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Chapter 15

The Senior camping trip was almost two weeks away. All the seniors were whispering about the possibilities. It was a constant buzz within the halls, in the classroom, at lunch, and pretty much at all times. Fuck! Why do people care so much? It's just fucking camping!

Tweek's been acting kind of weird too. I think he's just nervous but he won't talk to me about it. It's stressing me the hell out. I tried to tell him we could stay home but he refused. He said he was ok with going on the trip. If that's the case then why the fuck is he acting so goddamn weird? Kyle thinks he just doesn't want to worry us. I'm really not so sure anymore.

Everybody's at our table yapping away. It's annoying the hell out of me. Clyde keeps going on and on about the football game tomorrow. Stan, Kyle, and Token won't stop humoring him like they give a shit. Fucking assholes…Cartman and Kenny are being dumb as fuck too, whispering back and forth like they're too good to fill anyone in on their stupid fucking secrets.

Tweek's not paying attention to anybody, which is kind of scary. He's just picking at his food. I know something's wrong but he won't fucking talk to me about it!

I'm sitting in my room with Tweek now. It's been a few days since he zoned out at lunch. He's still not eating much of his damn food though…the whole things got me stressed the fuck out. I can hear him making frustrated noises as we press our thumbs against the buttons of our controllers, neither wanting the other to win.

I really want to bring up how he's been acting lately. I just really hope he doesn't get too irritated at me.

"Babe? What's been going on with you lately?" I can't help it. Not knowing is fucking killing me. Shit he's looking at me like I've mutilated a puppy. He's going to kill me for asking him. Shit.

"I don't know what you're talking about." He shrugged at me and went back to playing the game. I don't want to push it but I feel like if I don't he won't talk to me about it. "Come on Tweekers…I know something's wrong. Just talk to me about it."

"It's nothing. I know I'm just over thinking everything."

"So this isn't about the trip Friday?"

"No not really…more about the future I guess." He really looks like he wants to drop the topic. I put my controller away and pull him to me. I don't like it when he gets like this. The dumb ass always thinks of the worst shit that could possibly happen and then convinces himself that it is fact.

Why do I love such an idiot?

"What about the future?" I ask as I push pause on the game.

"N-nothing. It's stupid don't worry about it."

"Oh I'm worrying about it whether you want me to or not."

He burrows himself into my blankets, "About us mostly." His face is red. Shit. He's embarrassed.

I burrow myself up next to him, "What about us babe?" I really hope he's not get tired of me. He's still not really looking at me…

"Well…I mean…long distance scares me I guess."

"Who said we'd be long distance?"

"I mean…I thought you wanted to leave South Park and well…I don't know if I'm ready to yet."

"Babe, if you want to stay we can. We can commute to school if you want. I don't mind driving the hour to campus. We don't have to go that far away…it was just an idea." He's making me nervous. He really has been thinking about breaking up with me. I don't want that. I refuse that!

"I don't want to hold you back!" He's crying now. Fuck…when did he start crying? I pull him flush to me and rub my hands up and down his arms, "Shhh…babe it's ok. I promise. You aren't holding me back."

He's crying into my shirt, I don't know what to do to show him what he means to me. How do I make him stop hurting? I don't want to lose him…

"C-Craig! I don't want you to get tired of me and leave!" He started to bawl, another round of sobs leaving him.

"I would never get tired of you." I don't know when I started to cry but now the tears are flowing freely from my eyes. "Never. I promise."

"C-can I stay here tonight?" His voice was still warbled from crying. "If that's ok…"

"You can stay whenever you want." He leaned up and met my lips with his being tentative. I pushed forward more firmly fully kissing him. "I love you…so much."

He pulled away finally smiling at me. "I'm going to tell my mom I'm staying at Wendy's then."

"Good idea, then she won't have a reason to say no." I laughed at his new enthusiasm.

The two of us decided to put a movie on instead of continue to play our game. This way I could cuddle the hell out of him and make him never think of breaking up again. The only thing I could think about before I fell asleep is how would I make him see how special he is to me…

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