Arizona's POV
Amelia went to get the tablet and Bailey was getting me ready for the tests. As she was helping me get dressed she asked me to explain to her why I was thinking something is wrong with me. I started to feel really nervous. I thought what if I was just imagining things? What if all these symptoms is just side effects of me not knowing how to deal with my father's death. So I started to explain to Bailey that for a couple of days I have had headaches. At first I thought the headaches are normal because I wasn't getting much sleep but then the headaches just became one huge headache. I could not get rid of this headache. I got it to calm down for a few minutes but then it when the pills wore off it was back again. I told Bailey that it could be because I didn't know how to deal with huge loses because I didn't want to look stupid when the test shows nothing.
Bailey
Do you have any other symptoms besides the headaches?
Arizona
Well I have this constant nausea and I can't keep any food in
Bailey
Are you sure you not pregnant?
Arizona
Well how Miranda Bailey how?
Bailey
I don't know maybe you wanted some bananas instead of a cake for a change.
Arizona
I'm the gayest of gays, so that will never happen. I love my cake way too much.
Bailey
Yeah yeah anyway is that all?
Arizona
No actually what made me scared was the other day when me and Sofia was cooking dinner, I nearly cut of my finger because my vision was blurred.
Bailey
Okay as soon as Amelia gets back we'll get the tests done.
When Amelia got back, Bailey and I explained the symptoms to her. She asked whether I had any personality changes or whether I have had irregular mood swings. At firsts I thought no but when she told me to think carefully, a lot of my behaviour this past week made more sense. I thought my behaviour was because I had just lost my dad but actually some of it could have been of me having constant pain. I was pushing away the one person I wanted by my side through all of this. The one person I know would help me feel better. As soon as that person left I started missing her. I was impatient with my daughter which never happens. I was always the good cop. Sofia was my pillar of strength for this week. I always thought that this week was because I missed my dad but the way I deal with death is to lay down in my room and the only way I come out is when someone makes me come out. Callie made me get out of the room so the first part was handled. The next part of my grieving process is I stay busy and with Sofia being there I was always busy. So the grieving process was on track. I had no reason to hate and love Callie all at once. I had no reason to want her gone but miss her at the same time. I also had no reason to get irritated and impatient with my daughter.
So Amelia took the tests and she called Bailey out to talk to her alone. I know they don't have the results back yet but I also know that what she has to say will not be good news. When Bailey came back she was very adamant that I get someone to be here when I get the news. I asked her why?
Arizona
"Why are you so adamant Bailey? What did Amelia say to you just know?"
Bailey
"Can I call Torres?"
Arizona
"No! What did Amelia say Bailey?"
Bailey
"She said your symptoms are worrying her because she doesn't know you as someone who nags or complains. So please, can I just call Torres or Kepner or Karev so they can me here for you."
Arizona
"I said no! Besides you are also my friend and you are here."
I knew Bailey would stop nagging if I said something nice. The nazi could never handle a compliment. I asked if she would let me know when the results get in because I really just want to go home and be with Sofia. She said she'd call me as soon as they get the results so I went home.
Callie POV
Sofia and I made pancakes and had a bit of a catch up session. We watch our favourite cartoons and we snuggled. We were having one of our famous lazy Saturdays. I could see that something was brothering my little girl but I wanted her to come to me by on her own terms. I didn't want to push her because I was afraid that she would lie again to please me. So when I watched her played outside I saw her coming towards me rather uncomfortable.
Sofia
"Mamma, can I tell you something but promise me you won't tell mommy."
Callie
Well Sofia, it depends what you are about to tell me.
Sofia
Please don't tell her mommy.
Callie
Okay baby let's make a deal. When you are done telling the story, you and I chose what parts I can tell mommy.
I could see my little girl was nervous about what she was about to tell me. She also knew that Arizona and I tell each other everything when it comes to her. So I'm afraid that right now she will be leaving out parts of the story.
Sofia
Mamma, I think mommy is sick because she drinks a lot of pills and she yells at me when I take too long to bring water but I never take long mamma. I promise I'm not taking long.
Callie
I know you don't take long baby. Do you know why mommy is taking pills?
Sofia
She says her head is very sore but it is always sore.
Callie
Okay I tell you what, since I'm a doctor I'll check up on her then you don't have to worry and she won't know you told me. Okay baby girl?
Sofia
Yes mamma, thank you.
I hugged my girl and I could see that she was feeling a little bit better. She went on to play with her things and I decided to start dinner. Just as I was about to start I saw Arizona's car pull up. I was a bit surprised that she was back this early. I thought she was going to be at the hospital all day. Sofia ran up to her and they hugged. She listened to Sofia ramble on about the day but I saw a look in her eyes which bothered me. I know that look. That was the look she gave when she was worried. She came inside with Sofia and Sofia told her that I'm making dinner. My little girl also tried to convince her mother to tell me that she wants pizza for dinner. Sofia liked Arizona's cooking more than she liked mine. Arizona liked my cooking and told Sofia to be nice and just pretend to enjoy the meal later. Then the two girls laughed so hard it made Arizona's worrying look disappear for a little while. I told Sofia that she should go pick up her toys she left outside and my girl being the angel she is, listened and immediately she went outside. I looked at Arizona who looked like she was out of place in her own house so I thought that this is the perfect chance for me to ask her what is wrong.
Callie
I thought you said you'd be at the hospital all day?
Arizona
Yeah, I just came home for a bit.
Callie
Are you okay? You look a bit pale.
Arizona
Yeah I'm fine. I was still very sleepy this morning when I was putting on my makeup. So it's probably a make malfunction that you are seeing.
Callie
Really, woman? I was married to you. I know how you look when you are pale and when you are having a makeup malfunction.
Arizona
I never had makeup malfunctions. You gave me makeup malfunctions.
Callie
Exactly so I know how you look. What is wrong Arizona Robbins?
Arizona
Nothing is wrong Calliope Torres. I forgot to eat that is all.
Callie
You are lying because you would have told me the first time I asked you.
Arizona
No I'm not lying. I know how you get when I forget to eat and I really didn't feel like getting a Torres lecture right now. I'm too tired for that now.
Looking at her I knew she might have something to go on. I used to get irritated at her when she skipped lunch or something but now I know she is lying because Sofia already dropped a hint. I do not want to throw Sofia under the buss so I chose to believe Arizona for now. Just as she was about to put her feet up she received a call. I can see on her face that it might be serious. She told the person on the other side that she will be right over. I was still busy making her something to eat but she was in quite a hurry.
Arizona
I have to run. Bailey needs me.
Callie
You should eat something first.
Arizona
I'll grab a bite at the cafeteria.
Callie
You promise?
Arizona
I promise.
Arizona's POV
I got into my car and drove to hospital. Last time I felt this nervous was the day of the car accident. I just needed for this to be good news. I cannot deal with any more bad news. As I walked through the halls of the hospital I start to feel that maybe Bailey was right, maybe I needed someone close to me here. I however decided against it and went to Bailey's office. When I opened the door, Bailey and Amelia was already sitting there waiting for me.