A/N: Have officially entered the M territory folks. If you don't want to read the smut, skip down to the first break.

Chapter Seven

When they reached his room, he laid her gently on the bed. His body hovering over hers as he stood above her, craning his neck down to capturing her lips with his own. The kiss sent flames through her and she couldn't stop her hands from finding his chest. Her hands working the buttons of his flannel shirt. She needed to touch him. She needed to feel him against her naked. Her skin was itching with need.

He broke the kiss and brought his hands up to cover hers on his shirt. "Wanna take it slow Lulu…wanna enjoy you. It's been so long."

Shaking her head, she moved so she was on her knees in front of him. The height of the bed making them eye level. "Next time, I need you." Bringing their lips back together, she shook off his hands and finally got all the buttons undone. Pushing the shirt of his shoulders before breaking the kiss. Looking up at him with a grin as her hands slid down his chest. "Guessin' you worked out a lot inside the prison, huh?"

"Not much else to do," Johnny said with a laugh. His hands moving to rest on her hips, squeezing her there.

"I like it," she admitted, it was shallow but his hard body made her hot for him. Scooting back a bit, she reached her hands down to the bottom of her shirt and slowly pulled it off. In front of him in her white lace bra. When Johnny sucked in a deep breath, her nipples pebbled beneath her bra and a wave of wetness filled her panties. He obviously still wanted her physically and it was wonderful to feel that level of want from him.

"Get rid of them." She motioned to his jeans which did little to contain the bulge he was supporting, He was obviously hard and she wanted to see all of him.

"When did you become so bossy?" he asked with a grin but his fingers went to the buckle and then carefully unzipped his pants. Pushing them down until he was only in the tight black boxer briefs. It was Lulu's turn to let out a hiss, his boxer briefs did little to hide the impressive erection and it was hard to stop herself from reaching out and palming it with her hand.

Holding back just barely, she got off the bed and stood in front of him. Her heels were long gone, by his door, so the height difference was pretty significant. But she could tell he liked the view from where he was, her breasts with heaving with her labored breath. Trying to remember the last time she had been this turned, Lulu honestly couldn't.

Undoing her jeans, she pushed them downs. Her white lacy hipster panties were the only things keeping her modesty now. "Fuck Lulu." Johnny groaned before grabbing her around the waist and turning her so her back was pressed against his naked chest. Fingers stroking her from her collar bone to the front of her panties.

"Take me." She whispered and spread her legs a bit, giving his fingers a bit more room to play. Which he took full advantage of, slipping inside of her panties and stroking her wet slit. It was weeping with pleasure and she knew, even after all this time, she would be able to accommodate his size easily being so wet.

"You're mine, right? All mine?" She had forgotten how possessive he got when they were like this. And how much it turned her on. She wanted to be only his and in these moments between them, she was.

"All yours Johnny." She whispered and moaned loudly when his fingers moved from her slit and to where she needed him most. Slowly sliding one finger and then two inside of her. Her back leaning against his chest, needing his support as her legs got weak.

"So wet…can't wait to feel you all around me." She nodded because she couldn't wait either. She wanted to feel him pushing inside of her so bad.

"Then don't," she whispered. Grabbing the hand inside of her panties, she slowly pulled his fingers rom her body and stepped away from him. Standing in front of him, she undid her bra and pulled it off before pushing off her panties. Once she was fully naked, she got on the bed and scooted back until she rested against the pillows. Her legs spreading for him, letting him know where she wanted him.

"Geez…the things you do to me to Lulu." He said with a smile and slowly pushed his briefs down, letting her see just how much she was affecting him.

"Come show me," she said and she watched him go to the night stand, going to grab a condom from a new box and she waited until he rolled it on and moved above her. Taking his erection in his hand, he slid it up and down her wet slit, making her back arch in pleasure.

When she felt him slowly start to push inside of her, she reached up to grab the headboard, holding onto it tightly as the waves of pleasure crash over her. "So good," she moaned softly as her eyes connected with his.

"Fuck Lulu.." he groaned once he was fully inside of her and her legs went around his waist instantly Diffing her heels into his backside as he started to thrust inside of her. Each thrust harder then the one before as he braced his hands on either side of her head, his body hovering over hers.

"Oh god…" she whimpered with each thrust and arched her hips to allow him to sink even deeper inside of her. The edge was close and she knew she wouldn't last much longer, the pleasure way to intense.

His fingers reached down and she felt him rub her clit and that was all it took. "Johnny!" She screamed as she crashed over the edge and found her release. She felt herself get lost in the abyss as her pleasure took over and she barely heard his own shot as he found his release.

Once he had cleaned up and they were spooning in his bed, she tried to push how right it felt to be with him like this. Besides whatever free time she could get away from the kids, this wasn't something she could do often. It made her sad but when he tugged her even closer, she let go of those thoughts and settled into his arms.

"Was this too fast?" Johnny asked in the darkness as his lips teased her shoulder. Keeping her head on his arm, she shrugged the shoulder he just kissed.

"I don't think so," sure, to some it might seem fast to jump back in bed with Johnny but they had so much history together. So many feelings still between them, wasn't as if this was new territory for them. "I'm glad we got to be together like this Johnny."

"Me too Lulu." She felt his arms tighten again and they both found themselves slowly drifting off to sleep. Lulu felt safe and comforted for the first time since she and Dante first started to have problems. Her sleep was easy and deep as Johnny held her.

The sound of her phone woke her and she sat up. Looking at Johnny who was on his stomach next to her, one hand still resting on her side as they slept close. Looking towards the large window in his bedroom, she saw it was still dark and the time on the cable box read 3:30 am.

Way to early for anyone to be calling her but it could be one of the kids so she quickly got out of the bed. Dragging the sheet with her and located her jeans where her phone was still tucked in the back pocket. Seeing the four missed calls from Olivia, panic gripped her. Pressing the green button on the screen she pressed it to her ear. "Olivia, is it Rocco?"

"Oh thank goodness honey, yeah. He spiked a fever tonight and I took him to GH. Dante is on his way but I knew you would want to be here too. He seems fine and the doctor thinks it might be strep but he should be fine." Lulu felt guilt crash down around her, while she was having sex with Johnny, her baby was sick.

Closing her eyes against the tears that were forming, she nodded though Olivia couldn't' see her. "I'm on my way, I'll be there soon." She told Olivia quickly. Remembering she would have to go to Kelly's first to get her car though. Luckily Johnny's apartment wasn't far from it.

"Take your time sweetie, like I said, it's nothing too serious." Olivia tried to calm her.

"Still. I'll be there soon, tell Rocco I love him." Hanging up, she started too pull her jeans on, minus her underwear that she didn't have time to look for.

"Hey…what's wrong?" Johnny asked, sitting up and watching Lulu start to dress. "Where are you going?"

"I gotta go, Rocco is at GH, he's sick." Not paying attention to him, she felt tears start to spill. The guilt heavy on her shoulders as she continued to search for her bra. Finally finding it she put in on. Not even noticing Johnny getting up as well.

"Let me get dress and I'll take you."

She shook her head, "No, I need to go get my car and go myself. Dante will be there." Not even wanting to look at him because it would just make the guilt worse.

"Lulu, you're in no shape to drive. Tell Dante Laura brought you or something. I don't want you going alone." Johnny had slid on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt and she was still in just her jeans and bra.

Looking up at him finally, she shook her head. "I'm a terrible mother." She whispered and sat on the bed. Covering her face with her hands.

Feeling Johnny's hand on her thighs, she looked down at him where he was stooping in front of her. "Why? Because Rocco got sick and you weren't there? He was with his Grandma, Lulu. You couldn't have known he'd get sick."

"I should have, I'm his mother."

"And you're a human Lulu. Now come on, I'll take you to GH. I won't come in but I'll expect a call, okay?" He told her and stood up. Grabbing her shirt that was right in front of her. Helping her into it. Taking care of her.

"Thank you Johnny."

"Anytime Lulu."