Chapter 5

Arizona POV

This can't be my kid. Callie would have told me i mean I know we haven't even been friends or anything close to that in almost 10 years but she was the love of my life how could she do this. My mind was running a mile a minute. I was just driving around aimlessly trying to get hold of myself. I have a son. I have a son with Callie, I have a son with Callie named Lucas. Before I know it I was at the park. I don't even know how I got here, but this has always been mine and Callie's spot. This was the place that I went to think to get away from the world.

I thought back to the last time I was here, the place where I ruined everything that I had. I told the love of my life that I didn't want her or love her anymore. That was never true but I couldn't stay here, i thought I needed more than this town could offer. I was so wrong all I needed was Callie. Why didn't I ask her to come with me? Why didn't I tell her that I needed her? Why did I push her away? Would she have come with me if I asked? Would we be happy with Luke with us?

As I sat on the swings I thought about the final morning with Callie before she walked out of my life.

The sunlight was coming through the curtains. As the light hit my face I start to stir. I open my eyes and look up to the ceiling. Replaying the previous night in my head. I remember arguing with Callie and her asking me to come home, asking me to come back to her. I couldn't do that I wasn't ready to go back to Davis and be just another towns person. That place had nothing for me. Seattle gave me so many more options. I could be someone here. I then remembered her jumping out of the car after I told her I was never coming back and me chasing her down kissing her with all my worth. I couldn't put into words how I felt i dint want her to leave not like this but I wanted her to feel the love I had for her.

I turned my head and saw Callie cuddled into my side. I carefully move the brunette locks so that I can look at her face. This was my world everything I have ever wanted. But I wasn't the women that she needed. She deserved the world and I couldn't give that to her. I had to let her go. While slowly caressing her face brown eyes looked up at me.

"good morning babe" the term of endearment slipped from lips before I could stop it. She just looks at me. I can she wants to cry and it broke my heart but I had to be strong this was what was best for her.

"Good morning. What time is it?"

Looking at my alarm clock on my dresser, "it's just a little after nine. Do you need to leave or can you have some breakfast first?" I know I should let her go, let her get dressed and walk out of my life but my heart won't let me. My hand was on her cheek and she eyes me carefully. She starts to lean into my hand and inches her face closer to mine. I kiss her. God this is like coming home. I have always loved the way that she taste. She moans into my mouth as she starts to move so that she is straddling me. I love when she thinks she can top me. Knowing this will be the last time I let her.

My hands move down her back and rest on her hips as my tongue duals for dominance in her mouth. Her hands are in my hair she is grinding in my lap making me hard and I think this is it I could die right here right now and be completely happy about it. I am rock hard if she keeps going I will cum right here. I pick her up off my lap and her down on my bed and just look at her. My god is she beautiful. Her tan skin, her brown eyes. She is so breathing hard that her tits are almost bouncing and in her eyes I not only see lust but love.

"I will love you forever Calliope." Before she can respond or tell me the same I kiss her and press my body into hers. She moves her hands between us and grabs me and begins to stroke me leading me to where she needs me most.

Something makes me break the kiss. I stare at her again and cares her face getting lost in her eyes and whisper "are you sure?" she leans into my hand say "I will love you forever Arizona. Make love to me. Make me yours" And I did over and over….

A/N so writing smut i not my strong sue and i am sorry for how bad this was but i hope that you got something out of it. Please Review...