Chapter 2

The ride was agonizing, i could feel his powerful stare on me. I sat there silent untill i couldnt take it anymore "what do you want from me..." I said just above a whisper.

"I thought i made that very clear back there." He said in a low tone. I didnt say anything, i tilted my head in a confused way "youre here for one thing...and one thing only." He said with a growl...the man made me shiver, he wasnt unattractive and i felt wrong for thinking that...he just killed one of our men but i wanted to know more... I was intrigued.

My heart also stopped at the thought of what he wanted me for...and if i wanted to keep my family alive i would have to do it...whatever he says...but merle, i love him too much to do it...but its what i had to do...they just left me, the didnt even try to save me...i was hurt...angry.

When we finally arrived where they lived... A big community, from what i could see they had way more stuff than we could ever imagine.

"Follow me princess..." He said with a smirk as he lead me through a building and into a dim lit room...nicely decorated. Thats when i knew what i was about to have to do, my stomach churned and tears filled my eyes as he locked the door turning on his heels to look at me... I didnt want this... Merle was the only thing i was used to and i prayed Negan would be gentle but i knew he wouldnt... Merle and i hadnt had sex in forever...and i could tell by Negans stature he was much bigger than Merle...

"you know how this goes..." He said with a growl. I nodded as a tear rolled down my face, he walked closer to me grabbing my hips and pulling me into his waste, i could feel him and i knew he wasn't going to go easy on me.

He slammed me down onto his bed by my throat, he let go and began to kiss and suck at my neck. I couldn't help thinking of Merle and what he would say, i was his everything...

"P-please stop... I cant" i cried.

He looked up at me "dont even pull that shit with me princess because when im done fucking you your going to be lying there begging for more!" He said looking into my eyes.

i let that sink in... I had to keep my people alive. "Okay..." I said.

He grinned and cocked his head "say it." He said gruffly.

"Negan...fuck me...please." I saw him bite his lip then run his tongue over it.

"God damn that turns me on!" He grabbed the button of my pants and undid it as he pulled them off, along with my panties. He took his clothes off not taking his eyes off me once, pulling up my shirt i could see his eyes scanning over my body, not missing a thing.

Once he had finished taking me in he looked at me with a concerned facial expression, i was shaking...badly.

"dont worry...sooner or later you'll warm up to me." and just as he finished that statement he pushed his massive length into my entrance, creating a sharp pain that i wasn't used to. I let out a whimper and bit my tongue, another tear ran down my face.

"fuck...your so tight!" he said with excitement. After the pain, came something id never felt before with Merle...and it wasn't bad.

i felt terrible for liking what Negan was doing to me, but i wasnt gonna let him know. I kept quiet not looking at him until finally he hit my spot and i let out a loud moan of pleasure.

Negan grinned and i looked up at him for the first time this entire time and i knew that in that moment i wanted him... maybe not so much him, but i wanted what he was doing to me. He pounded into me faster as he reached up and grabbed my hair with both hands, his elbows on the side of my head. "Say my name." he growled and as he said, i obeyed.

it drove him crazy, he leaned down and bit my neck...that was new for me and it aroused me even more. with every move our bodies worked together and created something i never imagined possible

he continued until i arched my back, moaning his name as i reached my climax. Soon after he came inside of my, collapsing on top of me. We were both out of breath as he rolled off of me laying beside me.

i layed there silent thinking about what had just happened, weather or not i wanted more or i wanted to cry. to my surprise Negan sat up and moved to the headboard of his bed, pulling back the covers, motioning for me. i did as he said, i layed next to him naked in his bed.

"god damn! you're such a good girl" he exclaimed tucking my hair behind my ear.

i smiled at him, unknowingly. It made him grin "what did i tell you..." he smirked.

"so...the Asian? how'd you know him?" Negan asked...bringing me back to reality. "He was Maggie's husband...the sick one. His name was Glenn, we weren't close... him and Merle didn't get along..." i said looking down thinking about him.

"Merle?...thats his name? i only knew him as a Dixon...im guessing the two of you...you know liked to get in on?" he said with a laugh.

I shook my head "were married.." i said not looking at him. He looked down at my hands "wheres the ring?" he asked. i took a breath and pulled it out of my pocket, holding it out in front of me looking at it.

he held out his hand and my stomach dropped. "give it.." he said looking up at my eyes that were now filled with tears.

"but..." i looked up at him trying to hold back my tears, he raised an eye brow that meant now.

With a shaky hand i handed the ring over, turning away from him i cried and i couldn't stop.

i sobbed and he just sat there listening until i heard him move toward me.

"here, just dont you dare wear the damn thing around me. understand?" he said sternly as he handed me the ring.

"yes...thank you." i said putting it back in my pocket.

"go shower, ill have your closed washed, you can sleep in this..." i nodded as i stood up and walked to his bathroom.

"oh! and for obeying me so well you can sleep in here. Keep it up and you'll get rewarded more often" he said with a wink, that made my stomach turn in a way Merle could never do.