A/N: Well. I really did not like the Spaleb scene from that episode. Not going to lie. Caleb getting that upset? Made me feel icky and poor poor Hanna. I knew things where gonna be bad because I posted the chapter and then you all reviewed like "It needs loads of fixing" and there was talk of a Spaleb scene and I was like...Oh God. I watched it SO reluctantly, like usually I watch it first thing but this time I was procrastinating so bad.

Thank you for all the reviews, especially from the Guest reviewers who I can't reply to! To hear that people are excited to see what I do next, and think I'm a good writer is an incredible boost, and I'm grateful to all of you. Also...don't worry... I got you...Caleb will be being Caleb but not for a while. I've given you a smidgen to tide you over this chapter but be patient! I'm sure you've realised I start writing on like Thursday/Friday and do a chapter a day until the next episode ;) I actually write until stupid times at night, like I'm writing now and it's nearly 2am, and so I always upload at like...1/2am which messes up the days for me because I'm uploading on basically Saturday but it's still Friday for some of you! So I'm always worrying you guys won't get to read the last chapter of the last ep before the new one but it's all good so far!

ANYWAY...This episode has been a lot easier for me to write for, and these next chapters have a huge focus on Hanna and things are going to get dark. I'm warning you now. I'm trying be true to Hanna's character and what she's going through. I've changed things around a bit, messed with some characters and stuff, and so far...the chapters are pretty long! I'm trying to stick to four chapters per ep, so brace yourselves for longer chapters than last ep!

Hanna sat in the car, staring in to Rollins dead eyes, she was barely breathing. Couldn't take her eyes off of his. She wasn't aware of anything going on around her, all she could see was his eyes. All she could hear was the glass smashing. Aria was shaking her arm. Hanna knew she should turn to look at Aria, look away but she couldn't. Aria's voice finally filtered through her brain.

"Han? Han we need to move his body" Hanna didn't respond she just kept staring at Rollins. What did I do? What did I do? What did I do? What did I do? she kept repeating the thought to herself.

"What was that Han?" Hanna realised she must have been murmuring out loud, rather than internally and stopped immediately. Her vision was tunnelled down to Rollins eyes. Staring. Seeing nothing. She knew they where seeing nothing but it was like he was looking in to her soul. Looking in to her.

"Guys Hanna's not going to be able to help, we need to move the body we need to…..to…."

"To what Aria?" Emily shrieked.

"We need to bury it" Spencer said decisively. "Bury it here and then…then…." Spencer paused, "Just….just deal with the body first" Car doors opened. Spencer and Emily exiting the car in a rush. Guess they can't stand to be in the car with…him….it. Hanna saw a shadow pass in front of the headlights. Alison. Hanna was staring in to Rollins eyes but she could see Alison in her peripheral as she moved towards Rollins. Hanna was sure she was as entranced as Hanna. Unable to look away. He…..it…had been her husband after all. Oh God….I….I killed Ali's husband…she loved him and I killed him. She'll never forgive me for this…she'll….

Voices filtered through again.

"Ali….maybe you should sit down?" Emily asked. She saw in her peripheral as Emily led Alison to the side of the car and sat her down. Hanna swallowed. She felt like she might be sick…but she didn't have anything in her stomach to throw up. She felt an ache start in her hands…maybe they'd been aching for a while. She couldn't seem to let go of the wheel. Couldn't stop clutching it. Anchoring herself.

"How are we going to do this?" Emily.

"I don't know….I guess…I guess we just pull?" Spencer.

"Hanna….Hanna they're going to move the body and I need to help them but you need to move okay?" Hanna couldn't respond. It was like she'd lost her voice. Like her mouth was glued shut. She saw everything reflected in his eyes. Every single thing he'd done to her in the barn. Hitting him. Again and again. A small part of her wanted Caleb. Wanted his comfort but she pushed it down. Caleb couldn't be anywhere near this. Voices kept filtering through and everything was muffled. She felt the presence next to her leave as Aria got out the car. She was alone with him…..it. It. It's dead…it's not a he anymore…it's not a person….it's…it's dead. She was alone in the car but she didn't feel alone. She could feel his blood cooling on her face. Like it must be cooling in his body, she thought morbidly.

"Guys, she's not responding to anything, I don't….I don't know if we should move her?"

"I don't…I don't know Aria. If she won't move just…just leave her" Spencer was frustrated. Hanna had given her another mess to clean up. She'd made trouble for everyone. Screwing things up just like she always did.

"It's really starting to freak me out guys, what if….what do we do?" Aria, sounding worried.

"Like Spencer said, we move the body. We can't make Hanna move…" Emily. Aria appeared at her window moments later.

"Han…we're going to move him now…" Aria trailed off. The next thing Hanna was aware of was Aria's hand touching hers. Hanna ripped her hands off the wheel and away from Aria. She put them in her lap, clasping them together.

"Han" Aria tried again. Heard her moving around the car.

"Okay….grab hold…just…anywhere. We need to be careful. Ready?" Spencer instructed. Hanna could hear the sounds of glass shifting, tinkling. Such a pretty sound for such an ugly scene. As Hanna stared, more blood slowly started to drip down from…it….on to the wheel….on to…her. Hanna felt her breaths go shallow. She wanted it off of her. She wanted it off now. But she couldn't move. Couldn't do anything but stare…maintaining eye contact as the body was pulled backwards, out of the window. Glass raining down. Then she lost sight of it as it hit the ground with a thump. She flinched.

"Someone should stay with her" Aria insisted.

"No, it's going to take all three of us to carry him over there and to dig….we need to do this fast in case anyone comes along, the more of us that dig the faster this will go" Spencer had her bossy voice on.

"Ali's there…sort of" Emily said. Hanna doubted Ali was any more present in things than she was. Aria protested some more, but ended up giving in to Spencer's snapping. She heard their voices fade as they carried it away. The body may be gone but Hanna could still see it…as if it was still there.

Hanna still wasn't answering her phone and Caleb was about to lose his mind. It had been god knows how long and she wasn't answering, and she still hadn't come home. Caleb was praying she was with one of the others and not alone and scared and freaking out. He couldn't understand why she had left the apartment. Caleb had panicked briefly thinking she'd been taking, but he'd gone around checking every square inch of the apartment and there was no sign of the struggle Hanna would have put up if she'd been taken. Besides he would have woken up. I would have. If Hanna had been in trouble I would have heard or known and woken up…so she must be fine. She probably wanted to see one of the girls….talk about….about..whatever and she probably wanted to be brave and leave by herself without me helping her. Caleb sat on the couch, foot tapping. He got up and paced. He hovered over Hanna's number on his phone, but then scrolled a bit further down.

"Caleb. I wasn't with Hanna 4 minutes ago, and I'm still not with her now. I told you. I don't know where she is" Mona snapped.

"I know…I just….I thought I'd check in case"

"Oh for Gods sake. She's probably with Aria. Have you called her?"

"Yes…she didn't answer. None of them are answering"

"Caleb. This whole protective thing would be adorable if you weren't acting like Hanna is your teenage daughter out too late on a school night"

"Mona you know-"

"I know. You told me. And you know Hanna. You know she would want to prove to herself that she could do it. She's fine Caleb"

"You don't know that" He snapped.

"Caleb…."

"No. It's fine. I'm gonna go in case she calls" Caleb hung up and resumed his pacing, picking up Hanna's blanket as he passed it and hugging it to himself. She's fine. She has to be. He figured if he repeated it enough he'd believe it.

Hanna sat in the car, staring out of the hole in the windshield that was left by Rollins body. The girls where over in the clearing digging his grave, ready to bury him. Hanna thought she should help, he did awful things to her, things that haunted her but she felt like she owed it to him to give him a proper burial or something. Or maybe she just wanted to make sure he was actually dead. Either way, no matter what she should be doing, or felt like she should be doing…she still couldn't move. It was like she was glued to her car seat. The blood on her face had cooled completely, but it felt like it was burning her. She just sat, staring out of the hole, seeing Rollins head come through her windshield again and again and again. Seeing all the things he did to her. She was shaking but she wasn't sure if it was with cold or something else. She felt like she'd never go back to being the old Hanna. The happy Hanna. Killing someone…it had changed something in her and she thought she would never be the same again. She was a murderer. She was broken. She was damaged. She….she had been changed. She didn't know what she was going to do, didn't know what Spencer had planned or if Spencer had a plan. She could hear them arguing…Emily freaking out. She had to do something…she had to…she slowly reached for her phone. Caleb had been calling her, probably freaking out because he didn't know where she was. She pulled up the number…and dialled. She tried to keep her voice steady.

"I need you, I did something….something awful. Please come" she said before hanging up and texting the same number a pin drop of her location. She sat and waited, she could hear Spencer snapping at Emily and Aria. It was like she was underwater and it was all coming from very far away. She was numb. She could see the forest, and the road but there was an overlay….like her memories where being projected on to it. Barn. Windshield. Barn. Windshield. Barn. Windshield. There was one person who could help. One person who'd know what to do and she prayed they'd come quickly.

She heard the car before she saw it. Heard the girls freeze and then come rushing to the road. She just sat there. Waiting. A car door slammed. Rushing footsteps…and then her door was pulled open and a familiar scent wafted in. Hanna breathed out and tears started to slide down her face.

"What the hell are you doing here?!" Spencer snapped.

"Hanna called me but I was already on my way here."

"What do you mean you where already on your way here?" Spencer asked suspiciously.

"Caleb asked me to do some digging in to Rollins. I started trailing him." Hanna closed her eyes. Dammit Caleb. "I put a GPS tracker in his car as a precaution after everything that's happened. I saw it start driving to the woods tonight and I followed to check it out…I had a bad feeling. Then the next thing I know, Hanna's calling me telling me she did something awful and she needs me…and here we are. Now will someone tell me what the hell happened here?" Mona snapped the question, at the same time trying to see if Hanna was okay, if the blood was hers.

"I killed him" Hanna said quietly.

"Killed who?"

"Rollins. It was him….in the barn, it was him and he ran out in front of the road and I….I killed him" Hanna choked out. Mona wrapped an arm around Hanna as best she could while Hanna was seated in the car.

"Turns out Hanna can't tell the left pedal from the right" Spencer said snidely. Mona levelled her with a glare.

"Hanna kills someone accidentally. KILLS someone and you leave her here, sitting in the car…with his blood all over her, the blood of the person who did God knows what to her, all by herself and then decide to criticise her driving skills?" Mona's voice was just below shouting.

"I don't know if it was an accident" Hanna whispered to Mona.

"Shh sweetie, it doesn't matter okay. Not right now" Mona soothed.

"I tried to get Hanna to move but she…she wasn't even talking…it was like she couldn't hear me and then I thought it might be better if Hanna was away from…this" Aria gestured to where they'd been digging. Mona raised an eyebrow.

"You're burying the body. Good. But then what? You gonna torch the car too?" Mona asked.

"I don't know yet" Spencer snapped. Mona sighed.

"Maybe we should just go to the police and tell them the truth, it was an accident" Aria said, Hanna could feel her looking at her. Spencer snorted.

"Oh yeah. And then they can look in to all of us, and our relationship with Rollins, and they can find out all about the many, many motives we have to kill him" Spencer snarked.

"They'd never believe us, we where just in Welby the other day being pretty vocal about how he was treating Alison" Emily mumbled.

"I just think we should tell the truth…Hanna…she has enough to deal with without this secret weighing her down" Aria countered. Too late. Hanna thought. She heard Mona snort.

"Amateurs. We make it look like he skipped town. Bury the body, but take his key card, you'll need it to get Alison back in to Welby before anyone realises she's missing. I will take Hanna with me to get the windshield fixed on Lucas's car at a place I know where no-one will ask questions or give answers because torching it or whatever Spencer had in mind will just draw attention to it, and then-" Mona cut off as Hanna slowly started to get out of the car. Hanna felt like she was made of cement as she finally emerged from the car. She slowly walked towards the clearing, picking a shovel up as she went. It felt heavy in her hand. Where did they come from?

"Hanna?" Aria questioned. Hanna kept walking steadily until she reached the hole. The girls had just finished digging it when Mona arrived and the body was lying next to it. Hanna stared at the gaping hole in the earth as she came to a stop, trying not to look at the body. It was funny….after being unable to look away now she didn't want to even glance at it. No-body had wanted to touch him more than they had to so his eyes…they where still open. It's such a nice night. Hanna thought absurdly, staring up at the same sky it was. Steeling shuddered anyway. She needed to do this. She crouched down, shovel in hand and she rummaged around the body until she found the key card, pulling it free and tossing it to Mona who caught it.

"Han, come on….we'll go fix the windshield, the others can handle this" Mona had lost her train of thought in the face of Hanna's odd behaviour.

"Yeah Han, it's okay" Aria chimed in.

"We got this, go" Emily added her voice.

"Yeah Mona, go driving in to town with Hanna looking and acting like that and sit there while they fix the freaking windshield and stare at the girl covered in blood" Mona glared.

"I'm not leaving her with you." Mona lowered her voice. "I really hope you're not taking your Caleb issues out on your traumatised friend" Spencer glared. They looked round at a thump from Hanna's direction. Hanna had shoved the body in to the hole. It had been heavier than she had expected. Dead weight. Hanna's brain stuck on the word dead and she stared down at the body in the hole. It had landed face down. She took the shovel in both hands, gripping tight and started to scoop up dirt, and drop it over the body. As she got in to the flow of it…the repetitive action started to soothe her. Scoop…and drop….scoop….and drop.

"Han…" Aria started, heading towards her.

"I need to do this. I need to. I can't just….just sit around. I need to do it" The girls exchanged glances.

"Mona you go deal with the windshield. I'll stay with Hanna" Aria decided. Mona looked skeptical.

"Fine. But when you're done, you stay with her and take her back to Spencer's to get cleaned up. She can't go back to her apartment, there's cameras everywhere not to mention Caleb who has called me multiple times to ask if I know where she is. He's worried" Mona directed the last part to Hanna.

"He can't know" she said in a monotone, continuing to fill in the grave methodically. Aria looked at Mona helplessly, before picking up her shovel and starting to help Hanna, hoping to get this over with fast and get Hanna away from the area. Mona turned to Emily and Spencer.

"When you're done, go back to the barn, you'll need to clean his car and wipe it down, except for Emily…you take Alison back to Welby" Emily nodded. "Got it?"

"Yeah….yeah I know how to handle this" Spencer said.

"Are you sure?" Spencer nodded. "Then if you can work it out for yourself, I'll go deal with the windshield" Mona approached Hanna who was still shovelling dirt. "Han? I'll see you soon okay?" Hanna nodded, and Mona gave her a quick hug before hurrying off to Lucas's car. Emily and Spencer where too busy staring after the car, Spencer mentally formulating next steps, to spot Alison finally moving. Aria and Hanna didn't realise she was there until a third pile of dirt upset their rhythm. Hanna turned her head to look, feeling her stomach drop at Alison's blank expression.

"Ali-"

"Like Hanna said. I need to do this" Ali said determinedly. Hanna swallowed.

"Alison…I'm so sorry, he was your husband and you loved him and I….I…." Alison took a breath, briefly closing her eyes, then grabbed Hanna in a fierce hug.

"It's okay. What he did to you..to me…clearly I didn't know him all that well…he was a monster. He deserved this. I would have…I would have killed him if I had the chance. Whether it was an accident or not…it's okay" Hanna nodded, returning the hug.

"You know this would go a lot faster if you do stopped staring in to space" Alison said as she let go of Hanna and addressed Emily and Spencer making them jump. It wasn't long before all five girls where filling in the grave, and patting down the top. They hurried to the car, Aria keeping an arm around Hanna. They all squeezed in to Rollins car, Hanna between the door and Aria, needing to be near an escape route, while Spencer took the wheel, and hit the accelerator, peeling the car out of there.

Hanna was barely paying attention to what the others where saying. She was too wrapped up in her own thoughts. She couldn't stop seeing Rollins and his…body. Hanna caught snatches…Spencer planning his 'timeline'. Once she'd cleaned the car she'd go to the station, dump it, and put his jacket on a train with his phone in the pocket. Emily would take Alison back back to Welby, then she had to go to Ali's house and pack a bag for Rollins 'in a rush' which they'd burn or….bury or whatever. Aria's sole job was to take care of Hanna and she'd probably be insulted if she didn't desperately not want to be by herself. Hanna tried not to listen but she kept hearing the words 'his timeline' where bandied about again and again and she felt her panic rising. This was crazy…she'd murdered someone and now they where planning how to cover it up…there was no way this would work. No way at all. Too many things could go wrong. Her phone vibrated…it was Caleb calling her again. She switched it off. What if Caleb found out? She was a murderer, she'd killed someone, he'd look at he differently. He'd…he'd….

"Oh God" Hanna whispered absent mindedly.

"Hanna, what's wrong?" Aria turned to her.

"What do you mean what's wrong? Wh-wh-what are we doing? We're never going to get away with this" Hanna gave voice to the panic inside her. She couldn't keep it in any longer. Her breathing was speeding up and she tried to do remember what Caleb had told her to do…breathing….deep breaths.

"Okay don't say that" Emily snapped.

"Who else is going to say it Emily?" Hanna's voice rose. They had to all be thinking it, it couldn't just be her.

"We've thought of everything" Aria tried to reassure Hanna.

"Nobody thinks of everything, okay. I'm going to jail. I'm-I'm going to jail. I'm going to jail for…for…" Hanna had seen way too many cop shows to think they'd thought of every single little thing, she'd already been in jail once, and she wasn't going back there. She struggled to remember the correct word through a cloud of panic, becoming frustrated on top of everything else.

"For vehicular manslaughter" Aria supplied.

"Yeah for vehicular manslaughter. God we're never going to be able to pull this off. I mean there are way too many things that could screw us up, we've probably already done fifty things wrong by now" Hanna's brain was racing through the events since she'd hit Rollins. But she hadn't been aware of everything the girls where doing…they could have done something wrong…left some clue…Mona would have checked right? Or she would have if I hadn't been such a basket case.

"Hanna please stop, okay! You're not the only person who buried a body back there" Spencer snapped.

"No, I'm not, but I'm the only one who…who was driving and who…who…." Hanna heard the body hit the car, heard glass shatter. Saw Rollins bloody face.

"Guys, if we just stay calm and stick to the plan we'll be fine" Emily said soothingly.

"Hanna….this was Mona's idea, Spencer came up with some of it, but it was Mona's idea in the beginning you trust Mona right?" Hanna nodded, "Mona's helping us, there's no way she'd let you go to jail okay?" Hanna nodded, trying to calm down. She stared out of the window for the rest of the drive, not saying anything, lost in her thoughts. Hearing the car hitting his body…hearing the glass smash…seeing his face again and again.