CHAPTER 7

My heart stopped, and i knew Merle's was about to beat out of his damn chest.

"Shes just too damn adorable!" Negan said with a wide grin as he stood there holding Tess. "You two make this?" he asked... I didn't know weather to lie or tell him the truth because either way I felt like it was going to end bad.

"S-shes ours.." I said.

"Well damn princess! I wish you would've told me! We would have already gotten to know each other... but that's okay, we can start now." He said playing with her short hair.

I could feel the tension and anger in Merle, knowing there was absolutely nothing i could do scared me...Tess was his world and he would give his life for her.

"What the hell are you talking about you crazy son of a bitch?! Put my kid down right fucking now!" Merle said taking a step closer to him. "Nope! Sorry Merle but that's not gonna happen. Princess you better keep him under control, you don't want to be punished do you?" He said in a calm but chilling voice.

The next thing I knew Merle had pulled out his pistol from the back of his pants and aimed it at Negan.

"No Mer-" I tried to catch myself but I couldn't, and I wanted to suck those words back in as soon as they left my mouth. It made Negan feel like he was above Merle, and I could tell because of the smirk he had on his face.

"Really Samantha! I should kill this mother fucker right fucking now and your telling me not to!" He screamed taking his eyes but not the gun off of Negan.

"Is there something you need to fucking tell me!"

Before it could register what had just happened, Negan had drew back striking Merle in the face, grabbing his gun.

"Don't...fucking...move..." Negan said slowly, his eyes and gun trained on Merle as he moved over to me handing me Tess. "You thought that was a good idea!? OUTSIDE! now!" Negan demanded, Merle snarled at him and followed his orders.

The sun was just beginning to rise when we walked out, merle upfront with a gun to the back of his head, negan behind it, and me holding tess behind him.

Rick walked up with a concerned look on his face, thats when tess began to cry out for merle.

"its okay baby...daddys gonna be okay.." i whispered trying to calm her down as negan slung lucille back and fourth. "alright! Rick why in the high heavens do you have this prick living in your wonderful community?" negan asked with a grin.

i stepped up, knowing he wouldnt do anything with the baby in my arms. "negan please i-" he cut me off with a smile...a fake intimidating smile. "now dont you worry darlin...your big billy fuckin badass is gonna be just fine! i cant kill him! that would be too easy!" he said putting the bat under merles chin... "no...im gonna break him...its more fun that way... dwight!" Negan yelled calling him.

"get the kid..." he said looking at tess and i as dwight walked toward us and grabbed her from me.

in a way i trusted negan...i knew nothing would happen to her, i could see merle trying to hold himself together and he was doing a damn good job at it.

"cmon... take me to his room... " negan said walking to the house.

i showed him mine and merles room and he walked in and looked around, grabbing a chair out of the corner "sit..." he demanded to merle, he did.

i stood beside negan not looking at either man "now...princess i dont belive mr Dixon here knows the entire truth...why dont you tell him." negan said.

my heart raced... "what do you mean..." i whispered.

"tell him everything...not the bare fuckin minimum like you have been...hell the man needs to know it all! and i want details princess" he said looking at me visiously as i coward down to him.

"w-we had sex...and i dont even know how many times now...merle i-" negan cut me off "details!" he demanded.

"almost every night...in the shower, the couch, the bed...we sleep in the same bed at night... we kiss..." i began to weep.

"and what do you think about that?" negan asked me in a demanding tone.

i looked merle in the eyes and saw anger and dismay

"...i like it...im sorry merle..."

negan grinned "is that all you have to say to him?" he asked touching my shoulder. merle stood up angry and glared at us "how fucking dare you! were struggling out here and your living in high fuckin heavens screwing the enemy every fucking night! do you not think about your child! your fucking husband!" i took a deep breath getting angry the more he yelled at me. the few tears that ran down my face were gone and something else took over...it wasnt me...

"i care about him...and youre not my husband...i belong to negan..." i said calmly but taking long pauses in between. Merle began to raise his voice "you dont get to make that fucking choice! do you hear your self! you dont belong to anyone! not even me!...the the hell has he done to you?..." merle growled.

"i...belong...to negan.." i said turning and walking out of the room leaving the two men alone.

"well..." negan said with a laugh. "now that the air is cleared...how bout a drink!" negan licked his lips in satisfaction.

i walked outside sitting on the curb taking deep breaths...Rick and a few others walked up and looked at me. "were getting ready to leave...wheres tess?" i asked in a shaky voice. Rosita pointed to the RV and i gave her a confused look.

Negan stepped out and looked around... "imma need some more excitement around here so im going to pick one of my choosing to take with me!" he looked around and i saw all there faces drop into a scowl or cry...no one wanted to go back with him.

"that one! the blonde!" he yelled pointing out Layla with his bat. "might need a new wife..." i heard him mumble.

we got into the rv and tess was sitting there with Dwight, Layla and negan and i all sat at the table, girls on one side and him on the other. "lemme see that angel" he said grabbing tess and sitting her in his lap as we began to drive.

"so princess do you mind introducing me to this young lady?" negan said with a grin. "thats layla..." i said in a hushed voice. she looked over at me "how the hell do you know that!" she said in dismay. "...ive known you for years what are you talking about?" i said confused... "i have no idea whats going on...i dont know you or him..." i looked her in the eyes to see if she was joking but she wasnt, something wasnt connected in her brain. thats when i saw the almost healed scar on her head and put two and two together...she must have had some sort of brain damage...

no one really talked the way home, but when we got there merle gave Tess to Dwight and told him to take her to his "wives" until he could find a crib for her...i wanted to ask him about his wives but i didnt wanna upset him...

we walked back to his room and he flipped on the lamp so the room was very dim. "im very happy with you..." he said in a low sexy tone.

"i belong to negan" he quoted me. "do you know how much that turns me on?!" he said with a wide grin. "i think you need to be rewarded for what you did today..." he walked closer to me, grabbing me by the hips, smashing his soft lips into mine.

we slowly moved toward the bed and he layed me down, taking off my shirt, he took one of my breast into his mouth.

he kissed my skin all the way down to my pants, i felt his strong hands undo my button and pull them off, i let out a shaky breath of pleasure.

his hot tongue ran over my inner thigh, just before kissing my entrance.

"n-negan fuck!" i moaned as his tongue worked wonders on me... just as i was about to reach my climax he looked up at me, from between my legs "god damn... youve been such a good girl for daddy..."

as i finally reached that sweet release, out of breath and biting my lower lip, negan crawled on top of me and kissed my cheek "ooh baby..." he growled in my ear, in the sexiest voice id ever heard "you taste so god damn sweet..."