Here it is the second chapter, I just want to say that i'm not going to upload this story for a while. First I want to finish my other multi chapter story and then i willl continue with it :)
Chapter 2:
Normal POV
Kai was sitting on the grass, thinking about his feelings and wondering why was that happening to him, he was so confused and so stressed that he was even crying, and that was something really unusual in him.
No one else was there or at least that was what he thought but suddenly someone spoke
"There you are"
Kai was paralyzed, he knew who the owner of that voice was, it was from one of his friends, and it was Rei's voice. He didn't want anyone to see him in that state, no one has ever seen him crying, and he didn't want to give explanations about why he was like that. Kai didn't like people to know anything about his private life; he didn't like to talk about himself. He is a very reserved person.
Rei sat down next to Kai and the first thing Kai did was look to one side because he didn't want Rei to see that there were tear in his eyes. However when Rei looked at him he could notice that Kai had been crying.
"Kai, what happened?" Rei asked him really worried about his friend.
At that moment Kai got up without saying anything with the intention of leaving but Rei also got up quickly and grabbed his arm to stop Kai from leaving.
"You're not going to get away from me Kai, what happened?"
Kai moved his arm to free himself of his friend's grasp and without looking at him or speaking he started to walk but at that moment Rei grabbed his arm again.
"Leave me alone Rei" Kai told him, moving his arm to free himself again from his friend's grasp, and then he wiped his tears and kept walking.
Rei would never shut up when he wants to say something and that was why without even thinking he asked Kai;
"Does it have something to do with Tyson?"
Kai was paralyzed for a while but then he kept walking pretending that Rei's questions didn't affect him one bit but the truth was that inside he panicking and thinking 'It can't be true, how can he know it? I can't believe it, what's going on?'
Rei was walking behind him.
"Don't ignore me Kai, we have been friends for more than four year, don't do that to me"
Kai was still walking without saying anything.
"I have been observing you lately and I could see that you always act differently when you are with him"
Both of them were silent for a while till Rei spoke again:
"I also saw that you were a little red when he hugged you today"
Rei had started to walk faster and by the time he told him that he was in front of Kai and he could see that Kai was red again.
"You were exactly like you are right now or maybe a little redder"
"It's none of your business Rei" Kai told him and started to walk faster to be in front of Rei again.
"Kai, tell my true, are you gay?"
Kai stood still and then with a serious voice he said:
"Don't bother me Rei"
"I thought that you were a little less cowardly but I see that I was wrong because you don't even have the courage to confesses that to a friend"
Kai kept walking without saying a word.
"I can see now that you're as cowardly as any other person even though you try to hide it all the time" Rei added a while later.
"Leave alone" Kai told him angrily.
"Okay, I will leave you alone, but remember that now I know your not so little secret"
Kai turned around and looked at him with fear in his face, and then he looked ahead and kept walking. Upon seeing Kai's face of panic Rei just laughed and say:
"Don't worry Kai, I won't say anything"
"I never admitted anything Rei"
"If it wasn't true you would have already denied it and besides your face says more than one thousand words"
"You don't understand anything Rei, leave me alone"
"At least you are not denying it" Rei said
Kai stood still, shut his eyes tightly, clenched his fists and said:
"Stop it Rei, leave me alone, I'm being serious"
"If you like to suffer alone and in silence, good for you, I just wanted to help you; I came here to talk with you about this however I never thought that you were this bad about all this. but now I see that you prefer to be like this and without talking with anyone"
Rei went back to Tyson's house and Kai kept walking alone.
Kai's POV
Am I that obvious? I can't believe that Rei have realized that, I want to kill myself, not literally but I just want the earth to swallow me for a whole year, how could I let anyone see that weakness on me? I can't believe it. I feel so stupid right now, this entire situation is confusing me a lot, I can even say that the fact that someone knows that terrifies me, it scares me, but that's something I will never admit to anyone. Kai Hiwatari is not afraid of anything
Normal POV
At the same time in Tyson's house
Tyson saw how Kai left without saying a Word after he hugged him.
"Ey, is something wrong?" Max asked him when he notice that his friend had gotten a little sad
"No, why?" Tyson told him a little surprised.
"I don't know your face changed after Kai left"
"I it's just that i wish he would show a little more affection toward me"
"But Kai is like that, you know him" Max told him.
"Yes but..." 'I don't know why his behavior upset me like that, it's just that sometime I think he doesn't consider me his friend' Tyson thought and then ended what he was saying with an:
"But, never mind"
Max looked at him a little confused.
Upon noticing his friend's confused face Tyson said:
"Sometime I feel that he hates me and doesn't even consider me a friend"
"Ey, don't say that, Kai does consider you a friend, you know that"
"I don't really know"
"You're overreacting, don't worry so much"
"Yes maybe you are right," Tyson told hi m a little sad.
At that moment they saw that Rei was leaving.
"Where are you going?" Max asked him
"I just want to walk a little, don't worry, I will be back in a while" Rei said.
Tyson's POV
I don't even know why Kai's behavior upset me the way it did, after all Max was right, Kai is like that. I'm just exaggerating by thinking that he hates me, but I just don't know. I wish he was a little different but I don't even know why.
Thanks for reading this, please review if you like it, it would mean a lot to me :)
