Chapter 4
I open my eyes it's dark the blond haired vampire is standing at the edge of the clearing I must of fell asleep I sit up and he turns to me "I was going to wake you but" I smile a little "it's ok it felt nice out here" I say realising I actually meant it surprised I stand and look around everything is dark and scary the trees are not beautiful as it was in the sun but creepy and the wind blowing them makes it creak and crack "how do I get back" I say a little sheepishly he looks at me his red eyes has gone darker he's thirsty they remind me off Edwards the first day we met I walk towards him and he steps away from the clearing I follow a few steps back through the man made grass to the path and back to the halls he stops a feet from me and stands I stop and cant move I don't understand why is a man so evil being so nice to me I'm confused the volturi are evil they tried to kill Edward the pain in my chest made by the thought of his name kills me "goodnight" I say as I pass him I'm confused are the volturi evil or just seen that way by others who just see them from the outside I turn back to him but he's gone and a small ache in my chest has came to me what is wrong with me why am I so concerned for a person who is evil he kills people innocent people but that will be me soon
I hear echoes behind me and turn Maria stops just ahead from me not looking at me but at my legs
"a bath is drawn and a meal is set out for you miss Swan" she says I just nodded and follow her to my room
The bath is hot and bubbly and a few candelabras are lit around the room i sit down in the bath and can smell lavender and maybe rose I lay down letting my head rest on the water just at my temples and close my eyes alice where are you can you see me "I love you Edward" I whisper almost to myself it hurts saying it but can alice see me and be able to tell Edward how I feel I miss Carlisles gentle smile and esmes heart alice and jasper and emmett and surprisingly rosalie I miss them all is Charlie safe and where is Victoria did she return she will come to get me will i be safe here so many questions and no answers I sit up what if aro allows her to kill me after Edward and alice join him Edward wouldn't join him unless he knows I'm safe but I can't let him join I stand up and reach for a towel rapping it around me and stepping out the bath I give myself a quick dry and pull a comb through my hair and pull it up in a elastic and throw on Jammys Maria put out for me and head back to my bed
I wake to the sunlight bright and high in the sky it can't be late I pull my covers back over my head and close my eyes again pain on my temples and I hear rumbling I sigh to myself I know I need to get up and dressed and eat at that thought my stomach rumbles loudly again what will I do for eternity walk around a castle and never leave I left all my possessions and Charlie poor Charlie oh Renee what has he told her what has Edward told them if he just knew I was safe well sort of safe at least and Jacob he will hate me forever we sped away from him in Carlisle car and never returned has the pack assumed I'm dead and the Cullen broken the treaty will their be war or has the Cullens stayed away from forks altogether
"miss swan aro would like to see you" Maria says interrupting my thoughts completely I sit up in bed seeing her now standing head looking at the floor and hair covering her face
"I'm up" I announce loudly and very rudely feeling a pang of guilt now that I have said it i lift the clothes that are layed out on a marble table and go to the bathroom where I change brush my teeth and splash water on my face but now that I'm looking in the mirror my face has grown paler than usual and my hair is broken at the end how can I look so different within a few days I quickly dry my face and meet Maria at my door she still isn't looking at me I follow her down the hall as the large doors open I see aro on his throne with the dark haired vampire and blonde vampire on either side of him