~SPENCER POV~

I stood up from the bench, forcing myself to break the kiss despite my desperate need to continue. She stood from the bench and wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling me in for another kiss. I licked her lips and she parted them, allowing me to deepen the kiss. I lowered my hands to her legs and pulled her up so I wouldn't have to bend to kiss her. Her legs immediately circled around my waist and I walked until she was between me and the wall.

I moved away from her mouth so she could catch her breath but couldn't bring myself to let my lips part from her skin and moved to her neck. I heard her moan as I lightly bit her neck and I felt my body becoming more aroused as her hips moved against me.

We eventually fumbled our way into the bedroom and we fell onto the bed, which caused her to laugh softly, a sound that had become addictive to me. I moved away from her and slid off the bed, watching as she moved to the very center of it, and I was unable to wipe the smile off of my face.

She smiled softly before looking down at her feet, a nervous look coming across her face. I sat down on the edge of the bed, careful not to touch her in case she'd changed her mind but close enough to show that I hadn't changed mine.

"Bex." I said and she looked up at me again, her golden eyes unsure and afraid. "I'm not going to force you to do anything that you don't want to."

She took a deep breath before saying "I know you won't. It's just that… I have no idea what I'm doing."

I smiled at knowing that she truly believed that I wouldn't hurt her, despite everything that she'd went through over the years. It warmed my heart even more to know that she'd never been with anyone, in any way, until me. She'd revealed to me once that she was glad that her first kiss had been with me and no one else, something that she'd been nervous to admit.

"I haven't changed my mind though." She said and I smiled at how even though she was unsure, she still wanted this. She still wanted me.

I moved so that I was laying above her but careful to keep my weight off of her. She tangled her hands in my hair and kissed me again, lighter this time. I pecked her lips before placing a gentle kiss on her cheek.

"We can stop at any time, Bex. Don't do anything that feels wrong." I told her, wanting her to understand that the choice was entirely her own.

She smiled and I saw her eyes shine with all the trust and sincerity in the world. "Nothing feels wrong with you, Spencer."

As soon as those words left her lips I couldn't help but kiss her. I loved her so much and hearing those words come from her allowed me to not doubt for a moment that we could make this work. I wanted her now and for the rest of my life but now wasn't the time to tell her this.

I moved a hand down from her waist to her leg to lift it over my hip, moving so that I could be closer to her. Her tongue met mine again and I could feel myself hardening every second that we touched. I wanted her in that moment more than I wanted anything else but tried to slow the pace. She, however, didn't seem to agree with this as she moved her hands to the bottom of my shirt and sweater vest, pulling them both up until I finally had to break the kiss so she could pull them over my head.

She smiled then and lifted her hand to place it over my heart in the small space between us. A light laugh escaped her as she said "It just doesn't seem to be fair. You're smart, have a wonderful personality, and you're completely breathtaking."

I felt a light blush color my cheeks and said "That's the first time I've ever heard that."

She laughed then and moved both of her hands back into my hair, pulling me back down to kiss her. I felt her tongue gently massage mine and I pressed my hips against hers, making our most intimate parts touch. Despite the fact that we both still had our pants and underwear on, the feeling was completely amazing and it would only get better as the night went on.

I let my hands wander to her shirt and pushed it up until I felt the soft fabric of her bra. I pulled away to pull both articles of clothing over her head and threw them onto the floor, taking a moment to study her body. I could see several scars on her stomach and the ones on her collar bone plainly now but they made her more beautiful than I could have imagined. She looked nervous as I reached my hand up and gently cupped one of her breast, lightly running my hand over her nipple.

She shivered at the touch but didn't pull away. Instead, she arched her back lightly and I took this as an invitation to allow myself further exploration. I kissed the scars on her collar bone before leaving a trail of kisses down to her other breast before taking the nipple into my mouth.

"Spencer." She moaned as I licked and sucked on the tender spot, bringing her as much pleasure as possible.

Her hands slid down my chest and to the front of my pants to unbutton them and she boldly slid her hand into my underwear. The moment her hand wrapped around me, I released her nipple and moaned lightly. As her hand gently stroked my erection, I felt my mind go completely blank from the pleasure I was feeling.

I kissed her again after a few minutes and removed her hand before the pleasure proved to be more than I could handle. I let my tongue slide between her lips and her arms wrapped around my neck, pulling me closer to her.

I slid my hands down her sides to her jeans and unbuttoned the clasp before pulling them, along with her underwear, off of her. She moved away then and I froze completely before realizing that she'd moved to pull the rest of my clothing off of me as well.

This was the first time I'd fully seen her body and she was as beautiful on the outside as she was on the inside, a combination that was rare beyond belief. I felt my body immediately react to the sight of her but refused to move until I'd taken in every last detail of her, storing it into my memory for the rest of my life.

Her warm golden eyes seemed to almost be teasing as she flipped her now messy hair, behind her. "Are you just going to stare at me all night?"

She was being playful despite the fact that I could tell she was still nervous but I decided to play along. "Perhaps. You're quite a lovely sight."

She blushed and it made me want her that much more. I knew after tonight, I'd never get enough of her. She was perfect and, I hoped, that she was mine.

~BEXLEY POV~

I felt my cheeks go completely red at his words and felt the lightest pull on my heart. He was amazing in every way and I was so glad that he would be the person that I'd share this with. It would be wrong, had it been anyone else at any other time.

I couldn't help but stare along his beautiful body as took in mine but I also couldn't ignore the lust that I felt in that moment. "Make love to me, Spencer."

It occurred to me that I'd said make love instead of anything else but that was what this was. There were no other words to describe it and though I couldn't tell him that I loved him, I knew that I truly did. I loved him with everything in my heart and soul but telling him this would only make things harder.

I pulled him down to me again in a kiss and let his lips chase away every thought except the feel of his body on mine. I dug my nails into his back and felt his hand gently move down between my legs and his fingers slip into my warm center as his thumb caressed my clit.

I moaned and dug my nails in even more as a kind of electricity spread through my body, completely taking over my sense. I'd never felt something so amazing in my life and wanted more of it.

"Spencer." I moaned and attached my lips to his neck while he slid his hands to my legs and I immediately wrapped them around his waist.

I moved my lips away from his neck and he moved so that I could stare deep into his warm brown eyes. "Are you sure?"

I smiled and let my body answer his question because I just couldn't think of the right words to say in that moment. So instead I kissed him and he put both of his hands on my hips and I felt the tip of him lightly nudge my entrance. I ignored the feeling of discomfort and continued to kiss him until his hips moved away from me.

I was about to complain but my mind was taken over by the sudden sharp pain I felt as he entered my body completely with one thrust. I dug my nails into his back and bit my lip to stay quiet but couldn't stop the tears that I felt sting my eyes.

"I'm so sorry, Bexley. It'll pass, my love." He murmured into my ear, along with several other words of comfort. I closed my eyes and I felt him stay perfectly still as I waited for the pain to pass and couldn't help but feel a little silly.

I'd been through beatings that brought me on the verge of death and hadn't shed a single tear. Something like this should have been nothing compared to that. The pain began to pass little by little and Spencer was placing the softest of kisses along my cheeks but was careful not to move.

I opened my eyes and felt a smile spread across my face as I saw the worried expression on his face. It warmed my heart in ways that I couldn't explain and immediately filled my body with lust.

"I'm okay." I told him and he looked at me unsure. "Kiss me, Spencer."

He didn't wait a moment more after that and his lips met mine in a fiery kiss that seemed to set my very soul on fire. He began a slow pace of removing his shaft almost completely out of my body before completely filling me again.

I nipped his lower lip before our tongues met in what can only be described as a battle of dominance. He won, of course, and while one of his hands kept a hold on my hip, the other slid back down to where our bodies joined and he began rubbing my clit with is thumb as the speed of his thrusts quickened.

I broke away from the kiss to let out a moan and found myself unable to stop the sounds of pleasure that escaped my mouth. I could barely hear his ragged breathing over the sound of my heart beat and then I felt him take my nipple back into his mouth.

I was pushed over the edge then and felt the world go up in white flames and stars as I cried out his name. I felt his pace become ragged and hurried before I felt one of his hands cup my jaw and he kissed me, letting his own sounds of pleasure be muffled by our kiss as he reached his own release.

After that he laid down next to me as we tried to catch our breath, a smile on both of our faces. As I looked at him, I took in every detail of this moment. His sweet smile, the sound of his breathing, and his messy hair. I leaned over and onto my side before feeling him slide up behind me, wrapping an arm around me to pull me close. I felt a feeling of protection I'd never known with his arm around me and I could feel his lips in my hair as we finally drifted off to what should have been a perfect night's sleep.

***Well there's the next chapter. It literally took me two days to write and I hope it turned out great. R&R and let me know what you all think. Also, thank you so much for the reviews on the last chapter. Have a great day everyone!