Struggling to be Honest

JacobxBella

Rated M

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or the franchise, as it belongs to Steph Meyers

Quick Author's Note: Thanks so much for still reading my story. I hope that as it progresses you all will continue to enjoy it. Your kind comments make me very happy! Love, SehunsBae37

Struggling to be Honest

Chapter 13

"Ugh! Oh, yes! Jacob!" Bella cried as she bounced on Jacob's throbbing length, her fingers tweaking her nipples. Somehow she and Jacob had moved from the kitchen to her bedroom leaving a trail of clothes along the staircase. Their underwear was in her doorway and they didn't even make it to the bed; that had occurred about twenty minutes ago.

Jacob groaned and held onto Bella's hips, helping to guide her movements as he thrusted up to meet her movements. God, he loved Bella and loved being able to connect with her not only emotionally, but physically as well. Sure they could be intimate without the sex, but he also wasn't going to pass up an opportunity to have Bella the way she was right now.

He groaned as he felt his orgasm approaching, and from the way that Bella's movements became more frantic, hers was close as well. He stared at his Imprint as she looked down at him, her chocolate eyes boring into his lustfully, while at the same time holding the love she had for him. Jacob knew his own eyes reflected those same emotions and was happy in that moment that his fight for Bella (though he had decided to give up) hadn't been for naught and that she had come back to him.

Bella gave a high pitch squeal as she came hard on Jacob's erection, clenching her legs and inner muscles as she covered him in her juices. Jacob groaned in pleasure at the feeling and quickly pulled Bella off of him, his semen exploding from him just seconds after she had sat on his torso. He gave heavy pants as he began to catch his breath while Bella moaned at feeling Jacob's warm semen land on her lower back and slide down. She also caught her breath before leaning down and planting her lips against her boyfriend's, kissing him passionately.

"We've made a mess just now," Jacob chuckled when he pulled away from kissing Bella. Bella grinned and replied, "We could take a shower together."

Jacob laughed at her hidden suggestion before nodding and sitting up off the floor. He watched Bella stand up off of him, only to fall over and her naked body hit the floor. He laughed when he realized that her legs were shaking and she hadn't gotten her balance. Bella glared at him and told him he could shower by himself before standing and leaving her bedroom to head to the bathroom; the bathroom door slamming shut and the lock clicking in place let him know that he really did have to shower alone.

Chuckling he stood up and left to gather his and Bella's clothes off of the staircase, bringing them back to her bedroom and separating them on her bed. He waited for about ten minutes before Bella came out of the bathroom in a towel before giving her a kiss on the cheek and leaving to take his own shower.

Just as Bella put her underclothes back on, a voice startled her saying, "The sex smell is overly potent."

Giving a screech, Bella used her jeans to try and cover her body, turning to see Rosalie sitting in her rocking chair. Rosalie gave her an amused smile before asking, "Was it good? How big is he?"

"Rosalie! What are you doing here? And that's none of your business!" Bella exclaimed, embarrassed that once again, her and Jacob's sex life was known. She however forgot that Jacob's sensitive ears had heard her screech because the next thing she knew, he was in her room naked and wet from the shower.

"Bells, what is it?" he asked concerned, only to smell the scent of vampire. Turning his head he saw the one he called 'Blondie' sitting in the rocking chair, her amber eyes roaming his body in interest.

Rosalie nodded and said, "Yes, I'm going to assume it was very good. Not as long as Emmett, but definitely thicker; good choice."

Bella groaned as her face turned several shades of red, using her jeans to cover her face instead of her body. Jacob was also embarrassed and awkwardly told Bella he was going to finish showering. Once he left for the bathroom again, Bella put on her jeans and her v-neck t-shirt, but not before putting her deodorant on. Sitting on her bed, she avoided eye contact with Rosalie while saying, "I heard you moved out of the house."

"Yeah, I did. I'm sick of being around those twits. Jasper and Esme are fine, but the others can choke for all I care," Rosalie said while inspecting her nails.

Despite the obvious hatred behind the vampire's words, Bella couldn't help but smile a little. Leave it to Rosalie to be utterly and completely blunt with her thoughts. She finally looked up to meet the amber eyes and said, "It's good to see you again after you helped me out yesterday."

Rosalie smiled and nodded, telling her that she needed to come and visit her place some time. The brunette agreed and told her about everything that had happened. While they were talking Jacob came back with a towel around his waist and grabbed his clothes, leaving again to dress in the bathroom. Rosalie giggled and said, "He's too embarrassed to dress himself here because of what I said."

"Well I can't blame him," Bella said, instantly defending her mate. With that thought suddenly passing, she said, "Just so you know, Jake Imprinted on me yesterday. And now I'm his mate."

"So that means that you will be Mrs. Alpha Black one day. Nice," Rosalie said.

Jacob walked back into the room fully dressed and said, "Well, I'm still Beta and Sam is still the Alpha."

"But the position is your rightful place, right? I've met your great-grandfather, so I know that it's your rightful place."

"Sam offered me the position but I declined because I felt I wasn't ready. He told me that was his only offer and since I declined, he isn't going to give position of Alpha away without a fight."

"Then fight him, you moron. You were chosen by your gods to be the next Alpha; it's your destiny. Especially now that Bella has become your true mate. Give Sam a good kick in the balls and tell him that he can't have what's yours."

Bella frowned and said, "You almost make it sound like he's taken his woman or something."

Rosalie shrugged and said, "If the Alpha wolf position is like a relationship, then I'm making a good scenario."

Jacob and Bella couldn't help but laugh at the blonde's statement, her nonchalant expression making it funnier. Jacob thought about what Blondie had said and figured that she was right. Deciding to go and claim his Alpha heritage, he gave Bella a kiss before telling her he would see her later. He headed downstairs and put his shoes and socks back on before leaving the Swan house, getting into his Rabbit and heading back to the Reservation.


At the hospital, Leah waited in the Waiting Room for Kai to come out of the examination room. God, she couldn't believe that she had hit someone! She just sincerely hoped that the man was alright.

Five minutes later Kai came out with a smile on his face. Leah stood and met him halfway, asking, "So what did they say?"

"I'm just fine. I have a slight bruise on my hip, but it will heal," Kai said. Grinning he said, "Now you can stop worrying that you almost killed me."

"Okay, well thank goodness. Again, I'm really sorry," Leah said with a small smile on her face.

Kai nodded and walked with the Native girl out of the hospital. Despite the fact that she had almost ran him over, he couldn't help but find Leah interesting and he wanted to get to know her better. When they reached her car, he asked, "Can I have your digits?"

Leah looked up at Kai startled, completely thrown off guard by the question. Blinking and finding her voice, she said, "What?"

"Your digits. You know, your number, the ten numbers that make up a code for me to call and/or text you," Kai said playfully. He however wasn't expecting the punch in his arm that he got from the girl. "Ow!"

"I know what that means, you idiot!" Leah said, instantly apologizing afterwards. Kai told her it was fine and asked her what provoked her to hit him. Leah sighed and said, "It's nothing."

Kai frowned and said, "It's obviously not nothing, it's clearly something. Did something happen?"

Leah crossed her arms and looked out into the hospital parking lot, contemplating telling the man what had happened. She then remembered she had just met him, causing her to glare at him heatedly. Kai held up his hands in a form of surrender, about to say he was sorry for asking. However Leah cut him off, saying, "It's none of your business what happened. I don't even know you, so what makes you think that I'm going to tell you my life story? I'm just here to make sure that you are alright and you are, so goodbye!"

She yanked her car door open and was about to get in when a strong hand grabbed her elbow, effectively stopping her from getting into the car. Leah whirled her head around to face Kai, about to tell him to fuck off when Kai slammed a hand over her mouth. His grey eyes looked into her brown ones as he calmly said, "Leah, I didn't mean to offend you or anything. I just wanted to know what was wrong. I'm sorry if I overstepped my boundaries. You're right, you don't know me and I don't know you, but I would love to be able to. Can you forgive me and let's start over?"

Kai waited patiently for Leah to answer, watching the conflicting emotions she was feeling cross her face. He smiled when she cautiously nodded and he sighed in relief. He had been afraid he was going to be rebuffed, but was glad that Leah didn't. Smiling he let go of her and held out his hand, saying, "Hi, my name is Kai Whitfield. I'm from the Hoh Reservation and I'm twenty-two years old."

Leah stared at Kai's face for a while before taking his offered hand, shaking it as she said, "Leah Clearwater. I'm from the Quileute Reservation and I'm twenty."

The two of them let go of each other's hands, staring at each other before Leah broke the eye contact. She said goodbye to him and got into her car, shutting the door and cranking the engine. She pulled out of the parking lot and drove towards the exit.

Kai watched her leave, realizing that he still hadn't gotten Leah's number. He kicked the ground in frustration when the sound of a tires screeching reached his ears. Looking up, he saw that Leah had stopped her car at the exit, getting out of it after she put it in park. She was blocking the exit and there were cars that were trying to leave. One car honked at her, causing her to turn to it and he heard her yell, "Fuck you!"

The she-wolf jogged back towards Kai and said, "Give me your phone."

The man nodded and handed it over after unlocking it for her. Leah took it and played with it for a while, handing it back to him before telling him goodbye again and ran back to her car. As she drove away, Kai looked down at the screen of his phone and smiled when he found Leah's name and number programmed in it.


Charlie walked into his home after a few hours at work, glad to be home. Renee had suddenly shown up at the station and tried to have a yelling match with him about how rude Bella had been to her that morning. He had to get her ejected out of the station and banned from the premises. Unfortunately, he wouldn't be able to stop her if she showed back up at his house again.

He took off his jacket and hung it on the coat rack when he heard laughter coming from the living room. Walking into the living room, he found Bella and Rosalie talking and laughing while watching The Golden Girls on the television. He smiled and greeted the girls, the two young women returning his greeting.

"Rosalie, right? I never got the chance to say this to you yesterday, but thank you for helping to get Bella out of that wedding," Charlie said, walking over to her and holding out his hand to shake hers. Rosalie smiled and shook his hand, telling him it was no big deal. Charlie shook his head and told her it was before saying, "I can definitely say that you are the one of the family I want Bella associating with. I know I can't completely stop her from spending time with your family if she wants to, but I prefer you and maybe Alice over Edward."

"Why is Alice 'maybe', dad?" Bella asked curoisly.

"Because she supported that horrid wedding, and from what I heard, was the curator of it," Charlie said simply before telling the girls he was going to order and pizza and that Rosalie was welcome to stay for dinner. After he left for the kitchen, Rosalie burst into laughter and sat back down next to Bella. Bella rolled her eyes at her father's blatant honesty and Rosalie's obvious amusement. Though she didn't really like her father saying that about Alice, she also understood why he did. As far as he was concerned, the girl was an active part in helping Bella make the worst mistake of her life.

Bella sighed and asked, "So did Emmett move in with you already?"

Rosalie nodded and answered, "He did, and we christened every room already."

Bella turned red in the face as she giggled, making the blonde next to her grin. They turned back to the television and continued watching the show when Rosalie's cell phone began to ring. Rosalie answered it and listened to whoever was on the other end. Bella watched as Rosalie's face turned from passive to shock to worry before she hung up. Pocketing her phone she said, "I need to go; family meeting."

"I thought you said you were done with them," Bella said in confusion.

"I am, but this is important."

"Rose, what's going on?"

"I promise I will tell you later. Listen, as for right now, stay near Jacob as much as you can."

Rosalie didn't give Bella time to respond as she quickly left. She told Charlie goodbye before leaving the house quickly. Charlie walked back into the living room with a frown asking, "What was that about, Bells?"

Bella frowned as well, a sense of dread washing over her suddenly. Rosalie looked really worried and for some reason, Bella felt it had something to do with the Volturi. Standing Bella said, "Dad, I'm going out for a while. I'll be back soon."

Charlie watched his daughter grab her keys and leave their home, the sound of her truck roaring to life. He heard the truck leave the driveway and make its way down the road, heading towards town. He wondered what could have caused not only Rosalie, but Bella to suddenly leave the way that they did. He had always been suspicious of his daughter's actions ever since she got involved with that boy and his family. Now that she was with Jake, he didn't want her getting involved with that family again. After all, they were supposed to take care of her every time she ended up getting hurt.

With that thought in mind, Charlie Swan put his coat back on and grabbed the keys to his police cruiser before leaving his home, locking the door behind him. He got into his cruiser and buckled up, starting the engine and getting on the road, following Bella to the Cullen home.