"She told you that in confidence, don't you get that? She would do anything for you..."
"Sir, I believe you've had more then enough to drink..."
"Tonight...where we're going, we don't need limits..."
"Alright folks, we just have time for one more dance, I hope you enjoy this ladies..."
"Brian...I never do this..."
My eyes were glassy, my hands and fingers alike were shaking vigorously without any hope of a power within to silence them, my hair had never looked better in the moment but yet there I was with a deafening ringing in my ears and all I could hope for was a quiet place to steal myself away to until I died of the sickness that was consuming me whole. The shadows in the whole of the complex, both of its exterior and interior, were like the eyes of a fallen god watching over those who he had deemed unworthy enough to fall alongside him. A sense of immediate danger was suffocating me and as my chest grew heavier by the second, as if a large man with steel toed boots was line dancing on my breastplate. And as I stood beside the bathroom mirror, closing my eyes...it appeared before me...in much the same way that a bit of debris or hair would irritate the eyes when stuck someplace they shouldn't be. Clearing my eyes out as best as I could with my own two hands, it remained in the reflection of dinged and misappropriated piece; a figure entirely shrouded in black robes, an elongated nose protruding from a discolored, white mask. The eyes were nothing but an endless abyss that seemed to scale forever onward, deeper still within the confines of the disguise. They had almost begged me to hone in on them with just a bit more patience and awareness, but yet they stood firmly in place, or rather where they would have been stayed firmly in place, and furthermore gave the impression that they were fixated on my own person. A distorted, low hum of a soothingly demonic bass moved towards me in force, the vibrations were buffeting in and around my ear and a voice...deeper then any voice on this earth could have been...began to speak to me. It spoke to me in a chilled whisper that I swear was speaking directly from within my eardrum itself, and as the words began to grow clearer the figure I had seen before flickered, as did the lights.
"Why are you here...?" It asked of me, the last word sent a shiver down my spine as if I were a helpless victim soon to be devoured by a snake constricting its body around his prey. "You'll be needed...soon enough, someplace else. Take the bag...take it, take it, take it, take it."
His voice was burning into the back of my skull, my teeth landing inside of the inner flesh of my mouth, a deep auburn and crimson spilling out slowly. My knees failed me, and as my chin landed against the lavish floor tile at full speed, a green duffel bag could be seen sitting idly by against the wall just beneath a mounted handed dryer. It was most definitely belonging to Michael, or in the very least, it would have had to have either belonged to him or any of the other countless senior staff members at the hospital. There was a piece of embroidery hand sewn onto the side in the shape of a shield, or perhaps a sort of crest to be more specific and the words "Gotham Memorial: Sensitive Material Transport Unit" just beneath it in an emboldened red font. Something had been urging me off of the floor and to leave the bathroom, almost as though I weren't behind the controls and merely an observer to the events around me within my own skin, the voice from moments ago no longer trying to forcibly get his point across. What more I can say, is that unlike the previous times in which I had suffered from dizzy spells and momentary lapses in consciousness or even memory, this was so much more aggressive and full of tenacity. As it was a heightened straight of paranoia, my own thinking that at any moment I could lose sight of everything and awaken someplace else without knowing the how or why behind it, if I even did wake up, a splotch of blood began to fall from my nostril to the end of my upper lip. The bitter taste of iron in my mouth was among the last of my senses to come in clearly, my feet had firmly recollected themselves and the muted appearance behind the pale complexion in my skin was plain to see. But that would be the absolute last thing I saw of the bathroom, and much more for that matter, as my eyes would begin to twitch rather violently and as I closed my eyes in an attempt to rectify the issue...the voices would return. Another similar yet vastly divergent sensation would be that this time, there would be a singular voice sounding off in my head, not even remotely like before...calming and serene in its own way and heard as clear as day.
(:3 Hey senpai, I thought it would be cute to leave you a little message on your computer for you to find some point when I'm not around. Perhaps a pick me up to your day or just something to make my senpai smile.
^/^ I wrote this on the 3/28/15 (file can tell you that but Im going tell chu anyways.-sassy Z snap-) I really enjoyed spending the last two days at senpai's. I feel so relaxed and happy even though you had to work. Knowing the fact that you were coming home to me and sleeping in the same bed with me gave me the satisfactory of knowing what life can be like with senpai. I don't mind waiting for senpai to come home just to have the happy feeling of waking up to your face in the morning. I also enjoyed spending time with your mom and learning about her and learning more about my beloved senpai. Your mother makes me feel very welcomed and I love that very much. It helps me a little inside that I can have a relationship with your mom, unlike my own. Your mom is a very positive woman and I see were you get it from.
Senpai you have a beautiful soul. I can tell by many key factors when I look at someone. -smiles warmly- Lets start off with your eyes. The eyes are the link to the soul people say. I agree with this statement because by looking into someone's eyes they can tell you stories and people purposes. Your eyes mean so, so much to me. They are filled with a mixture of shades of green and brown. If you look closer you can see more than that. I see gentleness, a loving nature, understanding, protection, pain, lust, and genuine love. ^/^ I just don't love the color of your eyes, but also the story and person behind those eyes.
When I am with you I feel protected. I have no reasons or feelings that you ever hurt me on purpose. The way your hold me in your arms or hold my hand gives me the feeling of protection. Hence why i love sleeping with you so much. It's not the body heat (which is also fucking nice) but the feeling of protection. ^/^ I love the fact that when you sleep you wrap your arms around me or are touching me in some sort of way. It's your way of making sure im okay and that Im were Im supposed to be. When I have gotten out of get sometimes you reach out and try to pull me back in cause you don't want me to leave your sweet sexy arms of protection. -nose bleeds- I mean come on LOOK AT THEM MUCSLES! 3 GOD THERE YUMMY. Sorry Im getting off track. The point is that you make me feel protected and I love it. Q3Q dem arms though -squishes them-
Truthfully it's easier for me to write my feelings then to say them cause I always fuck up one way or another. Hence why I choose to do this senpai. -cups your face and holds it close- You say I am your blessing. To be truthful I feel like its the other way around. I and being blessed by your presence. You give me everything I need and more. I love your view how money isn't everything, cause it isn't. It's about the memories you makes with people you love and cherish the most. That's why we get along so well. :3 I know sometimes that we both wish we could have met sooner, but if we did who knows if it would have been the same as it is now. I'll take it as it is with our past mistakes and all. -rubs face against yours- your love is so affectionate and pure. I hope that Im doing okay giving it back to you. I just want to make senpai happy too!
I look forward to being your wife some day. (I'll probably cry like a bitch we both know it.) When ever that day will come. I look forward to spending everyday from now on and forever with senpai. Even if that requires chains. You are the sparkly stars in the night sky senpai. Never forget that, my love! I must go sleep now...cause of work...q3q but at least you'll be home in like 4 ish hours. Love you, senpai.
V D: you listen to this dam mushy song boi!
P.S
LET ME TOUCH YOUR BUTT! 3 D;)