(Reviews baby! I had to do more chapters now, I was trying to do my other stories but I had to do just one more on this one first lol
Neon lololol: "Suspense DUNUNUNUNUN This is soooo guuuud OwO
Also, I've heard Springtrap makes AWESOME cookies, if he can PLEZ MAKH SOME 4 MEHHHHHH! I LUVZ C00KIEZZZZZ."
Me: "Cookies are the best!"
Springtrap: "Will u shut up if I give u these Springtrap Prime?!" *Gives me cookies.*
Me: *Gives cookies to Neon lololol.* "Enjoy! Anyone else want some!"
Goldie: *Takes a cookie.*
Mangle6: "Okay first DAWWW! SO CUTE! Also no offense, but Spring Trap you can't keep lying to Goldie you have to tell him the truth before it's too late!"
Me: "want one of the cookies?" *Gives Mangle6 a cookie*
Springtrap: "I'M NOT LYING!"
(This chapter is inspired an idea given by Mangle6 and their is a mixture of real cute but real sad ok?)
Goldie noticed something was defiantly wrong, the rabbit began to tremble on occasions as they sat on the floor together. Goldie rested his head on Springtrap's chest.
Beatbeatbeatbeatbeatbeat went the rabbit's heart, it was beating so fast and hard Goldie was sure it must have hurt Springtrap. He placed his soft hands on Springtrap's black vest. Springtrap looked down at him.
"W-what are you doing?" He asked.
"I don't really know." Goldie replied. Springtrap noticed that whatever Goldie was doing it was calming his racing heart. Goldie looked deep into Springtrap's grey eyes. Hurt, sadness, loss, a cry for help, isolation, misery, torture and pain was all he saw. Springtrap only felt that.
"Let me help." Goldie pleaded. Springtrap shook his head.
"I can't," he said, turning his head away. Goldie remembered how his parents used to cheer him up, maybe he could try that. Springtrap listened to Goldie hum a quiet tune, in was… comforting. It was so soft and sweet, his music slid though Goldie's voice like a graceful water fall. Springtrap didn't notice that he was soon wrapping his arms around the small bear, still listening. Goldie blushed a little and smiled, continuing to hum. Springtrap picked Goldie up and sat on the couch, Goldie got comfy and snuggled into Springtrap's belly. Springtrap let out a yawn, he wanted sleep. They both did. Goldie smiled as he dreamed…
Goldie walked through another meadow, this one had clovers everywhere and the trees were oak trees. Goldie sighed as he felt the wind brush past him, he continued walking. Goldie stopped in front of a giant willow tree. Next to it was a big lake, the sun light that could get past the trees made the water shimmer in its light. Goldie went to the water and looked into it, it was so clean and fresh he could see his reflection perfectly. Goldie noticed there was a figure under the willow tree in the water's reflection. He looked up and saw the back of Springtrap. Goldie jumped for joy and ran over, he stopped half way to find Springtrap was playing a guitar. He listened to the sweet music.
"I see you standing here
But you're so far away
Starving for your attention
You don't even know my name
You're going through so much
But I know that I could be the one to hold you
Every single day
I find it hard to say
I could be yours alone
You will see someday
That all along the way
I was yours to hold
I was yours to hold
I see you walking by
Your hair always hiding your face
I wonder why you've been hurting
I wish I had some way to say
You're going through so much
Don't you know that I could be the one to hold you
Every single day
I find it hard to say
I could be yours alone
You will see someday
That all along the way
I was yours to hold
I was yours to hold
I'm stretching but you're just out of reach
You should know
I'm ready when you're ready for me
And I'm waiting for the right time
For the day I catch your eye
To let you know
That I'm yours to hold
Every single day
I find it hard to say
I could be yours alone
You will see someday
That all along the way
I was yours to hold
I was yours to hold
I'm stretching but you're just out of reach
I'm ready when you're ready for me"
Goldie gave a little sniff as the song was beginning to make him cry. Springtrap's ears perked up and he turned around.
"G-Goldie?" Springtrap said. Goldie looked at him.
"How long have you been there?" Springtrap asked, setting his guitar aside.
"I was listening to you sing." Goldie said and wiped a tear away. Springtrap patted the area next to him for Goldie to sit. He smiled weakly and sat with him. Springtrap placed one hand on his cheek and wiped away tears with the other. Goldie leaned into the hand Springtrap used to cherish his cheek.
"Why was your song so sad?" Goldie asked. Springtrap shook his head.
"It's not important."
"It is important, if you're sad then let me help you be happy." Goldie insisted. Springtrap looked into his brown eyes.
"Maybe…" Springtrap voice trailed.
"What?" Goldie asked. Springtrap pulled him closer until their lips finally met. Goldie was surprised at first but leaned into the kiss almost immediately. Springtrap was so soft and gentle. Springtrap cherished Goldie's cheek while holding the back of his head with the other. Goldie had his hand on Springtrap's chest and back, fully in the moment…
Goldie remained still as he dreamed, probably because Springtrap was holding him tight in his own slumber.
Springtrap shivered in the darkness. He was cold, almost as cold as his heart was. He grumbled lightly as he walked through the pitch-black woods, the clouds blocking any sort of beauty the night sky had to provide. He was alone, again… as always. It was better this way, he was a threat to all who go near him or befriend him. He knows that all too well. Leaves fell around him as the wind began to pick up. Springtrap was trying to find some sort of light, though he knew there was no light for him, in him, with him. He sighed and plopped down where he stood, he had isolated himself from the world. Springtrap was about to let out a small sob when he saw a little glow flickering in the bushes. Springtrap stood up and waited. The glow came again, but brighter. It was a beautiful shade of… Gold. Springtrap wondered… the glow grew brighter and brighter until Goldie stepped out from behind the bush. Springtrap let Goldie run and hug him as the bear gave a happy squeal.
"Always so happy." Springtrap said. Goldie nodded. Springtrap sat down as Goldie rested on his lap, his small body glowing bright in the dark. He was so… warm. The heat radiated off of Goldie and to himself, he felt as if his body was frozen in ice that was slowly melting to Goldie's heat. He moved his arms, it felt more fluent, more easy to move, more… painless. He used his now easy to move arms to wrap them around Goldie. He heard Goldie sigh as he cuddled him. Springtrap began to feel content. The negativity beginning to fade.
"Goldie…" He said. Goldie lifted his head to face him.
"Yes?" Springtrap didn't realise that his snout was now inches from his. His lips began to go closer to Goldie's. Goldie closed his own eyes and copied into a passionate ki…
Springtrap's eyes shot open. Goldie still asleep.
'What am I doing!?' He thought.
'Please! Springtrap get a hold of yourself… I can't… it's too late for me. I can't love because… no one would ever really love me. It doesn't matter. It never did.'
He sighed and lifted Goldie off him and set him on the couch. Springtrap let his hand stroke Goldie's fluffy cheek before going upstairs to his room.
Goldie yawned a few minutes later, by himself. He stood up to see if he could find Springtrap. He heard a noise from upstairs, sounded like music. He quietly walked up the stairs to Springtrap's room, he looked through the door crack to see Springtrap tuning a guitar.
'Just like my dream.' He thought.
"If I wasn't here tomorrow
Would anybody care?
If my time was up I wanna know
You were happy I was there
If I wasn't here tomorrow
Would anyone lose sleep?
If I wasn't hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me."
Goldie fought a gasp, why would Springtrap sing such lyrics?
"I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget
So don't remind me of it forever
What if I just pulled myself together?
Would it matter at all?
What if I just try not to remember?
Would it matter at all?
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try?
Would it matter at all?
Goldie felt his little heart break, did Springtrap really think this?
If I wasn't here tomorrow
Would anybody care?
Still stuck inside this sorrow
I've got nothing and going nowhere
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
I can never forget
So don't remind me of it forever
What if I just pulled myself together?
Would it matter at all?
What if I just try not to remember?
Would it matter at all?
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try?
Would it matter at all?
I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that I like better
Can you help me forget?
Don't wanna feel like this forever...forever!
Springtrap's voice fell into a crying scream as he sang. He felt his dark heart being ripped apart as he sang how he thinks.
What if I just pulled myself together?
Would it matter at all?
What if I just try not to remember?
Would it matter at all?
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try?
If I left tomorrow!
Would anybody care?
Stuck in this sorrow,
Going nowhere!
All the chances that have passed me by!
Would it matter if I gave it one more try?!
Would it matter at all?"
Goldie had tears flowing out of his eyes as Springtrap stopped playing his guitar. Goldie heard Springtrap let out a sob and walked in.
"S-s-springt-trap?" Goldie said, he voice breaking. Springtrap jumped.
"Goldie?" Springtrap refused to look at Goldie as he sat on the bed.
"What's wrong?" Goldie asked, keeping himself from crying. Springtrap covered his face.
"Nothing." Goldie climbed onto the bed and took Springtrap's hands, revealing his face which was drenched with tears. Springtrap's eyes were nothing but a desperate cry for help, years of hurting. Goldie wrapped his arms around him, Springtrap broke and cried hard and loud into Goldie's chest.
"Springtrap. What's hurting you?" Goldie asked.
"You… don't need to… to worry." Springtrap was able to choke out. Goldie hugged him tighter.
"But I am worried. Please let me help." He begged. Springtrap didn't want to tell him though.
"What's this?" Goldie tilted Springtrap's head up, a scar across his throat.
"W-what? Springtrap did you…" Springtrap nodded. The things he didn't want Goldie to know lead him to inflicting that scar among his throat.
"Why?" Goldie began to cry, imagining what would become of him if Springtrap had succeeded. Springtrap's heart began to break even more as Goldie cried.
"Please don't cry." Springtrap cradled the little bear.
"Why would you want to kill yourself!?" He cried.
"Like it would matter to anyone if I did!" Springtrap snapped.
"It would matter to me! You matter to me!" Goldie yelled, crying harder.
"Please… what happened to you?" Goldie begged again. Springtrap sighed.
"Not yet. I'm not ready to tell anyone yet." Springtrap said. Goldie sniffed but wiped away Springtrap's tears before his own.
"Hey umm… we slept for a few hours, it is actually dinner time. Want to go, out for dinner. I need to do shopping so I don't have enough to make dinner tonight." Springtrap said. Goldie smiled.
"I'd love that." Love, that word. Springtrap had shut that word out for years, but now…
"I'm glad you'd love that." He said. Goldie giggled and hopped off the bed and ran down stairs.
"I'm off to get ready!" Goldie yelled. Springtrap didn't reply and went to his closet.
"I can at least make myself look decent." He said.
(DONE! Phew! I'm changing the rating to a T due to Springtrap's suicide thoughts and past attempt ok. And hey I have a request: What would u like to see happen in the next chapter or later chapters? Post in review or PM me it doesn't matter but I'd love to involve more of u guys into this. Later mates hope u enjoyed! Oh and any good ideas for what Springtrap should wear? No I'm not putting him in a dress, that'd be funny though.)