Hey guys, if I am being completely honest with you I didn't know whether I wanted to include this chapter in this story. So if you are reading this then I must have liked it enough to keep it in. Yes it is short; but I only intended for it to be a snapshot. Much love RSD xoxoxoxoxoxo.
"This is nice isn't it?" Ben said as I looked around the Enchanted Lake. It was now the week before we were to renew our wedding vows and me and Ben had decided to go and have a family picnic with Edward. Everyone was very excited for next week and I couldn't wait to see Ben's face when he finally saw me in my wedding dress. He has been very inquisitive and he would pretend that he was hurt when I remained tight lipped about any details.
"Yeah" I confirmed as I looked back at him. I couldn't help but smile at him; I loved Ben so much and because of him I had this amazing life. Nothing or no one was ever going to take this away from me.
"Edward seems to like it as well" I said as I looked down at him lying on the picnic blanket and I noticed that he was staring up at the sky watching the clouds go past.
"Yeah" Ben replied.
"Is something wrong Mal?" Ben asked breaking me out of my train of thought.
"No" I said looking back up at him.
"I'm just thinking that this time next week we will be getting married here" I admitted with a large grin. I watched as Ben grinned back at me before he answered me.
"I know" he said.
"You in your beautiful wedding dress" he teased.
"And both of my boys in their Royal suits" I teased back as I started to picture it again.
"I'm glad you suggested to do this Mal" Ben said lovingly that stopped me daydreaming.
"Well-" I started. I hadn't really told Ben that the reason why I had asked to do this was because I dreamt about it first. I don't know why I hadn't mentioned it before now - I guess it never came up.
"What?" Ben questioned.
"There's another reason why I want to do this" I admitted.
"Really?" Ben asked as he pulled one brow up.
"You never said-" he started.
"I just thought it was just so we can get drunk and get kinky" he chuckled which made me grin at him.
"Ben!" I mock snapped at him.
"There a couple of the reasons however there was a reason why it was brought up in the first place" I explained.
"Ok" Ben said.
"Spill" he prompted.
"You are going to laugh" I replied.
"Maybe" he answered.
"I'll not tell you" I teased.
"Ok" he said as he pulled a funny face at me.
"I'll try not to" he promised.
"Thank you" I replied.
"You know sometimes me and you have really vivid dreams?" I asked as I pulled one brow up.
"You dreamt about renewing your vows with me?" Ben wondered out loud.
"Yes" I confirmed.
"I keep dreaming about walking down an aisle to you and Edward" I admitted as I let my mind start to relieve it again.
"Well I always said I wanted to make your dreams come true" Ben chuckled.
"How cheesy are you?" I teased as I reached over and swept some hair behind his left ear.
"Very" Ben said as a smug grin spread across his face.
"But you like it" he interjected.
"I would even go as far to say that me being cheesy turns my wife on" he flirted as he started to stare into my eyes.
"Hmm" I purred.
"Maybe" I laughed. I felt a knot in my stomach and the need for Ben start to build up and I hastily pushed it to one side as I couldn't act upon it yet. When I gave birth to Edward I had to have a lot of stitches so being intimate with Ben had to be put on hold. We both accepted this but me and Ben really missed being intimate and it was really started to show.
"But we can't do anything yet" I reminded him as I watched his eyes darken.
"I know" Ben sighed. Ben was really patient with me; we probably could have sex now but I was worried about my stitches. I was also told after having a baby you could easily fall pregnant again; yes I loved Edward dearly but I wasn't ready for another baby just yet.
"I'm sorry" I said sadly as I pursed my lips and looked down to the ground.
"It's fine" Ben said happily.
"I know that we can't" he added. Of course he knew that we couldn't; however it wouldn't stop certain activities when we got back home.
"Well we can, if we are really careful. I'm just worried about my stitches or the fact that another little Edward could happen and I don't know about you but I am not ready for that" I reminded him.
"No" Ben agreed.
"Edward needs to be a little bit older" he added as he looked down at our perfect prince.
"A lot older" I interjected.
"Maybe when Edward is two or three?" I suggested.
"Sounds perfect" Ben said with a smile.
"Now come here wife" Ben added and he tightened his arms around me.
"I am here" I replied.
"Closer" Ben answered as he tried to pull me to him.
"What for?" I asked suggestively.
"A little make out?" He asked hopefully.
"Come here Daddy Beastie" I said as I quickly wrapped my arms around Ben's neck and pressed my hungry lips against his.