A/n - So very sorry for the wait... all I ever seem to do recently is apologise and make excuses for not writing, I'm having some weird problems (again) *yay* and I just haven't cared about any of this, I'm still getting the headaches and I can't concentrate for long amounts of time, even though I try, I really do. Some days I feel really low and can't think or function properly. (So if you notice the chapters getting smaller, that's why.). But this story is something I need to do, and hopefully I'll be getting my act together soon, and I'll try to carry on writing until then. I'm so sorry for being such a drama queen, I'm not trying to seek attention I just want to let you know what's going on. As always, review, favourite and enjoy the chapter... ~ R. (P.S, did anyone see Orange is the New Black season 2? It was so good right, Taystee and Poussey (Episode 4) ... no words.) (P.P.S, HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYBODY!" I wish I could make it to London Pride, but I live 60 miles away, and I can't afford the travel fees. I might make it to Brighton Pride but I'm not sure.)
"Get off me!" JJ wailed playfully, her arms flailing in attempt to remove her girlfriend from on top of her.
"You know what?" Emily started, bringing her face down to make her lips meet JJ's. "I don't think you want me to do that." she continued, lightly brushing her fingertips against JJ's sides.
"I don't?" JJ asked, tilting her head slightly and raising an eyebrow.
"No," Emily shook her head, "no you don't." She kissed JJ again, and then began to tickle her girlfriend.
"No! Get off! Don't tickle me! No!" JJ managed through giggles. "Please, stop. I can't breathe!" She continued, attempting to roll over to protect her sensitive belly. Emily laughed at her girlfriend's wriggling. Not wanting to hurt JJ, she stood up, releasing the blonde from her grasp.
"Ha, weakling." Emily smirked, decidedly superior to the blonde, who was still the floor. JJ frowned, feining despair. "Oh, get up, Jennifer... Don't be a killjoy." The brunette extended her arm towards her girlfriend.
"On the contrary," JJ started, grabbing the brunette's wrist and pulling her back down to the floor. "I found that," she gestured to her girlfriend who was now just a tangle of arms and legs on the carpet next to her. "rather amusing." She finished, grinning wildly.
"Okay," Smiled Emily, putting her hands up in surrender "I deserved that." She admitted
"Yes, you did." agreed JJ, her smile growing from ear to ear. The blonde rolled over so she was now positioned above her girlfriend, "But, I love you anyway, so I'm going to get over it real fast." She told Emily, dropping her head to meet her girlfriend's lips, her hair falling around them like a curtain of silky, blonde sexiness.
"You are?" Emily asked between kisses, JJ nodded and held the brunette's bottom lip between her own, nibbling lightly on the delicious flesh.
"Yeah, I am." JJ smiled, kissing her girlfriend once again. JJ was shocked when Emily pulled away from her and gazed into her crystal blue eyes. The brunette's own brown eyes widened, and soft tears ran down her beautiful face.
"I love you, Jennifer Jareau. I wish I had told you earlier, but you know now, and that's all that matters to me. We may have only been together for less than a day, but you and Henry are already my family, I will love you both for the rest of my days." JJ kissed away Emily's tears, she held her girlfriend's hands in hers and slowly her own tears started to fall.
"You are Henry and I's family too, Emily. And these hands," She kissed the brunette's hands. "hold my heart," She pulled her girlfriend into a tight hug and whispered into her ear; "So please, don't clap." Both women giggled slightly and kissed each other passionately, their love overpowering the need for oxygen for a long time, JJ pulled away after a few minutes and whispered in Emily's ear again; "Stay with me, tonight. Nothing funny, I just need you around me, please... Stay?" Emily smiled and answered her girlfriend with another kiss. It was a kiss that declared Love, Longing and, inevitably, Lust. JJ slowly started to let her hand roam around the brunette's body. As if on cue, Henry started to wail in his cot, Emily jumped up, faster then JJ had ever seen anyone get up before, and grabbed her girlfriend's hand, she lead her towards the toddler's room,
"Come on. Let's go!" She giggled, an excited smile on her face.
As the two women knelt over the sleeping toddler, JJ caught sight of her girlfriend's face, and felt her heart jump at how content she looked, and how good her girlfriend was with her son. Then she knew for sure, even more than before, that Emily was her only, and she was for keeps.