Unsent Letter
(NOT A CHAPTER)
A therapist suggested that I'd write down what I'm feeling in anonymous unsent letters to help with coping and thought I might give it a shot. What better to leave them in a completed fic to see how they can reflect.
What you and I started here was a good thing. You and your inspiration were the only good things ever added to that experience, not me. I've done nothing but deceive and as much as I have learned about you I have failed to let you learn more about the real me. You showed me great kindness out of your heart and I manipulated all that warmth and comfort for my selfish reasons and only brought myself the pain in the end as my atonement. I've broken our trust and our friendship. I am young, I was bored, and lonely all it took was one simple course of action with lies and negligence that replaced everything with guilt, dread, and jealousy, wishing to have the bond I had with you back, even if it was null and void.
But I can't... because it's not fair to me or you. You made it perfectly clear that we can't be friends anymore and that is on me. Only me.
I am the fake.
You are the real.
The only thing I can do is keep the promise I have made and help others that need to see the truth behind what lies can do. Lying is a sickness that can ruin a person's life, take a lesson from me, dear readers, and never know this life of chaos. You just might lose someone close to you and maybe even more.
If you are holding something in and are too afraid to let it out, best to let it out now while you still can and forgiveness can find its way to you. A once in a lifetime chance I never had.
Don't waste it.
Sincerely yours
-Revanite201