A/N I don't own ICarly. But I do own my original characters so please don't take them. Also this story is going to start off slow, so please bear with me and I promise that good things will come. Yea this is two days early, but there's a hell of a snow storm outside and I don't want to lose power without updating this.

Chapter 2: The Start

Sam's POV

"Is this thing on?" I say flicking the little webcam I brought so I could record my video logs. Suddenly the camera's view appears on the screen, I let out a sigh of relief. I had gotten the webcam from Fredward who said he was having problems with it.

Okay I better stop procrastinating and start this damn thing.

"Hi there Dr. Robberts it's me Sam, and I'm making this just like you asked."

"I better start and the beginning of the story otherwise this won't make a lick of sense."

Flashback, Sam's POV

"Hi I'm Sam" I say to this girl eating a sandwich. I just turned 8 and started school at Ridgeway Elementary.

"Hi I'm Carly" She says looking up from her sandwich.

I suddenly realized how hungry I was. I had given my money to my sister Melanie so she could eat lunch. "Can I have that sandwich?" I ask, hoping that she would say yes.

"No way get your own" she says, right before I push her off the bench and take her spot. Taking the sandwich in both hands, however I never get to taste that sandwich because just then she takes it back and pushes me off the bench.

As I get up I say "You're alright" still hoping I can get that sandwich. I sit down next to her and she asks me why I wanted the sandwich.

"Because I'm hungry" I say sounding as it was too obvious.

"Don't you have your own lunch?" She asks me.

"No I gave my money to my twin sister so she could eat lunch. She left her lunch at home"

"That's nice of you" She says sporting a cute little smile.

"Nice? No one has ever called me nice before" I say as up until this point it had been true.

"I think you're nice. Here" She says passing half of her sandwich to me

"Really? Thanks a lot." I say in total astonishment in what happened.

"You wanna hang out sometime ?" She asks me in a quiet voice. I guess she didn't want others to hear her.

"Yea sure that would be great!" I respond happily

End Flashback

"...and that's how I met Carly my best-friend." I finish with a flourish.

I look over at the door of the room, "That finishes the first part of my story, but I also have more to tell you today."

"I want to warn you Doc that what I'm going to tell you next is very private so please don't tell anyone but you wanted all of it so here I go" I gulp down a breath of air and start.

Flashback Sam's POV

"I am so sick of guys!" I shout towards Carly who is sitting on her/our couch watching Girly Cow. I say our because I spend so much time at her place, it's almost as though I live there. "I wish that guys would like you because of who you are, not because of what you look like."

"Sam, while you may wish that along with each and every girl out there, it just doesn't happen. Guys like us because we're hot, not because we're sensitive or tough or smart." Carly says to me. " Sam while you're in the kitchen can you grab me a can of peppy cola please?"

She says please like a five year old, it's so cute, yet utterly disturbing. Not because of her it's because of me. I shouldn't be finding her voice or her body for that matter to be cute. This is causing me to have an internal battle and I just stare at her mindlessly.

"Sam?"

"Yeah"

"Peppy Cola pwease" There she goes again with the five year old speak.

"Sure thing Cupcake" She giggles at the name, which I find strange because I've been calling her that for six years now.

I toss her a can of cola before throwing myself on to the couch. Before I know whats happening she swings her legs off the floor and onto the couch next to her, then lays her head in my lap. "hmmph" she says letting out a sigh of comfort.

"So whatcha wanna do today Carls?" I ask, beginning to feel a heat between my legs.

"Just lay here watching TV with my best friend." She responds without much thought. Meanwhile I'm having an internal meltdown. The heat mentioned before turned into larger issue, I felt myself get wet.

I launch up off the couch shoving Carly off my lap, and yell to Carly on my way to the bathroom " BRB gotta pee!".

Once in the bathroom I pull my boxers down "Damn it!" I say seeing that my period had come a week early. Panicking I claw through the cabinets looking for a tampon. " Where... The fuck are they!" I shout in a hushed voice so that Carly can't hear me. There's a knock at the door, I freeze.

"Sam?" It's Carly she sounds worried. "Are you okay in there? You've been making quite a lot of noise in there."

"Shit" I mutter under my breath, "Um Carly where do you keep your um... feminine products?"

"Feminine produc... Oh! Sam they're in my bathroom not in this one." she says realizing what I had been doing in there. " Do you want me to get one for you?" She asks.

"Yes and please hurry!" I tell her and hear her naked feet run up the stairs then back down. " Sam, do you want to let me in or what?"

"Yeah hold on" I walk over to the towel rack and wrap one around my lower torso before unlocking the door. " It's unlocked"

The speed at which she opens the door makes me jump. "Here Sam" She says handing me a box of tampons.

"Thanks Carls you're a life-saver!" I say expecting her to leave, but she stays there waiting. "Um, Carls?"

"Yes Sam?"

"Would you mind waiting outside?"

"No, but why? We share the same parts and it's not like we haven't seen each other naked before." She says walking towards the door.

"I, I just feel nervous about it" I tell her with a slight stutter.

"Why? Sam you never used to feel nervous around me or other girls for that matter, only guys." She makes a point, but I'm too scared to say whats on my mind.

"Well um uh..." I mutter trying to find the right way to phrase it. " I uh I just don't want you in here with me Carls."

"Ok Sam" she says looking hurt. "If that's what you want." Oh great I hurt her feelings.

"I 'm sorry Carly" I say choking back tears. "Please don't hate me Carly

"Sam I'm not mad at you" She says still looking hurt, "It's just hard having to deal with your best-friend wanting space, when we've always been really close."

"Carly, there's nothing you did that caused this." I tell her. "I've just been thinking about our relationship."

"Our relationship?" She asks cautiously. "What do you mean?"

"Nothing! Carly can you please just go?" I ask wanted to finish up quickly and get out of there.

"But Sam..." she says as I shove her out of the bathroom and lock the door. She's still there, I can hear her breathing. It's heavy and trying to fight off sobs.

"Carls are you okay?" I call out causing her to jump.

"Yea *sniff* I'm fine" She lies. I can tell that she's not fine, but other things have preoccupied me at the moment.

After I finish up in the bathroom, I unlock the door and step out. Carly's no where in sight, which is strange considering that she lives here and doesn't leave without telling me if I'm here. However it's a good thing because I just needed to get out of there as soon as possible I rush out the door into the hallway, right into Freddie.

"Shit!" I scream as I knock him to the floor.

"SAM!" he shouts.

"WHAT!" I scream back.

"Have you seen Carly?" He asks eying the door. He must have been waiting there for some time.

"Why?" I retort, this boy has too much free time.

"I've been knocking for the last 5 minutes." He says "Did she go to take a nap?"

"I'm not sure, I was in the bathroom... taking a shower." I tell him. "You didn't see her leave? I thought the way you watched the door you wouldn't miss anything."

"I just got back from mother-son pottery class." He sighs, " I wish my mom would stop fussing over me all the time."

"Just be glad you have a mother who takes care of you. Mine mom's a fucking whore and not even a good one!." I yell at him. He realizes what he had just said and his face softens.

"I'm sorry for that, I didn't mean any offense" He says apolitically

"Well you did so hmph" I say crossing my arms. " But to make up for it, I need you to do something for me."

"Su-Sure, what do you want me to do?" There is a quiver in his voice.

"Simple, I want you to kiss me." I say simply

"Ki-kiss yo-you?"

"Yes"I say " And hurry before I change my mind."

We both lean in and kiss. It's a short kiss, but long enough for me to make my decision. When we broke apart there was a slight smack of the lips, it was then I knew.
"I really enjoyed that Sam" He says

"God damn it! I think it wasn't supposed to go like this.

"Um ok" I tell him "Well just don't tell anyone about this kiss, I don't want rumors spreading around."

"Kay" He says in a half-daze.

"Now look Frednub we need to find Carly and fast!" Just then she comes up the stairwell with 2 smoothies.

"CARLY!"

She jumps a little, "Yes Sam?" She says.

"Where have you been?" I ask her sternly "We have been looking all over for you"

"Yea" Freddie says in agreement with me, but still in his daze.

"I was getting smoothies. It was supposed to be a surprise for you, Sam. You know for your "Problems"." She tells me, man that girl has a heart of gold. I feel bad about staring at her boobs earlier. Boobs. Fuck I did it again I think to myself.

"Awww, thanks cupcake you're the best." I smile at her with a cute seductive smile. We would talk later. I knew the topic had to come up and we might as well do it soon.

"No problem Sam." She says, then turning to Freddie. "What do you need?" She isn't happy.

"I was just planning on rehearsing iCarly with you guys." He's still in a daze from my kiss?

"Well can we do it tomorrow I have to talk to Sam. Alone" She tells him, before pulling me into her apartment and slamming the door.

End Flashback

"...And then-"

"Who are you?" A deep voice resonates from off camera. "What are you doing in this room?"

"Um, nothing." I tell the person outside the room "Look doc I've really gotta go so see you next week."

"Who are you!" The voice says before I turn off the camera.

A/N Yep I know. I'm a terrible person. I just need to keep pulling you guys in. Also who had a dirty mind during the couch scene?

On a side note, I didn't really like writing this chapter, but I felt that it needed to be written.

Please Review it helps me make better content for you guys.

Also as of writing this I'm about halfway through chapter 3 so stay tuned.