Disclaimer: I do not Own D. Grey Man or Harry Potter

Summary: The Bookman clan has never been truly sure how it happened, but the war ended on one single day. The winner was not clear for both sides had walked away that day. Akuma had faded into memory as the Earl's actions slowed to a stopped. The Exorcists disappeared like shadows with the last Akuma's death. The world as it always did forgot about the war after the Akuma disappeared completely. Unknown to the world, it would soon learn what happened that day as a new war dawned on the horizon. The war this time would not be between Exorcist and Noah...Fem!Harry AU! Select!WeasleyBash! Ministrybash! DumbledoreBash!

Chapter Eleven

I let out a soft groan as I woke up to a darkened room. I could immediately tell it wasn't the room of requirement since it lacked the pressurized magic that floated through the air. The next thing I noticed was the sound of breathing next to me and a pair of arms around my waist. I tensed slightly before scenting the air and realized who it was. The scent of camp fires, warm summer nights, violet, and elder trees after an evening snowfall though curiously there was an undertone of spiciness that I couldn't name with the addition of a sharp honey scent that I, again, couldn't name. My lips quirked into a smile as I slowly moved around until I could see him. His eyes were closed and his hair stuck up in odd places from his obviously deep sleep. I reached outwards and gently smoothed some of the hair from his face causing him to sigh, "'Arise."

"Little Star," I cooed softly as he shifted closer and let go of my waist.

I looked around the room for a moment before standing up and walking over to the window I spotted not far from the bed. The moon was halfway full and had just left it's zenith meaning it was around one in the morning. I chewed on my lip lightly before heading towards the door. I paused for a moment and looked back at the bed to see Winter curling up around Allen. He nodded to me and laid his head on Allen's shoulder causing him to sigh softly with a smile on his face. I left the room and found myself in a corridor with rooms surrounding me. I frowned softly as I looked around before sighing and tried to shift my senses into those of my animagus. My eyes, ears, and nose burned like someone had shoved pepper into them for a few moments, but after that, I had the senses of my animagus form at my disposal. I had to take a moment to allow myself time to adjust to the changes. Once that was done, I sniffed the air. A whole host of scents greeted me, but all had a spiciness to them that Allen's scent held making me realize that it was probably the dark matter in us creating that scent. I tried to sort through them, but it was a lost cause making me sigh and begin to move through the overwhelming scents in order to find a way out.

I made no sound as I ghosted down the corridor until a scent seemed to call to me. It was a familiar one that caused my chest to ache and a low whine to build up in my chest. I stuffed it down as I made my way towards the source of it. It left the corridor and went into a rather spacious common room. The common room was wide and had a mixture of diffrent colors splattered across the various decorations. A second corridor sat right across from this one and smelt of the same sharp honey as Allen making me realize that it held the exorcists most likely. The room didn't have that many decoration which meant the occupants hadn't had the chance to play around yet. A small entryway sat at the far end away from the rather large windows which meant it was the way out. I was about to head towards that area when I smelt the scent once more. It was much clearer now than before and it was one that had been burned into my mind since we met. Cigarette smoke, aftershave, nights by the fire during winter, ash trees during a storm, and the spicy scent that was dark matter. My feet moved towards the source before my mind registered what I was doing. I dimly noted that the windows were far wider here than anywhere else in the castle and had large window seats. He was leaning against one of them and staring out at the sky. He was without his hat and his hair was out of the ponytail the Earl used to ask him to wear. He wore the silver studs that I had given him all those years ago when we were still tentatively friends. He was in the form I met him, human; I must have made some kind of noise because he turned towards me. For a moment, our eyes were locked together and I was frozen. Anything that I could say, wanted to say, meant to say was lost to me as I stared into those dark brown eyes with golden flecks. He was the one to break the silence and free me from my trance-like state, "Frost..."

"Tyki," I moved forward and raised my hand as if to touch him only to stop, "You're still up,"

He looked at me in amusement with a wry smile appearing on his face, "I wanted to enjoy the night. Why are you up?"

I let out a soft, awkward laugh and scratched the back of my head with my still raised hand, "Well I kinda woke up and didn't want to go back to bed."

"I see," He chuckled and moved towards me, "It's a shame you didn't just come to see me,"

I offered him a slight smile as I blushed slightly, "Does it really matter? We're both up," He stopped just across from me, "Why don't we say what needs to be said?"

He seemed a little surprised by the suggestion, but nodded before gesturing to the window seats. I took a seat on one and he sat down next to me. The air was slightly tense making me wince internally. We were silent for a while causing me to fidget slightly since it wasn't one of the companionable silences that often occurred throughout our past relationships. Tyki finally broke the tense silence by asking, "What do we need to say?"

"Tyki I know that we were really close before," I looked at my hands, "I also know that we loved each other and would have done anything for each other, right?"

I looked at him and he nodded, "Of course."

"You still love me right?" I asked him.

"Yes Meu Inverno (My winter)," He smiled at me though wariness filled his eyes and body language, "Do you still love me?"

"I..." Memories of our time together burned through my mind...

Flashback

"My names Polarise and I'm this," I jerked my thumb towards Allen as I sat down next to him on the train floor, "Guy's elder sister. Deal me in,"

"You sure you wanna play little girl?" The one with the swirly glasses asked with a slight smirk, "Poker isn't a game for little girls,"

I smirked at him in reply and took one of the gems I had stolen in the town, "Does this tell you my answer, boyo?"

Next memory

I snort as I walk through the town on my way to the train station. The mission was a bust and all I had to show for it was a bunch of new clothes. I was almost at the station when I hear my name being called. I look to see it was Tyki and his friends. I pause and greet them with a wave. They catch up to me and I look at them with slight confusion, "So what can I do for you all?"

"We just saw you and wanted to see where your going," Tyki answered.

"I'm on my way back since my trip was a bust," I answer as we walk towards the station, "What about you?"

"We're doing what we usually do," Clark answered.

I nod and we board the train. I sat down across from them and Eeez sat next to me. I took out a pack of playing cards that were starting to fray and asked, "Anyone up for a game?"

They agree and we begin to play. I play honestly and still win most of the time to their surprise. I shrug and lean back against the seat after the 18th game in a row. Eeez by that time was leaning against me. I smile and play with his hair a little as we took a break. Momo asked, "What's it like being you?"

"Eh boring sometimes," I say shrugging, "I mean being able to travel is fun, but I only get to travel when they ask me to,"

"Really?" Clark asked.

"Yeah the only reason I'm even here is because of my little brother," I shake my head.

"Really?" Tyki asked.

"Yeah," I shrug before taking out a few sandwiches and passed them around, "So where have you guys been?"

"A lot of places," Clark answered, "We mostly just travel around doing stuff for money,"

I nod and say, "It must be nice to travel where you please."

The train whistle rang; it was time for us to part.

Flashback

eaned back in my seat with a sigh. Another mission to do in Poland this time. Damn couldn't they send me somewhere where it's warm. I heard the door open and look to see Eeez and the others walk in. I greet them with a wave as they take their seats and Tyki asked, "Another job Polarise?"

"Yeah it's in Poland this time," I sigh, "I wish they would send me to where it's warm,"

"Why do you hate the cold Ms. Polarise?" Eeez asked.

"No Eeez I love the cold," I told the child, "I'm just getting tired of having to go to cold places. I want to go to warm ones like France or Spain,"

"Then why don't you?" Tyki asked with a raised eyebrow.

"I can't," I shake my head with a sigh, "I have to go where I'm ordered to,"

"Why stay?" Clark asked.

"Because," I look out the window, "My little brother. He's the reason I stay. I will protect him no matter what. The only time I will leave him is when I am either dead or I something bad would happen if I stayed,"

"That's sad," Eeez said.

"Yeah, but how about we throw away our sorrow and play some poker?" I ask.

I get enthusiastic round of yes's. We play for a while before resting.

Next memory

I dodge the Akuma's attack before finally slaying it. I sigh in relief as I head back to my hotel after collecting the innocence. I place it in a special case before taking a shower and walking back out to find a place for dinner. I look from shop to shop when I bump into someone. I expected cold ground when I found a pair of warm arms surround me. Opening my eyes, I looked into familiar brown eyes. I blink when I hear someone ask, "Polarise are you going to stare at Tyki all day?"

Blinking slightly, I was on my feet and steadied by Tyki. I look to see Clark and the others and smile at them.

"What'er you guys doing here?" I ask.

"We're headed to the train station," Clark answered.

"Oh," I say, "I'm actually staying here for a few more days before heading back,"

They nod though I could tell they were disappointed. I smile at them while saying, "I'm trying to find a place to eat."

"Really?" Tyki asked, "I know a place,"

"Aren't you coming with us?" Momo asked.

"Nah I just remembered I had some stuff to do," Tyki said causing his friends to face fault, "I'll help her out while I'm doing them. I'll catch you guys later,"

"Okay," Momo agreed after recovering.

They left after we said our turned to me and with a smile asked, "Well shall we?"

"Of course," I answered with a smile.

We head to a nice Italian where we eat and talk about ourselves. I, of course, hold back on my job and I could tell he was hiding something. We end the night with me standing in front of my hotel room. I had a hand on the door nob.

"So..." I trail off not knowing what to say.

"So..." He did the same.

"I had a lot of fun tonight," I say while looking at him through my bangs.

"I did as well," He agreed.

"I guess this is where we part," I sigh as I said that because today had been the most fun I've had since I joined the damned order.

"Does it have to end?" He asked causing me to stare at him with wide eyes.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"I could show you some things," He answered with a slightly perverted smile.

I blushed knowing about what he was saying, I mean only an idiot wouldn't. You can't be an apprentice of Cross and not know that. I open the door and raise on my tip toes as I kiss him lightly. I withdrew before he could react, "As much as I want to I can't. I...I can't get attached."

I close my door in his face with a sigh. I lean back against the door and hear him walk away slowly. I close my eyes with a sigh as I place a hand over my heart. Damn it! I couldn't feel this way about a guy I had only met a few times, But then why the hell do I feel this way?

Shaking my head I take a shower and go to bed.

Next memory

The festival was nice I concluded after walking around for a bit. Komui had taken pity on me and sent me to this place to rest and have fun. The festival had been going on for a day when I arrived and it was nice so far. I didn't know what it was about, but at the moment I couldn't be bothered to care. I bump into someone and felt familiar arms curl around my waist. Again I open my eyes and looked into familiar brown eyes. Tyki helped me up before asking, "This is the second time I've bumped into you Polarise."

I nod while trying not to look at him, "Yeah...Nice to see you again Tyki..."

I hear him sigh before feeling a hand gently pull my face up to look at him. His warm brown eyes looked into my eyes and he said, "Kaileara about what I said before... I am sorry about that."

I sigh and move away from him, "It's fine, but Tyki can we just be friends? I don't want a relationship right now."

"Alright," He agreed before taking my hand, "Why don't enjoy the festival as friends then?"

I smile and agree.

Next memory

"Let me get this straight," I say leaning against the one of the walls as I stare at the tied up Noah, "You're a noah?" Tyki nodded once more, "And your mission is to wipe out the innocence and exorcists before creating a new world?" Another nod was given to me, "Then why become my friend?"

The noah, Tyki sighed as he looked at the ground. I fall the ground and stare at him. Tyki looked up as I let a small tear fall. I look away from him as I tried not to cry from the betrayal. I heard him sigh when he answered, "I at first did it to get close, but as time went on I guess it became more...true."

I look at him and study him. Our relationship at first was a lie, but after that it wasn't. His eyes were filled with fear over what was going to happen and his emotions were a mix of fear, regret, and something else...something I've never encountered before. With a sigh, I released him from my innocence chains and stood up from the ground. He looked at me in shock and I began to leave the room, "This is goodbye Tyki. I...I'm letting you go. Get away from me before I'm forced to do something I don't want to..."

"So you're forgiving me?" He asked with hope in his voice.

"No," I stopped for a moment while I said that, "Our whole friendship was based around lies Tyki...I can't be friends with someone who lies to me,"

Next memory

I stared at the man that had been trying to get me to forgive him for months as he fell to his knees before me. His head was bowed as he said, "Polarise I'm sorry for lying to you. I really am sorry. Please forgive me! I...I don't want to lose the only person I can be my true self around...The one that likes being around both my black and white side. Please forgive me."

I stared at him for a few moments as my lips twitch. With a small giggle, I dropped to my knees and wrapped my arms around his neck, "Of course I forgive you. I don't want to lose my best friend," Winter growled at me, "My second best friend."

Next memory

I grimaced slightly as I tried to tend to my side only to stop when I heard a small gasp. I looked up and found Tyki staring at me. I offered him a slightly pained smile, "You Tyki..."

"What happened to you?!" He asked as he rushed over to me to examine the wound, "This looks lik-"

"Someone tried to kill me?" I supply and got a nod, "My exit from the order was less than a good end,"

"Explain," He said causing me to sigh.

"Help me tend to my wounds while I do," He nodded and helped me tend to my wounds, "I was on a mission when I got called back. I went to the british branch as I always did and I was immediately arrested after I had turned in the innocence I had gathered," I winced slightly from Tyki cleaning out the rather large scratch on my left side, "When I had asked why, I was told that the high ranking inspector that had come to us from central had gather evidence against me. The evidence charged me with treason and-AH!"

"Sorry," He apologized immediately, "You had some shrapnel of some type jammed into your wound," I nodded slightly, "What else did the evidence charge you with?"

"It said I was a Noah," I answered causing him to stop, "Tyki,"

"How?" He asked causing me to shrug.

"I dunno," I shook my head lightly, "Malcolm Leverrier is full of fucking shit, but no one would believe me when I denied it,"

"What about your brother and his friends?" Tyki asked causing me to sigh.

"Allen knew I wasn't, but..." I bowed my head as I tried to ignore the sting of betrayle.

"They believed it," He muttered causing me to nod, "Idiots,"

I chuckled warily before I continued to speak, "They were going to execute me after trying to seperate Winter and I. I managed to break out of the bindings they had me in and forced them all into my illusions save for my brother. They managed to get me a few times," I waved a hand over my wounds, "But I got away..."

"What are you going to do now?" He asked prompting me to smile.

"I'll wander around and do whatever to make a living," We bandaged up my wounds as I spoke, "I was thinking of opening a toy store or something when I got enough money,"

"A toy store?" He asked me incredulously.

"Yes," I lightly swatted at him only to wince slightly, "I'm childish and like making things,"

Next memory

"Tyki!" I jumped onto his back with a cheshire grin, "Found you~"

He chuckled and swung me around to hold me in his arms, "That you did."

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed my face into his neck, "I missed you."

"And I you Meu Inverno," He replied as he returned my embrace.

I moved my head back to look at him in confusion, "What does that mean?"

"What does what mean?" His smile was knowing making me frown at him.

"You know what I mean," I tap his nose, "What does Meu Inverno mean?"

"It means my winter," He answered with a teasing smile, "I thought you would have guessed that,"

I gave him a confused look, "Why winter?"

"Because you remind me of it," His smile turned soft and his eyes grew warm.

"I do?" He nodded while a blush stained my cheeks, "Isn't winter cold?"

"Yes, but winter has a mysterious air around it and you meu Inverno," He tapped my nose, "Have that air,"

Next memory

"Polarise," I turned as I heard him say my name.

"Tyki," I smiled at him from my place on the large balcony, "Your family doesn't seem to know what to make of me,"

He chuckled as the sounds of the ball echoed in the background, "How could they? You look like Allen Walker, a boy that they see as an enemy, yet you act like nothing is wrong," He walked over to me and stood at my side as Winter leaned against me, "You just tore that girl just now to shred for flirting with me."

I grimaced at the reminder and glared at him, "It's not my fault I don't like people trying to touch what is mine."

"Possessive," He chuckled as he wrapped his arms around me, "More than that, you just sang the fourteenth's song, but added your own spin to it,"

"It's not my fault ever since Mana showed Allen and I the music scheme that it stuck in my head," I ran a hand through my carefully styled hair rendering all the work useless, "Ever since I was little, I've heard it's melody when I was troubled," I closed my eyes, "Hearing that melody...I learned how to play piano just to learn it. I wanted to put the song that soothed me in such a way to words..."

I opened my eyes when Tyki cupped my cheeks. He smiled down at me causing the gold in his eyes to shine through the darkness that surrounded us save for the light spilling from the open balcony windows and doors. His voice was soft with a tenderness to it that was usually absent, "One of the many things that I love about you, Meu Inverno, is that drive of yours."

I offered him a small smirk, "What else do you love about me?"

He chuckled deeply, almost huskily as he murmured, "If it weren't for the fact the Earl and everyone else expects me back soon, I would stay and enjoy pointing out everything in ways that would leave a impact."

A low heat surged stirred in my belly as he practically purred the last word.

Next memory

Arms curled around me as tentacle-like appendages circled us. Crows lay either dead or dying around me as the reason for their deaths held me close. I turned towards the awakened form of my lover and brushed my fingers across his cheek, just under the mask. His breath was still harsh and tension fell off him in waves. I looked towards his mask covered eyes as I murmured, "Easy Mo Diabhal Chat (My devil cat). Everything's alright."

The arms around me tightened as he looked down at me, "Hurt mine..."

"They're gone," I murmured softly, "Everything's alright,"

He leaned down and nuzzled his face into my hair. I mentally wince as the edges of the mask dug into my skull, but ignored the slight pain as I tried to calm him down. I couldn't stop my wince when one of the tentacle's brushed across my wounded side. He moved back and held me away from him as he looked at my side. I hissed softly as he poked at the bleeding wound causing him to growl, "Hurt...Die...Re..Venge..."

I reached out and cupped his face, "You've already killed them," I waved my unoccupied left hand towards the dead bodies, "I'll be fin-"

I was cut off from speaking as a wave of vertigo hit me. My eyes closed for a moment before opening again as pain swirled inside of my chest. Joido growled deeply and held me close once more, "Pol..ari..se..."

"I'll be fine Mo Diabhal Chat," I murmured softly as my vision began to blur, "Just calm down please," I pressed my hand against his cheek, "Let Tyki out. He's better in situations like this,"

Joido growled, but allowed Tyki to the surface. I decided that it was odd, yet comforting to feel the change; however, I pushed those thoughts aside as I began to lose consciousness. Tyki's arms were tight around me, "Polarise..."

"Tyki I'm about to pass out," I informed him as my grip on consciousness started to slip, "I don't know what they did, but the Crows did something that's causing me to...to...to..."

I lost myself to the darkness at the edges of my eyes just as Tyki shouted, "Polarise!"

Next memory

"Polarise," I smiled a tricksters smile at him, "What are you planning?"

"Nothing much," He rolled his eyes, "I want to give you something,"

"Oh?" He gave me a raised eyebrow.

I held out the necklace I made for him, "Here," He looked at it with a raised eyebrow before looking at me, "No matter what you do, keep this with you," I smiled brightly at him, "If you have that, you'll always have me by your side," I held up my own necklace, "I have it's twin, so the same could be said for me," He looked like he was about to say no when I gave him my wounded puppy look, "Please?"

"Fine," He took his necklace and put it on his neck.

I hugged him and pressed my lips to his. He let out a small groan as I pressed close to him. I broke the kiss to grin at him, "Awesome!"

Next memory

Tyki brushed the hair away from my face as I tiredly looked up from my sketches, "Tyki..."

"Are you alright Polarise?" He asked as he took a seat next to me on the balcony of my hotel room.

"Tired," I murmured as I closed my sketchbook, "So tired,"

"Then sleep," I placed my book next to me as I shook my head, "Why not?"

"I can't sleep Tyki," I frowned softly as I looked at the sky, "The Crows just keep coming. I never have rest now a days," My lips quirked into a slight smile, "Ever since you took me there, ever since Joido helped me kill those Crows," I shook my head lightly, "They won't give me rest unless I use my illusions to put the whole area to sleep," I focused on the moon above me as it rose, "I can smell it you know,"

"Smell what?" Tyki seemed surprised at the turn of the conversation.

The seasons are changing," I answer softly as I tried to distance the conversation from the topic, "Summer is giving way to Autumn and soon Winter shall bathe the land in it's glory,"

A chuckle from Tyki had me glancing towards him. He shook his head as he asked curiously, "Where did you learn to do that?"

"Growing up on the streets," My eyes closed slightly and I smiled softly "It was something that one needed to learn because it was always harder in the winter," I leaned forward against the rather thin looking railing, "I learned it to help my little brother and I survive before we even met Mana,"

"Another odd trait," He commented causing me to shake my head, "You're not just tired, but tense,"

"I suppose anyone would be if they were on the run," I replied softly, "Not all of us can have two diffrent lives Tyki,"

"And what exactly makes you think I'm lucky?" He asked both in amusement and curiosity.

"You can become friends with anyone you want while I have to stick with being alone most of the time," I answer with a small sigh, "You have a place you can return to while I have to continually move around with no hope of finding an actual home,"

His eyes seemed to sharpen at that, "You could have one..."

"But then I would have to pick a side," I murmur sullenly, "I don't want to pick a side because it hurts those I love either way," I sighed softly and looked at the sky, "I'm thankful for what you guys did to save me, but I...I can't choose," I closed my eyes tiredly,"I'm tired of running Tyki, but I...I have to keep on walking," A bittersweet smile appeared on my lips, "Just like Mana said. I have to keep on walking even if it hurts...Even if I want to give up,"

I didn't even have a second to register his movements before he wrapped me up in his arms. I cuddled against his chest and smelt the scent of him. Cigarette smoke, coal, sweat, aftershave, and ash tree. He held me close and murmured, "Tonight you can...I'll protect you."

My body slowly relaxed against his and soon he was sitting with me in his lap. I listened to his heart beat as he gently carded a hand through my hair. I slowly drifted off to sleep even as I murmured, "Thank you Tyki..."

I barely heard his reply as I slowly lost myself in the sweet darkness of sleep, "Anything for you...Meu Inverno..."

Next memory

My fingers clenched as I stared into the mirror and growled under my breath. I spoke as he entered the room, "Why the fuck do I have to wear this thing?"

The dress was uncomfortable and I wanted to kill Lulu Bell for forcing me into it. He chuckled and moved behind me before settling his chin on my shoulder as his arms wrapped around my waist, "Because the Earl wants us all at Dinner and he wants us to wear clothing that fits our station."

I growled darkly, "We are no better than anyone else. Sure we have powers that make us stronger than other humans, but we are human."

He sighed and nuzzled my neck lightly, "Meu Inverno I know, but it's best to just go with it," He smirked slightly causing me to blush slightly as his hands wandered over my sides, "I have to say you do look beautiful in this dress," He pressed a kiss to the area where my neck met my shoulders, "It makes me far more eager for this night to be over with."

My face heated up even more and I lightly smack him upside the head, "Shaobhadh Chat."

He looked at me in confusion, "What does that mean?"

I rolled my eyes at him and answered, "It means perverted cat."

Next memory

Tyki held my hand in his as we walked to the middle of the dance floor. We took the traditional waltz position and began to dance. The music flowed around us and everything faded away as we danced together. While I didn't like the waltz, I loved to dance with him as my partner. Only the two of us were here and only the two of us existed in this faded out world.

Next memory

"Can you sing?" I looked up from my book at the revived 14th in confusion.

"Yeah...why?" He grinned as he took my hand and dragged me from my comfortable position in the Ark's library.

"Come with me," He said in a sing song tone, "It's time for us to hear your voice,"

"What?" I tried to stop walking, but found that my muscles no longer listened to my commands.

"I wanna hear it and so does everyone else," He grinned at me and reminded me immediately of Allen making me realize where Allen got his smile from, "So you're going to sing for us,"

I wanted to argue, but we had reached the music room where everyone was waiting. Nea let me go and walked over to the piano as the Earl clapped his hands, "Good! I'm so glad you agreed."

I opened my mouth to argue when I caught sight of Tyki. He was smiling softly at me and conveyed with his eyes that he was pleased that I was going to sing. I remembered the promise I had given him and mentally sighed before giving the Earl a nod, "Of course I agreed."

"Alright little one," He took his seat as I looked at Nea.

"What song am I to sing?" I asked him.

"Come over here and start playing," He answered causing my jaw to drop, "Play from the heart dear little one. The best music flows from the soul after all,"

I moved over to the piano and sat next to him. My fingers shook slightly as I raised my hands to begin playing. My mind blanked and I mentally panicked before taking a deep breath. My eyes closed and my mind went to why I was doing this. Tyki. My fingers started to move before I began to register what I was doing as the image of us dancing popped into my mind. I opened my mouth and began to sing:

"As the music starts,
The dancers take their places;
The two of us hold hands,
As we settle in.

I'm reluctant to begin;
I can't help it when I feel that way,
But you're so happy;
I can't argue.

We begin to dance;
My reluctance fades;
The world disappears;
I'm with you.

Alone in this world,
The two of us dance,
The music flows around us,
And we're free.

My heart beats with yours,
My mind is clear,
I can't help it,
You're so happy.

As I dance with you,
The world fades away!(x4)

Just us,
I can't be happier;
Just us,
I can't help it;
Just us,
I can't even think.

Just the two of us,
The world will fade away;
The stars come out,
And light up our world.

As I dance with you,
The world fades away! (x3)

Let's leave this world behind,
Let's continue this dance,
Just you and me,
As the world fades...
Just...You...And...Me..."

The music fades out as the last note left me. I opened my eyes and I felt my cheeks darken at the shocked looks on their faces. I laugh nervously and say, "Ta da...?"

Next flashback

"Will you stay with me?" I asked him as he stood across from me as the moon rose high in the sky, "Just for tonight?"

Soft golden eyes held my gaze as he spoke warmly, "Of course meu Inverno. You only need to ask."

Tkie walked over to me and wrapped me into a warm embrace. I cuddled close to his suit covered chest and murmured, "It's getting closer..."

"How can you tell?" His voice washed over me as he pulled away slightly to look down at me.

I smiled up at him in reply, "I'm me. I can feel it in the air and hear it in the wind."

He chuckled softly and reached up to brush some hair from my face, "Is that so?" I nodded causing his lips to quirk into a smile, "Another odd trait."

I pout at him and turn away slightly, "Always saying things like that..."

He chuckled again and lifted up a hand to cup my chin. He turned my head towards him and smile down at me, "If I didn't, you wouldn't hear how special you are to me."

I looked up at him, "How special am I?"

He leaned down, "Special enough for me to do this."

He leaned down further and pressed his lips to mine. Warmth flowed through me as I returned the kiss. It was the slow kind of kiss that we didn't usually share because of how heated things always got. We parted and I laid my head on his chest, "I love you Tyki...so much."

"I know Meu Inverno," He replied as lowered us to the ground with me sitting in his lap, "And I love you too,"

He leaned back and I curled up against his chest. I laid my head over his heart and slowly began to fall asleep as I murmured, "I wish we could do this more often..."

Next memory

"Tyki..." I shook my head at him as tears filled my eyes, "Please don't go..."

"I have to Polarise," He looked at me with a sigh, "I'm the Noah of pleasure and I have to go,"

"No you don't!" I hissed as I wrapped my arms around his waist, "You can stay here with me. Please don't go Tyki,"

"I want to stay Polarise, but I have to go," He wrapped his arms around my waist, "I love you Meu Inverno, but I have to do this to keep you safe,"

He pressed his lips to my forehead. I shook my head furiously as I let go of him and backed away, "No you don't. If you loved me, you would stay here where it's safe."

His eyes flashed with pain as he sighed, "I have to protect my family Meu Inverno. They need me."

He turned away from me and I felt the strength in my legs fail me. I fell to my knees as tears fell from my eyes, "No...Please don't go...Stay here with me..."

He started walking away from me, "I can't Polarise. I love you, but I can't."

"Tyki..." I reached for him with tears streaking down my cheeks, "No..." He didn't stop walking my heart started to break as I began to shake, "Tyki if you truly love me stay with me!" He shook his head causing anger to fill me, "Fine! Go, but don't expect me to be here when you get back," He stopped as I stood up and turned away from him, "Go Tyki..."

"Polarise..." Shock filled his voice and I began to walk towards the hallway.

"Go Tyki," I wipped angerly at my tears, "I don't ever want to see you again..."

He sighed angerly, "Damn it! I can't deal with this right now. Goodbye Polarise."

The door shut and echoed around me as I froze in place. I couldn't stop the sobs that left me even as Winter coiled his body around my legs. The realization of what happened hit me and I felt my heart drop. I...Did I just force one of the best things that happened to me away? Did I just lose the one that made me whole? I bowed my head as I realized what I had done.

Next memory/Final memory

I smiled a bloody smile as the warmth of Tyki seeped into me. His eyes showed the combined agony of his inner noah and him as he stared down at me, "I love you Tyki..."

"I love you Polarise," I felt his regret for the fight earlier, "I don't want you to die..."

I know," I reached up weakly to cup his face, "But everything dies some day. I maybe going before my time, but knowing that all of you will live with a chance at peace makes me happy," I smiled at him, "I know it hurts, but please live...for me,"

"I will Meu Inverno," He promised me causing me to smile before I weakly sat up and pressed my lips to his as he murmured under his breath, "I'm sorry for everything...If I had stayed, you wouldn't have-"

"I would have anyway since I couldn't bare the thought of anyone losing their lives save for me," I pulled back and murmured, "Good bye Tyki Mikk. May we meet again someday."

He shook his head lightly, "This isn't goodbye since those are for forever. It's merely a see you later."

"Copy cat," I giggle before coughing lightly.

End of memories

I closed my eyes for a moment before I answered him, "...I still love you Tyki," I opened my eyes to see him grinning, "But," He lost his grin, "I'm only 16 Tyki. I'm not ready for us to..." My cheeks heated up as certain memories tried to force themselves to the forefront of my mind, "Can we just start slow? I want to get back into the swing of things and get over my teenage hormones before we..."

"Alright," He chuckled as he said that, "I don't see any problems with that. We'll go slow,"

I smiled and pressed a kiss to his cheek before curling up against him as a wave of tiredness hit me, "Good."

"You're tired?" He asked to which I replied with a yawn and curling closer to him, "You should go join you-"

"No I wanna sleep with you," I buried my face in his chest, "Baineann sé le bheith ró-fhada,"

"Frost what does that mean?" He asked causing me to giggle softly.

"It's been too long," I answered as I raised my head, "Please Tyki-chat?"

He let out a chuckle and nodded while leaning back against the window.

End of chapter. It's been a long time, so I pulled a long chapter as a present. You all get to see Frost and Tyki's relationship while also getting a deeper look into who Frost was back when she was still Polarise Walker.