run away from the command shuttle trying to find Han. You spot him rather quickly.

" What's wrong , kid? You look like you have seen a ghost." Han says

" We need to leave."

" Well we kind of can't do that, kid."

" Kylo is here." You start to panic. Han pulls you away from the blaster fire and you find a safe place behind some rock formation.

You were in full panic mode. Your heart felt like it was going to come out of your chest.

Why don't I have a bag to breathe into? Does that even help? I have never had a panic attack before

" Calm down, kid. Think happy thoughts."

" kinda can't. There is a lot of death around here."

"You gotta work with me"

"I'm trying but Kylo is here and two other force users. I can't beat them all! I'm weak."

" What happened to the girl that was fearless? This isn't you. You are a badass. Stop with all this second guessing yourself. You can do this. You are powerful and smart. I won't let anything happen to you. "

" Han, I can't beat them."

" Then start showing off a few of your tricks."

" But Luke said they could make me fall to the dark side."

" I know you, kid. That won't happen. Just calm down. You got this."

You were still hyperventilating. You couldn't shake it. Then you heard it. Han started to sing.

" Sing with me , kid. I know this song calms you."

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens

Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens

Brown paper packages tied up with strings

These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple strudels

Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles

Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings

These are a few of my favorite things

You start to sing along and you felt yourself calm down.

" You can do this. "

" I can do this."

" Then lets fuck some shit up."

" Roger that, Old man."

You start to walk back into battle. Singing that song on repeat in your head trying to keep yourself calm. You were singing it earlier but you became sidetracked when Kylos ship landed.

You focused on the task at hand. You didn't see Kylo anywhere which was a good thing.

" Young one, I am so glad we could meet again. I missed you."

You felt a chill run up your spine and you turn to see Dabbo.

This is your worst nightmare. This asswipe and Kylo. Ugh

" Well I didn't miss you, you sick fuck."

" Oh you didn't like my messages."

" Nope, I'm not into such appalling things. I'm a classy lady."

You run at him and make a swing at him, you miss and it throws you off balance. He lunges at you and you duck.

" I see I left my mark on you." Dabbo says

" unfortunately yes. "

You strike him again and manage to cut his leg. He crys out. He grabs you and pulls you close to his body.

" I like the feeling of your body close to mine."

" Pig." Then you knee him in the crouch. He falls to the ground and you put your saber up to his neck.

All of a sudden, you feel yourself being tossed up against a tree. You smack your head against it and you start to see black dots. You look around and see who used the force to toss you away from Dabbo.

You look up to see a girl approaching you while laughing.

Who the fuck is this? She looks like a whore.

" I'm sorry, did that hurt?" She says to you with sarcasm.

You spit blood out on her feet.

" You bitch." She screeches.

" God, you have an annoying voice. Can you keep it down?" You tell her.

She charges at you with her lightsaber. You look for your lightsaber but it is over by Dabbo. You use the force to jump in the air to miss her attack. You land behind her.

" You are going to have to try harder than that" you yell at her.

She comes at you again. You can tell she is inexperienced with the force.

Time to listen to Han and use some of my tricks.

You stick your hand and lighting comes out and strikes her down. You could tell she is hurt.

" How did you do that? That's not possible. Just wait until the Commander gets to you. He won't like that you hurt his apprentice and his lover." The girl yells at you.

His lover? so he moved on from me already. So much for loving me. Ugh, I hate her stupid face.

" I didn't think the Commander was capable of those feelings" you say.

" Well he is and he feels them towards me."

" He has terrible taste."

She screams and lunges at you. You punch her in the face and knock her out.

" Well that was entertaining. I do love a good girl fight." Dabbo says.

" Dear Lord, you are still here."

You use the force to get you lightsaber in your hand. You break it in two so you have two smaller sabers to use.

You run towards each other. Both of your lightsabers hit and you stumble slightly. You break away from him and swing your lightsaber and hit him in his right side leaving him with a nasty burn mark. Dabbo goes to hit you and you spin around him and your saber slashed at his feet.

"You are a strong one. Such a waste that you are on the light side."

"Don't talk to me."

"I will break you."

"In your dreams"

Kylo POV

He has retrieved the information that the First Order needed. He sent Ada away almost immediately because she was driving him insane. In his search, he kept hearing Sage singing in his mind. He wished she would just stop singing. He couldn't think with her being in his mind. All he wanted to do was see her and hold her but he couldn't do that. She betrayed him and she was the enemy.

He was walking out to retrieve Dabbo and Ada but when he arrived on the scene. He saw Ada passed out.

Such a weakling. Pathetic.

Then he saw Dabbo and Sage battling each other. He had to smirk when he saw that Dabbo was losing.

"I will break you" he heard Dabbo say.

If anyone would break Sage, it would be me!

Sage POV

You kicked Dabbo in the gut and he fell to the ground.

" You are in trouble now , young one."

"Stop talking. You are so annoying,"

You hear another lightsaber behind you.

Damn, that girl doesn't stay down for long.

You turn around to face her but it wasn't her. It was Kylo. You felt all the energy drain out of you. You couldn't breathe.

"Commander, I have this handled. I can take care of her." Dabbo says.

"Stay out of this. I will take care of the girl. Take Ada and get back to the ship" Kylo says. At the sound of his voice, even if it was through his mask, you felt your body go weak.

Gosh, I am pathetic.

" But Commander."

"Don't disobey me."

Dabbo runs off and picks up Ada on his way to the ship.

What do I do? Do I say something? He is just standing there.

" What happened to your eye?" He speaks up.

Why is he showing concern? I thought he hated me.

"Oh, the scar. You can blame Dabbo for that. He says he wanted to mark me as his."

You hear a sound like a growl come out of Kylo's mouth.

" I will deal with him later."

"I'm sorry but shouldn't you be happy he hurt me. I am the enemy."

"Don't remind me."

"Kylo, we should talk." You take two steps closer to him.

"NO! You betrayed me. You don't love me. You are nothing to me."

Well, that changed quickly.

You could feel tears rolling down your face.

"I'm sorry, if you would just listen to me."

"Don't you cry. You are just trying to trick me again." Kylo swings his lightsaber at you and you run out of the way.

" I don't want to fight you." You tell him.

"Lies, this is the only way." He swings at you again and you duck behind a tree. You light your saber preparing to fight.

You take a swing at him and he blocks your move. He keeps coming at you with extreme force and anger. You could feel his conflicting emotions just radiating off of him.

You look around and you notice the majority of the stormtroopers are gone.

Is the battle done?

He just keeps advancing on you and you keep blocking him. You couldn't fight him. You didn't want to hurt him.

You were getting tired and you missed a block. Kylo ended up slicing your arm from your wrist to your shoulder. You scream out in pain.

Your scream causes Kylo to stop and just look at you. You wished you could see his face to be able to see his emotions.

You fall down from the exhaustion and pain. You are on your knees looking up at Kylo.

"If you are going to kill me, can I at least see your face one more time?" you ask.

Kylo lifts his hands up to his mask. You hear blaster fire not too far from you. Then you see a blaster shot hit Kylo and go right through his stomach. He falls to his knees in front of you.

"NOOOO." You scream and you start to cry.

Kylo lifts a hand up to your face and starts to caress your cheek. Then he passes out and falls completely to the ground. You see Han run up.

"You ok, kid?"

"Han, did you do that?"

"I couldn't let my son kill you, kid."

"We need to get back now. Get someone to carry him to your ship. We can't let him die. "

"Woah, calm down. You need to be worried about yourself."

"I'm fine." Then you pass out from the blood loss.