This chapter does not support any suicidal actions, if you are feeling down please talk to people!~Also Nathalie isn't a oc, she's Adrien's assistant from the show.

Nathalie wasn't good with dealing things that surrounded comfort. She couldn't simply express her thoughts or emotions freely without feeling completely out of place. She was simply a assistant, a bystander, nothing more, nothing less. Her only plan was to make a fine living and keep her job.

But however, that didn't mean that she couldn't develop other unnecessary things along the way. In truth, she cared deeply about the Agreste family, especially Adrien. She's seen him grow and blossom, but also dig deep into the depths are hatred and depression. She saw everything, but always hesitated to say what was in her mind. She was silent, but yet screamed almighty thoughts within her head.

She also cared for Gabriel Agreste as well. Solemnly she's seen him struggle under the thought of never seeing his wife again. Seen the horrible pressure of being a father all alone. It was certainly sad and unpleasing to look at. No matter how many times she wanted to help Gabriel and Adrian in their darkest of times she just couldn't do it.

The thought of messing it all up would always run through her head without any stopping. But yet a deep and painful pang would leap into her chest when she saw the family lose to their own prideful demons and sorrows.

So her she was listening intently outside the office door.

You barely see me, and all you ever say is what I have to do. What I have to do to not damage your petty reputation. When will you actually ever care for me? Well I guess the only true parent I had vanished."

Nathalie mouth hung open at Adrien's comment as she backed up from the beautiful white door with lavished black door knobs.

"Adrien you ungrateful and useless child. Go. To. Your. Room. I will decide punishments later."

Even when Nathalie had backed up from the door she could hear Gabriel loud and clear, his voice thick with booming anger.

Only a few seconds later Adrien swung open the white doors, completely ignoring Nathalie and storming pass her. Nathalie didn't know what to do, her mind telling her to comfort Adrien or Gabriel, or to simply do nothing. She stood there in the hallway for a while hearing the annoyed grumbles of Gabriel. Finally after deciding she sucked her breath and walked solemnly to Adrien's room.

-line break-

Adrien sighed as he walked into his bathroom and was greated with his white floors, black walls, furnished cabinets and a large mirror with a sink below. The shower stood parallel from the sink as a light hanged over head. The bathroom was large as any other room in the mansion and was very, very polished.

Adrien walked to the sink and opened a cabinet, filled with medicine and shampoo bottles. He reached his hand in and knocked around a few bottles until his fragile hand landed on something sharp. Adrien pulled it out and looked at the object he just picked out.

It was a razor blade.

It's end sharp and pointy, and the handle black. Adrien slowly brought it to his wrist his eyes looking up at his mirror in pure dread. He honestly didn't want to do this. But the loneliness, the pressure his father. It was completely, all. To. Much.

He needed to be distracted by something, anything in this matter. Adrien's mind felt clouded and blurred.

"Do it." A voice echoed in his head.

"Do it!" The voice said again as Adrien could feel the blade cutting into his skin, soon a red line could vibrantly be seen on his wrist. Droplets of blood slowly trickled down to the ground as Adrien's breaths sped up.

For some reason it felt addicting. Spreading the red line softly against his skin, feeling pain, it all seemed to distract him from his problems, his heartaches, and the ongoing loneliness.

He cut again.

Another small thin line appeared on his wrist.

Again, and again.

More lines, more blood, more pain, but yet, less hurt.

Adrien was going to cut again before a caring, but yet strict voice called out.

"Adrien where are you?" Nathalie called out.

Oh he was totally screwed.

Hope you liked it! Also don't worry Marinette and Adrien will interact soon. I'm also planning to make the chapters longer.~