Hey gang! Sorry that it's taken this long for me to update. The final part of this rather steamy chapter wanted to be extremely difficult to work with. And also, I'm up to 13 followers on this fic. That's a new record for my writings! I just hope that it continues to grow in the future.
To karina00: Well, it wasn't the soba that caused him to faint. I wouldn't do that to Kanda and have his favorite food betray him like that. You'll find out why he fainted in this chapter.
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WARNING: Mature Content!
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Chapter 5 – The First Night
Kanda felt his head still spinning as he opened his eyes, staring up at slightly familiar surroundings. This was Ryanna's bedroom. And from the shadows peeking through her bedroom window, it was just about sunset. Early evening at best. The Incubus didn't move at first, trying to recall what happened that led him to this situation. He remembered Ryanna, his girlfriend. He remembered being in town, eating human food for lunch. Then he began to feel sick. That memory urged the demon to sit up slowly, his vision starting to spin as he did. His hand quickly latched itself to his forehead, trying to still his vision.
Only one thing would be able to make him ill like that. And it caused Kanda to grit his teeth in annoyance. Human food may have the sustenance to calm his hunger for a short time. But if he full on passed out, something he was not going to ever reveal to the Moyashi or the Rabbit, that only meant one thing.
He had gone too long between feeding on energy.
He needed sexual energy, or there was a strong chance he would pass out again.
But the problem was Ryanna. Kanda growled faintly, trying to get rid of his migraine. He had more or less promised that he would not force himself on her, and he had no intention to. Still, the situation was more or less dire.
His demonic body was, in a word, starving.
Kanda may not have been the smartest of demons, but even he knew that this was a delicate situation. He needed to get Ryanna to agree to some sort of sexual activity so that he could feed himself. It didn't even have to be normal intercourse. Anything that could allow the human woman to build up to an orgasm would work. The problem would be figuring out what the teenage girl would agree to. Kanda hung his head ever so slightly in annoyance. Given that his girlfriend was a virgin, this felt like it was going to be a thousand times harder.
He could always hypnotize the girl into consenting to something, but that was a tactic that Kanda hated using. Incubi were supposed to be charismatic enough to get a partner without having to resort to more underhanded means. He could only recall ever using hypnosis on a woman once, not long after he entered the Black Order. The blue haired demon hated that he had been so weak and hungry that he'd been forced into a situation like that. He'd vowed to never become that hungry again. And yet, he was now in that same predicament.
His thoughts were interrupted as he heard the bedroom door open. He didn't have to look to know who it was but he found himself strangely relieved when he saw the mortal girl.
Ryanna looked both stunned and seemingly overjoyed when she saw the Incubus was finally awake, pushing her door open the rest of the way and launching herself at her bed and her boyfriend. "Sweet Aphrodite, thank gods you're all right." She whispered, feeling close to crying a little. She had been so worried, it was somewhat scary.
Kanda just stared at her in confusion. He didn't know what was surprising him more. The fact that she was so worried about his health, or the fact that she was hugging him. As if nothing had happened. Despite all the rude and rather insensitive comments he'd made about her through the course of the day, the human girl was hugging him.
"You've been out cold for hours. I, I was really getting worried. Even scared," Ryanna said, a few tears slipping down her cheeks.
Kanda flinched as he saw her tears. He hated to see women cry, for one reason or another. Even more so when he was somehow the cause of said tears. All those years spent being around a certain Fairy were taking a toll on the Incubus. And he hated it.
Slowly, he raised a hand and wiped her few tears away. "Don't cry. I'm not dying or anything. I'm more durable than that." His words were a tad hard, but Ryanna could tell that he was trying, trying to be nice to her in some way. "How did you get me back here by yourself?"
"Well, it wasn't easy. I had to keep people from calling 9-1-1. A couple guys were kind enough to help me get you into a taxi so I could bring you home. I told everyone you were anemic, and that I had medicine for you at home because you apparently forgot to bring some with you," Ryanna explained, blushing faintly. Both from her explanation of how she got him home and from the rather gentle touch of his hand as he wiped away her tears.
Kanda stared at her in mild confusion. From what he could gather from how she talked, she had given the excuse that he had been sick. That was good enough for the time, he supposed. "I see…" It was the only response he could give.
"So, what really happened to make you pass out like that?" Ryanna asked, moving back a little to get a better look at the demonic male. "You, you really had me worried. I didn't know how to help you."
The Incubus swore he felt something stab him in the chest. And he knew exactly what it was.
Guilt.
He had been a complete asshole to this human woman. And yet, for some reason, she was still concerned about his wellbeing. It didn't make sense to him. Kanda slowly moved and rubbed his head. 'Are all human women like this? Or is it just her?' He asked himself. A part of him didn't want to know the answer.
"What happened was a miscalculation on my part. My body," he paused. How would he explain this? He didn't really have the time to be delicate about the situation, but he knew he couldn't be extremely blunt about it either. So, he decided to be honest and see how things went from there. Not his usual tactic, but oh well. "My body has not had proper nourishment of energy in some time. I passed out because I need energy, as an Incubus does. As my… girlfriend, I need you to provide me with some, somehow."
The crimson color crossing the teenager's features were enough to make Kanda realize that Ryanna was still too timid about the subject of sex. Though he knew from his teasing earlier that day that he could easily get her worked up. It was all about how he did so. In the back of his mind, he made mental notes to continue his light teasing until she got comfortable with it. Help her build up a tolerance and comfort to it. Still, he could guess what must have been going through her head. "That doesn't mean we need to have sex. There are… alternative methods to direct intercourse."
Ryanna's blush only deepened. She'd read enough romance novels and plenty of more adult fanfictions to know exactly what the demon was getting at. "R-right." It took everything she had to not hide her face somehow from him. "S-so then, what do you suggest? I'm, I'm sure you have way more ideas about what to do than I could."
Kanda gave a loud sigh, placing his hand on top of her head. "Calm down. There are ways of doing this without any actual penetration. I know you're not ready for that, and I said I wouldn't force you. I meant it, so I won't force the issue either," he assured her, his tone a bit more gentle and comforting. "If you're still that much of a vir-," he stopped, rethinking his words. "If you're still that uneasy about sex, we can try some sensation play."
"That, that kinda sounds familiar but what is it?" Ryanna asked, doing her best to get her blush under control while pushing his hand off of her head.
"It's what it sounds like. It's meant to impart physical sensations upon a partner. It's about heightening the senses to increase the pleasure you feel. Basically, I can blindfold you, and touch your body gently, caressing it, building up the pleasure through small, various means," Kanda explained as though it were common knowledge.
The human girl just stared at her boyfriend, taking in what he told her. It sounded like a decent enough idea, even if some of it seemed like nothing but extensive foreplay. Still, overall, no penetration meant no risk of an unwanted teen pregnancy. She couldn't object to that. But she was also genuinely touched that he seemed to remember about her unease and was offering some sort of alternative that would work for the both of them. The least she could do was try it. If she didn't enjoy it, they could try something else next time. As he mentioned, it was her job to feed him the energy he needed to survive.
Taking a deep breath, the blonde gave a slow nod. "A-all right. We, we can do that sensual play. It doesn't sound unpleasant, and if it's safe, then I'll at least try it."
Kanda simply stared at her for a moment before giving a nod of his own. He was too hungry to try and think of anything else she might agree to tonight. Still, if they were going to do this, he needed to prepare. Kanda was nothing if not a perfectionist when it came to two things: Fighting, and sex. "It's 'sensation', but close enough. Have you eaten dinner yet?" he asked.
Ryanna was a bit surprised and confused by his question, but shook her head no. 'What's that got to do with anything?' she asked herself.
"Head downstairs, grab a small dinner. Take a bath, do what you need to in order to get yourself ready for this," the Incubus instructed. It was more of a request than an order, which surprised Kanda. He chalked it up to his hunger getting the better of him and nothing more.
Ryanna watched him before standing up from her bed. "All right. How long do you need to get ready then?" she asked.
"Let's say an hour. Maybe an hour and a half, depending on how much energy I can use in my current state," Kanda replied honestly. He hoped that would be long enough to gather a bit more strength for what he intended to do. "But before that," he added, reaching out and taking her hand. The Incubus calmly shut his eyes, focusing as he began to read through her mind and aura carefully. A simple demonic technique to discover more of the girl's more preferred choices. Favorite scents, tastes, and the like. Thankfully, all of the girl's choices were easy enough to get a hold of.
"Take your time. If you rush, then you'll stress yourself out," he added as he let go of Ryanna's hand and opened his eyes. "I want you to be relaxed."
Ryanna just studied the male demon for a few moments. "Okay. I'll, I'll go grab some pizza, then hop in a bath." Her face turned pink as she moved over to her dresser and pulled out some fresh underwear (the only black pair she had), and her 'sexiest' nightgown. Afterwards, she left her room to leave the Incubus to get ready, as he had instructed.
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Seventy-five minutes later…
Ryanna stood outside of her bedroom, dressed in her nightgown, a satin-like black, spaghetti-strap nightgown that reached down to just above her knees, and doing her best to keep calm. Even though she felt as though she was failing miserably at it. Still, she had to remind herself that it wasn't as though she was going to lose her virginity. It was going to be her first sexual experience to be sure, that much she couldn't deny. But she wasn't going to, as her brother might put it so crudely, pop her cherry. The blonde forced herself to recall the past hour to try and remain calm, raising a hand and knocking on the door to alert Kanda that she was outside and waiting.
She'd reheated at least two slices of leftover pizza, deciding against a third slice at the last minute. After that she had taken a long, hot bath, as Kanda had suggested. She even used one of her 'spring garden' scented mini-bath bombs to try and help not only relax but hopefully make herself more appealing to her demonic boyfriend. For added, extra measure, the blonde had even taken the time to remove any excess hair from her lower body and legs with some Veet. Last thing she wanted was any potential chance of Kanda making a rude comment about her being hairy.
A moment passed before her bedroom door opened, revealing her bedroom to be dimly, but rather romantically, lit with candles. Ryanna was genuinely surprised at the sight. "W-wow."
The other thing that stunned the human teen was that Kanda was shirtless and once again wearing his own pants. It took everything that Ryanna had to not blush crimson again. "Not getting cold feet are you?" Kanda asked, a smirk on his lips. Ryanna wasn't sure if it was meant to be smug or seductive, or maybe even both.
"No. I'm not. I can do this," she replied, puffing out her cheeks ever so slightly in annoyance, earning a chuckle from the demon.
"I'm glad to hear that," he said in a gentle whisper in her ear, leading her over to the bed. The mortal noticed one of her family beach towels spread over her bed, probably to help clean up any possible messes that could result from the night's activities.
'He's really thought of everything,' she thought to herself. It took her a few minutes to notice that the candles were actually scented, slowly taking in the rich but not overpowering smell of roses and cherry blossoms. "Scented candles?" she asked, looking at Kanda as she slowly sat down on her bed.
"It will help with the entire experience. Besides that, I know that you enjoy those particular floral scents. So it shouldn't be a problem," Kanda said, standing in front of her while watching her form carefully. After a moment, he held out a hand to the mortal female. "Do you trust me? What we will be doing is completely controlled, but it can very easily seem like it isn't. If you need to, we can use a safeword, so that I'll know when to stop completely."
The notion of even needing a 'safeword' caused the blonde to blush, despite herself. Still, she was once again touched that Kanda was being kind and considerate about the entire ordeal. Somehow, it put some pressure on her to make this a good experience for them both. Her violet eyes glanced at his hand, not sure if she should take it or not. "I trust you, Kanda."
Her words caused the Incubus to give a small nod, creating a silk scarf in his hand. Deep violet in color, with images of cherry trees in bloom with golden yellow and orange butterflies among the flowers. Truly, it was a sight to behold. Calmly, the demon folded it and moved to blindfold the human girl. "Don't worry. I won't make it too tight that it hurts," he assured her.
"Aquarius." Ryanna said, trying not to move as Kanda covered her eyes with the scarf-blindfold.
"Excuse me?"
"The, the safeword. We can use 'Aquarius'. Is that a problem?" Ryanna asked, feeling her heart pounding faster already.
Kanda just shook his head, even though his girlfriend couldn't see it with her eyes covered. "No. That's fine. It's better to use a word that won't come up easily during the activities. But why that one?"
"It's a song I like [1], for one. Also, it was just the first thing that popped into my head. It's not my zodiac, so I wouldn't say it as much as I would 'Scorpio'. So, that can work, right?" Ryanna asked him.
Kanda watched her and gave a nod, again unseen by his girlfriend. "No, that's fine. Not too tight?" he questioned, fixing the scarf in place. He could feel himself starting to get hungry. They needed to do this soon, or he could very well pass out again. That was the last thing either of them needed right now.
"No. It's fine," Ryanna assured him, gripping the towel and sheets beneath her. "W-what next?"
"Just relax. You can lay down," Kanda told her, helping her lay on her bed and get comfortable. Slowly, tenderly, the Incubus began to remove the girl's nightgown, his dark eyes taking in the form of her body. "Let's get this out of the way. You can keep your underwear on, if you feel more comfortable that way."
"Y-yeah. I think the panties stay on, for now," Ryanna said, blushing bright red as she tried to get comfortable and relax while the demon skillfully undressed her. She could hear her heart pounding like a drum in her ears. In the back of her mind, she was extremely glad her parents and brother were not home. Otherwise, she might've been grounded until she graduated college.
"Well, what will it be first? Something tempered or a texture?" Kanda asked. Carefully, he sat down on the bed next to his mortal lover. How long had it been since he had actually done this, he asked himself in the back of his mind. Too long, was the response he got not long after.
The question caused a silence to settle between them for a few minutes. Ryanna considered both options, and debated on what she felt more courageous to try. Something with a temperature meant heat or cold. Neither were appealing to the blonde for the moment. "T-texture. I, I guess," she responded finally. She hated that she kept stuttering. Normally she wasn't so nervous. Hell, their conversation during their first meeting was enough to signify that.
Ryanna could hear Kanda moving, could feel his weight shifting on her bed as he did so, getting whatever he planned to use first. Through it all, she thought back to how much they snapped at one another and argued that morning. How much Kanda insulted her and how she tried to get him riled up as payback. She noticed the irony of how the day turned out. When she summoned Kanda, she was so scared that she screamed to the point the demon had to knock her out and put her to bed. Then after lunch, Kanda passed out from hunger and she was the one to put him to bed.
Funny how things could work out in such a way.
A gasp escaped her lips as she felt something small and soft touch her cheek, snapping her out of her internal thoughts.
"Relax. It's just a rose petal," Kanda assured her, bringing said petal to just under her nose and allowing her to inhale the scent to be certain.
A flower petal was the last thing she expected from the Incubus. But Ryanna was glad all the same. She loved roses and their distinctive scent.
"Keep going," she said in a soft voice, not quite a whisper but close enough.
Kanda smirked ever so slightly as he heard her 'order'. In a very light fashion, he traced the flower petal across her cheek, then did the same on the other cheek. He rotated between them for a few minutes before slowly moving down her neck and to her collarbone. His smirk grew every so often, seeing Ryanna's body twitch lightly from his actions as he used the petal to tease her.
After another few minutes, he removed the petal and began to lightly tickle her skin with a feather, smirking some more as he saw her trying not to laugh from the sensation. The Incubus made a mental note to see how much she could handle at another time. It honestly surprised him that he was enjoying himself during all of this. A part of him tried to remember the last time he took his time with a 'lover'.
When he finished teasing her with the feather, he moved onto trying hot wax. He made sure that it was not scalding, checking that it was just above human body temperature so that it wouldn't leave any unwanted, unintentional burns. Fire was nothing to him, but Kanda knew that wasn't the case for humans. He had to be careful with his lovers.
The wax slipped from the container in a semi smooth stream, trailing warmed splatters of wax across her stomach. With the container and a finger, he gently shaped and controlled the wax, drawing elaborate patterns. Attentively his eyes memorized every little twitch of her body, every flinch, every shudder. The almost wicked smile bloomed on his face as he felt the energy rising at his ministration. It had seemed an eternity, waiting for the warmed wax to fully congeal upon the pale flesh of his young lover. Leaving the wax to the side for a moment he retrieved a single ice cube and traced it along the contours of his elaborate wax art.
A rather loud gasp escaped the mortal woman as she felt first the heat of the wax, then the drastic change in temperature in the ice cube across her skin. A part of her wanted to protest about it, but Ryanna said nothing, only moaning his name ever so softly, giving her approval of his actions despite her initial displeasure about it. Strange as it was, it was exciting all the same.
A thrill ran through him. This was one of those moments that his pride got the better of him at. The soft utterance of his name proved she was fading quickly to the pleasure he created. Quietly, he removed his ice cube from her skin and leaned back to admire his handiwork.
The still air settled around them. This was the starting point the build of sweet anticipation. Producing another silk scarf, the Incubus trailed it over his waxen design causing a sharp contrast between the now unmoving wax and the smooth fluid sensation of the scarf. Taking care with this one, the demon slowly, agonizingly tied her thighs closed. Not tightly, but enough to remind him to resist the sweet temptation that lay in wait there. 'Another time,' he kept telling himself as he forced himself to focus on the now, and the woman beneath him.
Leaning forward, he allowed his tongue to move on the bare patches of skin while his hand traced a smooth wooden 'ball' along her skin letting its smooth firm, but cool sensation contrast with the soft warmth of his tongue. It may have been slow going but he could be patient in the perfection of his art.
Kanda could feel her skin tingling with the energy he needed and even now the small shocks of pleasure were beginning to strengthen him. He then nipped ever so lightly at a spot just below her breast, not hard enough to hurt but enough to give her the delicious sensation change. Feeling her body tremble at his touches, Kanda let his hand roam, seeking pressure points on her body ones that would take her over and beyond the crest of passion. When he located the spots he was searching for, he applied small amounts of pressure, increasing the amount of pleasure the girl felt from all of this.
Ryanna couldn't help but release a low moan of pure delight and desire. Blindfolded and bound, it was strange but exciting all the same. Even more so, it felt as though her body was turning into fire. As though her very core was turning into a raging inferno that threatened to go out of control at any moment. And Kanda did nothing but stoke that fire inside of her. As such, it didn't take much effort or much longer before she was sent over the edge.
The human girl saw stars behind her blindfold, a deep throaty gasp escaping her lips. It was a feeling she couldn't describe other than 'blissful'. From what she had always read, when a woman reached her orgasm, it was always loud and vocal. Ryanna had been surprised at how quiet she had been when she reached her climax. Not that she dwelt on the thought for long. The entire experience was taxing, even if she hadn't experienced 'normal' intercourse just yet. She was tired, and was more than sure that was normal. A smile crossed her lips as she drifted off into a blissful sleep.
Kanda couldn't help but admire his work, his dark eyes fixed on his new lover. He watched her chest lightly rise and fall with her breathing in her sleep. 'For a virgin, she has a lot of sexual energy,' he thought to himself, carefully redressing the blonde mortal in her undergarments and nightgown before tucking her under her sheets, removing the towel and tossing it into a laundry hamper. It wasn't completely uncommon for a virgin to have built up sexual energies. What was a bit surprising was just how much Ryanna had, despite her seemingly disdain for the idea.
The taste of her energy was somewhat different too. All humans had their own unique taste. Some demons might compare them to different spices in terms of flavor. Or a type of beverage, depending on which demon you asked and what human they indulged in.
To Kanda, Ryanna's energy reminded him of a type of tea. Not overly strong, but with a distinctive taste. Somewhat cherry-flavored, with a touch of a distinct rose-flavor and scent. He could even detect a bit of cranberry in that mixture. A somewhat odd mix to be sure, but to Kanda, in that respect he wasn't surprised. Ryanna was an odd girl.
'I guess she isn't so bad, for a human. But she's still a pain in the ass,' Kanda thought to himself, making himself comfortable on the floor near her bed before quickly falling fast asleep.
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Well, there you have it, folks. The first intimate moment between the new couple, without going all the way. I'll be honest that I have no expertise with this sort of thing in reality, so I had to look for other sources and outside help. Which, a BIG thanks once again to my best friend-Soul Sister Arien for helping me with parts of this, and to my Beta Wings for helping to keep reminding me to get this done.
You may have noticed that I'm trying a sort of different writing style in this and will be using it for the rest of the fic. I hadn't realized before just how cluttered my paragraphs get when I post them online, so I'm hoping this will work better.
[1] The song in question is Aquarius by Within Temptation. They're an epic band and you should check out not only that song but some of their other ones. Chances are I'll be using and referencing more in future chapters.
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