CHAPTER 13That night I stayed with merle for a while talking about old memories... we both knew I couldn't stay... Negan would be back soon.
he walked me down to Daryls house, once we got there he stopped, taking me in. "I know how things have to be... But do you remember when you were still a teenager and we snuck around?" He said with somewhat of a smile "because rick would have killed me..." he said rubbing his eyes "are you saying we should start seeing each other?...i don't know how id get that past him..." I said looking down.
merle grinned "honey...back then we could get it past anyone, I think we can do it now..." merle pulled me into him, just as the front door swung open.
"yea...until ya get caught..." I looked up to see Daryl standing by the door, lighting a cigarette.
"you know the old routine girl...just go with that okay?" merle kissed me and turned around to walk home. "night brotha..." he shouted at daryl.
The next morning i woke up to Negan sitting down on the side of the bed. "Act normal...nothing has changed..." I continued to tell myself, as he scanned me up and down.
"how are you feeling?" He asked raising an eyebrow. "you look sick..." I shook my head and rubbed my eyes "hungover..." I mumbled getting out of bed.
"So someone did a little bit of partying last night then?" He asked with a smirk, walking over to me.
"you could call it that..." I said with a small laugh.
"Come here princess... I missed ya.." he growled pulling me into a kiss, that led to a hug.
that's when my stomach rose to my throat! my arms were wrapped around his neck, and I looked at my hands.
The ring!
fuck! I began to panic as Negan pulled away.
I threw my hand in my back pocket and looked at him, my heart pounding "what the hell is wrong with you?" He asked furrowing his brows.
I shrugged as I leaned up to kiss him again "I just missed you..." i said with a smile
I bet you did sweet girl...how about after I go see rick ill make it up to you..okay?" He said tucking my hair behind my ear.
as soon as he left the room I jerked the ring off, tucking it into my pocket.
I took a long breath and sat down on the bed, almost shaking...i didn't know what Negan would do if he found out and I'd rather not try and find out...
I got up and threw on my clothes...the plan was to tell Negan I was going out to scout for a bit and then i would meet up with merle...
it almost felt as if I were a teenager again...exept this time it was more terrifying...instead of some sort of repercussion from rick or Hershel it could be death...
my fate, along with everyone else's was in the palm of Negans hand...and I was risking all of it.
I walked out of my room and saw daryl dark in the living room cleaning a gun...
he glanced up at me and put the gun away "tell yer man about this I'll-...just don't say anything ight?" He asked rubbing his head. "Don't cross me and i wont have too...wheres your brother?" I asked walking across the small living room.
"looking for Negan...trying to get his kid back..." daryl mumbled. "OUR kid back..." I walked into the kitchen and out the front door, running into rick on his way in.
he began to step past me and I put my arm out stopping him. "are we even gonna talk about what happened?" I demanded.
"there's nothing to talk about...you killed one of your own...is That what he's teaching you now?" Rick said in a deep voice.
"you just have to trust him..." I said looking rick in the eye.
"trust him?...is That what you Do? you trust that bastard!" Rick said becoming angry.
"Yes I trust him! I've been with him for months! did you happen to forget leaving me with him! Do you think I just volunteered to go! No! But when you spend a long time with someone you-" rick cut me of in a loud tone.
"spending time!? you meaning having relations- fucking! every day right!? not spending time! You knew what you were doing Sam! And are you gonna bring that up everytime his name comes up? what is it with him! go ahead and tell me why the hell your so infatuated with hi-"
something inside of me snapped and I pushed him out of my face.
"because I love him! I'm fucking sorry you can't understand that but I Do! So get off my mother fucking case and mind your own fucking business or ill-" before i was going on, I was jerked back out of rocks face by a stong arm.
"get the fuck off me! I swear-" I was spun around an came face to face with Negan. "what was that?! wanna repeat that for me!" He said grabbing my jaw forcing me to look at him. "No sir..." I said talking a deep breath.
I glanced behind him to see merle standing there with his arms crossed.
"im gonna need you to calm down...
where are you headed? He asked letting me go. "I was gonna go out and scavenge a bit...if that's okay.." I reached up and brushed his cheek.
"that's fine...be back soon...we need to talk." he said walking in the house.
i glanced up at merle who followed him and gave him the signal to meet me outside the gate.
I began to walk off but before I got far Negan shouted my name, calling me back.
"take this...be careful with her...and don't get hurt, I need you tonight." he said with a wink as he handed me Lucille.
"thank you..." I said pulling him into a deep kiss, his tounge slid in my mouth... "lemme just get you now..." he growled. "is that what you want..." he bit my lip, slamming his waist into mine, I could feel him. "you tell me..." my tongue ran across my bottom lip, as he suddenly slipped his hand in my pants, letting one finger rub my, now wet clit. I took a deep long breath as his fingers worked magic. "I want it daddy..." i whispered nibbling on his earlobe. "I know you do..." he growled grabbing my hand and pulling me inside.
he drug me to the bedroom and slammed me down on the bed, pulling off my pants. kissing my thigh softly as he quickly ran his tongue over my clit causing me to grip the bed sheets.
"dont move.." he stood up and walked over to his bag, pulling out a roll of small black rope.
he slowly moved toward me, straddling me. I writhed beneath him begging for pleasure.
he grabbed my hands and jerked them above my head, tying the rope around my wrist, he tied me to the metal head board.
I could feel his hard length as he moved his hips slowly against mine.
"I want you to beg daddy..." he said biting my neck.
"Don't stop..." I whispered as his hand moved down, he slipped a finger inside me causing me to moan
"p-please daddy..." I said in a shaky voice as he pumped his finger in and out.
he quickly slid in another, making me pull on the ropes. "I want it Negan...i want you...please!" i let out a loud moan.
"Hang on baby..." he said undoing his pants, sliding them off.
"fuck...i want it hard..." I whispered just before I felt him push his head into me with force. "your so tight... I love it..." he said as he pushed himself into me, thrusting hard.
"i love you..." I moaned loudly as I jerked on the restraints. "shhh..." he growled putting my shirt in my mouth as he grabbed on of my breast.
I wrapped my legs around his waist as he fucked me.
"come on baby...you can do it..." he moaned, pushing on my wrist to keep my from trying to get free of the rope.
I tired so hard to hold in the loud moan that was rising in my throat.
"Yea... come on little girl..." he looked down at me, thrusting harder.
"oh! don't stop! N-negan!" I moaned loudly.
I finaly reached my climax, Negan did soon after.
he collapsed on top of me, trying to catch his breath as he untied the rope.
"now...tell me...why did you say that..." he said slowly.