Chapter 3
A garden with flowers and butterfly's water statues knights in armour with their swords everything is so beautiful I walk around looking good at the ponds with the Japanese fish and the tulips and roses and daisies everything feels surreal how can such an evil place with evil people be so beautiful I walk towards a peddle path amongst trees and hesitate for only a second before walking down it the sun is still shinning bright enough to see but everything is dimmer I walk slowly listening to birds these woods remind me of forks smells of Jacob oh I miss him my best friend who was with me through everything helped me so much my sun who too away the clouds and darkness and filled the hollowness inside me nearly made me better I laugh out load at the dirt bikes and the love chair and going to see a movie with Mike before he was a I stop myself those thoughts can't enter my head here no one can take them from me but I should leave them buried I see a small path man made like someone walks through it I turn to see where it takes me the terrain isn't for my sneakers but I keep going 5 minutes later and I'm at a clearing full with flowers surrounded but tall trees a hiding place I stand in the middle and lay down and imaging my life with Edward the birthdays and thanksgivings the Christmases the animal hunting maybe if he would change me maybe he would have one day when he realised he couldn't live without me eventually isn't this life full of eventuallys isn't it ironic how life works out and you get what you want just not the way you wanted it I hear it then the cracking of something not far from me but when I look around nothing there well not that I can see I take another look around and still nothing I lay back down thinking of me as a vampire in the volturi what it would be like crack I heard it again I keep my eyes closed "go away whoever that is" I say irritated I wanted quiet I wanted my space to think "no no you go away this is my place" the voice says teasingly
I open my eyes to see the blond haired vampire smiling at me he's not standing he's on his knees beside me wearing jeans and a tight top which looks weird on him I've only seen them in the black cloak and that weird dark outfit his blonde hair reaches his chin and his smile widens I move to get up and leave as I catch his eyes looking daring at me I'm standing not sure how to get back out I look around as he sits down beside where I was sitting what way did I come in I look at the ground trying to find traces of my footsteps but their is non I look at him going to ask him what way but he just smiles again at me that scary confident evil smile he pats the place beside him I stand "how do I leave what way" I say to him "sit down and I'll show you the way" he says without the smile this time something genuine truly passes his eyes so I sit knees to my chest and my arms wrapped around them staring at the trees that just look of now and forever my future
"you where very entertaining In their aro was somewhat shocked he laughs a little amused a soft chuckle "he hasn't been spoken to like that in century's never mind someone turning and leaving him standing but that curtsey oh that was great" he laughs a full loud laugh showing all his teeth I couldn't help my small giggle that came from me heat rose to my cheeks and he was lying on the ground staring at the sky small amount of sparkles dancing off his face his eyes closed I'm guessing as a vampire you don't need to worry about danger but I lay down about a feet from him and closed my eyes I'm laying in the sun with an evil vampire while my love of my life is heartbroken and gone would I see him again would he join the volturi a tear slips down my cheek to late to stop it and I'm holding my breath wishing the tears away I feel a cold finger wiping it away I open my eyes and see him so close to me "it's not so bad here you know" I make a horrible grunt and he laughs "your hard to read you know" he says "I've been told a lot" I reply to him "but people still want your blood more" he says honestly I look at him but he isn't smiling his eyes are looking at the ground I lay back down and close my eyes and let the sun wash the heat over me let it take everything away