Struggling to be Honest
JacobxBella
Rated M
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or the franchise, as it belongs to Steph Meyers
Struggling to be Honest
Chapter 18
The atmosphere was so intense it could be cut with a knife. The Quileute wolves were standing with their arms crossed as they glared at the Hoh bears who were also glaring back at them. Bella, Jacob, Leah, and Kai stood and stared back and forth between the two groups, hoping a fight wouldn't break out between them. Paul had already butted heads with one of the bears called Sebastian and there was really no need for another altercation without the purpose for the bear Shifters being there known. The Cullens were standing off to the side watching as well, amused smiles on Rosalie and Jasper's faces.
Jacob let out an exasperated sigh and said, "Paul, rein it in, will you? These guys are here to help us."
Paul glared at his Alpha before turning his head, grumbling under his breath. Whatever he said made Collin laugh a little while making Jared roll his eyes. Jacob rolled his eyes as well before turning to face the Cullens, saying, "Doc, Mrs. Cullen, family, these are the bear Shifters from the Hoh Reservation. This is Kai, their Alpha, Caleb the Beta, Sebastian, Orion, Darius, and Isaac."
"It's wonderful to meet you. And it's fascinating that you all are Shifters of another kind. I had no idea that there were others in Washington," Carlisle said as he stepped forth and shook every one of the bears' hands. Esme smiled and said, "Yes, welcome and thank you so much for wanting to help us."
Kai nodded and said, "It's really no trouble. After all, I can't have anything happening to Leah."
Paul frowned and said, "The fuck?"
Seth stepped forward and asked, "Are you a friend of my sister's?"
Kai nodded and said, "Yes, you could say that."
"Why don't you just say that you Imprinted on her?" Orion said like it was the most obvious thing in the world. When his Alpha glared at him along Leah, he held up his hands and said, "My bad."
A new voice suddenly cut in, saying, "Leah's been Imprinted on?"
Everyone turned and was surprised to see Sam standing not far off, surprise, confusion, and a bit of hurt in his eyes. Sam looked at Leah before looking at Kai, a scowl marring his face. He stalked over to the bear Shifter, getting in his face and asking, "Who are you? And who do you think you are Imprinting on Leah?"
Leah pushed Sam away and glared at him, saying, "Back off, Sam. And what does it matter to you anyway? You have my cousin in case you have forgotten, so shut up and piss off."
Sam looked like he wanted to say more but Jacob told him to be quiet. Frowning the former Alpha scoffed and stalked away into the woods, punching a tree as he went on. There was an awkward silence before Bella cleared her throat and said, "Anyway, we've brought the Hoh Shifters here so you could fill them in on everything that is going to transpire tomorrow."
Carlisle nodded and he, Alice, Jasper told the bears everything that they needed to know. Leah had stepped away to speak with the rest of the Pack about it as well, as per Jacob's request considering the leader of the bears had Imprinted on the Pack's Beta. While that was happening, Jacob wrapped his arms around Bella and stuck his face in her neck, breathing in her scent.
Bella wrapped her arms around her boyfriend as well and whispered, "I hope with their help everything turns out okay."
Jacob nodded and said, "I'm sure it will. There is no way we can lose if a fight breaks out. I mean, did you see the sizes of their bear forms? They completely tower over me, and I'm the biggest wolf in the Pack."
"I saw, but I don't want a fight to break out because of me again. Haven't I caused enough trouble already? And now this is happening because I didn't marry Edward as promised. All I seem to do is cause trouble for you, the Pack, and the Cullens," Bella said softly. She sighed before saying, "Maybe it would have been best if I had just gone through with the wedding."
Jacob frowned and pulled away from his girlfriend, placing his hands on her shoulders as he looked her in her eyes. Gazing into them he asked, "Bells, do you love me?" When Bella nodded, he asked, "Do you regret being with me?" A headshake of 'no' was her response. "Then don't worry about it. I know it's impossible for you not too, considering all of the leeches coming plus that bastard one, but I promise that I will protect you with my life. And no matter what happens, you have my heart like I have yours. Okay?"
Bella nodded and whispered, "Okay."
The young man gave a small smile and bent his head to plant a kiss on the girl's soft lips. Pulling away he chuckled at the light blush dusting Bella's cheeks before kissing her again with more passion. Jacob moved from her lips to her cheek and headed down her neck, the kisses tingling Bella's skin and making her giggle. She playfully pushed her boyfriend away and said, "Down, boy."
The two of them laughed before Jacob scooped Bella up in his arms, holding her bridal style and spinning her around, delighted laughter spilling from her lips. While the two of them were in their own little world, they missed the kind and fond smiles that the Cullens, a few members of the Pack, and all the members of the Sleuth gave them. Despite everything that would happen in just hours, it was nice to see a bit of happiness in the bleak atmosphere surrounding them.
All of the Shifters were panting on the ground as Jasper wrapped up the intense training session. It was one in the morning and Alice had said that the Volturi would be arriving at eleven AM. That would give everyone a good eight hours of sleep before meeting at the same clearing where they fought Victoria's army of newborns. Carlisle finished thanking everyone and told them to rest easy. The Hoh Shifters said farewell to everyone, though Isaac and Seth took a little longer to say goodbye, as they had quickly bonded and became friends from being some of the youngest in their groups. Also with both of Seth's and Isaac's outgoing personalities, it was easy for them to become friends and exchange phone numbers.
Kai walked up to Jacob and held out his hand saying, "Thank you for inviting us to help your cause. We promise we won't let you down."
"No problem, man. And I have faith that you all will show up tomorrow. After all, you got to protect your Imprint, right?" Jacob said, shaking Kai's hand with a smirk on his face.
The Alpha bear laughed and nodded before walking over to Leah who was waiting to speak with him. Bella and Jacob watched the two of them interact, Kai gently moving Leah's hair from her face before planting a kiss on her forehead. Leah gave him a small smile before waving goodbye to him as Kai and his Sleuth ran into the woods to head back to their homeland.
As soon as they were gone, Rosalie said, "They don't smell like the wolves do. I wonder why that is."
Esme shook her head before inviting the wolves to their house to get a bite to eat, but the Pack declined as they were tired and ready to just sleep. Jacob told them to head on back ahead of him because he wanted to stay with Bella for a while longer. As they left, Rosalie stepped up and told Bella that she took the liberty of calling Charlie and telling him that she was staying with her in her apartment for the night. When Bella asked when she did that, Rosalie told her around seven o' clock PM.
Handing over the keys to her convertible, Rosalie said, "Go on, you two. You can use mine and Emmett's apartment for the night. Just be here around nine or ten, okay?"
Bella nodded and took the keys from Rosalie before Jacob pulled her over to the blonde vampire's car. Jacob took the keys and climbed in the driver's seat, Bella in the passenger seat. As Jacob drove away and headed towards town, Bella heard her phone chime alerting her of a text message. Opening it she saw it was from Rosalie. It had the address of her apartment which was in Forks and not Port Angeles like she had assumed. Bella gave Jacob the address and he drove them to that location.
Fifteen minutes later they pulled up to the apartment complex that Rosalie and Emmett lived in and walked inside towards the elevator, getting in as a family stepped out. Once inside the elevator, Bella pressed the button for the fourth floor (the top floor) and they rode the elevator all the way up. Reaching the fourth floor, Bella and Jacob walked along the hallway until Bella stopped in front of a door that said #4G; this was the place.
Taking the keys back from Jacob, Bella found the key that unlocked the door and put it in the lock, turning it until the door was unlocked and pushed open. As soon as they both stepped inside, Jacob slammed the door shut, locked it, threw Rosalie's keys on the couch and grabbed Bella from behind, spinning her around and kissing her roughly. His hands were touching every inch of her he could touch, moaning at the feel of Bella's hands running through his hair.
"Jake," Bella sighed softly, kissing him again before running her hands up his bare torso. Jacob shivered at the feel of his love's hands on him and was overcome with the need to touch her naked body. Picking her up and wrapping her legs around his waist, he carried her down the hall while kissing along her neck, walking into the first bedroom he found. It looked like a guest room, so Rosalie and Emmett wouldn't have to worry about them having sex in their bed.
Dropping Bella on the bed Jacob crawled over her and lifted her shirt off of her, kissing her stomach and going lower until he reached her jeans. He unbuttoned and unzipped them, dragging them down her legs and taking them off along with her shoes and socks. He then proceeded to take off her bra and underwear, leaving her completely bare. Jacob looked down at his lover, groaning at the sight of Bella flushed and panting, her hair laid out around her hair and as naked and beautiful as she was the first time they made love.
Bella blushed a little before opening her legs a bit, showing Jacob her wet and needy twat. She watched as he licked his lips before he bent down below her, his face even with her private area. A gasp left her lips when she felt a wet tongue lick the length of her slit before it slipped inside her. Bella threw her head back and moaned loudly while Jacob commenced to eating her out. She cried out in pleasure when he sucked on her clit, her hips grinding into his face from the pleasure Jacob was giving her. They had never done this before and the sensation was so intense; Bella didn't think she'd be able to hold off her orgasm. And she was right, for when Jacob stuck a finger inside her, she came all over his finger, her juices coating his hand and chin.
Jacob sat up and licked his hand clean, wiping his chin of Bella's juices before licking that up as well. He couldn't believe how delicious she tasted and he wanted more, but his dick was straining in his cut off shorts. Standing back up he took off his shorts, along with his own shoes, and was just as naked as his lover. He got back on the bed ready to stick himself inside of Bella's entrance when suddenly he was flipped over onto his back. Jacob's surprised yelp turned into a groan when a hot, wet mouth engulfed his shaft, a heavenly tongue licking him up and down.
Bella hummed and sucked around Jacob's penis, fondling his sac and rubbing her hand up and down his organ. She was pleased to find that she was pleasuring him, judging from the sounds he was making. She had never done that before, but she figured she had the logistics of it from hearing the many tales Jessica would give about sucking off Mike. Also back when she was still somewhat friends with her and Angela, before she let Edward become the center of her world, she had had a sleepover with them at Jessica's place and through a game that both she and Angela lost, Jessica had them watch a porn movie. It had been…..educational. Bella was brought out of her thoughts by Jacob's voice as his hand took a hold of her hair.
"Bells, I can't hold it in," Jacob warned before shooting his load into Bella's mouth. Bella gave a surprised cough but swallowed all that her lover had to give. She panted a little as she moved over top of Jacob, looking down at his own panting form.
"How did I do? Was it good or bad?" she asked him, feeling a little nervous all of a sudden.
Jacob gave Bella a look of disbelief. Was she seriously asking that question right now? She had just gotten him off with her mouth and she wanted to know if it was bad? Growling in his throat, Jacob grabbed Bella by the back of her head and slammed their lips together as he wrapped his muscular arms around her waist.
Bella moaned into the kiss as she reached back and grabbed Jacob's dick, moving it until it finally slipped into her entrance where she sat down fully on it. Jacob hissed at the tightness that surrounded him before helping Bella move, his face buried in her neck. The brunette groaned as she bounced in Jacob's lap, her arms wrapping around his neck and fingers burying themselves in jet black hair. Jacob looked at the naked boobs bouncing in his face before kissing them, taking one of Bella's nipples into his mouth and sucking on it before moving to the next one.
The man then lunged forward, dropping the girl on her back before thrusting hard and fast into her. Their moans of pleasure mixed together, their voices filling the room as Bella's sounds of pleasure began to heighten in volume. Bella could feel herself reaching her second orgasm already. It was fast approaching and she knew that it would take her by surprise at any moment. Jacob could also feel himself reaching his end and with the way Bella's muscles got continuously tight around him, he knew she was almost at her peak as well. Reaching down between them, he began to rub his love's clit with a quick back and forth motion, causing her to squeal and scream his name as she clenched around him and came all over his penis. Jacob groaned as he tensed before burying himself inside of Bella, coming hard from the pleasurable sensations that he had felt.
The two of them laid there panting as they tried to catch their breaths, sweat and other bodily fluids covering their naked bodies. Bella hummed and ran her hands over Jacob's sweaty back before moving them to his face, lifting it from her neck to kiss him sweetly on the lips. Jacob returned the kiss just as sweetly before pulling himself out of her, chuckling at the moans she released from the movement and the feel of his essence leaking out of her.
"Are you okay?" he asked her softly, caressing her face and brushing her hair out of her face.
"Yeah, that was amazing," Bella said breathlessly, gazing up at him with love filled eyes. "I love you."
Jacob smiled and returned the sentiment, telling her they should go and take a shower. Bella nodded and allowed Jacob to carry her to the bathroom where they took a loving shower together, letting their love for each other be the only thing they focused on at the moment. The confrontation with the Volturi that would happen in a few hours however was also still there in their minds, refusing to be ignored. But for the time being, the two of them would certainly try.