Sonja was starting to feel edgy after four days of being trapped in the Sky People's camp. Abby, Clarke and a girl named Raven had gone in search of a radio tower or something while Bellamy and his sister had sneaked out to find another way into Mount Weather. Sonja, meanwhile, was hardly allowed to leave the room she had been given and was followed 24/7 by some steely eyed, suspicious guard when she was able to escape the confines of her room. Not that there was much for her to do in the Camp anyways.

Everyone gave her an untrusting look whenever she passed them, while understandable, I've given them no reason to trust me, why should they, it still stung. But she ignored their stares and held her head high, just as her aunt had taught her, and continued on her way to Medical.

Sonja was given permission to visit the small Medical center that was in the Camp to talk to Jackson. Her heart jumped, ever so slightly, at the thought of seeing him. She shook her head at the notion of even the smallest possibility of a crush but she did like him and he seemed to like and even trust her.

He told her stories about growing up on the Ark and the medical training he had and even some stories about Abby. Sonja in return talked about Aguatri, though vaguely, and growing up with her cousins and answered his questions about Earth.

I haven't been telling the whole truth though. I haven't told anyone here who I really am or that I'm technically not allowed to be in Trikru's territory right now. But I need to know who the real enemy is. If there is a war the King needs to know. I can't let him down again, I can't let what happened to Jace happen again, I can't-

She stopped, realizing she was right outside of Medical. Taking a deep breath, Sonja calmed herself. It's not going to happen again. But she still had her doubts. She just wished her uncle were here to advise her. Collecting her thoughts, she walked in.

"Hey, a scouting party went and found some of the herbs you suggested we use for the antibiotic paste!" Jackson said excitedly, turning around from his work station, where indeed many small plants were lying.

"That's great!" Sonja said half-heartedly.

Jackson caught the lack of enthusiasm in her voice, his expression turning worrisome. "Is everything alright?"

"I guess, just missing home," She replied. "I'm scared of what will happen if war does break out. I'm trapped here and my people don't know a single thing that's going on. I just feel…. useless. Out of place." Sonja suddenly felt like she was a child again, trying to tag along with her cousins but always being pushed to the back. She would always be the orphan; that poor, lonely little girl; a good healer, an ambassador for the King even but always hidden from view. Sonja didn't mind being forgotten that much, she had a lot more freedom than others in her position. She was content with her lot in life but it was lonely.

"You haven't been useless, not at all," Jackson said. Sonja looked at him in surprise. "Seriously, you've come to Medical everyday to help out here, you decided to try to make peace with us instead of war, you continually try to come to an agreement with Abby about a treaty, you're kind to everyone here. You've put your trust in us, even though we haven't given you a reason to. To do what you've done for us astonishes me."

Sonja gave him a small smile. "Thank you," she said quietly. She moved beside him at the worktable and started sorting out the different herbs into small groups to be made into salve.

"If you don't mind me asking, what do you miss most about home?" Jackson asked as they started to work.

"I think I miss the ocean most of all. I've always had good memories of being at the shore and in the water." She responded wistfully.

"What's it like?" Jackson inquired.

"It's big and it seems to go on forever sometimes, like the horizon has no end."

"That seems a little scary." Jackson replied.

"Says the man who lived in space," Sonja said laughing a little.

"True." Jackson said, returning the laugh.

"But it isn't scary to me, I guess, since I've known it all my life. My cousins and I would go sailing everyday during the summer months when we were kids. We would sneak out at night to go swimming and see how far we could swim before my Aunt would find out we were missing. I miss those days, my family was a lot happier back then." Sonja said with nostalgia lacing her voice.

"What happened?" Jackson asked.

Sonja hesitated, not knowing if she wanted to share her family tragedy just yet. But before she could reply, the warning siren that signified the main gate opening went off. Both stopped what they were doing and started towards the exit of the Medical Center.

As they neared the gate, Sonja saw a dark skinned man with similar clothing to the rest of the Sky People enter the camp along with Clarke, Abby and Raven.

"That's Jaha, but that's impossible, he couldn't have made it to the ground." Jackson remarked with disbelief. Before, Sonja could inquire further about this newcomer, Abby spoke to the gathering crowd.

"The Grounders have given us a message, we have two days to leave. If we don't we die."