Victoria twisted and turned under the hands that grabbed her, forcing her legs apart rubbing a hardened cock against her opening. She gasped her eyes blown wide open as she arched off the bed, she couldn't make out the face above her. The pleasure ran through her body making her limps tingle slightly she flexed her fingers releasing her hands as the cock rammed itself into her tight sex. Her hands were tied above her head her legs wrapped around thin hips, her body did not recognise who was fucking her. She gasped as the mouth pressed against her jaw nipping the skin roughly as the thrusts became harsh making her head knock against the top of the headboard. She let out a scream so loud she swore it could burst someones ear drums, she didn't want this, "please stop!" She thrashed under the unknown weight the face started to clear as the hand grabbed hold of her jaw forcing her head up, she looked into dark brown eyes, the face reminded her of a weasel and black hair slicked back the man must have been from India or somewhere like that.

The nails dug into her jaw it hurt it hurt so badly she was dry when he pushed into her, though his thrusts became smooth and she felt something seep from her slit coating her thighs it felt sticky and plain wrong. The smell of copper wafted across her face, it was blood her own blood. She pulled harder at the restraints on her wrists, kicking her legs out, screaming, crying she needed out why wasn't anyone here. The weasel faced man lent over her pressing his chest flush against hers his free hand the one that wasn't holding her jaw trailed down her chest his nails digging into her chest the pain shot through her and her cry's became louder. "ssshhhh," the mans voice felt like oil against her ears, "I don't like it when you scream," she felt her nipple being pinched between the two nails, "I want that lovely face to moan." Her body was fighting her brain it hurt so much.

"Please stop!" She screamed.

"You want this you cum guzzling whore," he growled pressing harder against her chest she sobbed loudly in pain, "Do not lie this is what you were made for to lay under a man and be fucked."

Ana awoke to the sound of screaming in the room next to her, there was a part of her that wad thankful they had the top floor to themselves. She heard thudding of footsteps outside her door, she groaned looking at the clock it was three in the morning who would be screaming. Ana rested her head back down on her pillow before she shot back up again, Victoria.

She scrambled out of her over sized bed and out the door seeing Jack pounding his hand down on Victoria's door. Reyes had a phone to his ear whilst the other three were looking out there doors down the hallway at them.

"Vicky!"

"Security will be up in a few minutes," Reyes told him.

Ana watched Jack as he lent his head against the wall, "Do not break the door down," the woman warned.

"Yes please don't," a voice sounded from the elevator as a small blonde haired woman walked down the hallway set of keys in hand she flinched at the screaming, "Please step away from the door sir I am unable to unlock the door when you are standing in the way."

Jack quickly stepped out the way and allowed the woman to unlock the door, the door swung up into Victoria's room, "Is there anything else you will need tonight?" She asked.

Ana and Jack moved into the room allowing Reyes to dismiss the late night security guard. He flipped the lights on for them standing at the door making sure the security guard actually left and not hung about to be able to leak something to the news.

The white bed sheets had random spots of red across the sheet, Victoria had moved to the centre of the bed her head towards the bottom of the bed her hands twisted above her head seeming to have locked them within the sheets. Her face twisted in pain tears streamed her face.

Ana sat on the edge of the bed working to free the blondes hands from the sheet, noticing the red spots across the sheets seems to concentrate around her hands.

"Vicky," Jacks voice was soft cupping her cheeks stroking

softly, Ana was able to pull the sheets from Victoria's hands listening to her cry. Her body arched off the bed her hands came up swinging widely Ana caught them before she could catch Jack in the face. Her nails were coated in bright red liquid, Ana could see the the cuts across the palm of her hands and wrists realising that in her sleep she cut herself.

Her breathing was coming out in short pants, her cheek flushed a soft pretty pink colour as she arched her chest up her breasts strained against the thin blue tank top. "Victoria," Jack shook her softly.

Ana kept her hold on Victoria's wrists as Victoria started to struggle more, Victoria's face screwed up in pain as she kicked her legs out she was able to kick Jack in the chest nearly throwing him off the bed.

"No..." her voice came out in a breathless moan. "Please... No..." the moan became slightly louder.

Jack slammed his hands down either side of her hips pinning her legs to the mattress with his arms, "VICTORIA!"

Her green eyes shot open wide, "No please, please..."

"Vicky..." his voice was soft in her ears.

Everything was blurry hands pinned her arms down whilst arms pinned her legs down, "Please no..."

"Victoria!" The voice was familiar.

"Jack..." she whispered.

"Yes Vicky come up sweetheart," Jacks voice pulled her up, "Please love."

She groaned clenching her eyes shut and blinking a few times her eyes adjusting to the light, her green eyes came into focus two sets of brown and a set of blue looked down concerned at her. "What...?" She questioned.

She whimpered as she felt a wet patch on her underwear her cheeks flamed red as she brought her knees up to her chest as she sat up. Jack wrapped an arm around her shoulders as Ana let go of Victoria's arms as Victoria wrapped her arms tightly around Jack. "You are alright," He told her running his fingers through the long golden hair.

"It hurts..." she whispered into his chest.

Another hand joined Jacks smaller and feminine rubbing the back of her neck softly, "We should get these cuts cleared up."

"I'll get a towel," Reyes told them striding across the room towards the bathroom.

"What did I do to deserve this," Victoria whispered.

"There are horrible people out there Victoria," Jack told her kissing her temple gently.

Ana's hands swept Victoria's hair back over her shoulder pressing a kiss to the other side of her head in a motherly fashion continuing to stroke her hair back.

Reyes came back with a glass of water and a white towel, "Can I?" He asked her allowing her to make the decision not forcing her, she was still shaking from the nightmare.

Victoria drew her hands back looking at the blood that flowed down her wrists, pooling down onto the white sheets. Reyes hands were rough against the back of her wrists as he washed away the blood Jack had one hand placed on the top of her thigh squeezing softly as she was came down. Her cheeks slowly lost the red colour, "Victoria what was the dream?" He asked her suddenly.

Gabriel felt her flinch as she tried to pull her wrists away he suddenly tightened his hands around her wrist listening to her whimper, her green eyes looking up at him. He dropped her wrists he was her commander, he could not have her terrified of him.

"Victoria," Ana's voice broke the silence Victoria's green eyes softened slightly the fear still in the corner, "We are your team you have to trust us."

"No..." her bottom lip quivered tears welling in the corner of her eyes as she looked up at them.

"Vicky we promise," Jack told her lifting her hand back into Reyes hands allowing there commander to clean up his soldiers wounds, "We won't judge you."

"I... I was pinned... a man over me and he... fucked me... it hurt... but I wanted it... I couldn't tell the difference between pain and pleasure..." she stuttered over her words she clenched her hands her nails luckily dug into the towel and not her open wounds.

"Did he say anything to you at all?" Ana asked her.

"No... he just called me names... said that I wanted it..." her voice was growing weaker.

Reyes pulled away

as he cleaned the last of the blood off her wrists he took the second towel in hand and ripped it into wrapping it carefully around her palms and wrists.

"It is alright Victoria," Ana told her softly.

"Not its not," Victoria snapped pulling her hands from Reyes hold pushing herself to stand, she stepped around Reyes her breathing was laboured this time in anger not the breathless moans she was releasing in her sleep moments ago. "I... I..."

Jack stepped off the bed standing in front of her, "You have not done anything wrong Victoria."

"Jack is right," Reyes stern voice filled her ears watching her clench her hands into fists. "You are not in the wrong and you should not be blaming yourself for what they did."

"But I..." she went to argue.

"What," Reyes voice broke through hers, "Wanted it. Victoria you were drugged and tied to a bed you could not fight them in your state. Any woman or man in your situation would not have been able to fight them."

Victoria blinked a few times her eyes still red from crying, her hands still shaking slightly before she buried her head in Jacks chest taking in his sent. "If I knew...Victoria I promise you," Jack whispered to her, "I would not have left you."

She relaxed as she felt his arms encircle her waist, "I feel useless."

A loud laugh boomed from the door making Victoria's head whip up to look at Reinhardt who was laughing, "You are not helpless lil lady. You saved my behind today against the Bastion units. A fine solider."

"But..."

"I would have no one fight like my side like you do," Reinhardt told her.

Ana, Gabriel and Jack could tell she was doubting herself the knock to her head had screwed her over big time.

"Victoria you are a fantastic solider," Gabriel told her, "I am happy to have you on this team."

"Thank you Commander," her head became buried back in Jacks chest.

"Please don't go..." Victoria whispered to Jack her hands bunched up in his shirt.

"Come on Ana," Reyes told her, "Sleep we have breakfast with the president tomorrow morning."

Jack slipped his arms around her back and under her knees drawing her up to his chest, "Night guys."

"Sleep gloriously," Reinhardt laughed as Reyes closed the door behind him and Ana.

"You alright?" Jack asked as she curled into his chest.

"I feel useless," she whimpered, "Its not your fault it was never your fault. I needed to be angry and..."

"You have every right to be angry," he told her climbing into the bed curling around her.

She felt safe as she was nestled against his chest, "but never at you... I made you upset and I shouldn't blame you... you..."

He kissed her temple softly, "Better you to let it out than keep it in."

She rolled over to settle on top of him her cheeks still flushed as she lent into him her hands pressed against his pecs her covered sex pressed against his cock through his pyjama pants as she pressed her lips roughly against him. Jack was startled for a few moments then he felt her grind down onto him, he pushed her back panting for a few moments.

"Victoria," he gasped for breath before biting down on the groan that bubbled in his throat.

"Please Jack... you told me not to hold back... make them go away..." she breathed out.

"Victoria I won't..." he grabbed hold of her hips and flipped her over so her back pressed against the mattress to stop her grinding against him.

"But..."

"No you are vulnerable your mind is not in the right state," she brought her legs up brushing her foot against his semi erect cock. "Victoria..."

"I want the bad memories to go away," she breathed, arching her chest up, "You can make them all go away."

Jack gulped his adam apples bobbed as she lent up pressing her mouth against his adam's apple kissing before sucking softly on the skin, his groan was weak as he clenched his hands into the bed sheet either side of her head.

"I trust you... I want you to be happy," she whispered into his throat her fingers brushing across the hem of his shirt brushing against his abs.

"Victoria," he groaned as she continued to pepper kisses down his throat nipping

softly at his skin, "I can not does this to you Victoria. You..." he grunted as her hand dipped down into his underwear, his breathing came out in short puffs.

"Jack..." she moaned into the column of his throat as her hand wrapped around his pulsing member stroking softly. He tilted his head down his elbows brushed against the dip of her waist as he panted for breath, to long he can't remember the last time he fucked someone totally sober. She tilted her neck up barring it for him as her soft strokes became faster, "Please Jack I want this," her moan rang in his ears.

He couldn't do this it was wrong she was hooked up on two types of drugs, she just had a nightmare of herself being raped by talon and they are in the middle of helping Australia push back there problem with the omnics.

His own find was fighting himself he wanted this, he wanted her, it was always her ever since they were kids, he wanted to be her partner in school projects, he wanted to take her to the school dances.

He groaned again as she rubbed her thumb against his tip spreading the pre cum across the skin making her movements more fluid she wasn't letting up she never did. Jack pushed himself up on one elbow, his free hand cupped Victoria's cheek drawing her mouth up to his with a soft gentle kiss which she pushed herself into opening her mouth she brushed her tongue along his bottom lip. He tried not to he wanted to go slow but he dominated her mouth as he pushed his tongue into her mouth his hand on her cheek reaching round the back of her head hooking his fingers around the long locks gently he pulled her head back further kissing across her cheek before he sucked on the skin just under her ear. She whined pitifully arching up she pressed the flat of her hand against the underside of his cock. The towel that was wrapped around her hand scrapped against his cock he couldn't hold back as he bucked his hips into her hand.

His lips trailed down her throat and across her collar bone, she whined softly. He pulled back a moment his hands finding the edge of her tank top pushing the shirt up pushing it over her breasts. His hand encased her entire breast as he sat further back making her hand slip out of his underwear he groaned at the loss of her hand. She whined pushing her chest into his hand as he gently massaged the plump fresh, the words slowly ran through his head over and over again as she wrapped her legs around his hips.

Trailing his fingers across the side of her breasts she whined, "More please Jack..." he lent down pressing his open mouth over her other breast encasing her nipple in his warm mouth.

"Yes..." she breathed out, tightening her legs around his hips grinding her sex down onto his cock too many layers between them as he gently sucked on her nipple between his teeth the skin pulled taut as it peaked the teeth was a small pressure not a painful one.

He pressed himself against her inviting her heat, her nipple popped from his mouth with an audible pop. "Vicky I need you to let go for a moment hun," he whispered against her skin kissing the underside of her breast softly.

"It feels so good... I do not want to let go... please..." she whispered.

Jacks laugh vibrated against her breast making her giggle as she unwrapped her legs from him. He looked up at her even in the low light he didn't realise the lights had been turned off she looked as beautiful as before. Her hair fanned out around her in a golden halo, her eyes clouded slightly, pink lips swollen and the cute pink blush across her cheeks.

It still it felt wrong she was hurting and he felt like he was taking advantage of her, he pulled back kissing down her the flat plane of her stomach, dipping his tongue into her belly button she arched up giggling at the notion her hands reached down threading through his own blonde locks tugging slightly.

"Jack stop teasing you know I hate it when you tease," she whined as his hands smoothed down her outer thighs.

He continued down till he reached the waist band of her cotton pyjama bottoms his hands hooked under her knee

pulling down her pyjama bottoms along with the white lace panties throwing them over his shoulders not caring were they landed. His hands smoothed down her legs parting her thighs her folds drenched she was practically dripping. He bit down on the inside of his cheek knowing this was bad, he couldn't fuck her it was wrong shes hyped up and two types of drugs and he didn't have a condom on him at this point.

He lent back down pressing his mouth to her hip bone smoothing his hands over her hips pressing her down into the mattress kissing across her hips before kissing across her mound. She moaned weakly as he traced his tongue across her smooth skin dipping his tongue down between her folds brushing his tongue against her clit. He could hear her breath catch as she tried to arch herself off the bed to press herself against his mouth.

"Yes," she breathed though his hands on her hips pushing her down into the mattress keeping her from grinding down onto his tongue.

Jack traced his tongue across her folds in a circular pattern, her hips slowly started to rock in the same way direction as his tongue he smirked against her folds as she changed the pattern. She whimpered slightly as his hands tightened on her hips as he moved his mouth up and attaching himself to her clit. This time her moan was loud in his ears she didn't try to hold back the sound she was making as he sucked on her clit.

"Oh Jack... please..." she cried out trying to press herself further against his mouth, "I..."

He pressed the tip of his tongue against her clit wiggling it against the sensitive skin. Her legs shook either side of his head, her whimpers were loud. Jack groaned against her clit if Ana could hear the noises through the wall he knew he would be in for a throttling tomorrow. He continued to trace his tongue across her clit, her legs shook either side of his head she twisted slightly panting and moaning softly pleading for more.

She cried out her hands threading through his golden hair pulling him closer struggling against his hands to grind herself against his face her legs clamped down either side of his head muffling the sweet moans that came from her mouth, Jack smiled as he felt her juices coat his chin dripping down onto the bed as he pulled back sitting back on his heels looking down at her smirking. Her laugh was beautiful as she looked up at his face noticing his smirk, her cheeks now a dark pink her breathing was deep making her chest heave.

"You ok?" He asked her as he rested down beside her.

"Yes ... would you like..." she went to ask him but was cut off when he pressed his lips softly against hers noticing her eye lids flutter close.

He pulled back smiling down at her realising she was shattered, "All for you Vicky, we will just not yet, you need rest we are going to have a busy day tomorrow."

"But do you not..." she yawned.

"Sleep Vicky," he told her as he brought the duvet up over them.

Jack will admit the strain of his erection in his underwear was killing him, the part of his brain controlled by his lust wanted him to fuck her until she was screaming his name. He wanted it, he wanted it so badly but he knew it was wrong if he did he could and will not take advantage of her like this.

"Jack... you hold back..." she moaned as her breathing evened out.

Jack lent over her brushing hair off her cheek trailing his fingers over her brow, he shouldn't of done that rang loudly in his mind. He practically took advantage of her, but.. he kissed her temple wrapping his arms around her waist and drew her back into his chest closing his own eyes breathing in her vanilla scent knowing he was going to struggle facing Gabriel and Ana in the morning. He didn't know if they heard them through the walls but Victoria was always loud every time she came it was normally with an echoing moan or a loud scream he missed that sound and her taste. He finally buried his face into the pillow smiling more to himself at the thought of she wasn't blaming him anymore.

Jack woke the next morning with a banging sound on the door, looking

down at the small blonde curled into his chest. The knocking grew louder, "Morrison I swear if you do not get your arse out of that bed!" Gabriel voice sounded through the door.

Jack was out of the bed in two seconds flat, looking rather bed ridden as he threw the door open and had his military suit thrown at him. "Finally," Gabriel groaned, "Took you ages look brunch five minutes get Blondie up."

"Blondie can hear you," Victoria whined from the bed sitting up wrapping the sheets around her, "Morning Commander."

"Look you two," Reyes was not in the mood today, "Secretary General landed last night I don't want her to know about your bump on the head ok Victoria?"

"Of course commander," she answered.

"We will be out in a few minutes," Jack answered before closing the door, Jack listened to Victoria jump from the bed and scrambled through the bag sitting at the bottom of the bed.

She brushed her hair quickly leaving it down to fall inits natural curls as she slipped the skirt up her legs and buttoned the white pressed shirt. She helped Jack button his own shirt and then the military jacket over his broad shoulders.

"You alright?" He asked her brushing the loose curl from her cheek, "Last night you..."

He took her hands in his unwrapping the bloody towel throwing it into the bin, "No I am fine," Victoria smiled softly at him, "Thank you for... I am..."

He helped her slip on her jacket, kissing the side of her temple as they both put on their shoes. "No need to thank me," his voice dropped as his lips brushed the shell of her ear, "I enjoyed myself."

It was a lie the voice rang through Jacks head, he did it to please her to stop her from going any further so he didn't have to take advantage of her. She smiled prettily up at him as she linked arms with his as they stepped out of her hotel room.

"Finally," Reyes groaned.

Which in turn brought laughter out of the the two, "Ready Gabe?" Jack asked.

"Unfortunately yes," he told them, "the others are already down stairs. We will be back on the battlefield again tomorrow though front line this time."

Both nodded their heads following him into the elevator, Gabriel gently took Victoria's hand in his turning it up to so he could see the crescent moon scabs across her palms. "They healed well over the night, super solider serum for you."

"You on edge Reyes what is it?" Jack asked.

"Do not like Adawe breathing down my throat," Reyes growled out.

"Don't think anyone does," Victoria stated.

"Game faces," Jack told them as the elevator pinged as they reached the bottom floor. Victoria smoother her hand down his arm interlinking her fingers in his as they stepped out the elevator.

"There you are," Secretary General smiled the other four had the same forced smile as the other three did. "Oh don't you all look sparkling clean, now the cameras won't be there for the entire time just shake the presidents hand smile a few word. Nothing to graphic for the papers."

Victoria bit her lower lip keeping from saying anything as they walked through the doors into dinning hall, President Grant was laughing alongside a few other old men dressed in standard military garb General Jackson was also in with them apparently the USA army had put more forces here, "Ah the men and woman of the hour," President Grant grinned widely, Victoria was wondering how this man ran a country he just did not look the type. "Thank you all for your work yesterday."

"Not a problem at all its our duty," Jack smiled as he shook the presidents hand as Grant moved onto Victoria.

"We are here to serve sir," she had to let go of Jacks hand to shake the presidents, out of the corner of her eye she saw Gabriel sneer slightly over her head she was not sure who the look was aimed at the president was hesitant to shake Gabriel's hand the vibes Reyes was giving off was not good.

The handshake was tense Victoria was not sure what was running through Gabriel's mind but she could tell he was not pleased, "You have done a fine job Commander a fine group you have."

"Thank you President Grant," Reyes forced the smile which

Victoria thought was going to break Reyes face if he continued smiling for much longer.

"Take seats all of you it is time we eat, can not let the new heroes go wasting away can we," President Grant grinned widely making a gesture to their seats.

Victoria took re hold of Jacks hand she felt more safe holding his hand, she was sat between Ana and Jack, Ana was smiling above her head Victoria tilted her head to the side smiling as she noticed Ana's eyes on Reinhardt. The Secretary General had taken a seat across from the team at the table. Not noticing the secret look her the team was sharing.

Jack turned his head down to the blonde who was sipping on her cup of tea wide grin across her face hidden behind the large china cup, he dipped his head down next to hers and whispered in her ear, "You still have the same grin when you are planning something."

She brought the cup away from her lips blinking her large green eyes up at him confusion laced over her face, "What look?"

She shivered as his breath brushed the shell of her ear, "You know exactly what I mean, Vicky."

She smiled softly at him sipping from her cup again glancing over at Reinhardt over Jacks shoulder who was laughing at something Commander Jackson had said the President did not look impressed who was the closet to Reinhardt, "Nothing at all Jack, I promise."

Jacks eyebrow raised pulling back digging into the bacon sandwich, her hand brushed up his thigh under the dinner table seeming to be tracing incoherent patterns her mind seeming miles away but she kept looking back to Ana when the older woman spoke to her and over his shoulder every now and again.

"Victoria," The Secretary Generals voice seemed to break Victoria out of her musing, "Your mother called for you back at the Headquarters again the other day."

Jacks head whipped to the side feeling her hand clench against the top of his thigh along with the pain that shot up his leg, this was entirely new to him he did not know Delilah had tried to contact since she was thrown out of the headquarters when she sent Victoria into a panic attack.

"Oh... I was meaning to call her but..." Victoria's voice turned soft and withdrawn dipping her head allowing her hair to cover her face, "I would like to arrange to see her again. If..."

"Yes of course however you won't be back in the United States for a few months at least so it might be best for you to call her at some point," Adawe told Victoria.

"Of course," Victoria's forced smile was back on her face.

Jack felt his gut clench as he looked at that smile, it was broken not entirely reaching her eyes. But he knew it was good that she was giving Delilah a chance.

"It would be good for you all too see your families actually," Adawe told them, "I understand the phone calls home must be difficult we will arrange something for when you return."

The team went silent at that notion the thought of their families turning up would be great, Jack grinned widely at the thought of it knowing he would have to give his folks a call before they came up.