Chapter 5 In Love, Making love…Then you go and ruin it!

Warning: sex scene

Beca was deep in love with Michael, he taught her how to play the guitar introduce her to new genres that she would never listen to but could help her when she was struggling with her mixes if done right.

She remembered their first night, she had a massive argument with her mother that resulted in Beca getting a belting. She ran to his house as she had nowhere else to go.

His mother answered the door saw how distress she was in and called out to Michael, who came down the stairs quickly his face dropped as he saw her state.

Michael's mum had to go to work but she trusted her son not to be stupid as she told him she was once his age so no lecture about safe sex was given just trust and common sense.

Michael took Beca upstairs, put some music on he knew to let her speak in her own time as he held her, he felt the wet patch on his shirt as the tears started to pour.

"She never used a belt before…" She paused before carrying on. "…My mother…We had an argument…She has hit me many times before, when we fight…But never with a belt." Michael knew that Beca's mother hits her but at her request did not rise his concerns with the teachers, he knew if he did and broke that trust she will never open up to him again.

"Does it still hurt? What me to get anything? Ice?" He asked. "It just stings I don't think she broke any skin, I be fine."

Silence between them was killing them, inside they both know want they wanted, they just waiting for each other to make a move. Michael put his arm around her neck as he turned up the music. Barenaked Ladies 'Pinch Me' was playing.

They both turned to face each other to say something but instead their eyes fell to each other's lips, Michael lift her chin up and captured his lips onto hers.

The kiss was soft and gentle, the pace was slow but then he stopped when he felt his manhood rising. "Sorry…" He looked away, after what she just been through he did not want to take advantage of her emotional state or to cause her unnecessary pain.

It was Beca's turn to take his chin into her hand. "Hey! It's okay! I trust you. I know you would never hurt me…I feel it too." Both of them were silent, not knowing what else to say to each other. "I'm not on the pill… Have you got any…"

"…Birth control pills?" Michael jumped in without thinking. "No, idiot!" Beca laughed. "…Condoms?"

"Yes…" Michael quickly got the packet out of his drawer. "Find those, quickly didn't you?" Beca teased light heartily. "We can still wait if you want." Michael again reassured her he would still wait for her. 'he's the one! God I'm in love!' Snapping out of her thoughts time was right for her and for him.

It was the right time for both to give the other their love.

"I'm ready…" Michael took the condom out of the wrapper he was going to put it on himself. "Let me…" Beca said as she unzipped his jeans, releasing his penis from his boxers, taking a hold of his penis and gently stoke it. "Um…gently…gently." Michael hiss in a bit of pain and nerves. "Do you trust me?" Beca asked. "Yes…" Michael answered. Beca smiled and managing to roll the condom down on him. Michael took his shirt off, whilst Beca was undressing herself.

They looked at each other's naked body, body studying one another taking every detail in. They moved closer to each other, letting their hands exploring each other's bodies. Stroking, touching and kissing the bare skin.

Michael then cupped Beca's breast, gently stroking her nipples with his thumbs, hearing her moan and taking a deep breath, he suddenly stops and looked worried. "Did I hurt you?"

"No… It felt good keep going…" As Michael sighed with relief knowing he was doing okay for his first time. Beca let her hand take hold of his balls and cupped them.

They both walked towards the bed, Michael gently placing Beca underneath knowing she still hurt from her belting, Beca did feel the pain but turned it into passion kissing Michael harder on his lips, Michael getting into position his fingers rubbing her spot trying to make it easier and painless as possible for her. "Are you ready?"

"As I ever be."

"Do you trust me?" Michael ask as he lift himself up and placing his penis into her opening. Beca smiled. "Of course…"

"Beca…" Michael lift her chin with his finger to show he was serious. "…I'm serious… Do you trust me?" He asked once again. Beca saw in his eyes that he was indeed serious and he was in much in love with her as she was with him.

Beca dropped her smile. "Yes, I trust you…"

As he entered her Beca hissed, as she felt her hymen break, Michael was worried that he caused pain but Beca reassured him with a nod and kissed him harder and now getting used to the feel her hips were matching his thrusts, he began to lick every inch of her. Her nipples and her breasts before they both came.

Michael stayed on top of Beca, kissing on her forehead whispering if she was still okay. Beca nodded and he then slowly pulled himself out of her and laid back down beside her. He wrapped his arm around her, as she held on to his hand and kissed it. "I guessed we better get cleaned up."

"Just stay with me for a bit longer."

"Okay…" He saw the marks on her back. "…You can't keep letting her hurt you. She needs help."

"She's my mother…She's having a rough time at the moment she's needs me…"

"To what!? Take all her frustrations out on you?" Michael was clearly upset, as he was powerless to do anything without breaking her trust. "Don't spoil tonight… I promise I do something about it if it happens again."

"Okay…"

Time went by the couple were loved up and the sex was getting better there were both in a good place.

Until Michael felt himself starting to get breathless even when he was resting and not doing much. He noticed a few bruises had appeared and could not remember himself hitting anything too hard.

It wasn't until he notices the blood in the toilet that he told his mother and made an appointment with the hospital.

The doctors took some tests and waiting for the result.

When the results came back it was not good news. He was going to inform Beca to tell her everything but she had her own stress and was even a bit withdrawn into herself she still opens up to him but not as much.

He thought of a plan and told Nathan. "It's stupid! You seriously going through with that? It will destroy both her and you. Will it be worth it?"

"She will have you to be there for her. I can't tell her not just yet." Nathan shook head his thinking how crazy his plan sounds, making Beca drop him as she catches him kissing another girl. So he had hoped that telling her he had cancer he wouldn't have to face her heartbreak and had already prepared himself for a different future without Beca.

Michael followed through with the plan, kissed a girl and Beca along with the rest of the school saw it.

She said nothing, stood still for moment and walked passed them. As Michael watched her leave, he felt his heart breaking. 'Nath was right! This was a stupid plan!' He thought. "You my friend are such a dick…"

"I know…"

'If only he told me that he was ill sooner…' I would have handle it better. Beca thought back as soon as she let someone, shit happens and then the wall starts to be built again.

TBC... Beca gets told, how does she react?

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