~BEXLEY POV~

"No, please. I'm sorry. I didn't have a choice. I did it for the right reason." I screamed at Spencer as he held our new child in his arms securely. The beautiful child we'd made was now out of my reach and face hidden from me.

Spencer looked at me with a cold expression and said "It doesn't matter the reason you did it. The point is that you murdered your father and I won't have my child raised by a murderer. I'm not going to give you the chance to do to our child what your father did to you."

I felt tears sliding down my face and screamed "How can you do this to me? I'm not like him. I could never hurt our child. Please don't do this."

He didn't look me in the eyes again after that. Instead, he turned around and walked out of the door with our child in his arms. I raced after them only to have prison bars block my way and tried hopelessly to pull them open.

"Spencer! Spencer, please!" I screamed.

"Bexley. Bexley, wake up. Darling, it's only a dream." I heard someone say that was close but far off at the same time.

I bolted out of bed and looked around the room until my eyes focused on Eleanor. Her gray was in a messy bun and I realized that I must've woken her up. I looked down to see my six month pregnant stomach and felt a soft kick.

I looked up at Eleanor and couldn't help myself before saying "I'm so sorry. It was just a nightmare."

"Do you want to talk about it?" She asked as she gently rubbed soothing circles on my back. My red hair fell around my face and I knew she wouldn't be able to see the terrified look in my golden eyes.

I didn't look her in her eyes as I said "I'd rather not. I'm going to the office to see how much longer the case is going to be. I think I might just be missing Spencer."

She laughed before saying "It's very possible."

I got out of bed and didn't bother changing clothes before locking my apartment door behind me. I heard Eleanor sit back down on the small bed in the living room I'd set up for her to stay in and was grateful for her.

I honestly didn't know where I would be without Eleanor. I can guarantee that I wouldn't have Spencer or our unborn child. The B.A.U. had become family and I wouldn't have them without her either. I think at this point, had I not been brave enough to run away, I might have been one of their cases.

As I walked into the main lobby, I saw Penelope walking around and was glad to see her. Seeing her in the lobby meant that they would be home soon. Penelope had become one of the members I was closest to. Normally, I would go to Sloane but she couldn't really understand what was going on right now.

Penelope wouldn't understand how I felt, but she'd known Spencer for years and that was something that I was thankful for. She knew how he felt and how he was so asking her for advice on him was easy. She was also just an amazing friend to have in my life.

"Bexley." She said before coming over and hugging me. "It's about time you stopped by to say hello."

I hugged her back and laughed lightly. "It's good to see you too. Sorry, morning sickness has kept me home for a while."

She smiled and said "Baby Reid keeping you nauseas? JJ used to eat saltine crackers all the time and it seemed to help a little."

"I've tried. Made things worse. The best thing to do is not eat when I'm nauseas." I told her and she gave me a nod of understanding.

"Bex." She started and I raised an eyebrow at her. "Don't take this the wrong way, but you look exhausted."

I sat down in the small office chair and took a deep breath. "That's what I wanted to talk to you about. I've been having these dreams every time Spencer leaves and they are causing me to lose sleep."

Penelope pulled up a chair and looked at me with a question in her eyes. "What's the dream about?"

"I keep dreaming that Spencer is going to take the baby when it's born because he's scared I'm going to be like my father." I watched her expression carefully and was surprised to see a soft smile spread across her face.

She put a hand on my hands that were in my lap and said "Bexley, that's your worst fear coming out in your dreams. That's often when our worst fears show themselves and they are usually very irrational. This one is no different."

"Penelope, I can't know that for sure." I couldn't keep the sorrow out of my voice and I didn't realize how much it was bothering me until I spoke the words out loud.

"I can." She said and I looked up at her with a question in my eyes. She lifted my hand that had my engagement ring on it. "He wouldn't have given you this if he thought you were anything like your father. Bexley, Spencer thinks you are the most amazing person on the planet and there is nothing in your past that can change his mind. He loves you."

I smiled and hugged Penelope as her words calmed me to an extent. "Thank you."

"You're welcome. Now go beat your fiancé home." She said and I nodded before walking out of the room. I pressed the button on the elevator to go down and rubbed my stomach lightly.

I heard the elevator open and was surprised to feel a pair of arms around me. I looked up to see who was holding me until I felt a pair of lips crush themselves to mine. I wrapped my arms around Spencer's neck and the feeling of his lips on mine erased almost any trace of the fears I had felt moments ago.

I pulled back from the kiss to look up at the man I loved and said "So much for beating you home."

"I'm actually glad you didn't. It's been a long case and getting to see you sooner was exactly what I needed." He said with a grin and I couldn't help but feel butterflies.

"Glad I could help." I said and grabbed his hands to place them on my stomach. This caused an immediate smile to spread across his face and our baby to kick.

He looked up at me with a curious expression and said "Have you thought of a name yet?"

"I have." I said as I placed my hands over his.

He raised an eyebrow at me before saying "Care to tell me?"

I leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss to his lips before saying "I think I'm going to save that for when she gets here. That way I can be sure it fits her."

"You're making me nervous with the way you are keeping it a secret." He said with a sly grin.

I grabbed his hand and lead him back into the elevator. I pressed the button for the first floor and said "A good lunch and the rest of the day in bed should take the nervousness right out of your system."

He laughed as I pulled out my cell phone and called Eleanor to let her know we would be home soon. In truth, I think that a good lunch and the rest of the day in bed would do us both some good at this point.

***It's an update! I wanted to say thank you guys so much for the reviews on the last chapter and I hope you guys are still enjoying. R&R and let me know what you think and thank you for reading.