Callie's POV
Arizona is out of her 5 hour surgery. Amelia closed and will try to get the rest of the tumour tomorrow or whenever she has a clearer view. I still haven't been to Arizona because I'm just so angry at her. Meredith tried to convince me to go to Arizona but she left because I wasn't talking to her. Now I'm sitting in an on call room. I missed my flight. Penny called about a thousand times. I messaged her to tell her I'm staying in Seattle a little longer. I did not give her a reason why I'm staying and I'm guessing all the calls from her is to find out why I'm staying. I really don't want to talk to her right now and also it is none of Penny's business as to why I'm staying. I finally gathered enough guts to look pass the anger and I went to Arizona. She was still asleep from all the drugs and Amelia wanted her to sleep until the drugs whore off. I'm actually happy she is sleeping because I really don't want to talk to her when I'm irritated. Also she is sick and I'm going to have to be nice to her and right now I just want to yell at her. I sat by her side for almost two hours and then slowly she started to wake up. She asked for water and I gave her some. I asked a nurse to page Amelia to tell her Arizona woke up. Amelia however was in surgery and she said she would come see us right after. Arizona tried to talk to me but I didn't want to talk to her.
Arizona's POV
I asked Callie what happened but she didn't respond. She just said she doesn't know."I don't know" was the only words she said, for nearly two hours. I talked to her about Sofia and I told her about this new surgery I was practising before my father died. I even talked to her about how I was dealing with the death of my father but she didn't respond. I can see she is angry and I don't blame her for being angry. If she was sick I would want to hear it from her. I don't know if she knows I'm sick or if she knows I have a tumour. She is angry at me for some reason but it can only be because I hid the tumour from her. I remember leaving the house and nothing more but I'm 100% sure that Sofia wasn't with me when I left the house this morning. Right now I really just want Amelia to get here so she can explain to me what is going on because Callie is not saying anything. She is just staring at her phone. She is responding to my request for water and pillows though. I guess she is not that angry if she is still making sure I'm okay. It's kind of cute. It is cute that she is angry but she still cares enough to help me. All I want to do is tease her about it but that might just piss her of even more. Amelia was taking too long so Meredith and Bailey decided to fill me in seeing that Amelia already told them everything. They both greeted us but I noticed that Callie didn't greet back, so I sense that she might be angry at them too. So maybe Callie knows already.
Bailey told me that Amelia got most of the tumour but I started bleeding so she stopped to try to control the bleed. When she got the bleed under control she decided to close me up because I needed to recover and gain strength, should there be a next surgery. Then Bailey said they took scans before they pushed me into my room and what they saw was that the tumour is small enough to have removed through chemo and radiation. Bailey felt that I should have the chemo and radiation rather than another surgery. Another surgery can only happen in about a week's time because they are waiting for the swelling to calm down. The chemo and radiation can happened right away but having chemo would mean I need to have someone to look after me.
I noticed that Callie was not shocked by hearing I have a tumour and this gave me confirmation that she knows and that this is why she is angry. I didn't want Callie or Mer or anyone else for that matter to look after me, so I decided to have the surgery.
Arizona
I'll wait for the surgery.
Bailey
Arizona, you know your tumour is unpredictable so I really want you to consider the chemo and radiation.
Callie
When did you want to do the radiation?
Arizona
Oh God, It is alive.
Hi Calliope.
Callie
When did you want to start Bailey?
Bailey
Well as soon as possible, tomorrow maybe?
Callie
She'll be ready for it tomorrow.
Arizona
Excuse me, I'm here and I can speak for myself. I'm doing the surgery.
Callie
You are having chemo tomorrow. I'm taking Sofia to school and when I get back, I'm taking you down to get chemo.
Arizona
Callie, who do you think you are?
Bailey
Ladies, this is not necessary, come on now.
Meredith
Arizona, you shouldn't be stressing now.
Arizona
No Mer, she can't just make decisions for me. She is not my wife anymore.
She sat here for who knows how long and she didn't say a word. She didn't talk to me but now she wants to….
Callie
Yes Arizona, I'm not your wife but you slept with me last night. You wanted to feel safe and now I realise why. You were scared because you have a tumour. So you slept with me to make yourself better. I slept with you because I wanted to.
Last night I got all of you and today you almost ripped it all away. You could have died in a car accident and my life could've been destroyed. So no Arizona you don't get to act selfish again today.
Arizona
Callie, not now.
Callie
We are done discussing. It's 7 O clock right now and Sofia is having dinner. Maggie is bringing her over to you in a bit.
So Bailey, tomorrow is fine.
Meredith
I'll take the girls to school.
Callie's POV
I thanked Mer for offering to take the kids and then Bailey and Mer left the room. When they left the tension was running high in the room. I know she is angry because I'm forcing her for chemo. I decided to talk to her seeing that I said alot things that I shouldn't have. Bailey now also knows we slept together and I can't let more people know before I speak to Penny. I'm planning on telling Penny because she has a right to know. She'll probably break up with me because of it but that is fine with me. Actually I'm hoping she does because then I don't have to be the one breaking it off. I was content with her. I have to admit that I settled with Penny because I didn't think me and Arizona would ever be together. I'm not sure if we will be together because last night only happened because she was scared and needed a safe haven. I however, cannot be with Penny if I can't give her my all. She deserves better. She deserves someone who will love her the way I love Arizona. Even though there is no certainty that Arizona and I will be together, Penny and I just can't be together. Especially not when I'm thinking about my ex wife all of the time. Finally I got my shit together and calmed down enough to talk to Arizona.
Callie
So if Mer is taking the kids to school, I'll be sleeping here tonight.
Arizona
Oh so we are talking right now? You don't have to sleep here. You really don't.
Callie
Yes I have to and I'm sleeping here. Someone has to look after you seeing that you can't or won't do it for yourself.
Arizona
I can look after myself and I can make my own decisions.
Callie
You don't get to fight me on this one.
Arizona
Yes I do. You are not my wife but right now you are acting like it. So I'll fight you like a wife.
Callie
You started this. You started this last night. You used me to make yourself feel better.
Arizona
Oh Callie get over it. We slept together, so what? You've had one night stands, you know how to deal with it.
Callie
So that's it? That is all it was to you?
Arizona
Callie, please I don't want to fight with you.
Callie
It really meant nothing to you? Here I am thinking of leaving my girlfriend and now you are telling me that I was a booty call.
Then my phone rang and again it was Penny. I told Arizona that I have to take this call because it is Penny. I told Arizona that I'm telling her. I also told Arizona that even though I'm telling Penny, she shouldn't feel obligated to be with me. I told her ( Arizona) that for now I'm just here to help the mother of my child to get back her old self. Even though I wanted more, I can clearly see in the way she talks that she doesn't want me. I also told Arizona that I going to tell Penny that she is sick. So went left the room for privacy to go talk to Penny.
Callie
Hi Penny.
Penny
Hi, I called you all day. Why are only picking up now?
Callie
Listen penny, Arizona was in an accident.
Penny
Oh my God, is she okay? Is Sofia okay?
Callie
They are both fine but the accident was caused by a blackout she had. She has a brain tumour. So I'm not coming back to New York for a while. I decided to take care of Sofia for a while.
Penny
Bring her to New York with you.
Callie
I don't want to disrupt her again and she should be with her mother now.
Penny
Are you sure this is only about Sofia?
Callie
Actually it's not. I need to tell you something and I wanted to tell you in person but I won't see you for a while.
Penny
You are scaring me now.
Callie
I slept with Arizona last night. I'm sorry. I didn't want to hurt you but….
Then she hung up. I tried calling her back but she wouldn't take my calls. I messaged her to say I'm really sorry but I know she probably won't respond. I feel bad because I know she is hurt but also I don't feel like I just lost my girlfriend. It didn't feel like such a big loss to me.
I saw Maggie coming down the hall with Sofia and I told Maggie that I'll take her to Arizona. I prepared her for what she is about to see. I didn't tell her the extend of Arizona situation. I just told her about the bandage around Arizona's head and the machine that monitors her heart. One could see that Sofia is the daughter of surgeons because hospitals and hospital talks didn't bother her at all. When we got to the room there was no bed and no Arizona. There was no one in the room. I panicked but I had to keep a straight face because of Sofia. I called the nurse but she said she just got there. She was the only nurse there and I couldn't believe it. GSM better be really busy if there's only one nurse here otherwise the board will hear about this. I tried to call Bailey and Mer but no one answered. Sofia was getting worried and she asked so many questions. Questions I couldn't deal with right now because I'm looking for Arizona. What if something happened? I just really need to find her right now.