CHAPTER 11

I slept amazing that night...and i dont know why...not after the day i had...

i woke up early the next morning to something i wasnt used to, Negan close to me, he was facing me with an arm thrown over me. i felt his warm breath hit my cheek as i buried my head in the curve of his neck, thats when i felt him tighten his arm around me. "i find it funny how you think im a heavy sleeper..." he mumbled in a deep, tired but sexy voice. i quickly pulled away from him but to my surprise he pulled me back "dont do that..." he whispered pulling me into his warm body as he kissed my cheek, i felt his hand slide into my shorts as i wrapped my leg around him.

"shhh..." he hissed, i was trying hard not to moan as he massaged my clit. "baby girl..." he said in a low voice as he propped himself up by one arm so that he was leaning over me looking down at me "you gotta stay quiet for daddy..." he said, only arousing me more. he leaned down and kissed me, biting my bottom lip and pulling it. when he let go i couldnt help my self as i let out a moan of pleasure. "tell me what you want baby..." he growled as he ran the tip of his tongue over my bottom lip. "f-fuck me daddy..." i said with a shaky voice.

a couple hours later after Negan and i layed in bed for a good while i heard tess from the other room.

"momma?" she raised her tiny voice, i sat up to get out of the bed and put my clothes on but Negan stopped me "sit back down...i got her.." Negan walked into the guest room as he stretched. "mornin little one..." i heard him mumble. "Neeg...im hungy" He picked her up out of her crib and carried her on his hip back into him room. "momma" she said with a smile. "good morning baby..." i said just as i finished getting dressed. "we gonna see Miss Mags baby?" Tess asked as she yawned an layed her head on negans shoulder. i smirked and turned around to look at her

"...yea...i think we just might do that..." i said as i glanced up at Negan who was reading me like a book, he nodded with a smirk as he sat Tess down. "well... lets get ready then!" he said with a chuckle.

The whole way there i kept catching Negan glancing at me from the corner of his eye as he drove. "you nervous?" he mumbled. I nodded as i took a deep shaky breath "dont be...you just do whatever the fuck you gotta do to make them afraid... anything..." i saw him lick his lips as he focused on the road. "here..." i looked over at him as he held out lucille to me "you can carry her...it will help..." he said as we pulled up to the gates.

I took a deep breath as i stepped out of the car. "i got little one..." he said walking around the car to grab Tess. he carried her on his hip as we walked up to the gate.

"watch this...there gonna shit there pants when they open these gates...' he whispered as he shook the bars "little pig...little pig! let me in!" he said, and as he said they did.

i threw lucille over my shoulder and walked in Negan slowly following behind me with Tess in his side.

(merles POV)

i just happened to be walking across the street with my brother when i heard the gates open and about had a damn heart attack at what i saw...

in walked Sam, the biggest scowl on her face, coming in here like she was the fucking shit...and she had that damn bat over her shoulder.

"you seein this shit brother...fuckin gotta be shittin me..." i growled looking over at daryl. "shit man...and look whos followin her..." Daryl said tilting his head.

"that mother fucker!" i said as i began walking toward the two of them. that bastard was holdin my mother fuckin kid!

"what the hell are you do-" i went to say something but she cut me off, removing the bat from her shoulder and swinging it in front of her. "First off!" she shouted at me with a smirk...she sounded so much like that son of a bitch i swear to god it was like he was living inside her telling her exactly what to say. "you are not going to talk to me like that! And i think that if you wanna keep your badass reputation then i suggest dont fuckin doing that shit again!" she said with a smirk. "so...who the fuck is running this place now? Who is you wonderful noble leader?" she asked sarcastically...

i had only seen her act like this one other time...and i didnt even see it, i heard about it from my brother...

*flashback, sams POV)

"Kaitlin were going back to the safe zone! Are yo-" at the time we were living on the beach... she didn't even let me get the words out "hell yea! I hate this place." She said. "Well get your shit!"

We walked out and started taking down our tent. "What's going on?" Said rick. "Were leavin..." Said Merle. "What? You guys can't leave! You have a baby!" Taliya snarled "yea? And you have a life! Stay in yours not mine!" I said as we finished.

"We'll then we all go!" Said Hershel. "No! Id rather not all of us!" Merle glared at taliya. "Shut the fuck up Merle! Yo-" I ran at her gettin in her face "bitch say one more god damn word! Come on! Fuckin try me bitch! I'm waiting!" I yelled, as soon as I did I was jerked back by rick

"Who ever wants to go can go! Show of hands?" He said. Me, merle, Kaitlin immediately raised ours. Austin's saw Kaitlin's and raised his even though they were still fighting. Taliya raised hers smirking at me, and then Hershel... We looked around...everyone had their hand raised.

After about an hour and a half we all piled into the truck. Merle, Tess, Hershel and Rick were all inside the truck. Me, Kaitlin, austin,. Daryl, and unfortunately taliya were in the back with guns. "So what the hell you always wearing merles big ass jacket for?" Taliya said, it was the middle of spring and it was too warm to be wearing a jacket...but it was only days after my suicide attempt

"What the hell you always runnin your big ass mouth for?" Sadly that didn't shut her up "Who named the baby?" She asked.

"I did..." I said not looking at her. "Didn't even let Merle have a say in it?" She said.

"Last time I checked I was being held hostage when I had her so..." She smirked. "What's so funny?" I said.

"sam... just stop." Kaitlin said. "Why the fuck are y'all always telling me to stop! im gonna say whatever the fuck i wanna say and no one is gonna give me any shit about it! She's the one all up in my business! Now what's so damn funny!" I said.

"Just the fact that I was with Merle for months and not once did he ask about you or that baby!" She said grinning. "Dont make me do this shit today...i dont feel like doing this shit...Your a fuckin liar... Shut the hell up! and if you dont... your gonna regret it..." I said.

Daryl shook his head and huffed angrily "sam you know he cared! And taliya why the fuck are you sayin shit like that? Like what are you getting out of it!"

She laughed. "Other things happened to while you were... Away..." She said.

"You think I chose that? I chose to leave him with you? A fuckin slut! I'm surprised you werent all over him like you are with literally anything that fucking breaths!" I said. "Just stop! This isn't solving anything!" Austin yelled.

"Me all over him! No no no! You s got it all wrong!" She said.

My hand slid down to my side. Kaitlin grabbed my wrist as soon as my hand made contact with my gun. "The hell are you sayin? if you have something you feel like needs to be fucking said then get to the damn point because i am tired of waiting around to fuckin hear it..." I said.

She wouldn't answer me. Kaitlin let go as my grip loosened. "Answer me when im fucking talking to you!" I yelled.

She grinned "all I'm sayin is Merle was the one all over me! Didn't give two shits about you!"

Then before Kaitlin or anyone could do anything my hand went up, flipping the safety off my gun "I told you bitch! i did not feel like doing this shit...but now... im gonna have to fuck you up! See where lying gets you!" I yelled.

Austin began to bang on the window for rick to stop the truck. "Stop! Rick!" He yelled beating on the window.

The truck slammed on brakes, my gun aimed right between her eyes. "Get the fuck out!" I yelled climbing out of the back.

"Now!" I said motioning the gun for her to move. "Just put it down! You know what she said ain't true!" Yelled Daryl.

Hershel got out "woah! What is going on!" He yelled. "sam! I swear it wasn't me! He was all over me! Please don't shoot!" Taliya said putting up her hands.

"What!" Merle got out and saw me aiming at her.

"Oh fuck...baby no!" He yelled.

"Your fuckin lying! He wouldn't do that! We have a child!" I yelled

"Well he did!" I lowered my gun long enough to punch her in the jaw.

"That's for bringing my family into this!" Merle tried to grab me. "Stop! get your fucking hands off me!" He let go remembering I had a gun in my hand.

I grabbed her by her throat and slammed her against the truck making her gag "that's for saying you wanna choke me..." i chuckled. "tell me...hows that end treating you?"

I pushed harder, she gasped for air and clawed at my hands. "Stop it!" Yelled rick pulling out his gun.

"Wanna choke me now bitch?" I started screaming at her, I wasn't letting go. I blacked out. I wasn't thinking and I couldn't control myself.

Everyone was screaming and trying to get me off. I even turned my gun on Daryl once.

"You still wanna choke me? Huh?" She turned blue.

I let go. "Y-yea..." She said. She was looking down the barrel of my gun as my finger touched the trigger.

"Sam!" Someone yelled pulling my arm back, causing me to shoot the truck right beside her head.

"and this...is because i just feel like it needs to be done." The the chilling sound of the gun rang into my ear. Filling my surroundings with the sound of death. Everything was in slow motion.

I was knocked to my knees by rick and shoved against the truck. The last thing I heard was someone saying "leave her!" Then I blacked out.

*present time*

"so...who the fuck is running this place now? Who is you wonderful noble leader?" i said sarcastically. Merle raised an eyebrow "your lookin at him sweetheart..."

I smirked and through the bat over my shoulder laughing... Merle just glared at me. "no seriously? who is it?" i said scanning the area.

He still didnt say anything "wait...your not joking?..." i laughed "well then...whos bright idea was that?" i said not expecting an answer. "Merle baby..." i smirked and reached up to stroke his cheek "it seems to me like your not doing the best of work here..."

He was caught in my eyes...that was the trick, i knew that man like the back of my hand.

thats when i snapped my hand down to his belt and snatched the gun that was in his pants "i dont think youll be needing that anymore..." i spun around on my heels and walked towards negan who was watching my every move "take this..." i whispered handing it to him. "you got it princess..." he said glancing over my shoulder at merle, taunting him.

i turned back around "now...i think we all remember how things used to be...when i actually was the leader here...that was fuckin baby shit!" i said looking at the group. "well...most of you remember...the ones that are still alive of course...anyways!" i smiled at them "things are going to be different now...you do what i say whenever the fuck i say it...and if anyone objects then-" i stopped looking around taking a breath "well i will just have to deal with that then... now i know things might have been going pretty easy on you with good ole merle over here... i hate to break it to you, but if you wanna survive your going by my word now! are we clear!" i yelled looking around at them.

"im sorry honey but you need to get off your high horse and suck my ass because that isnt happening!" i looked over at Abraham who began walking up to me.

"i dont think you heard what i just...fucking...said." i furrowed my brows and walked closer to him. "you arnt going to do anything...your a coward." he said.

laughter rose in my throat as i spun around quickly... "you all heard that right?... i dont think abe here knows me all that well..."

i knew these people, and i could read them all like a book...i knew what buttons to press, i knew exactly how to get under their skin...

"now abraham..." i turned back around to look at him "im not gonna do anything to you...because your just getting used to things...you just dont understand..." i paced back and fourth, everyone was watching.

"see...i told you that you wouldnt do anything.." he mumbled.

i stopped dead in my tracks, my back to him.

"i said i wouldnt do anything to you."

I looked at Negan who was standing behind merle.

"never mentioned anyone else!" i yelled as i quickly spun around lifting lucille off my shoulder and bringing the barbed wire bat down forcefully on Rosita's head, blood flying up in my face as she fell to the ground with a loud thunp.