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This chapter is about twice as long, with more lemons so be warned.
NightlyRowenTree: I thought the same thing, I mean I like Adam but I don't know how I felt about her ending up with him. There are so many different characters that I enjoyed. Anyways, I did stuck with Adam being her mate because I do have a soft spot for him but many other characters will be involved. Samuel shows up more later on but it gets super complicated with him and I haven't decided if he will be good or bad so to speak.. I had no idea where I was going to take this story when I started, it just sort of flows when I write.
I hope you all enjoy it!
My phone rang and I opened my eyes. I tried to move but I was sore. Why was I sore? Oh yeah, Stefan. I smiled. Maybe it hadn't been smart, but it had been fun.
I reached out for my phone. It was Adam. "Hello," I yawned.
"I didn't see you come home but I see that your van is parked in your driveway so I assumed you'd made it. Jessie is visiting her mother for the weekend. I can send the wolves home too. Want to go out tonight?"
Jessie was with her mother? That was rare. That woman wasn't exactly stable, going through guys like water, but it was her mother she I guessed she had a right to visit her. I wondered what kind of threat Adam had issued to her before Jessie went to visit.
I smiled. "Of course."
All day at while working at my garage I thought about my date with Adam, it was something to look forward to. Gabriel helped me with the car I was working on as much as he could. He didn't know much about the fixing part but he knew the tools so he was handy. I tried to teach him whenever I could.
We chatted throughout the day about non-trivial things. For once I was glad there wasn't anything attacking the pack, my friends, or me. It made life easier, I thought. I'd stay away from Seattle and Blackwood.
I didn't think much about what had happened with Stefan the night before. Adam had a way of consuming my thoughts sometimes, especially when I hadn't seem him in a couple days and we had a date planned.
At 4:40, I sent Gabriel home and scrubbed my hands in the bathroom in my garage. I wondered where Adam and I would go tonight. I thought about what to wear as I closed up the garage at 5 and drove home. Samuel wasn't home yet.
Standing naked and freshly showered in front of my closet I settled on a black dress. I never usually wore it because it was tight and short, but not too short that it would make me uncomfortable all night. I let my hair flow down because I knew that's how Adam liked it best.
There was a knock at my front door and slipping on black flats, I went to answer it. As soon as I opened the door Adam frowned at me. "You smell like Stefan."
What? I'd taken two showers since last night and I'd been at the garage all day. His eyes narrowed and he turned around and strode back to his SUV. I followed him and got into the passenger seat. Adam looked angry and I kept silent. An angry werewolf was never a good thing.
Why had I thought last night was a good idea? Why had I thought Adam would understand? My body had wanted it so much that I hadn't been thinking right. Had I ruined my relationship with Adam? I was silently starting to panic.
He turned and pulled the car into his driveway, guess we weren't going on our date. I played with the hem of my black dress in the silence that stretched. The car stopped in front of the house and Adam got out and came around my side of the SUV. He opened my door and stood waiting. Nervously, I got out and when my feet touched gravel, he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder and carried me into the house.
I gasped when he'd done it, but remained quiet and still. I hadn't been able to see his eyes so I didn't know if it was Adam or the wolf that was in charge. My question was answered when he tossed me onto the couch and I looked up into his eyes that weren't yellow. So this was Adam. I pushed myself up into a sitting position.
"You smell like Stefan," He repeated and I'd realized it had been the only thing he'd said since I opened my front door. I fidgeted and he spoke again, "Did you sleep with Stefan." It was posed as a question, but the way he said it sounded like a statement.
I dropped my head; you don't look a dominant wolf in the eyes. Sometimes I did it anyways because I was his mate and I knew I could get away with it. It was something I did because I didn't like to be controlled and he knew it. Tonight I didn't dare, so I just nodded in shame.
He dropped to his knees in front of the couch and it made me jump. "Why?" He sounded sad and desperate, almost frantic. When I didn't say anything he grabbed my shoulders and shook me a little.
"I don't know!" I yelled at him. I was scared and I knew he could smell it. "We did a blood exchange because Blackwood fed on me and it was the only way to break it. Stefan is better than that other creepy vampire and… it was sort of intimate, it just happened in the moment, it wasn't like we planned it. I got caught up in it and I guess I thought…." But I couldn't finish.
Adam's voice was quiet but it scared me to death. "You thought what?"
"I thought you wouldn't mind," It was lame, I know. I spoke it so quietly that a human wouldn't have heard but Adam was a werewolf. He heard.
He sat on the floor in front of me and his forehead dropped to rest on my legs. He didn't speak so I did. "Stefan is different, you know that. You even like him. He's not like the other vampires, he cares." I was desperate but I didn't really understand why I'd done it so I was just rambling. "He knows I'm your mate, he's not trying to steal me." Or maybe he was, he had yelled 'mine'. I frowned at the back of Adam's head.
Adam heard the doubt in my own voice and he laughed but it was harsh. "He knows he can't steal you because we're mated, but he does love you Mercy." His head jerked up and his eyes were yellow. "But you're mine." He stood up and grabbed me, throwing me over his shoulder for the second time in less than ten minutes and carried me up the stairs to our bedroom.
He tossed me onto the bed and was on top of me before I could even blink. His mouth found mine and he kissed me possessively and began ripping off my clothes. I was amused for a moment, remembering how Stefan had been careful with my clothes and Adam was being anything but. My poor black dress.
He got up, removed his own clothes and then he was back. He pinned me to the bed and raised my hands above my head, holding them there with one of his hands. He spit on his other hand and I couldn't figure out why until he rubbed it over his erect member and then pushed it inside of me.
I cried out, half with pain and half with pleasure. He began to fuck me hard, pounding me into the bed and I couldn't move. My lower half was pinned under his weight and my hands were pinned above my head by one of his hands. His other hand grabbed one of my breasts and he squeezed hard. I yelped but there was too much pleasure in the sound and he didn't stop. Maybe he wouldn't have anyway.
My eyes met his yellow ones. He growled viciously and I looked away. Don't stare down the Alpha Werewolf, especially when he was franticly fucking you.
His rhythm never stopped, never got gentler. He just pounded me into the mattress and even if I wasn't pinned I couldn't have moved. If I felt like Jello last night, it had nothing on this. I relaxed and let Adam assault me like this. I tried to move my hips to meet his when he thrust, it didn't work much, but I tried.
I was screaming and moaning. I was in heaven. We'd never had sex like this before and I found that I enjoyed it very much. Adam's hand left my breasts and he grabbed ahold of my hair and pulled.
My head jerked in the direction he pulled and I moaned out his name as a huge orgasm rocketed my body but Adam didn't stop. I took a huge breath, pulling air into my lungs to tried to relax as my body shivered from the orgasm and then I smelled Stefan.
Adam growled and his weight lifted off me, off the whole bed. I blinked and looked around the bedroom, dazed. He stood at the foot of the bed naked, breathing hard, his erection still hard and stiff. Stefan stood against the wall a few feet away. I knew the wolf was in control of Adam and it frightened me that Stefan was standing so close when Adam knew.
Stefan's eyes met mine and I thought I'd remembered a brief touch in my mind a few minutes ago. My bond with Stefan was new and I hadn't learned to recognize him yet but in that moment I knew it had been him. His eyes looked concerned as he stared at me.
"Stefan, leave," I managed to find my voice. His eyes swept over my naked body.
Adam growled louder and took a step towards Stefan. I sat up and summoned as much of my alpha voice as I could, drawing from Adam's own power. "NO!" Adam froze in place and even Stefan flinched from the power of the Alpha demand in my voice. I was surprised it'd worked; Adam stopped. Or maybe he was just surprised that I'd done it. That made two of us.
Adam's head turned to look at me, his yellow eyes slowly fading back to normal. We stared at each other and I saw his expression soften. "Can we share?"
I have no idea what even possessed me to say that simple sentence. Maybe it was because I was horny, crazed and half scared for Stefan. Maybe I'm just stupid. It did however, have the opposite reaction I was expecting.
Adam turned to look at Stefan and after what seemed like a long time said, "You don't kiss her on the mouth." It was a simple statement and I sat there shocked. Even Stefan looked surprised but he nodded and stripped his clothes. He moved to the edge of the bed and looked at Adam avoiding his eyes, who gave a small nod but stayed standing at the end of the bed watching, his erection still hard. My eyes strayed to Adam.
Stefan crawled onto the bed and over to me and he smiled before he dipped his head and I felt his tongue lick my clit. I moaned loudly, laying back down and grabbed at the sheets beneath me as his tongue began doing some amazing things that would never have been possible if he were human. His tongue was fast as it lapped and flicked at my clit and I came hard, moaning and gasping for breath.
Stefan didn't dare glance at Adam in case he changed his mind as he positioned himself over me and slid his already hard member into me. It wasn't as thick as Adam's I noticed but it may have been a little longer. I started moaning again as he began thrusting.
I was still watching Adam as he just stood there and observed us. I watched him come closer, finally. The bed dipped and he reached out and turned my head towards his face. His eyes were yellow again and his lips met mine. He claimed my mouth with his tongue and I succumbed to him. Stefan's hips gyrated into mine over and over and I moved against him, meeting his thrusts as best I could. He didn't speak or make a sound and I wondered if he knew exactly how dangerous this was for all of us.
Adam released my mouth and then his cock was there. I hesitated and he pushed it past my lips into my mouth. "Watch your teeth," he said quietly and I heard the predatory note in his tone. He began to gently fuck my mouth and I tried my best to lick and suck but I'd never done this before. He'd never forced me to. I was glad I could breath out of my nose.
Stefan was watching carefully but he didn't stop his thrusts that had suddenly become deeper. I got the sense that he was enjoying this, though he knew the wolf was in charge and I knew he'd protect me if he needed to. I could trust Stefan because Adam was right; Stefan loved me. If Adam's wolf tried to hurt me, Stefan would protect me.
With the sensation of sex combined with Adam in my mouth, another orgasm soon ripped through me and I became limp with satisfaction. Adam pulled out of mouth. "Mine," was all he said but Stefan immediately pulled out of me and stepped onto the floor, moving back a step.
Adam rolled onto the bed on his back and pulled me on top of him. Sinking his member back inside of me for the second time tonight, he grabbed my hips and started thrusting up while pulling me down. I knew Stefan stood somewhere behind me but I couldn't see him, only sense him watching.
After a while, I felt him behind me when the bed dipped under his weight. He started rubbing my back softly and it made me relax. I jerked when I felt wet fingers slid into my rear end but he started whispering things into my ear and it made me relax again. I could trust him. Adam slowed his thrusts, barely moving.
Stefan took his time stretching me and after a long time, I felt his member against my arse and he slid inside. He stopped and so did Adam as they let me adjust and I'm glad they did because it hurt. I gasped and Stefan resumed his soothing words and his hands moved over the tender spots on my body. The pain eased and Adam began thrusting again, thought I noticed Stefan didn't. He was still giving me time to adjust to the feeling. I also got the sense he was using the bond we shared to ease my pain and calm me down but I wasn't going to complain about it.
"Are you okay, love?" It was Stefan's voice in my ear and I nodded. Somehow I was. I was in bed with both of my men and I was happy.
Adam's phone began to ring but it was somewhere on the floor and we all ignored it. It rang three more times before my own phone rang. It was on the bed; I looked around. Stefan began to thrust slowly and carefully.
I managed to snatch my phone. The display said Darryl. He'd likely felt Adam's anger earlier and if we ignored him he was bound to show up. I answer and snapped, "What?"
"Everything okay? Adam…" He trailed off, obviously hearing our smacking bodies and moans and the ragid breathing.
"Were in bed, leave us alone." I snapped again and ended the call, tossing my phone aside.
Both my men were thrusting harder now and I collapsed forward into Adam's chest. Stefan leaned over me a bit. They were thrusting in rhythm with each other and I couldn't do anything but moan and scream out their names in turn. My body was on fire and I basked in the pleasure of it.
"Adam!" I moaned out. Stefan's hand lightly brushed my shoulder and the feathery touch made me shiver, "Oh, Stefan!"
Adam was grunting as he thrust into me, his hands on my hips, face buried in my hair. Stefan was silent, but he didn't need to breathe. One hand was on my shoulder, the other roamed my body from my butt to my neck, soft and tender.
"Adam, can I taste her?" Stefan's words confused me. He'd already tasted me. Adam took a while to answer, never slowing his thrusts, and then he said, "Yes. But not long." His voice was low and husky.
Stefan's fangs sunk into my neck and I suddenly understood. A feeling of ecstasy shot through my body and the biggest orgasm I'd had yet exploded within me. Adam moaned out loudly and came, gripping me painfully but I didn't care. Stefan came in my arse. Adam and I were panting hard. Stefan withdrew his fangs from my neck and licked the wound like he had the night before to seal it. He gently pulled himself out and rolled over, laying on his back beside Adam.
Adam had to help me off of him, I could hardly move. He lifted me up and I nestled myself between them. I faced Adam, laying my head on his chest and he stroked my hair gently. Stefan turned and spooned me, his arm wrapping around my waist.
None of us moved or spoke. I didn't want to break the magic that had happened here. It wasn't real magic of course but somehow I'd gotten them both to share me. I was considering that magic.
There was a knock of the bedroom door and we all jumped, startled as the door opened. Ben's face appeared and then he froze, shock and confusion clearly etched into his face. Adam sat up with a jerk and I slid off him. He growled so fiercely that Ben dropped to the floor, turning his head and making his neck available to Adam in a show of submission.
Adam stood and strode over to Ben and the anger in his voice was unmistakable. "Why are you here?" Adam had sent the wolves home. We'd been so wrapped up in our activities that we hadn't heard anyone enter the house. Stefan and I sat on the bed watching and he pulled the blankets up to cover my naked body.
"We felt your anger and Darryl tried to call, when he couldn't after a couple tries he sent me over while he tried again." Ben's voice was quiet and weak. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to, I…" He looked up and me and Stefan and then at Adam's feet. "I didn't know what was going on or I wouldn't have."
Adam had let Ben speak without interrupting. I didn't know if he was thinking of how to explain this or if he was just too angry. "Ben." Adam's voice was demanding and I felt the pack power behind his words. "You tell no one."
Ben nodded. He was bright red in the face with embarrassment. "You know I won't." He looked up at me again. "I'm sorry." I nodded once.
"Go downstairs. Wait for me." Adam said quietly. Ben left the room, closing the door. Adam sat down at the edge of the bed and placed his head in his hands, covering his face. "What have I done? How could I have allowed this?"
"Hey," I muttered and moved closer to him. "I wanted this, it was my fault. You love me Adam, I can feel how much and I used that to my advantage."
He shook his head but he sighed and didn't speak.
"I really enjoyed it…." I was smiling. I whispered the next part so quietly I knew only the two men next to me could hear it, "You enjoyed it too. Both of you. Both of my men."
Adam turned and looked at me, his eyes his own, then at Stefan who had remained quiet. His eyes avoided Adam's and I was glad he knew how to play the werewolf dominance games. He smiled a little and said, "Stefan, I don't like to share, but I don't think I have a choice after this." His eyes met mine and I held them so he knew I wasn't giving in. "But I ask that you ask my permission first. She is my mate and I don't mind…" he struggled with the last word, "But I need to know about it. And don't kiss her on the mouth," he reminded Stefan.
Stefan nodded. "That seems fair. I can do that."
Adam nodded a reply, muttered, "Shower" and left for the bathroom.
I sighed and Stefan chuckled. I looked at him and he poked me in the ribs. "Happy little coyote."
I smiled. "I am."
I showered in the bathroom down the hall and when I returned to the bedroom I wasn't surprised to find that Stefan wasn't there, but Adam was still in the shower. I frowned but decided to give him some time to work this all out in his head.
I dressed and headed downstairs. Ben was sitting on the couch in the main room talking with a fully clothed Stefan. This surprised me a little bit. I walked past them on my way to the kitchen and caught Ben's eye. He winked at me and I threw him a dirty look as I passed. Ben chuckled.
I started puling out pans from the cupboards and ingredients from the fridge. I wasn't a very good cook but I could do eggs, I was going to make us breakfast for dinner.
As I pulled out pancake mix from the cupboard Stefan walked up behind me and kissed my head. "I'm heading out, love." I nodded and he did his disappearing act.
Ben walked into the kitchen and sat down at a bar stool at the center island. He whistled and grinned. "I don't know how you do it, Mercy." He winked at me again and I threw the spatula I'd just gotten out at him. He grabbed it out of the air and handed it back to me. "No, really, I'm impressed." Ben continued. I looked up at him and he was smiling but it was playful. He was trying not to make this awkward in the only way he knew how.
I leaned a hip against the island and smiled. "I know right? Who knew it would work out so good." Ben laughed louder and I started making the pancake batter.
"Let me help," Ben insisted and he took over the pancakes while I made eggs and fried up some bacon.
Adam came down the stairs slowly and I worried while Ben and I worked. He came into the kitchen and wearily watched Ben for a while. Ben and I had started a conversation about old classic cars and eventually Adam relaxed. I caught his eye and smiled at him, he smiled back.
"It smells good." He said when Ben and I had paused in our conversation. "I didn't know Ben could cook." There was a teasing gleam in his eye, he wanted to get past what had happened earlier too. He was trying to break the tension between him and Ben like I'd already done with Ben myself. I also suspected that he was trying to stay calm and trying not to punish Ben for coming back to the house. Darryl was Adam's second in command and it was Darryl who had sent Ben; it wasn't Ben's fault.
Ben laughed again. "Lots of things you don't know I suppose, boss." He said boss with a western accent like Warren sometimes used. We all laughed.
Adam's phone rang somewhere upstairs. It was probably still on the bedroom floor. I grabbed our dirty plates and rinsed them in the sink while he went to answer it. When he came back down, Ben was helping me clean up our mess in the kitchen.
"I have to go away on business for a few days, I leave Monday." He frowned at us. This didn't surprise me; Adam often had to leave for business. It was either for his security company or keeping the peace between the government and the werewolves. He usually left we with werewolf bodyguards because trouble seemed to find me and I was his mate, his need to keep me protected was strong.
He just stood there with that frown looking at Ben. When he finally spoke, it was hesitant. "I can't…leave her with just anyone. She smells like Stefan."
Ben looked at me with a frown too. "Well, she has a blood bond with Stefan right? He mentioned it," he explained when I looked at him. "It could be explained by that."
"Yeah but I smelled it the day after." He looked a little uncomfortable again.
"You're also the alpha, you're sense of smell is sharper, the alpha in you makes your senses more sharp, just like when you can take power from us." Ben said, "I smell sex, but I also smell you, I would assume you two had just…" he paused with a grin. "But we could keep her guard light. Me, and if she says home, Samuel."
"Samuel works though, " Adam argued. "I'll have to send someone else too."
"Warren," I said, "We can trust Warren."
Adam chuckled. "Yes. When he's not working, I guess Warren will do."
I will try to update one every day, I've gotten distracted with real life things the past few days and I haven't written. I do still have a couple more chapters that are finished and I'll keep trying to post daily, or every other day while I continue to right more.
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