Chapter 3 - I'm sorry.

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HeronFray: (-_-) Really person? Really?

So in case you were wondering, this chapter is NOT a A.N., god I hate it when people do that so…. yah this is not a A.N.. I'm sorry I haven't updated for awhile, but I kinda got the message that this story isn't so good….So guys, I'm most likely gonna put this on Hiatus for a while, I might not return to it, not sure… Or I might just re-write the whole thing, cuz I feel like it's a bit too boring. Ok…. so getting on with the story…..

So I realise I haven't written the disclaimer yet so here it is:

All rights go to Cassandra Clare, I don't own anything.

Previously:

"Very well. But-" He never got to finish the sentence, because at that very moment, the door opened to reveal a worried looking Jace.

Clary's breath hitched, she was so sure that she stopped breathing altogether, because the man she breathed every breath for was standing right there, staring at her. She thought she heard someone suck a breath in, but she was too unaware of her surroundings to pinpoint it.

"I'll just leave both of you to it then." Magnus winked at Clary, pulling her out of her trance, brushing past Jace.

"J-Jace."Great job Clary, you're sputtering.

"Clary, I-Why did you leave me?!"

Clary could hear the desperation and pain laced in his voice, she knew he had been in pain after she left, but it was worst for her. She bowed her head down, concealing the hurt on her face.

"I'm sorry, I-I just had to."

"YOU HAD TO?! YOU HAD TO LEAVE ME?!" He demanded.

Unable to hold herself, she flinched, fingers playing with the edge of the sheets wrapped around her waist.

"I'm so sorry Jace." Clary whispered.

"It's fine," He snarled coldly at her," I've moved on now, got another girlfriend who won't leave me." And with that, he stormed out of the Infirmary.

Clary stared after him, she knew he had gotten another girlfriend. It both pained her and relieved her, she was grateful that Jace wasn't alone anymore. But to have him lash out at her like that hurt, he had never spoke to her like that. She felt a tear escape her eye. Pulling her knees up, she rested her chin on her knees, letting sobs rack through her body.

(Izzy's Pov)

Izzy paced her room frustrated. They had been sitting in the living room wallowing in grief, because that day was the day Clary disappeared. They hadn't stop searching for her, or at least Jace didn't. She knew he only had that slut girlfriend of him to try and forget Clary, but she also knew the pain he suffered through each day without her.

Izzy, Alec, Jace, Simon, Jocelyn, Luke, Maryse and Magnus have all tried everything. Nothing worked. Clary had left few things, most were for them.

The morgenstern ring for Jace,

a picture of Clary, Jocelyn and Luke for Jocelyn and Luke,

a ring for Magnus(who wouldn't explain what was special with the ring).

Clary had somehow gotten the ring she and Simon had used to communicate when she went with Sebastian, though none of knew how she got it.

After a few months, Izzy and Alec had found a new Whip and Bow on their bed, along with a note that said how much she missed them. She remembered that day well.

None of them said a word. It was already 4 months since Clary's disappearance. Grief and Sorrowness hung in the air. Izzy was starting to worry for Jace, he had barely eaten or slept. The once shining golden eyes, were now a dull brown. Please come home soon Clary, She prayed. Only Clary could save them all from this, but she was gone. After trying to search for her for a month and a half, the Clave had given up.

"It's so unfair! She saved everyone! Now look at the Clave, how could they?!" Izzy had ranted furiously to Simon about it.

Everyone was hurting, Jace had locked himself in his room for weeks, Simon had not spoken for a month, even Alec had walked around with guilt in his eyes. Izzy herself had locked herself in her room too, for a week. But soon worry of her foster brother had her come out.

She had Simon to comfort her, Alec had Magnus, Jocelyn had Luke, but Jace had no one. He had lost the one person that mattered to him.

Everyone tried to appear strong for the other, but everyone knew everyone else was hurting as much as they were.

Even if he never admitted it, every night, Jace would go to Clary's room in the Institute. Clary usually only stayed there once a week, but Izzy knew Clary and Jace had unforgettable memories there.

Izzy got to her Bedroom, she got in and locked the door behind her, sliding down the door, she hugged her knees and let the tears pour out. She hated seeing everyone like that, but she missed Clary as much as they did. She was the only girl friend she had, Izzy was even going to ask her to be her Parabatai.

No, she told herself furiously, she needed to be strong for the others.

Forcing herself up with a grunt, she wiped away stray tears hastily. That was when she noticed it, a shining whip, curled on her bed like a sleeping snake. She could tell it was made out of pure Adamas, and something else. There was some sort of Gold twining on it like ivy, Izzy wasn't sure whether it was decoration or not.

"I wonder who left this on my bed for me." She murmured to herself.

She looked up and saw a little piece of paper drifting to the ground. With Shadowhnter reflexes, she quickly caught the piece of Paper. On if was a familiar golden cursive handwriting that said:

Dear Izzy,

I know I left soon and without any warning, and I just didn't know what to leave you. So now I give you this whip, it is much more effective than your original one. I also need you to know I am safe here, and I miss all of you. From where I am, I'll be watching you, you're not alone.

-C

Izzy remembered how Alex received a similar message and a heavenly bow instead. Magnus had tried to use the message to track Clary down, but it just burned away to ashes.

Jace had thrown a fit, everyone knew it was because he had desperately hoped for something from Clary, and got nothing.

What worried Izzy most was that they could hear him sobbing at night. He never cried before.

"Hey." A soft voice gently said from Izzy's bed. "She's gonna be alright."

Looking over to those hazel eyes and brown hair, she sighed.

" I know, but I'm still worried. We haven't seen her for years now. Now she suddenly appears on our doorstep and with a ton of wounds. I'm worried."

"I know, we all are. Come on, wallowing in worry for Clary won't help. We just need to wait now." Walking over to Izzy, Simon wrapped his arms around her waist and braced her from behind, " I'm here for you." He murmured into her ear.

Izzy felt shivers run up and down her spine, as she leaned back into his chest.

"I know Simon, I know."

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HeronFray: (facepalm) There, some Sizzy. But don't worry, Clace will come out soon.

I hope you've enjoyed this chapter, I'm sorry if it didn't go your way, or if there's not much humour yet, but it's not yet to the right part. It's still on introducing some stuff.

So a hint of what's happening next chapter will be: Jace PoV, a week later.

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