A/N Hey guys i wanted to thank you guys again. I love the love that i am getting here. I will say that i am hitting a little writers block. I didn't think that anyone would really like this story let alone follow it. So it maybe a few days before i post again. I know i am the worst, been there with a few other stories. So please forgive me. Now please enjoy...

Chapter 7

Today was the day, Arizona was going to meet Luke for the first time. To say that i was scared shitless was an understatement. Arizona is a great person, although we had our issues she is going to be a great mother. Even if she didn't know it yet. I have always known that she had a lot of issue with her family, dad that was never around due to being in the military and a brother that had died when she was in her teens but i know how much family meant to her and i knew that i could trust her with our son. I had talked to Luke just a few days ago and told him what would be going on and he seemed ok with it.

"Luke baby i need to talk to you can you come into the kitchen real quick?" Luke was in the living room playing with his legos. I swear this kid was going to be an architect, he loved to build things from a very early age and i did what i could to make sure that he would find a way out of this town. He come barreling into the kitchen and slides in and takes a sit at the table.

"Yes mama whats up?"

This was going to be a really hard thing to explain to him. I was still unsure how i was going to do it. Thus far i had just been winging it and it seems to work with Arizona so i was going to try the same thing with Luke.

"So you remember the lady that you meet a few days ago at the house. Arizona."

"Yes, she looks like the lady in the picture in my baby book. Is she my other mom?"

God my son was too smart for his own good. I had completely forgot about the baby book. I know that i didn't plan to tell Arizona about luke but i felt like Luke need to know about his other mother so i made him a baby book. Every big thing in his life was put into this book. Pictures of his birth, all of his birthdays and of course a section all about his other mom. He know about her and our love story. When he would ask where she was i would tell him that she was off making the world a better place. It was a lie but it was better than telling him that maybe she didn't want him. Or telling me that i was too much of a coward to tell her about him.

"Yes baby that is her. She wants to get to know you. She just moved back to town and asked me if you guys could hang out. What you do you think? Would you be up to meeting her?"

My son sat there for a moment and thought about it. I was nervous he was going to say no and then i would have to force him to do it. I never wanted to force him to do anything but i didn't want him to hate her, all in all it was my fault you know. He lifts his head and says "will you be there too?" I tell him no and that Arizona wants some alone time with him to get to know him. Again his head falls as he thinks over what he wants to do. Finally after what seemed like a lifetime he says "sure." Not the yes i was looking for but i would take what i could get.

The doorbell rung and pulled me from my memories. I check myself in the mirror by the door and pull it open, i already knew who it was, giving her my biggest smile. This is not going to help us stay platonic but i don't want that. She is now and will always be the love of my life. But my decisions had made it so that would never happen. It didn't stop me from wanting it though.

"Hey Arizona, come in. How are you doing?"

She gave me a nervous smile and come in. As i closed the door behind me i watch Arizona's body language. She was looking at all the pictures that i had on my walls and i could tell that she was nervous and scared all at the same time. I could tell that she wasn't ready for my house to look this nice. When i found out that i was pregnant i wanted to give my baby a nice house. Being who my father was, even if we didn't have contact due to the fact that i was gay, i had a trust fund. So dipped into it and i bought Luke and myself a decent house. I didn't need the big ass house or all the crazy nice things i just needed a modest house. So that's what i got except i paid a little bit more and got some land with the house.

"Hey Cal. If i am being honest i am really nervous."

I chuckled and said "I think that Luke is nervous too. I am sure that you guys will be fine.I do want to give this to you. I do want it back though. This is Luke's baby book. I have been keeping it since i found out i was pregnant, i hoped one day i could show you this. I am just glad that i can."

I handed the book over to her and she had tears in her eyes. She looked up at me and the tears rolled down her cheeks. This sight warmed my heart and broke my heart all at the same time. I pulled her into a hug. This was the first time that i had her in my arms in about 10 years and it felt amazing. She melted into her arms as i whispered in her ear "I am sorry for all this. I wish i could take the pain away but i can't. This is the best that i can do."

She pulled back from me and looked directly into my eyes. Brown eyes meeting blue eyes and i could have sworn that she was leaning in to kiss me. God did i want her lips on mine but it couldn't be like this. I knew that i hurt her and i knew that i need to make it up to her before we went here. Luck was on my side cause Luke come running down the stairs. I pulled away and looked at Arizona and hoped that my eyes portrayed what i was trying to say without words. I turned around and Luke had just come down the stairs.

"Hey baby are you ready to go with your mom?"

"Yes mama. Hello Arizona. If you don't mind right now i am going to call you by your name until i know you a little better. I am sorry."

I looked at Arizona and could see that she completely understood where he was coming from. As i fixed my lips to respond Arizona cut me off.

"Hey little man. That is completely fine. I want you to be comfortable around me so call me what you like."

Luke smile and nodded his head. I handed him his jacket and asked Arizona what she had planned for the two of them.

"I thought we could go see a new movie and maybe get diner. Is that ok with the two of you."

I just nodded my head and Luke said "can you we go the place with the arcade in it?"

"Yes buddy whatever you want to do."

"Ok Lucas i need to listen and what is the rule when you are out in public with me or anyone else?"

"Be where they can see me."

"That's right baby go have fun with your ."

I kissed Luke on the cheek and watched as he and Arizona walked to her car. I hoped that all this worked out. I can't believe i almost kissed her. As i walked back into the house, i started to think of the best way to make all this up to Arizona.

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