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A particular brave soul sits down next to her a night. She smiles softly at it, asking what is wrong, because that is her job, that is why she is there. Her smile, however, falters when the soul asks why she is in denial. A few seconds she stares shocked at it.
The soul then repeats the question, stating that her feelings are obvious to all watching.
And the Carrier gets up, ignores the statement and puts the soul to sleep.
Why does everyone else know all about her before she does herself?