Chapter 12: Do What U Want

Early morning, longer nights
Tom Ford, private flights
Crazy schedule, fast life
I wouldn't trade it in
'Cause it's our life (let's slow it down...)

I could be the drink in your cup
I could be the green in your blunt
Your pusher man, yeah, I got what you want
You wanna escape all of the crazy shit
You're the Marilyn, I'm the president
And I'd love to hear you say, girl

Do what I want
Do what I want with your body

- Lady Gaga

Bonnie

Sitting cuddled against Enzo in the back of his brother's car was wonderful. I'd been frantic to get to the hospital earlier, but as soon as I turned the corner and had his arms wrapped around me, I've been fine, despite crying all over him in relief.

Not once in my life had I acted with anyone the way I did at the hospital with Enzo. Sex in a room where anyone could have walked in. The door was locked, but they could have had a key.

It was the hottest sex I've ever had. I was sitting with Enzo, who's so close to me with my naked butt and all I wanted was for him to be inside me again. He'd felt huge and filled me to the hilt. As soon as he'd entered me the walls of my sex had clamped down on him. Oh god.

I started to wiggle in my seat and squeezed my thighs tighter together to try and get rid of the ache between.

"Are you okay?" Enzo whispered into my ear.

I turned to face him. "No. I need you inside of me again," I whispered back to him.

His eyes glowed. I kept eye contact with him. "Stefan, just take us back to my place," he told his brother.

Stefan grinned and it was obvious he knew his brother well.

"Are you sure, Bonnie?" he whispered in my ear.

"Yes."

"What about –" Enzo couldn't finish.

"I'm going to tell him I'm moving out and that we're through. I've never been unfaithful to him before, and to be honest, I wouldn't even call being with you unfaithful. The only relationship I have with Matt at the moment is that of roommates. He's also been seeing someone else, I can smell her perfume when he comes home. The fact that he's seeing someone else makes me feel relieved. If I loved him like I should, I wouldn't feel relieved, so that says a lot about our current relationship."

"Bonnie, in case I haven't been clear I want you, not just for one night. Do you understand what I'm saying?" he asked me in a growl.

I smiled and turned my head to look at him. "I want you just as much," I whispered and then caught Stefan grinning like an idiot in the front seat.

I started to laugh and really giggled when Stefan winked at me, which made Enzo frown. "You keep your eyes on the road. One accident is more than enough," he growled at Stefan.

"Sit tight brother. I'll get you and Bonnie back to your place in one piece. And I thought I would stay for dinner."

"Like hell."

He roared with laughter. "You're too easy to tease. But I'll call back in a couple of hours to take Bonnie home."

"Enough!"

"Enzo, I have to go home tonight and talk to Matt. The sooner the better." I placed my hand on his chest and looked into his eyes.

"I don't like that idea," he whispered to me.

"Neither do I, but I need to do this and get it over with once and for all."

Enzo leaned forward and rested his forehead against mine. "I can't believe I'm going to say this, but I think Stefan should drop you at home." I opened my mouth to argue, but Enzo placed his hand over my lips. "If you come home with me, I won't be able to let you leave and go back to him."

I snuggled into him again. "I'm not sure I would have been able to leave you, so take me home."

He ran his hands through my hair, which I wore loose. "All right. Take the rest of the day and tomorrow off and I'll see you at the picnic. No arguing. From Sunday you're mine."

I smiled against his chest. "That's fine with me."

"If you need me before, or a lift to the picnic, call me. You have my cell number."

"Okay, I will."

"Call me anytime, because I'll miss you."

"I'm going to puke," Stefan blurted out. He met my eyes in the mirror. "I'm going to have so much fun telling everyone about this car ride. Aren't I glad I got chauffeur duty?"

"If you know what's good for you, you'll keep your mouth shut, Stefan," Enzo threatened just as he came to a stop outside my building.

"Don't get out with me." I put my hand on his arm to stop him from climbing out of the car. "I need you to stay here and just drive off once I'm on the sidewalk. I'm likely to drag you inside with me, otherwise." I felt close to tears, so I quickly placed a kiss to Enzo's lips, said goodbye to Stefan and climbed out of the car.

Enzo

I'd really hated to leave Bonnie. I'd done what she wanted by staying in the car and Stefan had driven off as soon as he saw her enter her apartment building. But it didn't sit well with me.

Bonnie was now mine, and hopefully after Sunday, my home would become our home. That was what I wanted more than anything, to have her with me at my side. I couldn't help but wonder what she liked for breakfast, which side of the bed she preferred to sleep on. Not that the latter mattered. I planned on having her fall asleep in my arms every damn night and wake up in them every morning.

On the weekends we could ride north on my Harley to the lakes, maybe stay over in one of the hotels. Mmm, we could stay up there for a week and give Alaric a holiday as well.

Alaric, my friend and chauffeur. I knew that there was no way he would rest if he knew I wasn't going to let him drive me again. I needed to come up with something and quick, because he was awake. The hospital let me speak to him briefly and in the two minutes they allowed, he insisted I didn't need to find anyone else, that he was still capable of driving me around. Like hell.

He had to take it easy, and driving downtown in rush hour traffic was not what I would call taking it easy.

He was a pretty decent cook and I hated cooking, but valued my privacy, so who would be better than Ric, who lived ten minutes away. Could I stand having him underfoot though, especially if Bonnie moved in? I guess there was only one way to find out, because he sure as hell wasn't driving again.

With a bit of luck he'd lose his license, because the accident earlier was caused by Alaric. It wasn't his fault, he was in the middle of a heart attack and swerved at the first sharp pain. After that I didn't remember because the bang on the head knocked me unconscious.

If I'd lived to be a hundred, I don't think I'd ever forget the look on Bonnie's face when she saw me at the hospital. She'd thrown herself into my arms and then sobbed her heart out. But hell, I sure never meant to drag her into a room and ravish the very life out of her. She'd felt damn good in my arms though. I'd waited nearly two weeks to get her back in them, so I'd found it impossible to let her go when I'd needed her the most.

I'd slid into her warmth so easily with how wet she was, and when she used her inner muscles and clamped down on my shaft so hard, I thought I would lose it then and there without even moving. At least I managed to last a few more strokes. But when I crouched down in front of her to clean her pussy, it took all of my control not to throw the towel to one side and eat her alive. She'd smelled so good with our joint juices on her thighs.

Thinking about Bonnie being in my arms all aroused and wet was not a good idea while I was lying in bed. I'd decided on an early night, not just because of the pain in my head, which had started to ease up some, but because I figured if I was in bed, I was less likely to drag my bike out and go see Bonnie.

With the covers kicked off, I turned on my side to grab my cell. I wouldn't visit Bonnie, but I could text her.

Bonnie

Last night Enzo had given me an orgasm, via phone text. It was amazing. It was also the first time I'd done anything like that. My only wish was that I could have heard his voice. He had a rich, smooth voice that had me hot and bothered the minute he said anything to me.

I showered and dressed afterwards, then sat and waited for Matt. I didn't see him again after breakfast. His excuse was work. He thought I was an idiot. He dashed into the shower, dressed and left while I was in the kitchen. He didn't speak to me at all and it really pissed me off.

After I finished cleaning the kitchen, I headed into the bedroom and pulled out three of the largest suitcases I could find and laid them on the bed.

I started with everything that was in the dresser and placed all my lingerie inside the elastic pockets. I left the sexiest piece out to wear for Enzo. Sometime during the picnic I'd let Enzo know what I was wearing under my dress.

I was exhausted from cleaning and packing, so I threw myself down on the sofa and stared up at the ceiling. I felt restless and didn't really want to be in the apartment. The sun was shining outside, so I managed to drag myself up and quickly exchanged my 'lazy' clothes for stonewashed jeans and a t-shirt. I slipped my feet into my lilac pumps, grabbed my purse and opened the apartment door, coming face to face with Enzo.

"What are you doing here?" I wasn't expecting to see him until the picnic. He appeared lost for words, so I took matters into my own hands. I stepped out of the door, took his face into my hands and brought him down to place a gentle kiss on his lips, moving to kiss his forehead over the gauze covering his stitches.

"I needed to see you. I couldn't wait until the picnic."

He caressed my face, down to my neck, but before he could continue further I grabbed his hand and held it in mine. "How are you feeling?" I asked. I'd been worried about him since the accident.

"My head was sore when I woke up this morning, but after a couple of Advil the pain started to dim." He smiled at me. "Of course I feel so much better after seeing you."

"Aww, you're sweet."

"I'm not sweet…. I'm a guy."

I burst out laughing. "You're also an idiot." I reached up and quickly kissed him on the cheek. "I was about to go for a walk in the park. Do you want to come with me?"

He took hold of my hand and started to pull me towards the stairs. "I'd love to. It's been awhile since I've had a hotdog from the stand there." He grinned, looking like a big kid.

I rolled my eyes at his enthusiasm.

"Bonnie Bennett, where is your sense of adventure?" He held the door to the outside open for me.

I walked past and couldn't resist rubbing against him. I turned my head and met his eyes, then winked. "My sense of adventure took place last night. Text adventure!"

Enzo pulled me to a stop and into his arms.

"Oh." He was long and hard against my stomach. "I wasn't expecting that quick a reaction to my comment."

"I only have to think about you and voila…. rock hard," he growled.

I licked my lips.

"Oh no. You are not doing that to me. We are going to the park, buying a couple of hotdogs, finding a spot on the grass and we are going to sit cuddling while we watch the world go by…. Now come on, move that ass." He tugged me behind him to get me moving.

"That sounds good." My throat felt dry after his speech. He had me all choked up. I wanted to do everything he'd said.

"Bonnie you want everything on it?"

"Yes please," I replied, watching the guy who worked the stand put our hotdogs together.

Enzo wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me close. I wrapped my arm around his waist, under his t-shirt. When my hand started to wander inside the back of his jeans, he growled at me. He actually growled at me. The guy with the hotdogs looked at us and obviously decided he was hearing things, so he just finished preparing our food.

"You. Must. Behave."

"I can't believe you growled at me…. in public."

"Thanks," Enzo told the guy as he took the hotdogs and sodas from him.

He directed me towards the lake and the trees that hung low, offering a semblance of privacy. "I was having a hard enough time keeping all my blood above my belt. You shoving your hands into my jeans was sending it south – rapidly."

I snickered. "You need to learn to control that libido of yours, before it gets you into trouble."

"I wouldn't need to control it, if you weren't so damn sexy."

"Ha." I stuck my tongue out at him as we sat down under one of the trees which offered more seclusion than others.

Enzo

Bonnie was really testing my patience. I'd done nothing, but dream about having her in my arms again. She was the sexiest woman I'd ever met and I knew she was all mine, or would be real soon. After spending most of the morning tidying around, I finally gave in to my need to see her and grabbed my car keys.

When I'd turned up at her apartment, I'd been nervous as hell. I had no idea whether or not Matt would be there. I was surprised when she opened the door and stepped into me, placing a kiss on my lips for all to see. I'd just about stopped myself from grabbing her and shoving her up against the wall. All I'd wanted was to feel her curves pressed up against mine again.

We were partially hidden by the low-hung branches of the tree that we were lounging under. I was resting against the tree trunk with Bonnie between my legs resting against my chest. I ate my hotdog with one hand while my other rubbed her belly. I was waiting for her to finish eating before I touched her skin. We couldn't do what I actually wanted to do under here, but we could play – a little bit.

With a quick drink of our sodas, we wiped our hands on a napkin and placed everything into the bag which I placed to the side to throw in the trash when we made our move.

Bonnie lay down between my legs with the back of her head resting against my groin – so not a good idea!

"Um, Bonnie?"

"Yeah." She grinned up at me. "You want me to move?"

"That would be good," I croaked out.

She laughed and turned over, settling back down – with her face in my groin, this time.

My head hit the tree behind me. She really was going to kill me. Bonnie's hand crept up my thigh and landed right on top of my twitching cock. My breathing started to speed up while she traced the outline of my growing shaft with her finger. Without warning she leaned slightly forward and used her mouth to gently bite me through my jeans. I nearly shot from the ground.

"Fuck!" She looked up at me. "You have….to stop. Seeing you with your head in my lap is such a fuckin' turn on, I'm not sure I'd be able to stop."

Bonnie started to rise above me, straddling my thighs she wiggled around on top of me until I stilled her hips with my hands. "What makes you think I want you to stop?" she teased.

I had no chance to answer because her mouth came down hard on mine. She wrapped her arms around my neck and sucked my tongue into her mouth. My hands tightened on her hips as I arched into her.

She whimpered in my mouth. I let go of her hips and took hold of her head to deepen the kiss even more. She started to rub against my fully engorged cock. If she didn't stop, I'd be coming with her.

She pulled her mouth away. "Enzo….I'm so close. Help me."

"Hell, you have me damn close." I put my mouth to her neck, moved one hand to her breast and pinched her hardened nipple between my finger and thumb.

She became frantic in my arms. I felt my orgasm rush up on me. "Fuck, I need a napkin." I quickly grabbed one, moving her slightly away from me, opened my jeans and shoved it over the tip of my cock. Bonnie slammed her mouth back down on mine and moved in close against me. The friction of her jean clad pussy rubbing against my naked cock had my orgasm shooting out of me in strong spasms, just as Bonnie started to come apart in my arms.

"Oh, wow. That was….wow. Not expected," Bonnie said, breathless.

I laughed. "That about covers it."

Bonnie started to giggle. "Talking about covering it. Did the napkin work?"

"I don't know. You may have rubbed it off."

Bonnie sat up from me, so we both could look down to my body part. I sighed in relief. The napkin had worked. The last thing I wanted was to have to walk around in sticky clothes. "You're lethal. What happened to our sitting and cuddling in the park with no misbehaving?"

After I cleaned up, I picked up my soda to take a drink, while Bonnie smirked at me. "We were sat cuddling. It isn't my fault you wanted to play."

I nearly choked. "I hate to be the one to inform you, but if you hadn't decide to rest on my cock, we wouldn't have been playing in the park."

"Oh well, parks are for playing in aren't they? So we didn't really do anything that we shouldn't."

I laughed and pulled her in close. "You're dangerous."

"You love what I do to you – don't you?"

"Hell Bonnie. You'll never hear any complaints from me."

"Good."

I loved holding her in my arms. All cuddled against me, satisfied from our love making. When I'd accompanied her to the park I'd had no intention of pleasuring us both to the extent that I had. Oh, I'd planned on kissing and cuddling, but not bringing us both to orgasm. That was unexpected to say the least.

When we both recovered, I quickly looked around to make sure no one had been watching and thank god there had been no one in the vicinity. We were lucky – in more ways than one.

I bent my head and placed a kiss on top of hers. "Bonnie, do you need a lift to the picnic tomorrow? I can come and pick you up if you need me to."

"Don't worry about me, Enzo. I'll be there."

I didn't like her reply, but it would have to do.

Author's Note:

I'm the worst I know. A month before I updated again, I'm trying guys, I'm really am. So did you guys here about another major character death on the vampire diaries. Any guesses to who this one gonna be? Tyler was a bit obvious, but this second one. It's either Matt because the way his lack of story is going this season I think he should be killed off or they really are bring Jeremy back to kill off.

I hope Enzo is safe, Malarkey is still on set shooting I have no idea about Zach Roerig though.