Disclaimer: I do not own any part of Date A Live as much as I'd like to, this work is strictly my own and how I wish to portray this story and complete works of fiction. I updated two chapters already and let me know what you think. There will be Lemon or sex in this story. So be advised.
Also I want to thank those who have reviewed my story I do appreciate it and would like more so I can improve my writing. Like I said this one will be short and I hope it's not too short because I have ideas for the next chapter, but thanks for reading. Also I do apologize but I misspoke the name of her final sword in the inverse form its actually Paverschlev.
Tohka sat on top of the desecrated building one. Her legs pulled into her chest and her chin resting on her knees while her sad eyes looked into the sky as the spatial quake alarms were on full blast, it resonated with the beat of her heart, racing and in pain of what is to come. She is lonely and she just killed the one person who would accept her no matter what. Those who are killed by paverschlev are to never be seen again as it is a sword of demise, nothing continues to live after the end comes, it always comes.
She was caught in complete despair, not paying attention to anything except the very heartbeat in her chest slowly withering away. Life was only something that came to humans through intimate actions and tohka would never get that chance as she brings herself pain of remembering everything she's done. Killing people every time she came to this world, even now as the sirens goes off she causes nothing but destruction as within a short time a spatial quake will be upon them being bigger then the one 30 years ago due to her depressive state.
Tohkas mind wandered to her last memory of shido.
Just under an hour ago:
Tohka had a crazed look in her eye as her sword was at it's peak, the sun finally out shining, the sun glinting off the tip, so deadly and full of hatred for being brought into this cruel world. Origami watched with half closed eyes as in slow motion the sword began to fall, she wondered what would really happen if she were to somehow live or die by tohkas hands, a spirit of all things that she hates for taking the one thing she held dear, her parents, and now shido.
A flash of blue hair. A sea of red sprays like the midnight ocean sea foam, flying in the air in slow motion. You could see the shock in both girls expressions, their eyes seeing the unbelievable, unthinkable horror of shido stabbed straight threw the right side of his chest as he protects origami from the blade. The blade a mere inch from origami as shidos blood rolls off the blade on top of her horror stricken face as she looks up at shido, tears beginning to form in her eyes.
Tohka whose hand had not wavered once while trying to kill origami, trembled with fear now as her hand held the very hilt to the blade that was impaled to the man she was so deeply infatuated with.
"
Why...?" tohka whispered breathlessly, her voice trembling in sadness. "Why would you be so stupid and irresponsible to do this?" tohka says starting to let her rage come into her but still sad, tears coming to her eyes as well which were slowly starting to turn back into the princesses.
"I said I would protect you. I would protect you all. At all costs, no matter *coughs up blood* w-what" shido says coughing up more and more every time he tried to speak. "I will put you girls first, over my own happiness to make sure you girls lives are better than what they were. scared and alone forced here only to be captured or killed. I don't care about myself as long as I can make you all happy at any and all costs. Especially you. Tohka" shido says turning his head to look up tohka whose hand was still on the sword shaking with something shido couldn't pin point. But he recognized her eyes as the tohka he knew to come to know and love was starting to come back slowly as her powers seemed to draw back from the demon king.
" I love you. Tohka." shido said as he drew his last breath.
Shidos body slid off of tohkas sword, making a sickening and distinct wet noise as he fell forward, drawing more blood to come rushing out of his now open wound.
Tohka and origami both look down at shido in horror.
Back to the present
Tohka stands, and is out of body by this point letting all her pain wash over her as tears start pouring out of her eyes at this point. She could never be accepted, kurumis words echoed in her head.
On the mountainside a little while ago
Kurumi stalks around tohka snearing in joy at her broken stance, stalking her with a predators gaze.
"But what if I told you I could help mend your broken heart, or rather make you see the reality of life?" kurumi says with words that flow like honey as if she were the devil himself.
"I-I- Only want to be with shido" tohka says sadly looking at her feet, the despair In her voice noted by kurumi.
"But he doesn't even love you. No one will ever except you. Not now, not ever... Unless..." Kurumi says drawing out her words to get the deepest impact possible.
"Unless what?" tohka says quietly, still looking down, her eyes hidden behind her hair.
"Destroy the earth and build it a new. So shido will love you because you'll be all he has, just like how you had nothing in the other world."
" I mean he hates you, and he'll never acknowledge you unless you destroy everything he has, that goes for the rest of the world. look around, the AST is already on the way. You're hated by all of humanity. This hierarchy of society you have to please but will never be excepted as one. Do you really think you can get away with being normal?" kurumi tactfully says. She disappears and materializes behind tohka.
"Because of what you are he can't stand you, don't you ever wonder why he sealed your powers? Why he took them away from you and left you defenseless? He despises what you are, you are nothing to him. Everything he's ever told you was a lie, to get you to fall in love with him just to seal you're powers. Your "friend" kotori is the mastermind behind it too, he didn't even want to talk to you, be with you or take you on a date, he was afraid of you. He didn't even want to Give you a name. You are a monster, tohka."
Those last two things she heard were too much. Her existence in this world was all because of shido, someone who was supposed to accept her no matter what, then why did kurumis words hurt so much and make so much sense? She was at war with herself. How could she be a monster? But then she realized as she looked back at every time she got her powers back shido would panic and do what he could to distract her and take her powers away. Was she really that horrible of a being to do be a monster?
Back to the present
Tohka pulls her legs into her chest, going over everything that's been said about her and this world, how humanity saw her and would never accept her. How the one person who even would was gone and by her hands none the less, and countless more with every spatial quake and battle she caused. All of those lives and only one mattered the most, it was selfish of her but she couldn't help but feel the hatred at the world, and more so, herself.
As she thought more and more it only brought her to her deepest and darkest parts of her mind, getting lost in the eternal abyss with no one to pull her out this time, or the next. Tears streamed down her face in waterfalls, pouring out of her eyes as if built behind a dam and was released after too much built up pressure. But she really had a reason to cry, but that was also her downfall as her connection with shido actually started to break, all of her power flowing into her now.
Tohka became somewhat delirious at the now prospect of being alone forever with humans who couldn't accept her and only wanted her dead. What that would do to a normal human is all but kill them with loneliness, but what of a spirit whose only known this life and finally found a light only for it to be torn away. A light in the dark so bright and warm it cast away all shadows of doubt, but snubbed out by her dangerous hands.
Tohka laughs maniacally and crazily as if deranged now as she rises to her feet. She stretches out her arms to look at the sky and how it looks before she decides to end it all, this world and hopefully herself she thinks. Her arms outstretched and tears running down her face with a sadistic smile on her face as she prepares to take this world with an even bigger spatial quake than 30 years ago, and all because she saw it as only fitting for those who are so cruel and simple minded they could not even begin to comprehend what it was like for her and how all they cared about was themselves, fascist pigs in all of them!
Tohka began to increase the size of the dark purple and black orb of death as she began to scream and laugh like someone who's lost their very mind and will to live. She will be with shido finally forever and ever where no one! NO ONE! would tear them apart.
"TOHKA!" Shido yells visibly out of breath from running up the flights of stairs to reach where she was.
"YOU'RE ONLY A FIGMENT OF MY IMAGINATION! SHIDO IS DEAD! Tohka screams at shido who she thinks is only her guilt from what she has done lead to this hallucination. "and I will be with him soon" She says more calmly as she looks back up, but loud enough for shido to hear.
"I WILL JOIN HIM IN THE AFTERLIFE AND MAKE HIM MINE! I WILL BE FREE OF THIS TYRANNY AND ADASTRIOUS WORLD WHERE YOU FIGHT TO EVEN LIVE AND LIFE HAS NO MEANING!" Tohka rants mainly to herself still thinking shido is a hallucination.
"THIS WILL BE HUMANITIES LAST FLAME BEFORE IT IS SNUBBED OUT!" Tohka screams.
To shidos horror the orb continues to grow and get bigger in the sky that seems to grow darker by the second, he knows he needs to do something but he cannot as he is paralyzed in fear. Tohkas screams echo in his ears resonating to the wails of the spatial quake alarms, knowing what is indeed about to happen.
"Good-Bye" Tohka seems to whisper
Ok so sorry I haven't updated, I had family down for the holidays plus work amongst other things but thank you for reading and thank you again for the comments/ reviews I have received. The next chapter is where I hope I hit the mark and may be the longest yet if all goes well. This is just a filler for what is to come, sorry making you basically re-read some of last chapter but it is basically tied into everything so hopefully ill get the next one out soon. thanks again for reading.